Registered: 05/22/07 Posts: 11,583 Loc: Death From Above Last seen: 11 months, 7 days
10/06/10 02:20 PM
your kind words really did make me feel better.....i am going to tell her i love her...i am waiting for her to come back over again and i am going to just calmly talk to her directly from my heart...i am going to stress that i am so serious and that i do not plan on taking her for granted ever again....
i also wrote her some poems and have really been practicing what to say so that i will not freeze up with anxiety.....if she still doesnt want me after i give it this one huge amazing shot then i am just gonna back off a little more and try again....if she just keeps turning me down tho i will have to move on.....i just really hope she realizes what she is giving up. she keeps saying she isnt giving up and its not about that but i mean that doesnt make sense...she doesnt make a lot of sense and i want to also give her a turn to speak freely from her heart to me and i will let her know that i will not judge a word and i will be respective and calm and patient with her....often when she is put on the spot she just repeats IDK IDK IDK IDK....i know that if i just say ok baby breathe and take a min then start talking, but please do it from your heart...well i think if i do that then she will give it a good shot.
thanks for the good luck man i really hope that she comes around....she is so special.