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some1whoisntme
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Was this a level 5? ego death?
#4953515 - 11/18/05 08:53 PM (18 years, 4 months ago) |
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I ate 4 grams of mushrooms tonight and am peaking from that, just got through smoking a bowl, and when I laid down it actually felt like I was dying. I mean, is this ego death? I felt like I was floating out of my body. I've had OOBE's before, but this one seemed somehow different. Is that what egodeath feels like? I got to the edge, but was afraid to let go
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zSDMF
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not quite.. you said it yourself. you were afraid ot let go
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b1tH
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Re: Was this a level 5? ego death? [Re: zSDMF]
#4953581 - 11/18/05 09:06 PM (18 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't see the point of making all these level references. It just make the whole experience more..."Logical" and that's sort of what I try to stray away from when I'm using drugs. Anyway I think it just depletes from the experience...
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wilshire
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this business of classifying trips by 5 levels of intensity is a load of shit IMO.
trips are trips. there are so many ways to describe each one other than in terms of its intensity, or effects felt. subtle nuances to major themes... no two trips and no two trippers are alike.
it's like describing sex on the same sort of scale. it's just stupid.
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incubaby_421
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Re: Was this a level 5? ego death? [Re: wilshire]
#4953609 - 11/18/05 09:15 PM (18 years, 4 months ago) |
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anyways, to answer your question, close, but no cigaro.... maybe a little higher of a dose would have got you, or maybe the circumstances werent just so... more like an OBE... which are fun too... you noobs seem very preoccupied with the ego loss thing... why? dont chase it, youll never catch it, it will happen when and if the time is right, and when it happened to me it wasnt anyhting at all like an OBE, i as i failed to exist in the idea of 1 but rather began to exist on a different plane as part of 1 that is all as opposed to 1 that is me
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some1whoisntme
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Re: Was this a level 5? ego death? [Re: zSDMF]
#4953610 - 11/18/05 09:15 PM (18 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm still there, and it keeps feeling like it's pulling me in... but I feel like I'm going to stop breathing... it's quite scary really... I' mean I've read about it but never experienced it. I see no reason why I would die... I am just afraid if I go in I won't come back out....I don't think I've ever experienced anything this intense.
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some1whoisntme
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I'm not really having a bad trip, just trying to explain this phenomenon. it's like everything slows down....it's pretty cool, but scary since I don't know what it is exactly.
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MrClam
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just sit back and accept it, dont try to question or fight it.
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incubaby_421
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well, you might as well go, dont worry, youll come back, youve already past the point of no return IMO, congratulations on your first good one, NOW GET OFF THE FUCKING INTERNET! go outside, play in the moonlight, get lost in your own mind, let the drugs take hold, and trust me, you wont regret it
-------------------- "yet the more i dig, the more i consume, the more i unfold... the less protected i feel. i am the spit on the hair of the son of an electron, swimming around the nucleus of a cell inside the sperm of a killer bee, and my purpose is as nebulous as why weve been bestowed with the capacity to give a shit" Brandon Boyd
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