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Channeling_Spirit
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What would make you kill yourself?
#20740553 - 10/22/14 10:03 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well?
What situation would make you feel there's no way out, and you're willing to kill yourself?
For me, idk.
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If I killed someone. Probably not right away, but once the cops started coming around and I knew I was a suspect, yeah I'm not going to spend my life in prison.
Short of that, not much. There's been a lot of shit over the years that made me want to kill myself but none so much that I acted on it. Fear of life in prison I'm positive would make me act.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Shroomslip] 1
#20741030 - 10/22/14 11:50 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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To much pain to deal with
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chronic pain=euthanasia in an iv bag. Done.
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Well, if I had a terminal disease and had nothing to look forward in my remaining days but increasing pain, I would definitely consider it.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Le_Canard]
#20741257 - 10/23/14 01:14 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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i get fucking closer to killing myself every god damn day.
what would it take?
not alot.
why am i here now? fuck if i know. why the fuck do i even bother to go online. why the fuck do i even bother to wake up. atleast in my lucid dreams, i can find a speck of enjoyment in the mystery of it all.
day in and day out all i do is nothing but aging. my friends are all either too busy or moving on with thier lives.
ive been screwed over more times than i care to think about. the iorny in my life id fucking tangable.i could craft a fucking tower with it.
so here i am. a bitter soul pouriing my soul into a fucking website, to people who may just happen to read my thoughts. thats what keeps me going. how pathetic.
i really wish there would be a meteorite fragment to come crashing through the universe, just to burn up in the atmosphere, to make it small enough to gain enough speed to come piercing through my brain like a hot lobotomy spike from god.
that would be a fitting end to a life spent wondering about everything and hoping for a better tomorow that never comes.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Salomon]
#20741269 - 10/23/14 01:18 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's kinda grim, man. What's so wrong with your life? Do something different. Smoke crack or something, or not.. crack is whack.. but maybe. fuck I don't know. Move to Malaysia or someshit. Maybe you need a different environment or change of lifestyle.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Shroomism] 1
#20741316 - 10/23/14 01:49 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Nothing. I refuse to give the pricks the satisfaction I'd just be a thorn in everyones side.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: r00tuuu123]
#20741394 - 10/23/14 02:31 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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I can agree with that.
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VivaLaMushie
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Shroomism]
#20741727 - 10/23/14 06:47 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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If my dude died.
I'd literally have no family or anything lol
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#20741733 - 10/23/14 06:50 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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I don't think I ever would, Only if something happened with Lilith. Didn't really know the meaning of all this before her,
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: SARAtonin] 2
#20741762 - 10/23/14 07:06 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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If another black person gets elected to the white house
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Gilgamesh18]
#20741846 - 10/23/14 07:37 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Only reason i'd take my own life would be in a situation where a loved one or someone SUPER INNOCENT & suffering were going to die. If taking my life would spare theirs, I'd do it.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Gilgamesh18] 1
#20741865 - 10/23/14 07:42 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Turtletotem said:
Why do you see everything so black and white?
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Gilgamesh18 said: If another black person gets elected to the white house
Ha.
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I planned on killing myself if I ever got a felony, we'll I recently got one...
Not sure if I'm going to do it yet, need to test the waters and see exactly how shitty life is going to be
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Salomon]
#20741886 - 10/23/14 07:47 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Salomon said: i get fucking closer to killing myself every god damn day.
what would it take?
not alot.
why am i here now? fuck if i know. why the fuck do i even bother to go online. why the fuck do i even bother to wake up. atleast in my lucid dreams, i can find a speck of enjoyment in the mystery of it all.
day in and day out all i do is nothing but aging. my friends are all either too busy or moving on with thier lives.
ive been screwed over more times than i care to think about. the iorny in my life id fucking tangable.i could craft a fucking tower with it.
so here i am. a bitter soul pouriing my soul into a fucking website, to people who may just happen to read my thoughts. thats what keeps me going. how pathetic.
i really wish there would be a meteorite fragment to come crashing through the universe, just to burn up in the atmosphere, to make it small enough to gain enough speed to come piercing through my brain like a hot lobotomy spike from god.
that would be a fitting end to a life spent wondering about everything and hoping for a better tomorow that never comes.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: volcomstoner]
#20742188 - 10/23/14 09:39 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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What was the felony for?
