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 TheSlapnCapn
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 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby 
#8564801 - 06/26/08 01:05 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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So I've been on and off opiates for the past four and a half years... methadone clinic... suboxone clinic... fentanyl patches... heroin... morphine... dilaudids... whatever was available.... then i got clean last summer for about 2 months and fucked up and developed a habit with hydro/oxycodone... well i've finally weened myself down to 2.5 mg's of oxycodone today. For the past three months i've kept a safety stash of 2 lorcet 10's--->2 lorcet 7.5s---->2 percocet 5's--->2 lorcet fives...
I figured... well... when i decide it's time i'll eat half a pill at at time and ween myself off...
Well that time has been the past few days...
I'm down to my last 2.5 mg's of oxycodone and i feel kinda shitty but i could honestly drink myself to sleep and get a good 6 hours in right now...
Working has been the major factor in my not quitting... but i've suffered through the worst of it and now i just have a couple baby steps left and i'm already feeling fucking awesome... I'm withdrawaling right now but its soooo mild i can beat it if i really want to but i'll just continue holding out as long as possible until i do those last few half pills...
and then?
the rest of my life.
Fuck you opiates for stealing the best years of my life.
Fuck you in the ass with pine cones.
I love my life and i love myself and i love my girlfriend for putting up with this bullshit for so long (over a year she's watched this bullshit go on) and that's the first time I could say those things and really believe them.
I can finally smoke weed without being a nervous painkiller craving wreck. I can finally look at each day without a painkiller schedule written on top of it.
I am home free!!!!
sorry... just one of the happiest moments of my life...
love you guys...
-j
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: TheSlapnCapn]
#8564825 - 06/26/08 01:10 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Hope all goes well mang
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: TheSlapnCapn]
#8564828 - 06/26/08 01:11 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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yeah good luck man ive said that about 9 times now
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TheSlapnCapn
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: marshalldylan1]
#8564860 - 06/26/08 01:18 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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i've said it about 20...
this times for real.
too much determination to fuck this one up.
way too much.
-j
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alakona
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: TheSlapnCapn]
#8564900 - 06/26/08 01:26 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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I never post in here, but I felt I needed to this time.
Congrats, man, on the best decision of your life.
I kicked a 220-320mg/day oxy habit of 2.5 years nearly 90 days ago.
Took rehab and a strong will but it was the best decision i ever made.
good luck, im truly happy for you.
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sometimes when I'm raping a bitch, I like to tickle her ribs and under neath her arms, and I say "loosen up bitch, lets have fun now because if I have to kill your squirming ass, only one of us will be having fun, and you can't have a party all by yourself can you?" Then its usually all laughs and good times from there.
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ive been fucking praying for 2 years that she would just get over her phobia of jizz and take a load right down the gullet for me.
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: alakona]
#8568287 - 06/26/08 09:03 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Good luck man, shaking off painkillers and opiates is tough but youre doing great
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: Rebelution]
#8568898 - 06/26/08 11:31 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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I know how hard it is because I've been in your shoes... (I'm still trying to keep from getting addicted to the hydros I take for pain...) But I had a serious addiction to methadone, oxys, hydros, morphine, etc etc... Finally got myself together and took back control of my life. It feels great! 
If you have trouble with the WD you should really look into getting some kratom. I just started taking it as a substitute for the synthetics and it's much cleaner feeling, IMO. Just be careful because you can also get addicted to that... (although it's not nearly as bad as a hydro or oxy addiction).
Good luck man, opiates are a tough habit to kick.
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: Adamist]
#8568909 - 06/26/08 11:33 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Best of luck,
until next time you want the high
its a slippery slope man
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: alakona]
#8568928 - 06/26/08 11:39 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
alakona said:
Congrats, man, on the best decision of your life.
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Good luck man! I hope you follow through. Nothing good ever comes out of an opiate addiction. A few loved ones have gone through it and things were pretty rough for a while. They got over it. I'm sure you can to.
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TheSlapnCapn
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: rick0909]
#8572200 - 06/27/08 09:31 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Well i'm down to my last 2.5 mgs of hydro now and i feel pretty much normal... still have yawning fits but i'm not hurting and the chills have mostly subsided... getting quite an appetite built up again...
bought myself a bottle of 12 year aged jameson to celebrate...
bout to crack her open...
might just give that last half pill to someone who needs it...
