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 nazakoo
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 Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide  [Re: fngbronco]
#14977025 - 08/25/11 04:42 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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I have several conflicting thoughts about this.. Yes I have attachment issues dating back to child hood... not caring to get into it... and as a result I am dealing with abandonment issues... Every fiber in my being is screaming to push away and lock the world out.. did it once before for 10 years... this is now kinda new the whole feelings thing in perspective to my past..
Up till I met her I more or less resigned myself to accepting I would be alone and die alone.. that I deserved that.. and still can't figure out why. So I can see your point in that.. and I don't like it...
My dilemma is WHY the hell did my heart choose now of all times to actually find... well the perfect one for lack of better words? Someone that actually has a interest in me, and trust me when it comes to women.. that just doesn't happen... it kinda is also what inches me closer to suicide.. because I just really don't know how to .. how to deal with the possibility that she and I.... may not end up being together...
I am at a total loss.. and this wait is hurting something fierce...
Edited by nazakoo (08/25/11 05:02 PM)
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nazakoo
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: nazakoo]
#14977566 - 08/25/11 06:38 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Looks like my fears were justified and ... I just tried slitting my wrist... the knife has since been thrown and I am really trying everything I can think of now not to kill myself...
lol god is cruel..
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: nazakoo]
#14977655 - 08/25/11 06:53 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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love is a powerful force...there is really nothing i can say to you that will make you feel better is their? It is your life, but at the same time it is everyones life, because what you feel, most have felt. Be strong and be smart. Do not let your emotions cloud your mind or your heart. Put yourself in her shoes, picture what it would be like to have a girl obsessing over you the way you do to her. What would you do? If you didn't like her but you knew she would probably take her life if you refused her. what what you do? Would you want such a girl? If both of you were equally crazy in love with each, then it would show. Their would be no waiting or thinking about whether to be together, both of you would just know. To me that is a healthy love life, but if the balance is out of place where one has a greater love than the other, then i think there is a greater risk for an unhealthy love life and it might just lead into a tragic ending. Think for yourself, calm your emotions and think whether this is right for both parties.
True love will find you, but you have to be patient. As the old saying goes, you have to be able to love yourself before you can love another. Think with your heart nazakoo, the true heart. For the true heart is not attached to anything. It can love and let go, with love.
When the time is right, and you are ready, you will find whatever it is you are looking for. It will come unexpectedly, but you will be ready for it.
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nazakoo
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: zZZz]
#14980447 - 08/26/11 05:58 AM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Thats just it... I wasn't expecting it... nor was I looking for it... I had wanted it... but I didn't expect it.
I did some talking with a friend of mine for over 3 1/2 hrs... and it helped a lot... we were talking about god.. etc.. I myself am christian.. or atleast a sad excuse for one. our talk was very insightful... and motivating...
What happened between the girl and myself.. hurts like hell but was necessary.. and damnit I hate to admit to that.. I really do... because we were both crazy for each other.. and I offered more than once to just back off and leave her alone should she desire.. to which she declined more than once.
I don;t see the point for this in the long term and that is driving me crazy... but in the short run it has made me actually try to live again... I have started exercising, loosing weight, feeling a bit better about myself.. and I guess in the end I am just going to keep trudging on... If I hadn't spoken to my friend today... and they contacted me out of the blue completely unexpected... then I don't know what would have happened... but I am glad they did... and I am glad they talked to me and basically helped me pull my head out of my pool of ... depression, self loathing.. and the list goes on.
so this time I have to thank god for his intervention... he's kept me around this long and refuses to let me do things that would get myself killed prematurely... so I just hope he has something of use in store for me.
I had a sample of happyness... I wonder if I will ever dine on the real thing... atleast I have a hope now...
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: nazakoo]
#14980513 - 08/26/11 06:38 AM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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I am glad to hear that you are doing better. Im am sure God has a special plan for you. There is a reason why he intervened. You know you remind me a lot of my recently deceased relative. He was 27 as well. I loved him very much i just never knew it, until he decided to leave us. I really wish i could have done something. I really wish i could have been that friend who calls him at the last minute. I feel i could have done something, but well life doesn't always work out like you want it. Now we have an angel amongst us.
Well i am glad your are doing better and still breathing. Sometimes you have no idea how many people love you and care for you.
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nazakoo
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: zZZz]
#14980531 - 08/26/11 06:49 AM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Yeah... I am still struggling with that... He has stopped my hand more times than I can count.. and I have had ... to many real life close calls... the kind that something physically stops you from moving... and if it didn't you would be dead.
I hope whatever he has in store... its worth it.
