Ok so not sure where to put this, first post, multiple topics.SO, L.S.S., I basically put psychedelics away oh a couple decades ago after doing what I felt to be the purest LSD I had ever done.On that good note, I decided to put them away- for a while. I'd been heading down the road to serious addiction and followed bags of heroin around for 20 some odd years and am now in a methadone program. haven't done dope for a couple years now. (hey kids-don't do it!)Through a truly mystifying set of circumstances sround my spiritual/meditative/qabbalistic studies, came across a DMT salt product about a year ago. I procured some to do with a friend to try out some mystical shit with. Well he got cold feet and I was antsy to try it. So, being a salt, I took a piece about a 1/4 grain of rice in size and IV'd it. I reported the experience on the nexus. Out of prolly 1000 trips, never experienced ego-death, and without a doubt did that night. After about 6 experiments in a month, I began to notice truly amazing physical effects, healings, automatic advanced yoga asanas, mudras and mantras. A karmic cleansing, and what I figured after research to be massive kundalini awakening. I knew next to nothing about this stuff, but in reading what I was going through was mirrored by many accounts of kundalini awnakening.I felt I could walk away from the methadone but was too scared to. OK so today I am ordering some MHRB from a local supplier- hope its real,etc. Plan to do a STB as soon as it arrives. YAY! I'd love to talk with like minded folk around here.I know they are here, Im in PDX,USA ( you know what I mean, locals) but being a recluse kinda fell out of the psych circles I used to know in Eugene. ( P.S. just to gush- my first exp w dmt was when the grateful dead played my 21st burthday party in Eugene-1992) So hope this hasnt bored or pissed you off. Talk to me!
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A man traveling across a field encountered a tiger. He fled, the tiger after him. Coming to a precipice, he caught hold of the root of a wild vine and swung himself down over the edge. The tiger sniffed at him from above. Trembling, the man looked down to where, far below, another tiger was waiting to eat him. Only the vine sustained him.
Two mice, one white and one black, little by little started to gnaw away the vine. The man saw a luscious strawberry near him. Grasping the vine with one hand, he plucked the strawberry with the other. How sweet it tasted!
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