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teamkiller
It was ahmazing


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Re: Going to the Sensory Deprivation Tank [Re: Canberra]
#16243712 - 05/17/12 04:57 AM (1 year, 2 days ago) |
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-------------------- "visual chaos" should not panic. Not encourage fierce attention patterns. !
All the extraordinary - a fantasy deceived serotonin receptors.
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bryguy27007
Cosmonaut



Registered: 01/26/08
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Re: Going to the Sensory Deprivation Tank [Re: teamkiller]
#16244337 - 05/17/12 11:27 AM (1 year, 2 days ago) |
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Ok, the cuts didn't hurt at all. I'll do a brief summary because I need to head out to work at the co-op soon.
I was very anxious while getting in, the person working asked if I'd like music playing and I said no. I got into the water and laid down in it. The first three or 5 minute were filled with anxiety and trying to relax. I started to feel my limbs disappear and thought, "ok, I'm not going to have any limbs, moving on". After that I started thinking about my life. Things that have been on the back of my mind but needed to come to the front. After about 50-60 minutes I saw a small blue window that would move around my field of "vision" and reveal parts of a tree against a blue sky. I tried expanding the window but couldn't do it. I figured that I would try to open it up and project myself out of it but I couldn't get it to widen. I thought, "ok, show me what you got". The window burst forth into a mandala of light that took up my whole field of "vision". It took me by surprise and I lost it and was back to square one. After relaxing for a bit I tried losing my sense of "I". This is happening to me, I am experiencing this, etc. "I" had a lot of trouble with it ( ). Although I didn't have a sense of body, I did have that voice in my head that was with me the whole time. I was able to relax again and that blue light this time was similar to the blue fairy spirit that guided me up the time I tried a threshold dose of DMT. This blue light would move around my field of "vision" and split off into fractal explosions like a galaxy colliding with invisible things. I tried to get the blue light to expand or turn into something else but I couldn't. Eventually I couldn't ignore my need to use the bathroom (which kept me grounded), so I had to get out and pee. When I got back in, I couldn't really relax again, had some interesting visuals like the same blue light (that I was now growing tired of), a frog jumping at me and me flying down it's throat, and a multicolored rope tying itself around somebody and spinning all the way down, also, a lot of faces.
When I got out I felt really "glidy" and spacy. I was supposed to go rock climbing but was way to out of it to go. I decided to go home and trip but by the time I got back the bullshit of the world caught back up with me and I ate some food that made me feel a little sick so I decided not to trip.
That was less abbreviated than I thought, oh well. Oh, and there was a tiny light leak at the door. I still couldn't see anything, but I would like that to not be there next time.
Edited by bryguy27007 (05/17/12 11:29 AM)
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