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ive toyed with the idea a bit - if youve made up your mind, then im glad youre happy. we all die anyways. its a fucked up world out there, may as well show everyone that you knew it.
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Anonymous #19
Re: Heroin for Suicide [Re: Anonymous #17] #10259101 - 04/30/09 12:12 AM (4 years, 19 days ago)
Quote: Anonymous #17 said: If I had to choose a way to leave this planet it would be heroin as well. We were ripped from the warm euphoria of the womb and thrown into this cold world naked and alone, it would appropriate to leave this world by drifting back to that warm blanket of euphoria as all of life's worries fade away.
Ridiculous. The womb is part of this world, you were born of creatures of this world, there was no blanket of euphoria, you just didn't have a developed memory.
Killing yourself is pretty lame. Why shortchange yourself like that? Realizing the meaninglessness and finding interesting ways to deal with life is rewarding.
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Anonymous #20
Re: Heroin for Suicide [Re: Anonymous #1] #10259136 - 04/30/09 12:16 AM (4 years, 19 days ago)
I aint ell ess bree, nah, but ive read some of his shit and it looks like he got into heroin a lot more than i did
i never went to get it on my own, just when i was out with friends or at partys or around people that did it and got offered, i was down
i've never been opposed to it, but have never gone out of my way to do it
that isn't to say i don't really enjoy it though, hence my choosing this way to go out
on friday when i'm doing it up, i'll post pics of me, release my screen name, etc
until then i dont want to because i can't risk anyone i know IRL finding out and trying to stop me... i'm sure you can all understand and appreciate that
i'll post pics of me throughout my life, and i'll post a ton of pics of me cooking up the entire bundle, getting the shot ready, waving goodbye...
i'd post pics of me doing the shot and whatnot, but the idea is to not be coming back, sooooo im not gonna be able to work that one out... i can take pics of me doing the shot and then starting to rush rush rush rush rush and what not... i can keep snapping pics until i can't do anything anymore, and maybe one day they'll get out on the net or something and you all can see them
i don't know how to set up a live webcam of it, or else i'd do it live on the net so you all can see it and record it and spread it all over the net for years and years to come
i've made up my mind, there is no turning back, i'm going by my own hand, my own choice, no two ways about it
i dont want to call a hotline and talk, i dont need to be talked to
i've accepted this, and accepted whats going to happen, and that is why ive made this post and made it anonymously
you are getting to talk to someone that knows for 100% certain they are going to be dead in less than 48 hours
you are getting to speak to and question someone who is 100% for sure that their life is going to end, without a doubt, in less than two days
i have accepted it, i want it, i long for it, i am excited about it
my life is complete, this is my fate, this is what i am supposed to do... in the big gigantic massive spiraling continuously-working equation that is the universe, this is the part i am supposed to play, and i have no intention of letting the universe down
i am supposed to die by my own hand, by my own (supposed) choice, and that is whats going to happen
heroin seems like the best way to do it
i do not mind at all releasing my identity and all that, i just dont want to do it until it's really close to the time of because i REALLY REALLY REALLY do not want to be stopped
i do not want this to get interfered with
i could go hide somewhere in the city and do it, but i want to be able to take and upload and post the pics of me getting everything ready, and i want to take as many pics as i can while dying to have on the camera for whoever ends up finding me days after it happens
i'm excited about the whole deal
i can't wait to watch from the other side to see how it unfolds, it's just too bad i won't be able to interact or post on what i see lol
thats ok
this is what i need to do, this is what im supposed to do, this is what i want to do
i want to die, and that is whats gonna happen, theres no way around it
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Anonymous #22
Re: Heroin for Suicide [Re: Anonymous #1] #10259218 - 04/30/09 12:27 AM (4 years, 19 days ago)
I kinda got the idea you believe in some sort of happy, shiny religious afterlife? Cause if that's what you're bankin on, you're probably gonna be disappointed dude.
Complete and utter lack of sentience and consciousness will get boring pretty fast.
If I were you I'd stick around a little longer, and see how this fucked up planet keeps on developing. Its fun to watch.
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Anonymous #21
Re: Heroin for Suicide [Re: Anonymous #24] #10259854 - 04/30/09 02:06 AM (4 years, 19 days ago)
This is an interesting thread. It doesn't sound like OP is depressed or tilting, so what can one say? I guess we all have the choice to take our own lives. I appreciate him allowing us to be a part of his transformation.
Best wishes OP, you're living with more freedom than most will ever know.
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Anonymous #26
Re: Heroin for Suicide [Re: Anonymous #1] #10260061 - 04/30/09 02:56 AM (4 years, 19 days ago)
#1 There is no other side. And if there was, well thats an eternity for you to continue being sad-sack. And guess what, probably no heroin there either. You are a prick for valuing life so low. Most people don't get to choose their deaths, and your bloody selfish to do so. This does no good for anyone.
Besides, if you don't want people talking you out of it and giving their opinions, why share what you plan to do.
I doesn't matter what you say in a suicide note... your friends and family will wonder what they could've done to prevent this, you will be missed by them, and this is only going to cause them stress and worry. Are you looking for some sort of attention in death, is this some egotistical act, its sounds like you want this news on friday to reach far and wide. pffffft
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Anonymous #20
Re: Heroin for Suicide [Re: Anonymous #1] #10260077 - 04/30/09 03:00 AM (4 years, 19 days ago)
Quote: Anonymous #26 said: #1 There is no other side. And if there was, well thats an eternity for you to continue being sad-sack. And guess what, probably no heroin there either. You are a prick for valuing life so low. Most people don't get to choose their deaths, and your bloody selfish to do so. This does no good for anyone.
Besides, if you don't want people talking you out of it and giving their opinions, why share what you plan to do.
I doesn't matter what you say in a suicide note... your friends and family will wonder what they could've done to prevent this, you will be missed by them, and this is only going to cause them stress and worry. Are you looking for some sort of attention in death, is this some egotistical act, its sounds like you want this news on friday to reach far and wide. pffffft
and i know who you are.
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Anonymous #20
Re: Heroin for Suicide [Re: Anonymous #5] #10260081 - 04/30/09 03:01 AM (4 years, 19 days ago)
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