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 drkkenny
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 i'm going to commit suicide 
#15894158 - 03/03/12 12:51 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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i'm so socially weird, I hate it. life w/ aspergers isn't worth it sometimes, its hard for me to become emotionally involved w/ people. all i do all day is play guitar, read, & write stories/poems. i have literally no friends because I dropped out of hs in 10th grade & didn't bother following up w/ anyone. since then I've gotten my ged & basically just live inside myself...I had a job for a month at Panera Bread but I couldn't deal w/ it anymore, Americans are so arrogant & most of the ppl there couldn't understand the way I act...like I'm kind of open about my opinions & things I do & they just like to follow the "rules" I guess. I'm starting college in the summer, which would prob help me make some friends, but that's so far away...& another thing I can't really relate to people ...like they all just do the same shit, no ones different. I read alot of Carlin, Hicks, Burroughs, Dostoevsky, Mckenna, Bukowski, & noone else can understand what I mean when I tell them my opinions on the human condition, they call me crazy while there the ones who never ask questions & are focused primarily on their lives & not the world around them.. I feel alienated from everyone, because for one I don't watch tv, I don't play any games, I don't want to party just so I can get laid. tried to kill myself last year & failed ended up in a madhouse for 3 days, but now I feel like I need to do it, feel like I really don't belong to this world so I bought 30 oxycone pills that are 30m mg each & I have whiskey that I'm going to drink in combination. May take my last 7 hits of LSD as well. If I go out I may as well do it hallucinating, y'know?
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One of my favorite songs ever: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ILo1v6Y7IB4&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DILo1v6Y7IB4
“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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 Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894186 - 03/03/12 01:00 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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I sure this is going to sound like a superficial response, but I mean it whole heartedly.
If you really do play guitar, read, and write your stories and poems, you have no doubt developed a unique perspective and adroit personality. If you can just hang on until you get to college you will flourish and you will probably also find people as open as yourself. Just hang in there!
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894190 - 03/03/12 01:01 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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I don't think anyone "belongs" in this world.
You make a place for yourself here. No one is making you stay here. You can always take the easy way out, sure and I can't stop you even if I wanted to.
Learn to not give a fuck about other people, and learn to enjoy yourself and embrace your weirdness.
Sometimes its hard to not be a cynic with all the dumbfucks in our society, but without people like you and me, our society would be even more fucked. There is always a greener side. Things can get better just as they get worse. Have to learn to stay positive. If you aint happy...well, do something different, or do what ya gotta do.
-peace & love
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894195 - 03/03/12 01:01 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Dude dont kill yourself. You will get past this shit and discover your true self eventually.
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MOSDEFemcees
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894197 - 03/03/12 01:01 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Don't do it
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LySergic D
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Dude for real, If you need someone to talk to, ill listen. PM me.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894201 - 03/03/12 01:03 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Don't be stupid.
Just by reading that small paragraph about you I can tell you have great potential.
I know for a fact there's people very similar to you, you'll find a lot that are here on the Shroomery.
They're only hard to find because, as you mentioned, society is on a very different track.
We're always here for you, man.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: MOSDEFemcees] 8
#15894204 - 03/03/12 01:04 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Hey
keep in mind you can always commit suicide a little later if you still want to.
most helpful thing a shrink ever said to me.
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"larry the scary rex
verily scary when thoroughly vexed
invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex
mercifully massacring memories masterfully
relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully
mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs
invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs"
April 24th 2011
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Larry is absolutely right.
Just stick it out at least until you go to school in the summer. How will you ever know what great opportunities or people you might meet there otherwise? The summer is not far. It's 2 months away. 60 days. 8 weeks. No time at all.
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legit27
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You realize your description of yourself describes almost all the shroomery. There's people like you, and you'll probably find em once you go to college.
Ive been there, done that, and I can tel ya you will thank us so much if you stick it through and wait till things get better.
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All posts are SWIM's personal anecdotes.
Once you get the message, hang up the phone.
