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Anonymous #1
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 My Sexuality 
#10913078 - 08/22/09 05:06 PM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Over the years of my life, I've been realizing many things about my sexuality, and how it compares to the accepted sexual norms. I don't think it makes sense that people have different tastes in food, music, books, drugs, etc., but when it comes to sex, we all have to be on the same boat. I am writing this in hopes that there are people out there that understand my situation, and also so that I may dispel the ignorance usually involved with what are called "sexual paraphilias".
Since I was a young boy, I've always been into women of all ages. When my young female cousins were over, I always wanted to touch and kiss them, and always tried to look up their skirts so that I may be able to see their pussies. When I was like 5, I used to watch my mother change their diapers just so I can see their pussies; I am not into shit-porn, I think it's disgusting, but I just ignored the shit and had my eyes on the prize!
As I got older, my sexual lust towards younger girls never diminished, and why should it have? Instead of losing my horniness for young girls, I started to become interested in guys. I think that lean, mildly muscular guys with a bubble-butt are fucking hot as hell, and I would jump at the chance to have sex with one!
I have never denied my sexual attraction to my family members, and have always wanted to have sex with some of them, too.
Another thing that developed as I got older was lust for anime cartoons. I can't explain why, and don't feel the need to anyways, but they just turn me the fuck on!
One thing that completely irked me about people as I aged was religion and marriage. These people have a neurotic obsession with an ancient mythical-mystical book (not to different from today's neurotic obsession over WoW), and as a result, they forbid themselves from breaking any of the rules therein, rules that they didn't create for themselves, mind you. These people think that in order to be "allowed" to have sex with someone, you are required to promise to be with them for the rest of their life. This kind of blatant stupidity is of the same kind, albeit a different degree of what mainstream society values.
So this is my sexuality: My main sexual preference, usually, is prepubescent females; basically, the younger the better, but I usually am not attracted to girls younger than 4. Then it's teenage females, and after that, young women. I am more straight then I am gay, so women are my preference. But I also like young boys, teen boys, and men no older than about 25, because after that they are usually disgusting pigs.
Now compare my sexuality to the one that is promoted by the media, which is that you are only allowed to have sexual relations with someone of the opposite sex and same age, or else it's "abnormal", or "exotic". My big question is this: why are there standards for sexual preferences, and why is the law involved? If I am allowed to listen to the music of my choice without, then I can't I have sex with young girls? 
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Anonymous #2
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Dude that is fucked up!
Pre-pubescent women?
I mean i would understand jailbait, like hot 15-16 year old girls. Cuz some of them are just hoooooot as fuck. But pre-pubescent? That is just creepy pedo talk.
And your a queer.
You sir are one fucked up individual.
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Anonymous #1
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OK. 
What is your favorite type of food? What is your drug of choice? What music do you listen to? I'm waiting. 
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Anonymous #2
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Dude you like young boys and girls. Age 5! You are a pedophile. That is fucked up. Don't try to justify being attracted to 5 year old boys and girls. You're a sick fuck. If you ever touched my children i would fucking kill you.
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Anonymous #3
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My favorite food is the fresh uncolored eyeballs of newborn children, my drug of choice is the blood that pours forth once I've plucked those sweet plumbs, and then I record the sounds they make and listen to it while I jog.
The Bible never said you can't have sex with kids, but 99.99% of all parents of young children do, and that's why you're screwed out of a satisfying sex life. I'm sorry.
Edited by Anonymous (08/22/09 05:32 PM)
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Anonymous #3
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BTW - I'm no stranger to paraphilias - I'm a scrawny white nerd, but I like to go out to black neighborhoods so I can pick up on the black mamas with big fat asses. I mean BIG FAT asses. I also like pregnant women, and cougars, and I've found nothing gives me a boner faster than watching a grown woman take a dump in her pants. I also give myself enemas for pleasure. These things cause me to behave in ways which very few can comprehend. I feel well qualified to call myself a Freak.
But for all my sexual insanity I thank God every day that I can be around kids without popping a boner. It's actually a fear of mine that this might come true someday, given how outlandish my sexuality already is. I really don't want to judge you, because these things ARE beyond our immediate control. It seems like God dealt you a shitty hand.  I honestly wish you the best, just don't go fucking any kids OK? There are much better reasons than the Bible for why this is universally considered to be absolutely, illegally unacceptable activity in civilized life.
