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 I've decided to committ suicide 
#16069550 - 04/10/12 12:36 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Ive planned out the date, put money aside for my funeral, and I've chosen a method. Right now I'm taking a few weeks to say goodbye to my family and to prepare instructions for my body. Some may say I'm weak, selfish, pathetic, but I've reached a point of emotional and physical turmoil that I just can't overcome. Additionally I view my future (if i had one) where I will spend most of my life alone no marriage no children just me dying in some miserable old person's home.
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 jimboob
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Anonymous #1] 2
#16069708 - 04/10/12 01:26 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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So...there's nothing else that would make you happy?
I always said to myself that if things got that bad where I was gonna kill myself i'd make dramatic moves first. You only get one life, why throw it away? Go run away to a really nice place. Steal food to support yourself, do drugs, have fun, bang some hos. Even if you don't got nothin but the clothes on your back...idk man, you know what I'm getting at?
Try and start over.
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happymealplease
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: jimboob]
#16070227 - 04/10/12 03:32 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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jimboob said:
So...there's nothing else that would make you happy?
I always said to myself that if things got that bad where I was gonna kill myself i'd make dramatic moves first. You only get one life, why throw it away? Go run away to a really nice place. Steal food to support yourself, do drugs, have fun, bang some hos. Even if you don't got nothin but the clothes on your back...idk man, you know what I'm getting at?
Try and start over.
This is a great premise for a book or a movie, but irl most people who run from emotional/physical problems find they follow them to their "new" life. People hate admitting it but sometimes manning up to your situation and accepting your mortality is the only thing you can do, and if it weren't for modern medicine a lot of people who live in shitty situations wouldn't be able to survive with that much. I'm sure that's good for some people but at the same time, does noone consider that it's perhaps wrong to insist a person lives when they desperately want to die? I'd like to think that if I ever reached that point the people who cared about me would care enough to recognize that it's my decision to die as much as it is mine to live.
Noone can escape the human condition, some of the advice people throw out in haste is just silly.
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People born to this world crying, others smiling. Sometimes we die smiling, others crying.
Decide what you have to do. Peace is the only thing that matters.
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Simms]
#16070783 - 04/10/12 05:08 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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you know, i was like this last year. i wanted to just not wake up so many nights, so much depression, fear, anixety, mental torment. it was unblievable, i couldnt take it. i kept poppin a bunch of xanax to overcome the panic attacks and crazy thoughts. i have depression and bad aniexty waves from time to time.
that was a year ago. i wanted to die so bad.. sooo bad, just not wake up.. n now.. im okay, i dont mind living now. it takes time my friend. i still wake up to that feeling of.. "nothing/pointless" and thinking that.. wtf am i gonna do with myself tomorrow n the next day n the next ect until im 60 years old.. but why rush death when life is so short anyways.
i wanna live the longest i can honestly cuz i know im never comin back to this shit hole world.. and as bad as it may be from time to time, alot of things do still happen that are unexpected. life is what you make it.. so make it better! dont be weak and just roll over and die. wtfs the point of wasting ur whole life this early when your whole life may change tomorrow.. n u wouldnt even have been able too see it cuz ur too busy layin there dead. get off the internet n go out!
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Anonymous #1
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Anonymous #2]
#16071415 - 04/10/12 07:18 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Anonymous said:
you know, i was like this last year. i wanted to just not wake up so many nights, so much depression, fear, anixety, mental torment. it was unblievable, i couldnt take it. i kept poppin a bunch of xanax to overcome the panic attacks and crazy thoughts. i have depression and bad aniexty waves from time to time.
that was a year ago. i wanted to die so bad.. sooo bad, just not wake up.. n now.. im okay, i dont mind living now. it takes time my friend. i still wake up to that feeling of.. "nothing/pointless" and thinking that.. wtf am i gonna do with myself tomorrow n the next day n the next ect until im 60 years old.. but why rush death when life is so short anyways.
i wanna live the longest i can honestly cuz i know im never comin back to this shit hole world.. and as bad as it may be from time to time, alot of things do still happen that are unexpected. life is what you make it.. so make it better! dont be weak and just roll over and die. wtfs the point of wasting ur whole life this early when your whole life may change tomorrow.. n u wouldnt even have been able too see it cuz ur too busy layin there dead. get off the internet n go out!