And I would definitely hold off on offing yourself. Who the fuck knows how shitty it could be after this stage. Even if we just puff out of existence like a candle... a few scattered moments of hard earned happiness would be worth it in my eyes not to end it.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Salomon] 1
#20742201 - 10/23/14 09:45 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Salomon said: i get fucking closer to killing myself every god damn day.
what would it take?
not alot.
why am i here now? fuck if i know. why the fuck do i even bother to go online. why the fuck do i even bother to wake up. atleast in my lucid dreams, i can find a speck of enjoyment in the mystery of it all.
day in and day out all i do is nothing but aging. my friends are all either too busy or moving on with thier lives.
ive been screwed over more times than i care to think about. the iorny in my life id fucking tangable.i could craft a fucking tower with it.
so here i am. a bitter soul pouriing my soul into a fucking website, to people who may just happen to read my thoughts. thats what keeps me going. how pathetic.
i really wish there would be a meteorite fragment to come crashing through the universe, just to burn up in the atmosphere, to make it small enough to gain enough speed to come piercing through my brain like a hot lobotomy spike from god.
that would be a fitting end to a life spent wondering about everything and hoping for a better tomorow that never comes.
Damn dood...
Have you ever tried joining a gym or running everyday? When I get to feeling shitty exercise turns it around quicker than anything. But starting is a motherfucker.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: SARAtonin] 1
#20742221 - 10/23/14 09:53 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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VivaLaMushie said: If my dude died.
I'd literally have no family or anything lol
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SARAtonin said: I don't think I ever would, Only if something happened with Lilith. Didn't really know the meaning of all this before her,
Oh come on now, ya'll gotta have some shred of independence at least
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Sheekle]
#20742237 - 10/23/14 10:00 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's what I was thinking as well. It doesn't sound very healthy for the decision of whether or not you want to continue life to be based on a SO.
Also didn't saratonin cheat on her girlfriend? So the person she is willing to kill herself for is also the person she lied to and betrayed for sexual satisfaction?
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If OTD sends one more pizza to my house I am going to kill myself.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: PLURAL]
#20742377 - 10/23/14 10:41 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Excruciating pain with no other way out. I recently had a bout with pancreatitis (2nd time) I realized for the first time in my life that if I were stuck in a place where pain meds were not available....talking demorol and dilaudid....I would have blown my brains out....simply couldn't deal with that much constant pain. They compare that pain with being shot in the stomach.
Any other pain...even tooth ache does not compare. I would not think about suicide for any other reason though.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: PLURAL]
#20742378 - 10/23/14 10:41 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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If it was either me or my children that has to die. No hesitation.
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What would make you kill yourself?
Threads like this.
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I think threads like help people deal with issues and helps people get through some stuff, I've gone through alot myself being in DOC and being hit by car, also had major motorcycle accident, really bad H and Opiate addiction, I really Dont like Life as it stands as of right now, but not to be corny "Pain is just weakness leaving the body." yeah life can suck sometimes,but if give up your hurting the world around you...You may not think people will miss you or who you are, but they will be sad when your gone. I believe it will happen when happens I've been through way too much to give up. Hey Hunter S thompson is my Hero, and I dont think he choose a cowards way out, but he lived a life, IMO a good one,he left a legacy for us all.But give life a chance when your logging onto shroomery from library from skid row. then your life may be up for discussion, remember we choose they way we live by choices some good some bad. If your going to end it, at least chew on it and talk to anyone who will listen...PM me if anyone ever needs to talk..
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: superbob57]
#20742711 - 10/23/14 12:13 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sometimes when I think of ending it all, I just say to myself whatever situation I'm currently in is better than being dead.
Seriously, you can just walk away from any commitment you have. Consequences exist for everything (walking out of a job, marriage, family) but you have the freedom to do whatever the fuck you want.
If you think about killing yourself, think about how that would affect your situation. You wouldn't be there to show up for work if you're dead, so just don't show up and remain alive!
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Not much, i already wish it every day since i was like 8, i dont want to get all shitty and woe is me bullshit on this forum since it honestly changes nothing and im not even sad right now. The reason i havent is because i feel for the people (if anyone) who care about me, and dont wanna cause any stress for my family (theyd prob be glad im gone) and im too much of a poon anyway, need to try lsd before it also. but if i knew tomorrow the world was going to end i wouldnt even be mad, id probably go lose my virginity to a hot ass chick in moral ways and if i coudlnt then rape one cuz last day and then do all the fucking drugs i can or get lsd and save it before the end and take as fucking much as i can and watch as the world ends around me and fucking die right there fucking great that would be
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fuck this thread though cuz its gunna make it the norm for shroomery inb4 cuttery or some gay shit website popping up discussing cutting techniques and all that faggot shit dark diary threads and stuff lmfao no thanks
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Reading more threads by OP.