Ik Onkar; Om.
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treesniper119
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Don't do it bro, life is good and worth living, there are experiences that await you that will bring you more joy then you could ever imagine at this current moment, dump all that crap down the toilet, Its time for you to focus inward, learn about yourself, why you are here on this planet, at this time. Your existence is not pointless, you have great worth as a person in this present time. PM if you wanna talk. I'll hit you up on the phone. There are real people out there like you, the world isn't just the uncaring arrogant arbitrary drones that you can't relate to.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894244 - 03/03/12 01:13 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Fine I'll stick around for awhile & see if I can meet some like minded ppl at college. I went there the other day to register & met this cool guy with a Che Guevera shirt & we talked a little bit...eh.
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One of my favorite songs ever: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ILo1v6Y7IB4&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DILo1v6Y7IB4
“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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Envix
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: legit27] 2
#15894255 - 03/03/12 01:15 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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do waht you need to do d00d
all i do all day is sit inside on the computer, i cant even play guitar!
i haven't been outside in like a week, the days go by faster than the nights because i usually sleep all day and stay awake all night on the computer
the time schedules are easy enough to fix tho.
i wonder, do you have any particular goals in mind for this life? are you living for the moment or for the future?
i can't talk to people too. i'm generally really awkward around people and usually avoid talking to new people all together
i think about suicide a few times a week. i fantasize about it. i think of how awesome it would be to be rid of all this "drag".
but i recall there being times when it doesn't seem like a "DRAG"
sometimes it can feel like a field of opportunity
sometimes it can feel empowering.
smoke some dmt.
that is all
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894276 - 03/03/12 01:22 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Dude I've been wanting to try DMT but I just have noone to get it from, knew someone but now he doesn't have. I have my goals & priorities pretty well thought out. I read atleast 200 pages a day, write a little to my only friend, my notebook, play guitar for a little, eat pretty healthy. but its like my depression fucks with my head...but when you're in a fucking room all day it makes you get cabin fever so I go to the park or something. My uncle is the only one who gets me, he's a musician who is very much like me, so we relate very well. I want to be an english teacher or a writer, that's why I'm going to college.
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One of my favorite songs ever: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ILo1v6Y7IB4&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DILo1v6Y7IB4
“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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MOSDEFemcees
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Seriously dude a lot of people go through this, you are not alone! You may feel like shit now but once you get over this hump you will feel better then ever. Take things slowly, eat raw foods, excercise, look for a local counsler or shrink to talk to once a week and write music with that guitar. Force yourself to go out atleast twice a week to a public place like a grocery store and say hey to everyone one you see. As you walk by somebody just say hey. You can get through this, get a counsler they can be good friends. Good luck to you!
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894280 - 03/03/12 01:24 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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There's nothing wrong with how you are living your life.
You have worth and value to a lot of other people. So what if the majority of people all do the same stuff and don't engage with you?
If you travel around you'll find that there are loads of people who are similar to the person you describe yourself as.
Please don't kill yourself man, it's not a solution.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Envix]
#15894282 - 03/03/12 01:24 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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I can relate a lot to what you say, and trust me, life gets better the older you get. The time you have been an adult is minuscule compared to your lifetime.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Envix] 2
#15894283 - 03/03/12 01:24 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Even if life truly sucks sometime, don't do it!
I'm going through some tough time as well and I do think about ending it from time to time... But I wouldn't want to miss out on whatever will happen next. There's always some good in life, you just have to find it.
I recognized myself in some of what you describe so I know how it feels to be alienated from others. But fuck 'em, most of them are brainwashed assholes if you ask me... Like other members said, if you want to talk privately I'll be happy to help as much as I can. 
In the meantime, keep on playing the guitar! (I wish I knew how!)
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treesniper119
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Envix]
#15894284 - 03/03/12 01:24 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Gather yourself a fresh perspective on life bro  , you'll find new friends there at college, people on the same page as you, like-minds, those types of energies seem to be pulling together these days.
