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Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again?
#14452903 - 05/14/11 08:41 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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Are there any painless ways to commit suicide, in which you will simply just fall asleep and not wake up again ?
Things that you can obtain easily to use in this would be good thanks!!
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: davida50000]
#14452931 - 05/14/11 08:45 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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Try a guillotine heard their pretty painless and you can sharpen and make your own. Jumping from a 40-50 story building is pretty painless a lot of times your just gonna pass out from the shock of the fall before you hit the ground and chances are your only gonna feel the pain for like .00000000001 seconds then die. Theres a ton just some imagination.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: ShadowHagi]
#14452938 - 05/14/11 08:47 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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You could try master baiting while chocking yourself.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: davida50000]
#14452949 - 05/14/11 08:49 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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davida50000 said: Are there any painless ways to commit suicide, in which you will simply just fall asleep and not wake up again ?
Things that you can obtain easily to use in this would be good thanks!!
Live life, that's pretty painless in the end
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: davida50000]
#14452958 - 05/14/11 08:51 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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This thread is kinda weird.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: ShadowHagi]
#14453014 - 05/14/11 09:01 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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most of these responses are not helpful lol
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: davida50000]
#14453133 - 05/14/11 09:28 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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try taking like 40mg of Opana and 10mg of xanax and put yourself in a noose so when you fall asleep, you won't wake up.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: ShadowHagi]
#14453228 - 05/14/11 09:56 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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ShadowHagi said: Jumping from a 40-50 story building is pretty painless a lot of times your just gonna pass out from the shock of the fall before you hit the ground
how could you possibly know that.
Why be scared of pain? if thats the last thing you experience why not a lil pain? pain reminds us we are alive, one thing I may look forward to in my last seconds.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: snoot]
#14453301 - 05/14/11 10:13 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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Its just facts from watching a ton of suicide vids 25% of the time they pass if the stories are to high you can notice since they go limp its a psychological thing. You can also try drowning i mean just breath in water and pretend you don't know how to swim if it doesn't work you might get to kiss a hot sexy life guard.
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#14453338 - 05/14/11 10:21 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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ShadowHagi said: Its just facts from watching a ton of suicide vids 25% of the time they pass if the stories are to high you can notice since they go limp its a psychological thing. You can also try drowning i mean just breath in water and pretend you don't know how to swim if it doesn't work you might get to kiss a hot sexy life guard.
I think drowning would be one of the most horrible ways to die. I almost drowned as a child and I still remember the horrible helpless feeling, and the gagging.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: davida50000]
#14453660 - 05/14/11 11:34 PM (2 years, 10 days ago) |
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well if you are that low start a heroin habit...you'll feel great and might die
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: frylock91]
#14455253 - 05/15/11 10:25 AM (2 years, 9 days ago) |
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frylock91 said: This thread is kinda weird.
from every possible aspect
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: airclay]
#14455310 - 05/15/11 10:47 AM (2 years, 9 days ago) |
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Dying in your sleep would be boring. you should find/make yourself a hot air and or helium balloon and float yourself all the way up to the stratosphere... Eat some of our little fungi friends before you go.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: ShadowHagi]
#14455666 - 05/15/11 01:02 PM (2 years, 9 days ago) |
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ShadowHagi said: Its just facts from watching a ton of suicide vids 25% of the time they pass if the stories are to high you can notice since they go limp its a psychological thing. You can also try drowning i mean just breath in water and pretend you don't know how to swim if it doesn't work you might get to kiss a hot sexy life guard.
lol I suspect you're full of shit, but I'll play along. How do you know they passed out before they hit the ground? And I believe you mean its a physiological thing, sudden rush of blood and in anticipation of the end perhaps, so maybe both. Also drowning would be a horrible way to go out, hypoxia sounds painful, and extremely uncomfortable.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: snoot]
#14457611 - 05/15/11 07:22 PM (2 years, 9 days ago) |
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Yeah i did drown too i didn't feel bad at all. It felt different kinda nice and peaceful i knew i couldn't swim but figured maybe i could if i tried so i did and i drowned just remember falling and staring up it was very peacefull and i felt happy. Then some older guy saved me thankfully guess he didn't want a dead kid in his pool. Honestly it doesn't feel all that bad in comparison to holding your breath if you don't think about it.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: ShadowHagi]
#14461327 - 05/16/11 12:13 PM (2 years, 8 days ago) |
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ShadowHagi said: Yeah i did drown too i didn't feel bad at all. It felt different kinda nice and peaceful i knew i couldn't swim but figured maybe i could if i tried so i did and i drowned just remember falling and staring up it was very peacefull and i felt happy. Then some older guy saved me thankfully guess he didn't want a dead kid in his pool. Honestly it doesn't feel all that bad in comparison to holding your breath if you don't think about it.