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Channeling_Spirit said: Well?
What situation would make you feel there's no way out, and you're willing to kill yourself?
For me, idk.
Probably the shroomery. If I met 35 shroomerites at once and they all sucked and were rude and pretentious, I'd probably have to blow my face off
Just kidding
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Salomon]
#20743358 - 10/23/14 02:47 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Salomon said: i get fucking closer to killing myself every god damn day.
what would it take?
not alot.
why am i here now? fuck if i know. why the fuck do i even bother to go online. why the fuck do i even bother to wake up. atleast in my lucid dreams, i can find a speck of enjoyment in the mystery of it all.
day in and day out all i do is nothing but aging. my friends are all either too busy or moving on with thier lives.
ive been screwed over more times than i care to think about. the iorny in my life id fucking tangable.i could craft a fucking tower with it.
so here i am. a bitter soul pouriing my soul into a fucking website, to people who may just happen to read my thoughts. thats what keeps me going. how pathetic.
i really wish there would be a meteorite fragment to come crashing through the universe, just to burn up in the atmosphere, to make it small enough to gain enough speed to come piercing through my brain like a hot lobotomy spike from god.
that would be a fitting end to a life spent wondering about everything and hoping for a better tomorow that never comes.
(((Hugs)))
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Webster10]
#20743362 - 10/23/14 02:48 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Webster10 said: That's what I was thinking as well. It doesn't sound very healthy for the decision of whether or not you want to continue life to be based on a SO.
Also didn't saratonin cheat on her girlfriend? So the person she is willing to kill herself for is also the person she lied to and betrayed for sexual satisfaction?
Wow not to re iterate my point or anything.................
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Silversoul]
#20743376 - 10/23/14 02:51 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Silversoul said: If my enemies had me surrounded and I knew that unspeakable torture lay in store for me if they captured me.
Yeah......... Concentration camp. Or being in a village over run by ISIS on one side, and Obama on the other, and my leg was blown off. Then I'd almost definitely want to kill myself.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: PLURAL]
#20743884 - 10/23/14 04:59 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Treant said: If OTD sends one more pizza to my house I am going to kill myself.
If I were you I would call every pizza place in town and tell them to not accept any orders to your house. I don't know if your joking or not though.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Magicman69]
#20743915 - 10/23/14 05:05 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Somehow losing my dick.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: volcomstoner]
#20743950 - 10/23/14 05:11 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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volcomstoner said: I planned on killing myself if I ever got a felony, we'll I recently got one...
Not sure if I'm going to do it yet, need to test the waters and see exactly how shitty life is going to be
This raises an interesting point. You see this in hospitals all the time as well. The urge to survive is larger than originally anticipated. People that originally claim they do not want to be treated for cancer if curing is out of the question will usually end up accepting life prolonging treatments anyway.
This is why this entire thread is a bit pointless really. In 99,9% of the suggested occurences you would not kill yourself even if you swear you would right now.
I would never kill myself if I lost my dick for instance.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: GoldenEye]
#20744301 - 10/23/14 06:34 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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After playing dayz or even after watching walking dead- If society ever fell and the world was as cruel and as harsh as it is in those mediums, I think I would find it rather hard to want to stick around. Especially if life became as glitchey as it currently is in day-z, that game is kind of depressing.
Though I agree with Goldeneye- Probably would keep pushing onward to survive. As would many of you..
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: GoldenEye]
#20744304 - 10/23/14 06:35 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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The only thing that would make me kill myself would be getting a life sentence or something crazy like that.
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Channeling_Spirit said: Well?
What situation would make you feel there's no way out, and you're willing to kill yourself?
For me, idk.
One more post by psychedelicgoose
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psychedelicgoose said: id probably go lose my virginity to a hot ass chick in moral ways and if i coudlnt then rape one
Virgins
Rape? Dude, what the fuck is wrong with you? Also, you're 110 pounds. Any chick would kick the ever loving shit out of you if you tried.
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psychedelicgoose said: all that faggot shit
You're begging to be banned, holmes.
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Salomon said:
day in and day out all i do is nothing but aging. my friends are all either too busy or moving on with thier lives.