Don't ever be tricked into fooling yourself that your life and your experiences can be dictated by anyone else but you, it is yours to endure and to enjoy. Ultimately, you are in control bro.
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Envix
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894301 - 03/03/12 01:30 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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just gonna pop this in eehr' ehp :
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psychotropicwhale
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Don't do it bro. Life only gets better.
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Talking is just talking man. Don't think that things are too fun. At least you're not 300 lbs or heavier. You couldn't talk at all if you were dying of fatness
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psychotropicwhale
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Yeah dude, you aren't an obeast. That already makes you better than off than 1/3 of the US population.
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malaka the werewolf
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and 11/12 of people on the internet
BRO READ SOME SOCIAL COMMUNICATION BOOKS
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894340 - 03/03/12 01:46 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Two hands full of cashew nuts, provide you with the recommended active dose of niacin, that has the same effect with antidepressants found in pharmacy.
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The Source Of The Force
Is The Power Of The Mind
"if you don't like what you're doing, you can always pick up your needle and move to another groove." - timothy leary"
Anno: "-I can do anything with those clouds!"
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drkkenny
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Sterile]
#15894374 - 03/03/12 01:58 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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you're all right...no point being depressed there's so much to live for...we literally have the world at our hands, all this information & knowledge that humans of the past didn't have. i'm going to order a book on socializing soon.
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“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Sterile]
#15894377 - 03/03/12 01:59 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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talking is just talking
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drkkenny
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894383 - 03/03/12 02:01 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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yeah. but I've only had 2 girlfriends in my life, its kinda depressing. maybe college will bring me new horizons.
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One of my favorite songs ever: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ILo1v6Y7IB4&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DILo1v6Y7IB4
“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Sterile]
#15894384 - 03/03/12 02:01 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Sterile said:
Two hands full of cashew nuts, provide you with the recommended active dose of niacin, that has the same effect with antidepressants found in pharmacy.
cashew are like an anti-depressant? fuckin sweet.
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"Life sucks but in this really beautiful way" - Axl Rose
"Life's a bitch and then you die that's why we get high cuz you never know when you're gonna go." - NAS
"When people don't know what you're about they put you down and shut you out" - Black Sabbath
"An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind" - Gandhi
"Look up at me I am God, look down on me and I am evil, look at me I am you." - Charles Manson.
"Don't question my reality." - Me (as far as I know)
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: SlashOZ]
#15894394 - 03/03/12 02:08 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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"Everyone is focused on the stupidest things"
not everyone. try and get into a higher education institution. I tried to commit suicide when I was younger because I felt different from everyone and now I am so glad I didn't succeed because I have met lots of interesting people and now love my life. i also dropped out of high school btw and now I am about to graduate from college with two degrees and I have a job in a neuroimaging lab. anything can happen if you apply yourself
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: legit27]
#15894395 - 03/03/12 02:08 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
legit27 said:
You realize your description of yourself describes almost all the shroomery. There's people like you, and you'll probably find em once you go to college.
Ive been there, done that, and I can tel ya you will thank us so much if you stick it through and wait till things get better.
Absolutely agree. Stick it out, dont let others get you so down. Live your own way and find what makes you happy : ) you got friends on here
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Dawks
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Where is your sorrow coming from Kenny?
I don't see it man. I can understand if you wanted to kill yourself over being dumped by your partner. Or I can see you wanting to kill yourself because you have severely debilitating illness, or kill yourself because your having severe financial troubles. Because each of these situations has real sorrow and helplessness.
But for your entire video and post, it's looking to me like the only reason you want to kill yourself if because some other people like different things than you. Seriously? Is that the kind of world you want to live in? where everyone doses and thinks the same thing?
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drkkenny
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Dawks]
#15894445 - 03/03/12 02:22 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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lol. its just that I can't relate to anyone... that's why. no, obviously not because then we'd never evolve & make new inventions, but when everyone is talking about the jets game or american idol i can't really join in the convo..& it sucks.