you have to at one point gasp a giant gasp of water, imagine holding your breath, but knowing at one point youll have air again, but underwater, that anticipation that never fullfils, but instead you get water. sounds horrible.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: snoot]
#14464902 - 05/16/11 11:29 PM (2 years, 8 days ago) |
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Yeah thats why i believe i said just breath in water and tell yourself mentally you can't swim youll get over it a lot faster. The mind is a crazy tool if you use it.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: ShadowHagi]
#14976169 - 08/25/11 02:01 PM (1 year, 8 months ago) |
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He's totally right. Some scientists compare drowning to the high you get from thc. A strange calming comes over you after the initial shock of water to your throat and lungs. The biggest hurdle to overcome is the psychological Part of the whole ordeal. But I'm sure you will regret it once the good feeling goes away and you feel flames overcome your whole body. Suicide is a one way ticket to hell and I'm not talking just about Christianity either. Almost every religion says something bad will happen if you opt out of the life you were blessed with(except for maybe jihad, but then again who the fuck knows) Trust me on this one man, and take some comfort in the fact that No matter what you do, there is only one absolute truth in this world. You are going to die someday. Peace bro. And instead of drowning yourself to feel better, do the next best thing and spark up a fat joint. I promise you will feel A lot better afterward, not to mention the munchies. Hope this helps.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: davida50000]
#14977437 - 08/25/11 06:10 PM (1 year, 8 months ago) |
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What you should really be asking is, what is the best way to commit suicide that would be most painless to your family and friends... Why does it matter if your death is painful? It is not like you will be feeling that pain for long. Its the people who care about you who will have to live with that pain the rest of their lives
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: danlennon3]
#14977487 - 08/25/11 06:20 PM (1 year, 8 months ago) |
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Committing suicide is weak, also unfair to those closest to you.. The thought has crossed my mind quite a few times, and then i realise....Im not a pussy... 
Smoke some weed, let the "Fuck it" feeling heal you, live to see another day...
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: snoot]
#14977816 - 08/25/11 07:17 PM (1 year, 8 months ago) |
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ShadowHagi said: Its just facts from watching a ton of suicide vids 25% of the time they pass if the stories are to high you can notice since they go limp its a psychological thing. You can also try drowning i mean just breath in water and pretend you don't know how to swim if it doesn't work you might get to kiss a hot sexy life guard.
lol I suspect you're full of shit, but I'll play along. How do you know they passed out before they hit the ground? And I believe you mean its a physiological thing, sudden rush of blood and in anticipation of the end perhaps, so maybe both. Also drowning would be a horrible way to go out, hypoxia sounds painful, and extremely uncomfortable.
What ShadowHagi is referring to may be psychogenic shock, which generally leads to syncope. It is not a physiological response; syncope occurs totally as a psychological effect outside of physiological duress. On the other hand, sustained high or low blood pressure may also lead to passing out (more often low), if that's what you're talking about?
Also, hypoxia itself is not painful; the word itself refers to inadequate oxygen levels in tissue. As your muscles resort to anaerobic respiration lactic acid builds up, which may lead to the burning sensation someone alluded to later on. I'm not familiar with the psychological aspect of NDE or drowning, but I think maybe the idea of dying is what feels uncomfortable...your brain may go into hypoxic drive as [CO2] skyrockets and that may trigger a physiological/psychological pain response to attempt to gain air or otherwise struggle to swim?
Don't quote me on this, but I recall reading somewhere that (particularly obese) people die or pass out or something on the way down from sufficient heights from...I'm not sure but the lungs interact with the marked change in pressure or something along those lines in such a way as to cause death or syncope.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: AndyRawrs]
#14977823 - 08/25/11 07:19 PM (1 year, 8 months ago) |
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but also, don't kill yourself. Please, see someone you love or something you love to do and do your best to make yourself/the world a better place. Find motivation somewhere...
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: AndyRawrs]
#14978010 - 08/25/11 07:53 PM (1 year, 8 months ago) |
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Please dont do it, man. Things always get better
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: mukhail]
#14980318 - 08/26/11 04:43 AM (1 year, 8 months ago) |
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I took a half a bottle of sleeping pills and a jug of vodka one nite last week and nothing happened but a hangover.Are sleeping pills nowadays non-overdosable? I'm running out of time.Just got eviction notice.Broke.Fiance is with someone else.Unemployed after 5 loyal years at my uncles company just to be fired for getting a no insurance ticket.Cant sleep.Too depressed to go outside.The devils now at my door and i got nowhere to run.....bad things man!