What is stopping you from being busy and moving on with your life? Your friends are aging too you know, they just aren't sitting around wallowing.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: California]
#20745309 - 10/23/14 10:13 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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volcomstoner said: I planned on killing myself if I ever got a felony, we'll I recently got one...
Not sure if I'm going to do it yet, need to test the waters and see exactly how shitty life is going to be
This raises an interesting point. You see this in hospitals all the time as well. The urge to survive is larger than originally anticipated. People that originally claim they do not want to be treated for cancer if curing is out of the question will usually end up accepting life prolonging treatments anyway.
This is why this entire thread is a bit pointless really. In 99,9% of the suggested occurences you would not kill yourself even if you swear you would right now.
I would never kill myself if I lost my dick for instance.
It got more real once it actual happened, my attempts were failures and not as fully committed as it could have been.
Who knows though...
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If I thought long and hard about it and decided that I didn't want to live anymore.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: nicechrisman]
#20745333 - 10/23/14 10:19 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: If I thought long and hard about it and decided that I didn't want to live anymore.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: PatrickKn]
#20745348 - 10/23/14 10:22 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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If I became a danger to the good of those around me rather than a benefactor.
Also if I didn't have so many hobbies.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Acaterpillar]
#20746055 - 10/24/14 04:38 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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i didnt mean to cause a fuss with my response to this thread.
this post is a response to the community.
i am a chemical equation that I'm constantly trying to balance.
dear old sal is gonna be just fine, i didnt write that for pity.
I'm just very alone and sad with the world. tying to fix everything so that global peace can be realized, one person at a time. i feel the suffering of all those whose stories i read. i feel the pain in the air that pushes the wind at me, i feel the pain in the vibrations of the ground beneath me.
every bit of movement of atoms on this planet is just a very large chemical reaction. i can feel the unbalance between it all. all the pain of all the people and animals and plants and such.
i dont know how to explain it, but i feel it. it haunts me.
i see it every day, the shootings here, the war there. robbery here, the civil unrest there, the contempt everywhere. all the pain of life. it resonates as energy in vibrations.
all the suicides, all the murders, all the rapes, all the confusion, all the disease, all the poverty, all the PAIN
i dont know why i feel it but i do. it all resonates in my body. i can feel when the people around me are suffering. its so hard to explain. i can feel when someone screams.
I've sat on the edge of cliffs to channel the wind to myself, in that wind i can feel it. all that pain. ll that frustration. all that emotion. it's not coming from me, its coming from everywhere around me. its like my head is a radio that tunes into the frequencies of all the pain in the world. i repeat myself so much, but thats what it is. i feel it.
every second i can feel it. every bit of sadness and anger i can feel it. it gets to be too much alot of the time.
it makes me want to kill myself to escape the pain i feel in the world.
but maybe there's another way. maybe there's a way to solve the crisis of the world. maybe there's a way to provide clean power to everyone. to stop the blood shed to stop the killing to stop the pain. sure drugs can block out these signals, but they're still there. i can still feel them.
so that really is why im here. im here to try to stop that pain in the world. then the pressure will stop hitting me, then the screams will be laughter, then the joy will resonate.
im sure this all sounds silly to whoever reads it, but it's very real to me.
i wish you all the best.
~sal
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Salomon]
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Probably Prison, depending how long the sentence.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Ego Trip]
#20747085 - 10/24/14 11:35 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Every survivor that jumped from the Golden Gate Bridge....says they changed their mind as soon as they let go of the bridge.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Thayendanegea]
#20747219 - 10/24/14 12:12 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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WW3 and being captive, well I hope I have the guts
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Salomon]
#20747277 - 10/24/14 12:23 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Salomon said:
I'm just very alone and sad with the world. tying to fix everything so that global peace can be realized, one person at a time. i feel the suffering of all those whose stories i read. i feel the pain in the air that pushes the wind at me, i feel the pain in the vibrations of the ground beneath me.
every bit of movement of atoms on this planet is just a very large chemical reaction. i can feel the unbalance between it all. all the pain of all the people and animals and plants and such.
i dont know how to explain it, but i feel it. it haunts me.
i see it every day, the shootings here, the war there. robbery here, the civil unrest there, the contempt everywhere. all the pain of life. it resonates as energy in vibrations.
all the suicides, all the murders, all the rapes, all the confusion, all the disease, all the poverty, all the PAIN
i dont know why i feel it but i do. it all resonates in my body. i can feel when the people around me are suffering. its so hard to explain. i can feel when someone screams.