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One of my favorite songs ever: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ILo1v6Y7IB4&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DILo1v6Y7IB4
“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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Dawks
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894490 - 03/03/12 02:33 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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>when everyone is talking about the jets game or american idol i can't really join in the convo..& it sucks.
I literally don't even know what sport "the jets" play. Why does it suck that you can't relate to those boring people? make some friends who talk about psychedelics and philosophy and all that good jazz.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894496 - 03/03/12 02:34 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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hey kenny, you should stick around man. We are always growing as people. You may feel like your weaknesses ruin your life but if you stick with it you can find the beauty in life. Its either this or its over. There are too many things too experience for you to just kill yourself. You will go when it is your time, you may think you have the right to end it when you want, but what are you really accomplishing with suicide?
If you stick around you will never regret the decision. trust me on this.
I got mad love for you man <3
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#15894500 - 03/03/12 02:36 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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psychotropicwhale
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894506 - 03/03/12 02:37 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
drkkenny said:
maybe college will bring me new horizons.
definitely dude
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Wizzy
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Killing yourself would mean there's one less person on this planet who sees things the way you do... and you have a pretty cool way of seeing things.
Don't kill yourself kill other people that make you want to kill yourself duh
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drkkenny
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894530 - 03/03/12 02:43 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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yeah, I know a couple people that are into psychedelics & philosophy & whatnot. those are my only real friends I can get on with.
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One of my favorite songs ever: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ILo1v6Y7IB4&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DILo1v6Y7IB4
“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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ImmortalZodd
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894533 - 03/03/12 02:44 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
drkkenny said:
lol. its just that I can't relate to anyone... that's why. no, obviously not because then we'd never evolve & make new inventions, but when everyone is talking about the jets game or american idol i can't really join in the convo..& it sucks.
No American Idol and the Jets suck...
I had never really gotten into sports or television growing up and now as an adult I have my noob moments when I'm watching football like who is the running back on the opposing team / team stats and similar sports info that any "regular" sports fan might know, but I can still enjoy watching the games.
You don't need to understand everyone's opinions and perspectives on life but there is a peaceful contentment in the knowledge that we are all different and unique, and it's that uniqueness of individuality that is what really makes life colorful.
So you are different... everyone is! So just love the person you are... keep in mind that without unique individual identity, life would be very, very boring and the Shroomery would be a much quieter place. 
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...the illegality of cannabis is outrageous, an impediment to full utilization of a drug which helps produce the serenity and insight, sensitivity and fellowship so desperately needed in this increasingly mad and dangerous world.
Carl Sagan
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Electric Sheep
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
#15894545 - 03/03/12 02:47 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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I just wanna say, Don't do it, man.
I'm sure a lot of us on this very website have felt, or do feel like you do. I've felt it myself at times. Looking back now, I am so thankful I can wake up and be alive another day... You can get through it, reach out to your friends or us on here.
Smoking weed, playing guitar, writing, reading, all awesome worthwhile pursuits. And College man, it will change your life, you will meet people and learn interesting things. Get involved with NORML or SSDP or something!
Peace and Love from a fellow human being...
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well the thing is I don't really see hope for humanity...like we waste so many resources & have so many unjust laws it looks hopeless to me... people continue to have kids when we know the world is overpopulated as it is, on going wars, its all too crazy. i wish all drugs were legal, wish nudity was legal, wish gay marriage was legal, wish we didn't have to wear costumes to our jobs, but society just won't let it happen because of all these preconceived notion of how the world ought to be.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
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i think i need a high dose mushroom trip. like I've done acid 10 times but most I've taken was 3 hits...i feel like i need a level 5 trip to make me really appreciate life, hard to find for me  met some folks yesterday that told me they could get me shrooms, may hit them up.