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: davida50000]
#14980458 - 08/26/11 06:09 AM (1 year, 8 months ago) |
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Choke yourself with a belt while masturbating.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: davida50000]
#16479286 - 07/04/12 10:41 AM (10 months, 13 days ago) |
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I think the time is coming soon for me. I am a hoarder so I am buried alive and I could be very close to being homeless because the property I live in which is owned by my very elderly mom is in land court and she does not have the money to get it back or the one she lives in and I don't either. There are a host of other issues too but I won't go into more here. What I am leaning towards is a cocktail of gatorade and antifreeze like the SNL guy used a few months ago. Anyone have any feedback on that mix?
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Anonymous #2]
#16479517 - 07/04/12 11:44 AM (10 months, 13 days ago) |
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Yes I did it and it worked quite well.
but seriously, don't kill yourself
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: frylock91] 1
#16483148 - 07/05/12 01:52 AM (10 months, 12 days ago) |
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
I don't condone suicide, but this is a much better option than some fucking antifreeze, and also answers the original post.

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...property I live in which is owned by my very elderly mom is in land court and she does not have the money to get it back or the one she lives in and I don't either.
Great, leave your mom with the entire financial burden, on top of the pain of her son/daughter dying.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: snoot]
#16725836 - 08/19/12 12:46 PM (8 months, 29 days ago) |
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yES, HOW COULD ANYONE STILL ALIVE KNOW THAT? THis gives hope to any potential suicide out there that if these brain surgeons here are having fun in life(and some of them really offered some pathetic answers-and some hilarious!), just about any normal person could figure out how to fix their problem. Or......adopt Woody Allen's solution-"There isnt any problem in the world too big to run away from." I agree. Sometimes, selfish or not, you just gotta pack your bags, leave a note saying dont call me I'll call you and just get out of town and go..........anywhere!
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: daytrader50]
#16739084 - 08/21/12 10:01 PM (8 months, 27 days ago) |
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this thread shows how sick people really are.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: happymealplease]
#16739296 - 08/21/12 10:45 PM (8 months, 27 days ago) |
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I know this isn't exactly on topic, but reading the comments about jumping off buildings at high heights reminded me of something..
did you guys know if a cat falls out of a window higher than 20 feet or so that it will basically act like a flying squirrel, meaning it's less likely to have any damages/death to itself what so ever because of the flow it gets itself into?
And if a cat fell out of like a 10 ft window it's gonna' have some broken bones.
I just think that's nuts.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: The_Aviator]
#16740690 - 08/27/12 12:35 AM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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ShadowHagi said: Its just facts from watching a ton of suicide vids 25% of the time they pass if the stories are to high you can notice since they go limp its a psychological thing. You can also try drowning i mean just breath in water and pretend you don't know how to swim if it doesn't work you might get to kiss a hot sexy life guard.
I think drowning would be one of the most horrible ways to die. I almost drowned as a child and I still remember the horrible helpless feeling, and the gagging.
I almost drowned recently in a whitewater rafting accident its was horrifying seemed like it last forever its a slow panic filled death a true mental and physcial fight. I had to essentially had to choose whether i lived or died(to fight or not). For the first few seconds i did nothing, guess i wasnt really sure,or in shock.What it came down to in my mind is that even though i have terrible components of my life ie:horrible constant sickness and anxiety no girl, no job, little friends. I still think life is worth living not sure why, i feel that this is all a big test of my will to survive and im going to win
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Seriously_Spaced]
#16740738 - 08/27/12 12:47 AM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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Noone mentioned car in a garage???? For shame, that's a classic. Fall asleep never to wake. Fuck the haters, it's your life die if ya want to! BC
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Seriously_Spaced]
#16745838 - 08/28/12 01:13 AM (8 months, 20 days ago) |
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Seriously_Spaced said:i feel that this is all a big test of my will to survive and im going to win
a lot of people want to survive and at best they get old and die anyway. if you find a way to cheat death though let me know.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: happymealplease]
#16745911 - 08/28/12 01:28 AM (8 months, 20 days ago) |
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Seriously_Spaced said:i feel that this is all a big test of my will to survive and im going to win
a lot of people want to survive and at best they get old and die anyway. if you find a way to cheat death though let me know.
I know noone can cheat death but i want to expirience the most years i possibly can because its all part of the human expirience My meaning in this quote is that im not looking to cheat death but i wont give up just because things are getting extremely hard or sad.If i have to die old and miserable so be it but life is a challenge some have it much harder then othes,it all depends on the pesons way of handling it
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Seriously_Spaced]
#16747075 - 08/28/12 11:24 AM (8 months, 20 days ago) |
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Seriously_Spaced said:I know noone can cheat death but i want to expirience the most years i possibly can because its all part of the human expirience
death and suicide are also part of the human experience, as are love and marriage. if we're truly open minded we can't pick and choose what we accept, we have to take it all and condemn noone for anything.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: happymealplease]
#16747239 - 08/28/12 12:10 PM (8 months, 20 days ago) |
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Fuck this shit I'm doing a combo of drugs, wrist slashing, no one gives a fuck about me so I don't give a fuck about anyone else' fakeass crocodile tears.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Anonymous #4]
#16754115 - 08/29/12 02:54 PM (8 months, 19 days ago) |
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You don't have to cry about it...