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Anonymous #4
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Eh, to each their own.
Sexuality is a spectrum.
The rules are governed by societies, just look at other cultures.
Granted using a prepubescent girl for sex is really just wrong.
You'd fuck her up beyond repair, and need years of therapy.
Stick to the fantasy if thats what you are into
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Anonymous #5
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I wish I had never come into this thread.
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Anonymous #6
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Incest and pedophilia.
You sound like a great guy. 
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Anonymous #7
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Some of the responses here sadden me.
The guy made it pretty clear he didn't choose to be attracted to kids, it's something that developed as he grew up. I'm sure calling him a sick fuck and a horrible person do nothing to abate his urges in the slightest, and as with most things that are sexual, repressing them usually results in worse results than anything else.
My thoughts? You are what you are. You feel what you feel. Having fantasies is one thing. Acting them out is another. Take time to consider the consequences, always. Is what you're doing fucking up someone else's life? This is the important thing, as far as I'm concerned.
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Anonymous #5
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maybe POID is OP#1 causing Ythan to leave that rating?
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Anonymous #2
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Why are people rationalizing sexual attraction for 5 year old boys and girls. Imagine if you were 5 years old and some creepy pedo touched you and molested you? Isn't that just sick? Thats what the OP would love to do. Thats why he is a sick fuck, sure he didn't choose to be a sick fuck, but a sick fuck none the less.
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Anonymous #7
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so let's just drape a 'sick fuck' label over this person and every other aspect of their life and personality because of urges they didn't chose and can't control.
i'm not saying i condone pedophilia, in fact it repulses the hell out of me. But throwing derision at someone over something involuntary seems unnecessarily cruel.
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Anonymous #2
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I don't care if its involuntary or not, if you fantasize about having sex with kids, your a sick fuck. PERIOD. I'm a pretty open person, and i don't like to persecute people for something they can't help. But having a compulsive desire to have sex with young boys and girls is just wrong. Just because "thats the way they are" doesn't mean it sanctioned. Do you realize how much therapy that child would need, to feel somewhat normal? Maybe none of you have had your lives directly affected by a pedophile, but they are sick sick people.
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Anonymous #3
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If he's never actually assaulted a child, what can you legitimately hold against him?
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Anonymous #7
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not saying it's sanctioned or that I agree with it. I'm just saying it is what it is, and I think there are less malicious and more effective ways of dealing with the issue than just totally condemning someone so that they become a social recluse (who is then more likely to act out his sick fantasies rather than being able to get gratification from some other means).
But yeah.
"My big question is this: why are there standards for sexual preferences, and why is the law involved? If I am allowed to listen to the music of my choice without, then I can't I have sex with young girls?"
It's like asking, "Why can't I murder and rape and steal from whoever I want to?" Because it fucks up lives. And that ain't right.
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Anonymous #8
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your oneeeee sick PUPPY! you must be ashamed because you posted as anonymous , move on fucker
we dont need sick shit like u on the shroomery
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Anonymous #9
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Anonymous #5 said:
maybe POID is OP#1 causing Ythan to leave that rating?
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Anonymous #10
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your the spawn of satan and i completely hope you die
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Anonymous #11
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OP = troll
I don't believe half the shit that's been said in this thread.
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Anonymous #1
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Anonymous #7 said:
It's like asking, "Why can't I murder and rape and steal from whoever I want to?" Because it fucks up lives. And that ain't right.
How does pure pleasure fuck up lives?
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Anonymous #12
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Anonymous #1 said:
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Anonymous #7 said:
It's like asking, "Why can't I murder and rape and steal from whoever I want to?" Because it fucks up lives. And that ain't right.
How does pure pleasure fuck up lives?
Because 5 year old kids don't experience pleasure from being sexually abused.
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Anonymous #1
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Logical fallacy here; just because one is having sex with a child, does not necessarily mean they're abusing said child.
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Anonymous #5
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That's enough Poid 
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Anonymous #13
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Yeah for real. Poid go eat some shit you fucking queer. I can't wait until the day the feds rape your computer of all your kiddy porn and we get to read about your lock up and stabbing. Stop trying to help yourself sleep at night you faggot.
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Anonymous #14
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Anonymous #1 said:
Logical fallacy here; just because one is having sex with a child, does not necessarily mean they're abusing said child.
Some of the comments from other people are too harsh, but now you are being rediculous.