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“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Dawks]
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Take the sid first enjoy it, mabee ya change ur mind. Im not going to tell ya not to. If ur going to do it do it right,a belly full of oxy will do the trick.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: Envix]
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just gonna pop this in eehr' ehp :
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
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I saw a midget yesterday who was as wide as her height. You seem like a cool guy, and have that aura of mystery not many people do. You could be an obese midget, man.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: blankk]
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Grow some Poppies to occupy yourself thats what I did and look at me now...a selfish Junkie 
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
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well the thing is I don't really see hope for humanity...like we waste so many resources & have so many unjust laws it looks hopeless to me... people continue to have kids when we know the world is overpopulated as it is, on going wars, its all too crazy. i wish all drugs were legal, wish nudity was legal, wish gay marriage was legal, wish we didn't have to wear costumes to our jobs, but society just won't let it happen because of all these preconceived notion of how the world ought to be.
http://www.ted.com/talks/peter_diamandis_abundance_is_our_future.html
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: drkkenny]
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 This thread was moved from The Pub.
Reason:
Better suited for P&MWB. Keep your head up Ken, there is a lot to live for, you just have to want to see it.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: sui]
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This thread was just a cry for attention.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: mrGerard1277]
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This thread was just a cry for attention.
maybe so, but what if it isn't?
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: mrGerard1277]
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Nah, it,s all for attention. I hade a friend like this with the same failed suicide attempts. Its a cry for attention, this guy can have the same advice I told my buddy. Boss up finish what u started!
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: mrGerard1277]
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Nah, it,s all for attention. I hade a friend like this with the same failed suicide attempts. Its a cry for attention, this guy can have the same advice I told my buddy. Boss up finish what u started!
Why would you ever say that to a person who is feeling helpless, vulnerable and wants to take their own life? Suicide is no joke and I hope it never affects someone you love.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: mrGerard1277]
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This thread was just a cry for attention.
youre a fucking idiot.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: GeorgieBoy]
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This thread was just a cry for attention.
youre a fucking idiot.
Im more of an asshole than idiot, thats how I feel about this thred like it or not.
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I went through an extremely hard time also, there were days during my year long depression where all I would do for up to 8 hours is stare out my window just because it was the only thing that I could come to grips with. I cried, I suffered man.. But Judy Formosa... A therapist I saw shortly after told me one of the most simple but life changing pieces of advice ever, don't worry about what you can't control, just forget about it. It doesn't matter. Your asbergers does not matter, other people's ignorance does not matter. You can't control it man, why on earth would you let it get the best of you like that?
Quit it. Find what makes you happy and pursue it, and worry about life's defects later.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: mrGerard1277]
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This thread was just a cry for attention.
youre a fucking idiot.
Im more of an asshole than idiot, thats how I feel about this thred like it or not.
If hell exists, enjoy.
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OP. I can totally relate to how you feel. I think about suicide all the time actually. At least you have hobbies, I have no drive to do anything at all. Hang in there, and find people with like minds. Not everybody in this world is a mindless drone. There's people out there who care.
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This thread was just a cry for attention.
i would say more of a cry for help if anything. and when your going through that bad of a depression, being alone really sucks
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: bigmike7104]
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Still isolated =/
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“Me and Me now"
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: drkkenny]
#15906152 - 03/05/12 11:06 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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wish May was here already...for my mental health.
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“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
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“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: drkkenny]
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wish May was here already...for my mental health.
Yeah man. I always feel much better when it's sunny and warm.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: drkkenny]
#15906205 - 03/05/12 11:16 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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haha...that made me chuckle, thanks. but I meant for college to arrive so I can burst out of my shell & try to articulate the "message" to people in the best possible way I can.
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“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
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“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: drkkenny]
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haha...that made me chuckle, thanks. but I meant for college to arrive so I can burst out of my shell & try to articulate the "message" to people in the best possible way I can.
I always put off befriending new people. It's always next semester I'll be doin' thangs. What is your "message" in particular?