But in all seriousness, wasn't there a thread with 2 million views on this forum, about this very topic?
I still nominate exit bag with nitrous oxide.
On a side note, I accidentally, very nearly killed myself with high explosives. I'm not condoning going out with a bang, cause it's pretty unsafe to those around you. But, it is really only painful for a bit. Then body-chemicals take over. The natural instinct (at least for me) was panic and fighting for my survival. But at a point, there was nothing I could do once I was on the heli, and they couldn't give me anything for pain. While it hurt a bit, once I accepted that I would either die, or be saved, and nothing could be done, I felt peace despite the disaster I was.
So, I can (somewhat) understand self-immolation of the kind used in protest by monks and such. And anyway a little pain never hurt anyone, so if you could shift your focus from being dead-set on suicide being the only tool in your kit, things can always change. etcetcetc
What ever happened to the guy who doused himself in gas, lit a match, was saved & permanently disfigured? It seems like a lot of people try but call it god, fate, FSM etc, has a funny way of intervening. Don't take your shit for granted please!
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: happymealplease]
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Seriously_Spaced said:I know noone can cheat death but i want to expirience the most years i possibly can because its all part of the human expirience
death and suicide are also part of the human experience, as are love and marriage. if we're truly open minded we can't pick and choose what we accept, we have to take it all and condemn noone for anything.
I wasnt condeming anyone i was just saying why i dont do anythinng about it and what keeps me going.Death i agree is natural everyone dies.Suicide IS NOT natural it is man made.Once again im not saying wether or not suicide is right
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Seriously_Spaced]
#16785627 - 09/04/12 10:47 AM (8 months, 13 days ago) |
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If you live in the U.S., jump off the New River Gorge Bridge in West Virginia.
Here's a link to it:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_River_Gorge_Bridge
It's an 876 foot fall from railing to river bed. It is FOUR TIMES the height of the fall from the Golden Gate Bridge. It is one of the highest bridges in the world as a matter of fact.
If you jump from this, you'll most likely pass out on the way down, or die from a heart attack in mid-air. You'll never feel a thing. No way you'll survive the jump. Your body hits rocks and shallow water after falling for about 9 seconds in free-fall speed. Jumping off this bridge is the equivalent of jumping off the 87th story of a high-rise building.
My life is slowly but surely being painted into a corner..I was just not fucking wired for this world, the world has kicked my ass, and the score sheet isn't changing.......this is my choice of suicide.
It's within easy reach, if you live far away from it all you need is a way to get there. Google map it, get a bus ticket, and take a ride to Fayetteville, West Virginia, the bridge is right there going over Rte. 19.
Pick your moment, and over you go.
I'm not condemning or supporting suicide, I'm not judging anyone for wanting to do it. I'm not for or against it. I'm just answering the OP's question. No living being inherently WANTS to die, we all have a survival instinct that is very strong.
But it comes down to how much can a person lose, how much pain/loneliness/ destitution can a person endure, how much can you take away from someone, before that quality of life is simply not enough?
Not everybody was meant for this life. It's as simple as that. A million people commit suicide in some way or form on this planet every year, for thousands of different reasons.
I'm not trying to preach, I'm just explaining my motivations for posting this.
I'm not going to insult the OP by giving all the cliche "you should get help", "there is always light".....NO, sometimes there ISN'T. NO, not all problems in life are temporary. NO, some problems ARE permanent. Some things DON'T go away. You let time go by, and you lose chances. You DON'T get that back.
All you need is a bus ticket, and enough courage to go over that railing.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Anonymous #3]
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Anonymous said: Noone mentioned car in a garage???? For shame, that's a classic. Fall asleep never to wake. Fuck the haters, it's your life die if ya want to! BC
Actually, this method is a lot tougher than it used to be. With cars now having modern catalytic converters and burning fuel more efficiently with fuel injection, etc...., they are designed to emmit less carbon monoxide and at much lower levels than the older cars of the 70's and 80's with the traditional carbeurators and fuel systems..
You have to REALLY thoroughly seal off the area you are in, and you have to wait a lot longer for the Carbon Monoxide to build up to the point where it would kill you. Most people who try the vehicle method simply pass out, and then someone discovers them and the attempt is ruined.
An alternative method that is being used in parts of Europe, is to get some barbecue charcoal, and a small hibachi. You take it into a small space like a bathroom or a closet, you light the hibachi, and let the charcoal burn, releasing a lot of C. Monoxide into the air, filling the small space, and killing you within a fairly short amount of time.