Picked up 4 xanax bars to make sure i can sleep soundly for the next week or so...
Normally hate xanax but its damn good for a night's sleep. And i don't seem to have "user dreams" when i take em... Actually... i don't seem to dream at all... which kinda sucks but i don't need the temptation of pharmacy heist dreams right now...
And someone said good luck til the next time i wanna feel that high...
Thing is i haven't been high in months anyways... i've been sayin no to everything but "beans" for like 6 months. Took me a long time to realize that paying for 6-12 hours of feelin heavenly with 5 days of feelin like shit just isn't worth it.
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: TheSlapnCapn]
#8572219 - 06/27/08 09:36 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Lol ive said that a million times too..
then something bad happens.. or withdrawlin finally kicks in took me 4 days of last use and lasted a month everytime
Good luck thou
Wv and opiates are a bitch.. its a new kind of junkie
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: psilotatsic]
#8572285 - 06/27/08 09:55 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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I pray to God you stay off the stuff man. If you feel up to it, PM me some tips about what helped you while quitting. I might need them to help a friend.
Good luck with your life.
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ToiletDuk
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: TheSlapnCapn]
#8572289 - 06/27/08 09:57 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Congrats on getting off that stuff.
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: ToiletDuk]
#8572574 - 06/27/08 11:26 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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I just quit painkillers this week and bars a few months ago.
Good luck dude. All power to ya.
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TheSlapnCapn
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: kriminalelement]
#8579014 - 06/30/08 12:13 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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alcohol and 1/4 a bar have saved my life today.
i can finally smoke herb without turning into a dope-fiending withdrawaling pussy.
i actually went skateboarding 2 days in a row. without loading up on opiates beforehand.
i'm amazed how awesome it feels to pull a 180 or a kickflip.
jesus christ i've been missing a lot of life.
love you guys.
-j
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TheSlapnCapn
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: TheSlapnCapn]
#8579019 - 06/30/08 12:15 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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and those are pussy shit compared to what i used to be bustin out. i can't believe i let myself get so pussed out on pills/patches.
good god.
-j
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: TheSlapnCapn]
#8579032 - 06/30/08 12:19 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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It feels good to be clean don't it. What I missed most was being able to do whatever I wanted I wasn't tied down to a needle. I don't have to get up first thing in the morning and go hustle to get well Fuck I love the fact I can be lazy lol.
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: alakona]
#8579038 - 06/30/08 12:21 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
alakona said:
I never post in here, but I felt I needed to this time.
Congrats, man, on the best decision of your life.
I kicked a 220-320mg/day oxy habit of 2.5 years nearly 90 days ago.
Took rehab and a strong will but it was the best decision i ever made.
good luck, im truly happy for you.
holy fuck man, people can take 320mg's of Oxy and not stop breathing and heart ceasing up?????
I thought even an insane tolerance wouldn't mean nothing at that dose.
I know that would kill me 5 times over! got -0 tolerance to Opiates.
Good luck OP. I hate Opiates but I know how hard it is to stop and stay off them from all the stories ive read/heard.
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TheSlapnCapn
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: hpi]
#8579069 - 06/30/08 12:29 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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yeah i haven't been clean for more than 50 days in the past 4 and a half years... i think this is the one...
horrible migraines be damned i'm not touching a painkiller... i ate a cap yesterday and the psilocybin set this killer migraine back so far in my conscience that i barely notice it now and its been 24 hours since eating a half gram...
its been a lil over 6 months since i last tripped just because i've been so wrapped up in pills...
so long that the clusterheadaches are starting to come back...
must. get. ergotized...
uhghghhgh...
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Re: 4 and a half years lost... finally kicking opiates for good... ahhh yeah baby [Re: TheSlapnCapn]
#8579074 - 06/30/08 12:31 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Glad to hear things are going well for you. I've had a few friends with nasty pill problems who have since kicked it (well some of them, anyways). They definitely seem to enjoy life more without them.
Anybody else getting an eBay ad for Kratom above the first post and quick reply? What gives?
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