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fngbronco
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: nazakoo]
#14981494 - 08/26/11 01:17 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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nazakoo said:
Yeah... I am still struggling with that... He has stopped my hand more times than I can count.. and I have had ... to many real life close calls... the kind that something physically stops you from moving... and if it didn't you would be dead.
I hope whatever he has in store... its worth it.
Who would be the judge of value? I'm not a religious person, but when religious people question things like this I find the necessity to point out that you (or any human) could not fully understand and needn't judge the value of your course. Religion (I'll word this as kindly as possible) is about blind faith, no questions, no answers, and no desire for retribution or growth. Now that being said, people find things like that in their God(s) and it helps make them better people. So don't feel that your worth is less or more than any human, just remember that we are all the same sized cog, each of us spinning our own direction, spinning the one next to us. If we weren't there the spinning would be interrupted, if one spins faster, we all spin faster.
Also I am glad as well that the right thing is being done. I know I'm a stranger to your life, but it would truly pain me if you ended yours on account of being down and out. You'll soon see how great it is doing the right thing, even if you lose it all in doing so, remember not many would take the righteous path you're willing to.
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I challenge you to challenge yourself more! When you feel complacent and ready to hang it up, challenge yourself to get over it! If you fail, don't look at it as you didn't succeed, look at it as you would a rock face you're trying to climb. Stand back, wayyyy back, and look at it and plot another path. If you can't find one, shuffle down the way a little, a little change of scenery or a view from a different angle may give you the insight you need.
Anything I state is relayed information from a friend of a friend and should be viewed as completely fictitious. I do not partake in any illegal or grey-area-of-the-law activities, but do have lots of friends who may or may not. -fngbronco
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SoundScape
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: nazakoo]
#14988833 - 08/27/11 11:04 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Dr Cid said:
You aren't going to kill yourself. If you were you wouldn't bother posting anonymous.
Ya I am no longer anonymous.. but still feeling like shit and boarder-lining suicide... I am taking some advice I have found while looking for similar posts on this subject... The only one that really stayed my hand was calling a friend lastnight... Its the only reason I didn't gas myself in the garage...
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I would be lying to say Im not having depressed moments right now, simply cause money and work are really hard to come by, a good girl is really hard to come by, and cheap drugs like alcohol do little to help and probably only make things worse.
But this is what life is about. You even said it yourself OP: 'I finally found someone that was in short perfect."
In other words, you ran into a situation where you were able to make yourself feel better, even if you believed that someone else was doing it for you. That chick or whoever it was didnt put the neurons into your head to make you happy for that short period of time, YOU did. If you could do it once, you could do it again: and we all know the behavior of the mind as with most other things in life is that repetition of behaviors = habit.
You have fallen into a behavior of feeling depressed. You can change your behaviors of feeling depressed by working towards the goal of feeling good inside (think of your statement again, and the fact that it was YOUR mind feeling good). Suicide is the easy way out, and working for happiness is the hard way out. However the hard thing to do, and the right thing to do are usually the same thing, and definitely that is the case here. Cool thing is when you make changes in your life through hard work, you REALLY begin to appreciate all youve accomplished. You look back on hard efforts that paid off only in making you able to feel happiness. And contrasting that happiness with the depression you and most everyone else has felt at times in our lives, you begin to feel the way you did when you met this other perfect person. But theres no one else to make you feel that way, its just you. You are that perfect person.
Best way to commit suicide? None. Just need to work to ensure a good life for yourself. Id suggest finding a good group of people you can hang out with. Also, someone else said getting physical (they said fighting, id recommend joining a sport). For me hard exercise and competition (I play baseball with friends every wednesday) is invigorating. Even when I am feeling depressed about some shit, which I always and usually successfully find a bright side, but even when im feeling down, getting out on the field for those 3 hours turns my fucking week around.
GL OP
Question for you... How do I go about this.. I have never been socially adept. Physically my feet are messed up... the best I can hope for is surgery or quarter-zone shots to get the nerve tissue to stop sending pain signals... I am not able to stand on my feet for long stints...
So if I am going to try that I am rather limited... The only thing I could consider doing is biking or some other sport where I am off my feet.. but that brings me to the original problem... How do I get into these things... I do want to die... I really do... but your words are comforting... enough to at least attempt...
Biking is an excellent time. Today my closest friend and his dad and I rode our bikes 15 miles to a nature reserve and marsh, and we rode down bug hills and jumped ramps and smoked some weed. It was mental and psyichal therapy at its best. We probably rode about 50 miles this whole day, and although we're all sore as a motherfucker, it was a really satisfying experience all around. I had a nice, clear mindset all day, focusing on nothing more than the current moments. And i suffer from some bad depression too sometimes, but for a good while I've been working toward bettering my own situation in life. I very much would reccomend a nice shroom trip once you start feeling better about your life too, and trust me, that will happen sooner than you think. You need to work out the problems in your mind and life. Don't kill yourself brother, its better to feel something than nothing at all.
