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CaRnAgECaNdY
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I'm off the hydrocodone, but have other issues
05/14/08 08:55 AM
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This is a big step for me. I've been hooked for so long. I could go a few hours without swallowing a few pills. If I went quite a few hours, I would get bad bad withdrawals. It was pretty bad. I went to my doc recently and he gave me something new(including more Norcos, but I haven't filled that prescription). He gave me Amitryptaline. He said it was normally given as a anti depressant, but it was also used to treat other symptoms such as chronic headaches, migraines, trouble sleeping, chronic pain(all of which I have) and other things.
Why am I here? Well, even though I love how the pills have made me feel physically, mentally I feel blank. Like I have no feelings toward anything. I'm not a depressed person. I usually am very emotional, I mean that usually I feel towards everything around me. I just feel stuck in a vacant place right now. Can't think of anything when my mind is usually so full of everything. I think that's why I can't sleep and I get headaches so often, I'm ALWAYS thinking of everything all at once.
Now, there's just nothing. I'd like to feel this way physically without the blank emotion. I almost wish I could feel a little pain, just so I know I'm human.
Any advise?
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