You'd probably get much more effective lethal monoxide poisoining this way than trying the vehicle method.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Baranovich]
#16787858 - 09/04/12 06:10 PM (8 months, 13 days ago) |
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Baranovich said: If you live in the U.S., jump off the New River Gorge Bridge in West Virginia.
Here's a link to it:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_River_Gorge_Bridge
It's an 876 foot fall from railing to river bed. It is FOUR TIMES the height of the fall from the Golden Gate Bridge. It is one of the highest bridges in the world as a matter of fact.
If you jump from this, you'll most likely pass out on the way down, or die from a heart attack in mid-air. You'll never feel a thing. No way you'll survive the jump. Your body hits rocks and shallow water after falling for about 9 seconds in free-fall speed. Jumping off this bridge is the equivalent of jumping off the 87th story of a high-rise building.
My life is slowly but surely being painted into a corner..I was just not fucking wired for this world, the world has kicked my ass, and the score sheet isn't changing.......this is my choice of suicide.
It's within easy reach, if you live far away from it all you need is a way to get there. Google map it, get a bus ticket, and take a ride to Fayetteville, West Virginia, the bridge is right there going over Rte. 19.
Pick your moment, and over you go.
I'm not condemning or supporting suicide, I'm not judging anyone for wanting to do it. I'm not for or against it. I'm just answering the OP's question. No living being inherently WANTS to die, we all have a survival instinct that is very strong.
But it comes down to how much can a person lose, how much pain/loneliness/ destitution can a person endure, how much can you take away from someone, before that quality of life is simply not enough?
Not everybody was meant for this life. It's as simple as that. A million people commit suicide in some way or form on this planet every year, for thousands of different reasons.
I'm not trying to preach, I'm just explaining my motivations for posting this.
I'm not going to insult the OP by giving all the cliche "you should get help", "there is always light".....NO, sometimes there ISN'T. NO, not all problems in life are temporary. NO, some problems ARE permanent. Some things DON'T go away. You let time go by, and you lose chances. You DON'T get that back.
All you need is a bus ticket, and enough courage to go over that railing.
Damn. That's high. If you actually jump then you have balls. Some people would say you're selfish and weak but I say the opposite. If I ever get to the point of wanting to die but the exit bag isn't working and I can't get a hold of barbiturates or a carbon monoxide canister then I'll use that bridge. Thanks for the info.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
#16787992 - 09/04/12 06:35 PM (8 months, 13 days ago) |
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Baranovich said: If you live in the U.S., jump off the New River Gorge Bridge in West Virginia.
Here's a link to it:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_River_Gorge_Bridge
It's an 876 foot fall from railing to river bed. It is FOUR TIMES the height of the fall from the Golden Gate Bridge. It is one of the highest bridges in the world as a matter of fact.
If you jump from this, you'll most likely pass out on the way down, or die from a heart attack in mid-air. You'll never feel a thing. No way you'll survive the jump. Your body hits rocks and shallow water after falling for about 9 seconds in free-fall speed. Jumping off this bridge is the equivalent of jumping off the 87th story of a high-rise building.
My life is slowly but surely being painted into a corner..I was just not fucking wired for this world, the world has kicked my ass, and the score sheet isn't changing.......this is my choice of suicide.
It's within easy reach, if you live far away from it all you need is a way to get there. Google map it, get a bus ticket, and take a ride to Fayetteville, West Virginia, the bridge is right there going over Rte. 19.
Pick your moment, and over you go.
I'm not condemning or supporting suicide, I'm not judging anyone for wanting to do it. I'm not for or against it. I'm just answering the OP's question. No living being inherently WANTS to die, we all have a survival instinct that is very strong.
But it comes down to how much can a person lose, how much pain/loneliness/ destitution can a person endure, how much can you take away from someone, before that quality of life is simply not enough?
Not everybody was meant for this life. It's as simple as that. A million people commit suicide in some way or form on this planet every year, for thousands of different reasons.
I'm not trying to preach, I'm just explaining my motivations for posting this.
I'm not going to insult the OP by giving all the cliche "you should get help", "there is always light".....NO, sometimes there ISN'T. NO, not all problems in life are temporary. NO, some problems ARE permanent. Some things DON'T go away. You let time go by, and you lose chances. You DON'T get that back.
All you need is a bus ticket, and enough courage to go over that railing.
Damn. That's high. If you actually jump then you have balls. Some people would say you're selfish and weak but I say the opposite. If I ever get to the point of wanting to die but the exit bag isn't working and I can't get a hold of barbiturates or a carbon monoxide canister then I'll use that bridge. Thanks for the info.