I've sat on the edge of cliffs to channel the wind to myself, in that wind i can feel it. all that pain. ll that frustration. all that emotion. it's not coming from me, its coming from everywhere around me. its like my head is a radio that tunes into the frequencies of all the pain in the world. i repeat myself so much, but thats what it is. i feel it.
Perhaps you could benefit from this song.
I feel the pain of everyone, and then I feel nothing
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Webster10]
#20747292 - 10/24/14 12:27 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Webster10 said: Nothing
Yeah same. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I did that.
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There have been times in the past and recently where I wished death upon myself, but I wasn't thinking rationally and was very scared / overwhelmed with strong, negative emotion. I doubt I would seriously act upon the urge.
Life really can deal us shitty cards sometimes, but I don't think I'd have the courage to kill myself because of it, no matter how bad it got.
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At his point, I doubt anything would make me kill myself.
I know that its gonna be fucking rough when I lose my mother. Even more so if its sudden. These will be very dark times for me.
Other than that, If I go blind or get crippled or something.
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Probably reading shit like this! The one common factor,that cannot be faked is…everybody dies. Full stop,did you see what did therei/done there? It really don't matter whats happening in the big old bad world..its whats happening in your world NOW that matters….
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Magicman69]
#20748421 - 10/24/14 05:10 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Treant said: If OTD sends one more pizza to my house I am going to kill myself.
If I were you I would call every pizza place in town and tell them to not accept any orders to your house. I don't know if your joking or not though.
I've already tried that with a few places, but they are relentless, they'll call the place and talk them into still doing it. They won't stop, idk what I'm going to do. I even moved and they still found me.
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Cojo said: There have been times in the past and recently where I wished death upon myself, but I wasn't thinking rationally and was very scared / overwhelmed with strong, negative emotion. I doubt I would seriously act upon the urge.
Life really can deal us shitty cards sometimes, but I don't think I'd have the courage to kill myself because of it, no matter how bad it got.
That's how I've always felt, you know I've thought about how easy is it too kill myself, just take enough xanax and slowly drift off into whatever there is after this life. Then I realised how selfish it would be and like you said, I don't have the courage to do it either
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That's how I've always felt, you know I've thought about how easy is it too kill myself, just take enough xanax and slowly drift off into whatever there is after this life. Then I realised how selfish it would be and like you said, I don't have the courage to do it either
Yeah. I usually just wait shit out, and 10 times out of 10, it gets better.
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BreathlessVision said:
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Cojo said: There have been times in the past and recently where I wished death upon myself, but I wasn't thinking rationally and was very scared / overwhelmed with strong, negative emotion. I doubt I would seriously act upon the urge.
Life really can deal us shitty cards sometimes, but I don't think I'd have the courage to kill myself because of it, no matter how bad it got.
That's how I've always felt, you know I've thought about how easy is it too kill myself, just take enough xanax and slowly drift off into whatever there is after this life. Then I realised how selfish it would be and like you said, I don't have the courage to do it either
That's a really bad way to commit suicide...the LD 50 for xanax is ridiculous.
If you ever decide to do this, make sure to combine the benzo with other downers.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: mikeisapro]
#20748713 - 10/24/14 06:20 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thanks for the tip
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: mikeisapro]
#20748967 - 10/24/14 07:27 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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I can't think of anything.
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larry.fisherman
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: morrowasted]
#20748971 - 10/24/14 07:28 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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One time, I bought a box of Klondike bars and when I opened them I noticed they had melted and been refrozen. I just wanted to fucking die.
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When i was in high school i had severe depression and was suicidal for quite some time. At one point i did have a razor to my wrist but i saw a picture of my dad on my dresser and i stopped. My depression can get pretty bad.in fact just last year my seasonal depression on top of a lot of messed up shit that was going on almost led me to swallowing two bottles of pills i had i even asked my boyfriend for a drink of water but he didnt know why. Before he came back there was already an ambulance in front of me because my dad was really worried and looking for me since i was homeless at the time. Anyways long story short i ended up in the hospital and then a month in rehab which i didnt need but was forced upon me after my family found evidence of heroin use and the hospital found multiple drugs in my system. However ive not been addicted to anything ever. Not even a withdrawal. But what evs man life sucks most of the time but i have a reason to keep pushing on now his names andrew and i love him to pieces. I seriously think hes my soul mate .