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their is still 4 feet of snow here but you can definitely fell the spring frenzy creeping
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: drkkenny]
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why concern yourself with other people? it's your own life you're living. live it for yourself.
try focusing less on the world outside of your own personal experience
focusing on the negative aspects of society is only going to cause depression and a sense of hopelessness
when you look at your own life and give it value by seeing the potential you have to fulfill your own personal wishes and desires, then life starts to look a lot brighter
no matter how shitty the world looks on the outside, just remember and know that inside yourself resides the gift of free will. and with free will comes the privilege to alter both your own perception and behavior at any given time you so choose to do so~~~ 
do not devalue yourself! you are a beacon of light is this generally dim world and i'm sure you have the inner strength to maneuver around all the bullshit on this planet. or at the very least adapt to it.
also remember to keep your mind in the present moment as much as possible. when your mind starts to drift off into thinking about theoretical futures or vague pasts or extra-personal scenarios, you get pulled out of real-PRESENT-MOMENT-EXPERIENCE that you're being immersed in constantly, and get stuck in repetitive thought loops that lead nowhere... and make you depressed
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okay there's my serious post. it's been a while since i've made one of those here on the shroomery
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: Envix]
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envix... stick to your original avatar okay ?!?
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To tell them my thoughts on the ills of society, hallucinogens, philosophy, and the likes.
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“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: Envix]
#15906664 - 03/06/12 12:48 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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well I don't have too many stories to tell from my life. I mean when I was younger I use to rob houses/stores , drink/smoke alot, but back then my life was kind of boring...idk i just like to focus more on the world than myself... if that makes sense..i just live for knowledge it seems. the only time i'm truly happy is when i'm debating or having an intellectual conversation..or at a concert/festival. the rest of the time i'm just expanding my knowledge/creativity. i think i just need to find a girl who's into my interests so i can connect with them.
i could make up stories tho...and rehearse them so i sound like i've had an interesting life haha...like dude i was tripping on 4 hits of acid and gambling and won 600 dollars, like it felt like i could read their minds while i was playing cards! eh, kinda fucked up but i mean when you feel like you're at the end of the road shouldn't you resort to w.e helps?
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“Me and Me now"
― James Joyce
"There is only one rule in life and this is it: once a thought begins it must be followed to the end"
-Me
“That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.”
― Dorothy Parker
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: drkkenny]
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No, you shouldn't make up stories. You should be content with who you are, and to try to trick people into thinking something different shows that you are probably not. This begs the question, what don't you like about yourself?
It's also good to remember that although it doesn't matter what anybody else thinks, it doesn't necessarily mean they are wrong if they have different views than you. Even if you meet someone with the same views as yourself, that doesn't necessarily make either of you right. Opinions are just that, opinions. Most topics really don't have a correct objective answer, only a subjective one.
Don't get me wrong now, I totally agree with you that the general population is full of retarded sheep who follow the latest fad and vote for people who won't make one single iota of difference, but that shouldn't matter to you. You should do your best to ignore that fact and focus your energy meeting people who have either similar or radically different viewpoints from your own, because these people all have one thing in common. They are interesting!
p.s. The fact that you haven't got to do many crazy things or go many amazing places doesn't make you any less interesting. Telling personal stories is only a small part of discussion. The theoretical, philosophical mind has much more to offer in that respect.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide (moved) [Re: drkkenny]
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well I don't have too many stories to tell from my life. I mean when I was younger I use to rob houses/stores , drink/smoke alot, but back then my life was kind of boring...idk i just like to focus more on the world than myself... if that makes sense..i just live for knowledge it seems. the only time i'm truly happy is when i'm debating or having an intellectual conversation..or at a concert/festival. the rest of the time i'm just expanding my knowledge/creativity. i think i just need to find a girl who's into my interests so i can connect with them.
i could make up stories tho...and rehearse them so i sound like i've had an interesting life haha...like dude i was tripping on 4 hits of acid and gambling and won 600 dollars, like it felt like i could read their minds while i was playing cards! eh, kinda fucked up but i mean when you feel like you're at the end of the road shouldn't you resort to w.e helps?