Reefer,
I just wanted to thank you for having the understanding and insight to being open enough to see my reasoning! You are a rarity and I commend you for that! Thank you for not judging me and for not throwing the classic lines at me.
As far as this bridge goes, yes indeed, it's a beast. It's becoming known as "The Golden Gate Bridge of the East". Jumps off it are becoming a fairly regular occurance. I believe there have been at least five or six jumps off it in the past couple years alone, maybe more. Noone has survived it, needless to say.
I was at the bridge in June, I drove 13 hours from my home state with the intention of jumping off it. I got too scared when I got there. Pure and simple I fucking chickened out. HOWEVER, that did NOT mean that I didn't want to fucking die! I wasn't standing on the edge and suddenly saw my family in my mind, I didn't have some fucking feel-good, life-changing spiritual moment where I realized that people loved me and that I could feel fucking Jesus patting me on the back.....nothing to DO with having some godamn desire to start life fresh. Nothing of the sort. I drove home simply because I was too afraid of the actual jump. I lost my nerve. Didn't mean I drove home wanting to start life over.
The week in June I spent there was a failure. A failure because I went there to jump and didn't do it.
I was there at that bridge in June of 2011. To my great frustration and shame, I could not get up the nerve to follow through and jump when I went there. I drove home a coward, and was put into a psych. hospital. But I have the means to go back, I have a car or I can take a bus back there.
I read recently, that after I was there, a woman jumped off in December of 2011. I think hers was a daylight, afternoon jump. I believe she was the most recent, unless someone jumped off in 2012.
The one I have the most respect for was a guy who jumped in 2009. He drove there from Ohio, parked his car on the bridge, and timed it so that he got there at like 4 am in the morning when it was still pitch-black outside. That guy had the balls not only to jump, but to jump into BLACKNESS, into the DARK...876 feet down into the godamn DARKNESS......AND, to jump into probably really thick mist and night fog.
That takes some balls, I don't care what anybody says.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
#16788058 - 09/04/12 06:45 PM (8 months, 13 days ago) |
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Reefer,
I was mistaken. The man I was referring to jumped in I think September of 2008, not 2009.
Here is the article about him:
http://www.nationalparkstraveler.com/2008/09/new-river-gorge-national-river-iconic-bridge-attracts-suicide-jumpers
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Baranovich]
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Baranovich said: Reefer,
I was mistaken. The man I was referring to jumped in I think September of 2008, not 2009.
Here is the article about him:
http://www.nationalparkstraveler.com/2008/09/new-river-gorge-national-river-iconic-bridge-attracts-suicide-jumpers
Ok. Just curious, what is the protocol for when authorities find your corpse? The best thing to do would probably leave your drivers license and phone number and your suicide note and all that eh? Then they'd cremate you? Would they charge your family? These are things that are probably important to think about if one actually jumps.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
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Baranovich said: Reefer,
I was mistaken. The man I was referring to jumped in I think September of 2008, not 2009.
Here is the article about him:
http://www.nationalparkstraveler.com/2008/09/new-river-gorge-national-river-iconic-bridge-attracts-suicide-jumpers
Ok. Just curious, what is the protocol for when authorities find your corpse? The best thing to do would probably leave your drivers license and phone number and your suicide note and all that eh? Then they'd cremate you? Would they charge your family? These are things that are probably important to think about if one actually jumps.
That's an excellent question. As far as I know, basically it's the National Park service staff who are responsible for recovering and bringing your body out, in cooperation with the local police. From there I imagine you would be taken to a local coroner to be officially recorded as being legally dead.
You are absolutely right. Best way is to probably have your ID and personal info inside a plastic ziploc bag, either have it on you yourself OR even better, leave it in your car if you leave your car parked up on the bridge. It doesn't take too much to for them to figure out that the car belongs to you, if your body shows up at the bottom and your car parked up on the bridge in the same time frame.
I would have to research it more, but I do not think that the family is charged in any way to have a body sent back to the state to which the person lived. I could be wrong about that.
Of course, obviously if you are from another state and you jump in W.V., then the West Virginia authorities would have to process you and get your body home for medical processing and the funeral. Don't know if there would be any money charged to the family for that. Then again there very well could be, I mean they charge for every other godamn thing when you go in an ambulance or to the E.R.....
The guy who jumped in Sept. of 2008 was actually very organized. He left all his stuff up in his car, right down to have having sealed notes for different members of his family. He was pretty methodical about it. He even printed out his Google Map directions.
