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 So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for?
#8071695 - 02/26/08 08:15 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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And this hole I have dug myself into, no one is pulling me out.
Even if someone helps, I'm so upset that I'll just bring them down.
I don't even know why I'm doing this. I know soon after I'm going to breathe in nitrous until I don't breathe anymore. I knew I was going to die high, but I didn't think it'd be nitrous, or so soon.
I can't wait another four years for a miracle. It's more likely by then the world government will be in place, 80% or more of us will be in the death camps, and those that are left will have nothing but a living hell.
Well, when presented with the choice of death by tortures I don't want to imagine, or gassing, I don't have anyone to live for, no depandants, and my life is going no where.
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 Coaster
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 Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8071706 - 02/26/08 08:19 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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its jus a phase ur going thru get some new friends jeesh
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beneath
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8071741 - 02/26/08 08:29 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous said:
And this hole I have dug myself into, no one is pulling me out.
No-one is going to pull you out.
You have to pull yourself out.
There's more to life than friends too, you'll get some more, you are being a drama queen.
Try walking in the shoes of some people here on the shroomery, some have no friends + drug addiction(hard drugs), homelessness, schizophrenia and all sorts of other obstacles to overcome.
No-one is going to appear and save your ass, you have to do it yourself, you can get help but it'll still be you doing all the work.
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ChiefGreenLeaf
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: beneath]
#8072281 - 02/26/08 11:10 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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"What do I have to live for?"
Yourself... read up on some Buddhism. Transcend, transcend, transcend...
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A man said to the universe:
"Sir, I exist!"
"However," replied the universe,
"the fact has not created in me
a sense of obligation."
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 WhiskeyClone
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8072321 - 02/26/08 11:22 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous said:
I can't wait another four years for a miracle. It's more likely by then the world government will be in place, 80% or more of us will be in the death camps, and those that are left will have nothing but a living hell.
I think you are maybe dramatizing things a bit.
Never wait for things to get better. Your life is going nowhere because you're supposed to be the driver. Buckle up, grab the wheel and hit the gas.
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Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it.
~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"
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Visionary Tools
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: beneath]
#8072453 - 02/26/08 12:04 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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beneath said:
Try walking in the shoes of some people here on the shroomery, some have no friends + drug addiction(hard drugs), homelessness, schizophrenia and all sorts of other obstacles to overcome.
Belittling someone's problems don't magically make them disappear. Some people loose their job, and they reach the pits of despair. Other people don't even have to do anything to be depressed, like people don't have to do anything to get sick.
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Jive turkey
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8076076 - 02/27/08 04:43 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Go see a Shaman, a Buddhist or a psychologist atleast. seriously though do it.
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paulie_walnuts1
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 Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8079644 - 02/27/08 09:39 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous said:
And this hole I have dug myself into, no one is pulling me out.
Even if someone helps, I'm so upset that I'll just bring them down.
I don't even know why I'm doing this. I know soon after I'm going to breathe in nitrous until I don't breathe anymore. I knew I was going to die high, but I didn't think it'd be nitrous, or so soon.
I can't wait another four years for a miracle. It's more likely by then the world government will be in place, 80% or more of us will be in the death camps, and those that are left will have nothing but a living hell.
Well, when presented with the choice of death by tortures I don't want to imagine, or gassing, I don't have anyone to live for, no depandants, and my life is going no where.
You're 100% free! I have so many interests and aspirations I wish to God i didn't have family. It's all such bullshit. I love my family, don't get me wrong, but for fuck's sake, if you think family and friends are the only reason to live......Mistake of youth I guess.
You sound fucking brainwashed! Turn off the Art bell show and go do something. YOU HAVE NOBODY HOLDING YOU BACK!
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Cameron
Too Many Words
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Posts: 4,437
Loc: Canada
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8086061 - 02/29/08 11:54 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think a good first step would be to eliminate all use of drugs, in all forms. You sound like your mind is clouded and confused. Clear your mind, lay your beliefs/personal philosophies on the table, and decide what it is you enjoy about life and why you think it's worth living. If you can't find anything, try looking in places otherwise untouched. Donate your time to benefit someone else's life, turn your existence into something that makes a difference in the world - you may find yourself enjoying life for a change.
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1onemind1
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Cameron]
#8173743 - 03/20/08 08:31 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's more likely by then the world government will be in place, 80% or more of us will be in the death camps, and those that are left will have nothing but a living hell.
That's what sitting at home watching david icke and alex jones will do to you.
Why dont you just wait for the death camp and let them gas you? And if it doesnt happen, bonus 
There are no such thing as friends really, and family is overrated. Get straight then learn how to use shrooms properly. You are going to die anyway so you might as well live while you can.
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Brainiac
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8173773 - 03/20/08 08:44 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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They weren't your friends from the start.
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WhiskeyClone
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8174471 - 03/20/08 11:06 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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So how are you doing man?
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Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it.
~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"
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ToiletDuk
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8174640 - 03/20/08 11:53 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yes, let us know how you're doing.
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Ginseng1
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: ToiletDuk]
#8179631 - 03/22/08 11:27 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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You have some soul searching to do my friend.
You must look inwards, not out. If you look out, you will never find what you are looking for. But if you look in, and always look in, then it will present itself to you.
Just stay alive, close your eyes, and look.
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Frost000
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Ginseng1]
#8179655 - 03/22/08 11:36 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Jesus christ. You poor pathetic fuck. Your life is so bad. Wah Wah. Go sit in the corner and cry about it, that'll make you feel better.
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Cameron
Too Many Words
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Posts: 4,437
Loc: Canada
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Frost000]
#8180254 - 03/22/08 02:54 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Frost000 said:
Jesus christ. You poor pathetic fuck. Your life is so bad. Wah Wah. Go sit in the corner and cry about it, that'll make you feel better.
Yeah, kick him while he's down - that'll help put things in perspective.
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WhiskeyClone
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Frost000]
#8180655 - 03/22/08 05:03 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Frost000 said:
Jesus christ. You poor pathetic fuck. Your life is so bad. Wah Wah. Go sit in the corner and cry about it, that'll make you feel better.
Wrong forum
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Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it.
~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"
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Jive turkey
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8189013 - 03/24/08 07:02 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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this thread is still going? hey cat are you still alive? I wonder if we're all typing to corpse.
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1onemind1
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Jive turkey]
#8189912 - 03/24/08 11:02 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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He's dead..
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Felinor
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Re: So now my friends hate me, what do I have to live for? [Re: Frost000]
#8195228 - 03/26/08 02:35 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Frost000 said:
Jesus christ. You poor pathetic fuck. Your life is so bad. Wah Wah. Go sit in the corner and cry about it, that'll make you feel better.
*cough* DOUCHEBAG!
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The world itself is the will to power - and nothing else! And you yourself are the will to power - and nothing else! ~Friedrich Nietzsche
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