Yes if you are having sex with said, you are abusing said child. Little boys and girls are not physically or mentaly mature to make a sexual decisions. If they were, they would be having sex. You said prepuberty yourself, puberty is when you become sexually mature. When I was 5 I doubt that I even knew what sex was, and I know that I wouldn't have wanted an adult jacking me off.
I understand that sex is very complicated and confusing, which is why I would not criticize you for your sexuality, but do not try to convince yourself that fucking a child would be ok. Just leave it at a fantasy and no one would be hurt.
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Anonymous #2
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Anonymous #1 said:
Logical fallacy here; just because one is having sex with a child, does not necessarily mean they're abusing said child.
 Now its official your a troll. Get a life faggot.
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Anonymous #15
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Anonymous #7 said:
Some of the responses here sadden me.
The guy made it pretty clear he didn't choose to be attracted to kids, it's something that developed as he grew up. I'm sure calling him a sick fuck and a horrible person do nothing to abate his urges in the slightest, and as with most things that are sexual, repressing them usually results in worse results than anything else.
My thoughts? You are what you are. You feel what you feel. Having fantasies is one thing. Acting them out is another. Take time to consider the consequences, always. Is what you're doing fucking up someone else's life? This is the important thing, as far as I'm concerned.
he is a pedophile period and i say DEATH TO PEDOPHILES!!!!!!!!!!! 
someone really fucked up his life. i was molested by a next door neihgbor which makes that person a pedophile.
good thing its anonymous because no body has ever heard that and not even my loved ones know.
DEATH TO PEDOPHILES!!!!!!!!!!!
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Anonymous #16
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Anonymous #11 said:
OP = troll
I don't believe half the shit that's been said in this thread.
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Anonymous #11 said:
OP = troll
I don't believe half the shit that's been said in this thread.
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Anonymous #1
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Anonymous #14 said:
When I was 5 I doubt that I even knew what sex was, and I know that I wouldn't have wanted an adult jacking me off.
Cool. I do not give a fuck. When I was five, I was already looking at porn and having sexual relations with my female peers.
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Anonymous #3 said:
There are much better reasons than the Bible for why this is universally considered to be absolutely, illegally unacceptable activity in civilized life.
What the fuck do you mean by this? I wipe my ass with the Bible...
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Anonymous #2
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I write paragraphs in an online anonymous forum about being a pedo because my life is so dull and unfulfilling when im not chronically masturbating to pussy that i never get, i spend my time trolling shroomery anon.
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Anonymous #13
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OP is just trying to get attention and cause a riot. If you guys really want to let him know what a faggot he is then stop replying. He feeds off this shit, and also feels better about whatever deep dark secret he really has by talking, justifying, and trying to make other shit sound worse. The secret in his mind is eating him alive.
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Anonymous #1
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You know what's funny, you guys? 
If you were living in ancient Greece or Rome, you would be giving me the same bullshit if I DIDN'T like to fuck little boys!
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Anonymous #13
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Uh no. Wow you are stupid. Homosexuality was accepted in ancient rome but less than a third of the population actually engaged in it. You should really check your facts or read your text book from junior year of high school before you say things that have no basis of fact. Damn you are dumb FUCK.
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Anonymous #13
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By the way you had to be sixteen male or fourteen female in ancient Rome to get married or fuck without being punished severely. You are so unbelievably fucking stupid.
Just more evidence that I said earlier. He is trying to justify his disgusting secrets. I hope they keep waking you up at night, especially when you are in jail, because trust me you will go to jail because faggots like you don't know when to stop because you can't.
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Anonymous #1
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You've obviously never heard of pederasty. 
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Anonymous #13
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Er yes...I have and you obviously don't know shit about ancient rome you fucktard. Stop trying to justify what keeps you awake at night you faggot.
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Anonymous #15
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Anonymous #20 said:
coaster is sick. he has a disease. wanting to do small children is NOT normal no matter where you are. get yourself some fucking help before you end up with a dick in your ass and a shiv in the heart.
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Anonymous #17
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Seems like Poid from the use of emoticons...
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Anonymous #18
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Anonymous #1 said:
You know what's funny, you guys?
If you were living in ancient Greece or Rome, you would be giving me the same bullshit if I DIDN'T like to fuck little boys!
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The way I would murder you would make what happened in "Seven" seem like a joy ride.
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Anonymous #19
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jail jail jail
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