There IS one thing about this bridge that I misspoke about. The one main difference between this bridge and the Golden Gate, is that there is NO lane for pedestrians to walk or ride bikes on the top of the New River Gorge Bridge. It is designed for vehicle traffic ONLY. THAT is the only real challenge. What that means is, if you are going to jump from it, you have to drive onto it, and very quickly make the decision to park your car and jump off. There is a ton of traffic on the bridge, day and night, so if you don't jump right away, you can be sure that someone driving by will call the police within a few seconds. OR, just time it so that you jump in the wee, dark hours of the morning when there is relatively less traffic.
So you just have to be ready and just not hesitate.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Baranovich]
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That does take some serious fucking balls jumping into darkness like that. I live near the George Washington Bridge and Tappan Zee. Tappan Zee isnt that high but GWB is a pretty popular spot for jumpers. I don't know if I could jump I'm scared of heights and I Julius have to be seriously drugged to overcome my fear of the height.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Blackbird33]
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Blackbird33 said: That does take some serious fucking balls jumping into darkness like that. I live near the George Washington Bridge and Tappan Zee. Tappan Zee isnt that high but GWB is a pretty popular spot for jumpers. I don't know if I could jump I'm scared of heights and I Julius have to be seriously drugged to overcome my fear of the height.
Exactly, that was my reaction.
When I was at that bridge, I drove over it like 50 times, back and forth, back and forth until I got exhausted. When I drove over in the middle of the night, trying to get up the nerve to pull over, I kept thinking of that guy who jumped into the darkness and just thought......FUUUUUUCK he had some balls.....
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Blackbird33]
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Blackbird33 said: That does take some serious fucking balls jumping into darkness like that. I live near the George Washington Bridge and Tappan Zee. Tappan Zee isnt that high but GWB is a pretty popular spot for jumpers. I don't know if I could jump I'm scared of heights and I Julius have to be seriously drugged to overcome my fear of the height.
Oh hell yeah, the height of the GW scares the crap out of me too...I think the fall from that is like about 220 feet, pretty close to what the Golden Gate is actually....... and to think, those two bridges are only ONE FOURTH the height of the fall the New River Gorge Bridge is, I mean think about that.
The New River Gorge is a beast. Whether you are for or against suicide, one thing is for sure - you ain't gonna survive jumping off that monster: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_River_Gorge_Bridge
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Baranovich]
#16791284 - 09/05/12 08:40 AM (8 months, 12 days ago) |
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Yea you aren't surviving that jump. As it is survive the GG or GWB you would have to be one unlucky or lucky (depending on how you view it) motherfucker to survive that jump. I can't get it out of my head jumping in the middle of the night into darkness and I can't imagine that 4 in the morning there was a lot of cars so it's you the sounds of nature and just a vast darkness. This is example why people who say that a person is a coward or selfish don't know what the fuck they are talking about.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Blackbird33]
#16793608 - 09/05/12 06:50 PM (8 months, 12 days ago) |
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Blackbird33 said: Yea you aren't surviving that jump. As it is survive the GG or GWB you would have to be one unlucky or lucky (depending on how you view it) motherfucker to survive that jump. I can't get it out of my head jumping in the middle of the night into darkness and I can't imagine that 4 in the morning there was a lot of cars so it's you the sounds of nature and just a vast darkness. This is example why people who say that a person is a coward or selfish don't know what the fuck they are talking about.
You're right, people don't know what the fuck they are talking about. And they don't understand what truly goes through someone's mind in those situations, right in that moment, and what leads up to it.
It's interesting what you said about not being able to get that out of your head about jumping in the dark. I actually was up there about 4 in the morning a couple different times. You're right, not many cars, it's pretty quiet. There's a strong smell of the trees on either side, since you're crossing a gorge that is forested.
One personal thing I wanted to share with you was how surreal it was to be at that actual bridge with the intention of dying. And to physically be ON IT....it's like when you see pictures of something but have never been there, and then you actually go. The strange thing was, I actually found myself LAUGHING out loud, in between crying and cursing. I was laughing out loud because the bridge is so ridiculously high, that when you're on it it's actually f'n funny in a weird way, it's so fucking high up you just laugh at it. It's beyond ridiculous how high up it is. The pictures, as spectacular as they are, don't do it justice.
I mean when you're up there, you can feel the difference in the air, you can sense it's different, there's a thing in the air happening, it's really strange.
The other VERY strange thing about the bridge is, when you drive over it during the day. Unless you knew ahead of time that the bridge was coming up, you CANNOT tell that you're even going over a high bridge while you're in your car. It's the weirdest thing! The railings and side barriers are just tall enough that you can't see over them while sitting in your car. I swear it feels like you're just going over a straight section of highway, there is NO sense at ALL of high up you are. You can see some trees on either side, but you can drive over it and literally never know you were just 900 feet in the air.
You have to know ahead of time, or actually be out and looking over the edge.
