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modsquad09 said:very shaterring.

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Tchan909 said:
I know what you're talking about. It was different for me, though, because it was under my control. I was on ten hits of acid. I was quite distracted and just felt strange. It was the sort of stuff I'd come to expect from acid, including the sense that reality was vibrating and gelling over, with random appearance of colorless patterns. So I decided to lie down and meditate, and immediately I felt my mental flow ecstatically tightening, becoming completely lost in the instant. It was like a cosmic orgasm, for one brief moment I was everything, and reality was not the same from that perspective. To make a very complex thing sound simple, the visuals were completely fucking outrageous. In the first part, the lights were on, I was looking around at my room, but it wasn't my room, or any room at all, it had simply transformed into me. When I finally closed my eyes it was kind of what you described - I bounced around in the circuitboard of my brain. And it was the most real thing I had experienced up until that point.

Didn't look like those pictures when it happened to me, though. I'd be fucking ecstatic if I could find pictures of the shit I saw! My bed transformed into a symbol that I can only define as representing the turtle that carries the earth on its back. This was the beginning, and the only symbol I can visually remember in detail, though I'll tell you it doesn't look like a bed at all. "Symbol-morphs" like these consumed my open-eyed reality. Quite difficult to describe. It was very beautiful, the color of it all was astonishing. And the circuitboard of my brain is apparently a vast, uniformly-shaped network of yellow and purple feelers with visible thoughts at the end, which fire my awareness at each other at a very fast rate. Again, I cannot emphasize enough the sheer sense of reality that was inherent in this completely unreal vision.

Later, as I was coming down, I could still close my eyes and see very clear images of the environment I had just been in, except from the outside rather than the inside; like a solid globe with morphing protrusions, made of stuff that does not exist. I could see its fluid surface rippling with my sensations.

This trip was a very powerful indicator to me, even after a lot of experience with acid, that what some people call "tripping" is not what others call "tripping"...

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modsquad09 said:
NICE!!! greaT reports guys!

Breakthrough's on sid are always weird/crazy/unique/intense..

I remember my breakthrough i took about 5 hits, and i felt like i was going into a bad trip so i mediatated, i did this for about 4 hours with sensory deprivation, totally turned off my thoughts.
I began to float up and awayfrom my body, in my pose, my spirit rose into what i would call "soul space"

I came to the realization there of reincarnation!
It showed me that i was just oneof many soulds out here for that moment, just circling, waiting to get into a new body.. but it wasnt my time, so i came back..

It showed me that i could be anyone, with any personality, whatever, but still be me(my soul).

After this experience(tibetan) i didnt want to talk for awhile(a few days) words meant so much(and so little) one word meant so many meanings, launguage is so clumsy, i didnt want to return to this word, i just wanted to be Basic in that sense.

very shaterring.

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