Thats enuf of ur bullshit kid. I really hope this thred dies like ur thoughts.
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Re: i'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
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dude i don't know you, and i don't know how serious you are, but i do know how serious the thought of suicide is.
so let me say this.
if you really wanted to die and that is what you believe will make you happy, then a true friend would want you to do whatever you have to so that you will be happy.
now if you have someone in your life who is that good of a friend, who would support you no matter WHAT you decide to do, wouldn't you want to do the same, and stay alive and be there for them?
i hope you were just havin a bad day, and that you really think about it, but honestly, whatever you decide to do, i truly hope you are happier because of it.
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 Re: I'm going to commit suicide [Re: drkkenny]
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"& another thing I can't really relate to people ...like they all just do the same shit, no ones different. I read alot of Carlin, Hicks, Burroughs, Dostoevsky, Mckenna, Bukowski, & noone else can understand what I mean when I tell them my opinions on the human condition, they call me crazy while there the ones who never ask questions & are focused primarily on their lives & not the world around them.."
Drkkenny,
I made an account just to reply to you. I must say I am in the same boat you are. I listen to A LOT of the same material. George Carlin, Bill Hicks, Terrance Mckenna, Alan Watts and Joe Rogan specifically. I understand your view a 100%. People are sheep/zombies. They walk around not knowing a damn thing..... unless they hear it on the news, which is total propaganda Bullshit most of the time. I feel socially awkward also. You cant express your feeling to folk without them discrediting your opinion or making you look like a complete loony. I want to end it all a lot of the time. I dont know how to handle it besides passing the time in my room alone. Caught up thinking about how fucked up this place is but (In the famous words of Carlin)"Nobody seems to notice. No one seems to care ". People are worried about where they go shopping and what Kardasians are up too while were on a gigantic rock floating through space with millions more like it.
Okay I'm getting carried away. But Drkkenny Please take the time to respond. You have like-minded people out there. Best of luck to you!
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People can be sheep and do a lot of mindless stuff but that doesn't mean you should isolate yourself. Just do your thing and express yourself the way you want to.
More power to you if you don't care about celebrity culture and materialism but you cannot force those values on others. Not everyone shares your ideals and desires, nor should they be expected to.
Everyone loves to feel like they have common interests with their peers. Liking what other people like is natural.
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Re: I'm going to commit suicide [Re: Asht0n]
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Hi Dr. Kenny...
"IZANAMI!"
lets see how you like this technique...
Whilst under the effects of the technique, the target stands motionlessly as the loop of events continually replays inside their mind.[4] Each time a loop is repeated, any physical damage incurred is reset as it were before the start of the loop, although the remains of severed appendages do not disappear.[5] Despite being able to become consciously aware of their situation and act differently, the victim is unable to significantly alter or escape from the inevitable progression of these events. However, because this technique was created to reprimand and save the users of Izanagi, the victim is able to escape the infinite loop if they can acknowledge the real results of their actions and in doing so, accept their fate.[6]
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Caught up thinking about how fucked up this place is but (In the famous words of Carlin)"Nobody seems to notice. No one seems to care ". People are worried about where they go shopping and what Kardasians are up too while were on a gigantic rock floating through space with millions more like it.
just because people go shopping and watch the kardasians, doesn't mean they don't think of the big questions in life, i'm sure everyone does to a degree.
besides, i think it's unhealthy when it gets to a point where your thinking too much about the meaning of life instead of actually living life which is the reason why were here in the first place ( which is also something alan watts would agree with). so in that regard, you can learn something from those people, and this is coming from someone who is is the same boat as you so don't take it as looking down on you.
also i'm not saying to become superficial and watch reality shows, just saying try to change your perspective a little bit. even in all the ugliness and misery that is in life, there's just as much beauty and your letting yourself see the latter.
also realize depression is probably a big factor in you thinking "how fucked up this place is" and questioning why were here so much, so the depression and questioning is probably fueling each other.
Alan Watts - Is Life Serious?
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Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines
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