But yeah, I'm the same way with the darkness and the thought that he actually jumped in the night. I can't get that image out of my head either. Had to be surreal for the police too, seeing his car parked there in the dark hours of the morning, with the signal on, empty. no driver, no passengers, no nothing.
I think that was the most terrifying thing, when I drove over it at night trying to get up the nerve, and not being able to SEE how far down it was, yet KNOWING there was nothing but empty space below, and certain death. It totally unnerved me.
I do not KNOW HOW FOR THE LIFE OF ME that guy got up the nerve to do that at night, I just do not know how. I couldn't do it. I tried, but I just couldn't. I think if I go back, it will most certainly be a day jump. I need to see what I'm facing, if that makes any sense.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Baranovich]
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Blackbird33 said: Yea you aren't surviving that jump. As it is survive the GG or GWB you would have to be one unlucky or lucky (depending on how you view it) motherfucker to survive that jump. I can't get it out of my head jumping in the middle of the night into darkness and I can't imagine that 4 in the morning there was a lot of cars so it's you the sounds of nature and just a vast darkness. This is example why people who say that a person is a coward or selfish don't know what the fuck they are talking about.
You're right, people don't know what the fuck they are talking about. And they don't understand what truly goes through someone's mind in those situations, right in that moment, and what leads up to it.
It's interesting what you said about not being able to get that out of your head about jumping in the dark. I actually was up there about 4 in the morning a couple different times. You're right, not many cars, it's pretty quiet. There's a strong smell of the trees on either side, since you're crossing a gorge that is forested.
One personal thing I wanted to share with you was how surreal it was to be at that actual bridge with the intention of dying. And to physically be ON IT....it's like when you see pictures of something but have never been there, and then you actually go. The strange thing was, I actually found myself LAUGHING out loud, in between crying and cursing. I was laughing out loud because the bridge is so ridiculously high, that when you're on it it's actually f'n funny in a weird way, it's so fucking high up you just laugh at it. It's beyond ridiculous how high up it is. The pictures, as spectacular as they are, don't do it justice.
I mean when you're up there, you can feel the difference in the air, you can sense it's different, there's a thing in the air happening, it's really strange.
The other VERY strange thing about the bridge is, when you drive over it during the day. Unless you knew ahead of time that the bridge was coming up, you CANNOT tell that you're even going over a high bridge while you're in your car. It's the weirdest thing! The railings and side barriers are just tall enough that you can't see over them while sitting in your car. I swear it feels like you're just going over a straight section of highway, there is NO sense at ALL of high up you are. You can see some trees on either side, but you can drive over it and literally never know you were just 900 feet in the air.
You have to know ahead of time, or actually be out and looking over the edge.
But yeah, I'm the same way with the darkness and the thought that he actually jumped in the night. I can't get that image out of my head either. Had to be surreal for the police too, seeing his car parked there in the dark hours of the morning, with the signal on, empty. no driver, no passengers, no nothing.
I think that was the most terrifying thing, when I drove over it at night trying to get up the nerve, and not being able to SEE how far down it was, yet KNOWING there was nothing but empty space below, and certain death. It totally unnerved me.
I do not KNOW HOW FOR THE LIFE OF ME that guy got up the nerve to do that at night, I just do not know how. I couldn't do it. I tried, but I just couldn't. I think if I go back, it will most certainly be a day jump. I need to see what I'm facing, if that makes any sense.
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Baranovich]
#16797964 - 09/06/12 01:11 PM (8 months, 11 days ago) |
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Man when you're at that breaking point people just don't understand how fucking deep things have gotten for you. Earlier this week I told my friend how Friday night at 2 in the morning I'm just sitting in the darkness with a knife in my hand thinking how I could end things quickly if I just stuck in my throat. Really the only thing held me back was that I don't want my family to find my body bled out on my bedroom floor. But after sharing my friend was basically oh hey snap out of this funk you're in dont let things get you down. I just dropped the topic because my friend just wasn't comprehending that suicide is very much a real option. But whatever I feel like I'm walking my path alone anyways.
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Baranovich
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Re: Best way to commit suicide where you just fall asleep and dont wake up again? [Re: Blackbird33]
#16807685 - 09/07/12 10:56 PM (8 months, 10 days ago) |
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Blackbird33 said: Man when you're at that breaking point people just don't understand how fucking deep things have gotten for you. Earlier this week I told my friend how Friday night at 2 in the morning I'm just sitting in the darkness with a knife in my hand thinking how I could end things quickly if I just stuck in my throat. Really the only thing held me back was that I don't want my family to find my body bled out on my bedroom floor. But after sharing my friend was basically oh hey snap out of this funk you're in dont let things get you down. I just dropped the topic because my friend just wasn't comprehending that suicide is very much a real option. But whatever I feel like I'm walking my path alone anyways.
Blackbird, I sent you several private messages...check your in-box.
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