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MushroomTrip said:
If you wanna make him feel better, at least don't try to bullshit him.
Sex IS very pleasant and it does make people happy, but so are so many other things in life.

OP, if the only reasons for which you want to kill yourself is your infertility, your lack of good looks by commonly accepted standards, and the fact that you can't have kids, maybe you need to reconsider it. I am not going to be full of crap and say that suicide is never the answer, because for some people in some cases it really is, and IMO, this happens when one simply can't find a way to stop feeling continuously depressed, can't feel motivated, and feels utterly alienated and alone all the time, but you don't really seem to be in this case since you don't seem to totally want to die.
Also, your family is not what's important here. The only thing that's important is how you feel, and what you want.

Before really considering suicide, at least try to know as much as possible from this life and human experience, it's not like you have anything to lose anyways, especially if you compare it with taking your own life which would imply giving up on everything, without remorse. You can use this feeling as a motivator, and realize that, no matter if you keep living or if you die, you still have nothing to lose. Try traveling for example; this planet is so beautiful and diverse that it is something worth seeing and knowing, and far more complex than having a successful job or good looks.
Who knows, maybe after traveling everywhere you'll decide to live in Japan and then you will never even have to worry about the size of your genitals, since it will be something so common over there.
Not to mention that you'll get all those hot Japanese chicks.

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you're an idiot