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 Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide?  [Re: gliglimp12]
#16486501 - 07/05/12 09:34 PM (11 months, 8 days ago) |
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I wonder how many people when though with their ideas on this thread, can't believe people are still posting in it.
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Anonymous #52
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: hecticpicnic]
#16492706 - 07/07/12 12:29 AM (11 months, 7 days ago) |
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I try killing myself and I'm still alive! If I try again I don't want to fail! Yeah yeah people love me and I love some of them! I tried pills, vomited them and felt dizzy! Tried hanging myself it felt awful and the branch I used broke! Tried propane gas but my husband found me and I almost end up in the nut house!
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Salomon
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #52]
#16493132 - 07/07/12 02:02 AM (11 months, 7 days ago) |
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I try killing myself and I'm still alive! If I try again I don't want to fail! Yeah yeah people love me and I love some of them! I tried pills, vomited them and felt dizzy! Tried hanging myself it felt awful and the branch I used broke! Tried propane gas but my husband found me and I almost end up in the nut house!
ok lemme break this down for you.
you suck at killing yourself. and thats OK!
but perhaps you should learn from this lession and talk to somebody who can help you. not help you to suceed, but help you to discover the underlying problems that are making you want to kill yourself.
i mean it can't hurt can it? getting a little talk time with some body..... even if you don't think it'll work, why not, if your really serious about killing yourself?
what do you have to lose if you're going yo be dead?
silly goose
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Anonymous #43
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Salomon]
#16495666 - 07/07/12 05:23 PM (11 months, 6 days ago) |
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I thought I had moved past feelings of suicide but realize I'm right back at wanting to die.
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #43]
#16496062 - 07/07/12 07:20 PM (11 months, 6 days ago) |
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You'll die eventually, that's a guarantee. Why rush it?
Stick around, laugh at the scenery. Maybe there's still room for a little wonder. Maybe things will get "better", by whatever measure you think things are so bad you want to stop existing. (You don't have to look far to find someone with far more reason for misery than you.) Maybe they won't get better, maybe they'll get worse. You'll die some day no matter what and get your wish so why not ride it out, see where it goes?
Don't throw away the only thing you really have. Turn your life into an experiment.
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Anonymous #53
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: MXNR]
#16496855 - 07/07/12 10:52 PM (11 months, 6 days ago) |
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I've attempted suicide many times, but every time I either puss out which lead to further despair on my part because it makes me feel even more weak and pathetic or it fails by itself- I guess you could say I've been lucky, or to me unlucky.
I always get smashed before I try it, last time I took pain killers, and half a bottle of triple distilled vodka but the bullet got jammed in my guns chamber and it didn't go off.
I've hung myself, but the banister on my staircase wouldn't hold my weight.
I've affixiated myself until I blackout hoping that that time it will be my last attempt.
Mostly it's because of the deep fear of dying alone, which I know sounds contradictory to me trying to kill myself but I figure I should end it now instead of suffering for so long until age or illness takes me.
I don't believe in hell or god, so I don't fear what lies after, and my notes are always brisk, and to the point- usually recorded on my ipod or my computer.
Even now as I type this I am continuing to work up my courage to do what I've failed at so many times, wish me luck.
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #53]
#16502254 - 07/09/12 03:46 AM (11 months, 4 days ago) |
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Mostly it's because of the deep fear of dying alone, which I know sounds contradictory to me trying to kill myself but I figure I should end it now instead of suffering for so long until age or illness takes me.
Even now as I type this I am continuing to work up my courage to do what I've failed at so many times, wish me luck.
That's weird...Why not wait until sickness or old age actually happens to you, then you can destroy your body and cease to exist?
And I don't see what luck has to do with it. If the bullet jams in your gun, why not clear the chamber and try another round? If the banister breaks, why not find a more sturdy fixture and give it another go? Is it perhaps because you don't actually want to destroy your body and cease to exist? Is there any glimpse of joy or humor or other momentary reason to want to see what might happen next? The alternative is just nothingness; you'll get there eventually. Try focusing on something other than your own misery. Try and help someone else. Serve your fellow suffering man or woman in some way. Do something creative. Learn a new skill, even if it is meaningless in the ultimate scheme of things. Stop indulging in emotional darkness. Try something different.
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Viveka]
#16503319 - 07/09/12 12:29 PM (11 months, 4 days ago) |
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YOU EXIST. ISNT THAT AMAZING REASON ENOUGH TO STAY AROUND AND LEARN, LOVE, AND LIVE? ONCE ITS OVER ITS OVER THERE ARE NO SECOND CHANCES>
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DoubleRainbows
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: shroomnymph]
#16507736 - 07/10/12 03:46 AM (11 months, 3 days ago) |
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There are so many thing in life that we have no control over, except one thing... your life. YOU CONTROL YOUR DESTINY.
