Never Again, why me?

it was the first time my boyfriend and i had tried shrooms, and we bought a quarter and pretty much split it betweenme nad my boyfriend and my friend who had done them before, we went to a house wehere pretty much everyone else there was doing them and i have no clue how much we ate, at first it was the best time of my life, we were laughing and having fun. but then my boyfriend started to fall all over the place and he didnt know what was going on, hed tried to kiss me but he kept bitng my tongue and my lips really hard so i moved away from him and sat in the living rooom, thats when things got out of control we was banging his head alot and he kept falling all over me so i went into the bathroom to trip by myself, and i was listening to what was going on in the living room, and i could hear chris, my boyfriend, start to get really angry he started swearing and talking like he was black, then it was like a switch went off in his head and he was possessed or something. He was hitting everyone, hanging off the ceiling fans, he trashed this guys house, and at one point he even almost hit me with a towel rack on purpose. It was the scariest night of my life, and everytime i think about it I gte really scared, i think i need cousling for this but oh well, i would like to try shrooms again, just not with my boyfriend. He smoked quite a bit of oil and weed taht night too and he had about 3 beer, maybe taht has something to do with it, everyone said he just ate too much. If you have any feedback please e-mail me at jld_23_nessa@hotmail.com