Man I'm just trying to hold on another two months to finish some things and than its over for me. The depression, bleak future, and I have nothing but despair in my heart I'm done with this world
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
#16071735 - 04/10/12 08:26 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I'll probably kill myself in a year or two unless a miracle occurs. What method are you using OP?
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Quote:
reeferaddict69 said:
I'll probably kill myself in a year or two unless a miracle occurs. What method are you using OP?
Car accident
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Anonymous #1] 4
#16074217 - 04/11/12 08:52 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Don't be an asshole and hurt anyone else.
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Larrythescaryrex
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Dystopia]
#16074260 - 04/11/12 09:16 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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OP can call me if they want. PM.
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"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Dystopia]
#16074383 - 04/11/12 10:29 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Dystopia said:
Don't be an asshole and hurt anyone else.
Live for others. Die alone.
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RonaldFuckingPaul
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
#16074976 - 04/11/12 01:24 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Anonymous said:
Quote:
reeferaddict69 said:
I'll probably kill myself in a year or two unless a miracle occurs. What method are you using OP?
Car accident
Why use that method? There's much better more peaceful ways to die.
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You can over come it all. You can change.
I'm not saying you should, but you can if you want to.
Have you seen much of the world? If not, at least hit the road for a while. Back pack across South America. Go to the Himalayas. You may not like the world, but why not see the good parts of it while you can?
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I think it's selfish to kill yourself since your existence makes your friends and family happy, but at the same time it's selfish for someone to force you to live when you don't want to. Both sides are only thinking about themselves.
Just make sure you want to do this. It's a serious and permanent decision. Make a T chart and put pros on one side and cons on the other. Figure out "How could I make my life better?" and "Would it be worth living if I followed through?" Make a list of fun stuff you want to do before you die and get it done. Give antidepressants a good try if you haven't. Realize that life isn't all fun and games. We have bad times but it's usually only temporary. Double check your suicide method. Something people don't think about is that if they do it wrong, they might end up being a paraplegic, even worse off than before, and unable to attempt suicide a second time.
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Edited by 1ve5w4hu (04/11/12 02:25 PM)
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: 1ve5w4hu]
#16075865 - 04/11/12 04:42 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I would not go the Car accident route unless you want it to look like an acccident for insurance purposes. There is no guarantee that a car accident will kill you unless you roll off a 100 foot cliff or something, but even then, there have been miraculous stories of people living through it only to be a para- or quadraplegic.
I have had times in my life where I felt there was nothing or close to nothing to live for and even a few times where I was just curious about what was on the other side. I figure everyone gets there eventually as no one makes it out of this game alive. Stick it out. See what happens tomorrow. Roll the dice. You never know, you may start rolling 7's and 11's.
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Anonymous #4]
#16075921 - 04/11/12 04:52 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Dystopia said:
Don't be an asshole and hurt anyone else.
There's a spot by where I grew up at it has a sizable drop boulders and there is a river. So I'm pretty confident it will kill me by the impact of crashing into the boulders or if all else fails drowning.
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
#16076293 - 04/11/12 06:05 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: Anonymous #3]
#16076626 - 04/11/12 07:28 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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eat some shrooms, you need to respark the divinity within.
i was going through some depression/fear/doubt issues myself and the last trip seriously opened my eyes again. no joke, i feel totally alive again...
that's my advice. when you trip your ego dies, which is like a metaphorical death except you don't physically end this round of existence.
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: resonant111]
#16077196 - 04/11/12 09:51 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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resonant111 said:
eat some shrooms, you need to respark the divinity within.
i was going through some depression/fear/doubt issues myself and the last trip seriously opened my eyes again. no joke, i feel totally alive again...
that's my advice. when you trip your ego dies, which is like a metaphorical death except you don't physically end this round of existence.
Lol I wish it had worked like that for me! I've only had really bizarre shroom trips.
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Re: I've decided to committ suicide [Re: resonant111]
#16077454 - 04/11/12 10:36 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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resonant111 said:
eat some shrooms, you need to respark the divinity within.
i was going through some depression/fear/doubt issues myself and the last trip seriously opened my eyes again. no joke, i feel totally alive again...
that's my advice. when you trip your ego dies, which is like a metaphorical death except you don't physically end this round of existence.
I don't have access to shrooms
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