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I already killed myself, that's why I'm on Earth.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Le_Canard]
#20749195 - 10/24/14 08:26 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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ToiletDuk said: Well, if I had a terminal disease and had nothing to look forward in my remaining days but increasing pain, I would definitely consider it.
"Death with dignity" has become something of a hot topic lately. I just finished a pretty good but thoroughly depressing novel that deals with the issue on a real personal level. I don't often cry over books, but this one had me tearing up.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: sun_spots]
#20749264 - 10/24/14 08:49 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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It has been a hot topic for years here.
Measure 16 of 1994 established the U.S. state of Oregon's Death with Dignity Act (ORS 127.800-995),[1] which legalizes physician-assisted dying (commonly referred to as physician-assisted suicide) with certain restrictions. Passage of this initiative made Oregon the first U.S. state and one of the first jurisdictions in the world to permit some terminally ill patients to determine the time of their own death
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oregon_Ballot_Measure_16_(1994)
And both unfortunately and fortunately it is still a hot topic.
http://www.webpronews.com/brittany-maynard-nears-date-of-death-champions-death-by-dignity-act-2014-10
November 1 is the date that 29-year-old Brittany Maynard has chosen to end her life. Maynard was diagnosed with one of the deadliest forms of cancer, Gliobastoma, on New Year’s Day of 2014. After undergoing partial craniotomy and a partial resection of her temporal lobe, Maynard was told in April that she only had six months to live. Instead of choosing to get treatment that would render her physically unable to enjoy her last days alive, Maynard and her husband Dan Diaz then chose to move from California to Oregon, which is one of five states in the US with a “Death With Dignity Act.”
Maynard is relieved that the option of a physician-assisted suicide assures her that she doesn’t have to go through periods of losing consciousness or losing her speech, which are effects of having a brain tumor. However, she has already had to live with the dramatic changes brought on by her illness, from experiencing seizures and gaining 25 pounds to giving up her dream of having children and her valued teaching job.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: California]
#20749423 - 10/24/14 09:26 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah, I read about her. Apparently she's one of many, but for some reason her story has become really high-profile.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: sun_spots]
#20749525 - 10/24/14 09:55 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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one more twenty four hour shroomery ban would probably do it for me
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: nicechrisman]
#20749532 - 10/24/14 09:57 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: nicechrisman]
#20749546 - 10/24/14 10:01 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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ur mom said that 2 my mom in bed with their moms last nite
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that's fucked up nicechrisman, my moms mom is dead, gtfo out of here you sick perv
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Confirmation of a painful terminal illness or confirmation of an altheimer's diagnosis. And I'd be sure to get a second and third opinion. I've always thought self euthenasia was the polite thing to do, for the sake of a person's family and the health care workers. Otherwise the patient becomes helpless like a little baby, but a helpless pathetic wretch instead of cute like a baby.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Ellis Dee]
#20749718 - 10/24/14 10:37 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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If I was really deformed but then again the prospect of not leaving my house isn't so bad in this day and age
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larry.fisherman
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Konyap]
#20749771 - 10/24/14 10:47 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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I would hate to get old to the point of being useless. To the point where I need to be in a nursing home because I'd mentally and physically deteriorated. A place in life where there's no pride in living and nothing but a burden. I've always wanted to go parachuting.
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Mike_yy
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Well this is a cheerful thread.
If i was terminally ill with only pain to look forward to. No2 and plastic bag, good night vienna.
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somebody probably already said this, but if I were drinking and driving or something and ended up crashing into a family and killing them all
then I'd probably kill myself
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: shadyy]
#20750370 - 10/25/14 05:25 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Never drink and drive. All those hours and money spent training at risk. Not to mention the risk to others. You have to be a dumbass to drink drive.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: Mike_yy]
#20750383 - 10/25/14 05:38 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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these are hypothetical situations, no?
get off of me
or maybe my defensive listening is the issue here
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: shadyy]
#20750387 - 10/25/14 05:42 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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I drive better when i'm drunk.
joking
Edited by 1234go (10/25/14 05:49 AM)
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: 1234go]
#20750392 - 10/25/14 05:44 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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only drink at the stop signs and red lights..play it safe.
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Re: What would make you kill yourself? [Re: shadyy]
#20750399 - 10/25/14 05:50 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah i was speaking generally. This is what stops me drink driving. I took 10 months of lessons at £22 a pop.
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