Edited by SoundScape (08/27/11 11:05 PM)
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Jryan
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
#15013776 - 09/01/11 09:24 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Bro', you need help...
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DarkReaper
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
#15548908 - 12/21/11 05:28 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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u say ur looking for a way out i say if ur on any medication go toss them in the trash i been in ur spot before the meds make it worse give it a month with no meds and u should be a little less depressed if this doesn't help take a gander at http://www.ctrl-c.liu.se/~ingvar/methods/poison.html if u want to kill urself so badly this site and many other are out there, i'm not promoting u killing urself i'm just helping u out
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fngbronco
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: DarkReaper]
#15549208 - 12/21/11 08:49 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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Your first post is resurrecting a 3 month old thread? Especially with information that is detrimental?? Bad taste man, bad taste.
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I challenge you to challenge yourself more! When you feel complacent and ready to hang it up, challenge yourself to get over it! If you fail, don't look at it as you didn't succeed, look at it as you would a rock face you're trying to climb. Stand back, wayyyy back, and look at it and plot another path. If you can't find one, shuffle down the way a little, a little change of scenery or a view from a different angle may give you the insight you need.
Anything I state is relayed information from a friend of a friend and should be viewed as completely fictitious. I do not partake in any illegal or grey-area-of-the-law activities, but do have lots of friends who may or may not. -fngbronco
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: DarkReaper]
#15549818 - 12/21/11 12:08 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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Poison such as the ones you posted are probably the shittiest way I could think of to kill yourself.
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: 4896744]
#15549897 - 12/21/11 12:30 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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Don't do it. If you have to take a massive dose of acid and jump out of a plane. That would be a awesome way to go..
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DarkReaper
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: 4896744]
#15550705 - 12/21/11 03:09 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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why else do u think i posted it for they list the worst ways to kill urself i plan to kill myself using helium and a plastic bag or electrocuting myself there are many to choose from i'm not looking for a painless death
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: DarkReaper]
#15550973 - 12/21/11 03:55 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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I'd jump out of a plane on acid
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: Dr Cid]
#15550977 - 12/21/11 03:56 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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but dont do it...
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fngbronco
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: Dr Cid]
#15551315 - 12/21/11 05:10 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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Hey dark reaper if you're feeling suicidal, then tell us about it. There really isn't any necessity in killing yourself, and you could actually be really happy with life. The ressurecting an old thread was not necessary, you can create a thread and get more individualized help for your issues. Why would you think of killing yourself?
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I challenge you to challenge yourself more! When you feel complacent and ready to hang it up, challenge yourself to get over it! If you fail, don't look at it as you didn't succeed, look at it as you would a rock face you're trying to climb. Stand back, wayyyy back, and look at it and plot another path. If you can't find one, shuffle down the way a little, a little change of scenery or a view from a different angle may give you the insight you need.
Anything I state is relayed information from a friend of a friend and should be viewed as completely fictitious. I do not partake in any illegal or grey-area-of-the-law activities, but do have lots of friends who may or may not. -fngbronco
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: fngbronco]
#15554301 - 12/22/11 02:56 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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because life is a royal pain in the azz i would rather be 6 feet under then having to deal with all this shit and before u say challenge myself take heed if u say it i would try skydiving and not open my parachute, or do base jumping into the grand canyon
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fngbronco
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Re: Painless, quick way to commit suicide [Re: DarkReaper] 1
#15554403 - 12/22/11 03:31 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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I don't think you fully understand the gravity of death. I just saw a stillborn baby that I'm sure it's mom and dad would've loved to have not seen. The reality of the issue is that if something's a pain in the ass you just destroy it? A dog that barks is better dead than worked with? I'm not gonna tell you to do anything my friend, and regardless if I did, the only person who has the ability to make things better in your life is yourself. If shit's so tough, then why not pursue easier heights? You won't see me under 1,000# tryin to squat it, but I'd definitely try standing up under it to see how bad it really is.
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I challenge you to challenge yourself more! When you feel complacent and ready to hang it up, challenge yourself to get over it! If you fail, don't look at it as you didn't succeed, look at it as you would a rock face you're trying to climb. Stand back, wayyyy back, and look at it and plot another path. If you can't find one, shuffle down the way a little, a little change of scenery or a view from a different angle may give you the insight you need.
Anything I state is relayed information from a friend of a friend and should be viewed as completely fictitious. I do not partake in any illegal or grey-area-of-the-law activities, but do have lots of friends who may or may not. -fngbronco
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#15559174 - 12/22/11 11:33 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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