Yes bad things happen to good people. I know this. It's happened to me. I live on the same planet you do.
I know you are suffering and want the pain to stop. But you can help yourself stop the pain. Just reach out to someone, talk to them, let it out- ALL out! Let the person listening know what misery you are in. It's ok to let it out, to cry. I promise it is.
If you have a pet, hug the tight. Go outside for a walk. Leave the darkness that consumes your rooms. Hug a tree or smell some flowers. Hold the door for someone, say hello to a random stranger. If it's raining, why not splash about or dance in it? If you really want to kill yourself, what do you have to loose? The least you get out if it, is feeling SOMETHING OTHER than suicidal. I know it's hard, but no one ever said life was easy.
We are in this together!
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: DoubleRainbows]
#16507893 - 07/10/12 04:47 AM (11 months, 3 days ago) |
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There are so many thing in life that we have no control over, except one thing... your life. YOU CONTROL YOUR DESTINY.
That's largely debatable. I used to think that anyone who didn't believe in free will was absolutely wrong(for reasons I could never really identify). Now I really see that every "choice" we make and every act or every thing that happens to us is just the next event in a infinite chain of causality and we really don't ever stray far from the most likely outcome as determined by the sum of our experiences thus far. That or our "choices" are so inextricably tied up in the forces of causality and the external environment(our bodies included) that there really is no meaningful distinction between so called free-will and uninvolved causality.
How often does anyone make a "choice" other than the one they are most likely to make at any given moment, based on the total sum of their experiences? The conditions that inform that likeliest choice are even further removed from our control. Maybe the illusion of control, or the desire to maintain that illusion, is a major driver for suicide. Don't they say that people who end their lives often do so as a final act of regaining control over their lives? Just surrender. No one is in control. Why does anyone need to be in control of their destiny? We are all destined to die, in the meantime we can live.
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Viveka]
#16516783 - 07/11/12 11:20 PM (11 months, 2 days ago) |
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I've heard potassium cyanide or sodium cyanide works really well for suicide. Is this a reliable method? I saw that millionaire guy on the news today that used cyanide in the courtroom.
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Salomon
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #12]
#16517877 - 07/12/12 02:57 AM (11 months, 1 day ago) |
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I've heard potassium cyanide or sodium cyanide works really well for suicide. Is this a reliable method? I saw that millionaire guy on the news today that used cyanide in the courtroom.
yes it works. but it's kinda hard to acquire for that reason.
it kills you in minutes if not less. but it'll be very painful. do you know how it actually kills you?
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Anonymous #43
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Salomon]
#16518469 - 07/12/12 08:36 AM (11 months, 1 day ago) |
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Salomon said:
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I've heard potassium cyanide or sodium cyanide works really well for suicide. Is this a reliable method? I saw that millionaire guy on the news today that used cyanide in the courtroom.
yes it works. but it's kinda hard to acquire for that reason.
it kills you in minutes if not less. but it'll be very painful. do you know how it actually kills you?
Can you buy it legally?
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Salomon
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #43]
#16518682 - 07/12/12 10:38 AM (11 months, 1 day ago) |
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the people in this thread are the laziest bunch of suicidal fucks out there, i swear
click me to expand urrr knowledgezzz
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Salomon]
#16519803 - 07/12/12 02:59 PM (11 months, 1 day ago) |
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I've heard potassium cyanide or sodium cyanide works really well for suicide. Is this a reliable method? I saw that millionaire guy on the news today that used cyanide in the courtroom.
yes it works. but it's kinda hard to acquire for that reason.
it kills you in minutes if not less. but it'll be very painful. do you know how it actually kills you?
It's not hard to acquire. Potassium ferrocyanide is in every home electroplating kit. Drop that in a strong acid like sulfuric and liberate hydrogen cyanide gas and you have a very lethal gas. One inhalation will kill you instantly. If you ever hear about a murdered being executed in a gas chamber this is what they use. Careful about doing this in a hotel or you'll have a dead chamber maid too. Do too big and you might gas the whole hotel, lol.
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee]
#16521276 - 07/12/12 07:16 PM (11 months, 1 day ago) |
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Rail_Gun said:
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Salomon said:
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Anonymous said:
I've heard potassium cyanide or sodium cyanide works really well for suicide. Is this a reliable method? I saw that millionaire guy on the news today that used cyanide in the courtroom.
yes it works. but it's kinda hard to acquire for that reason.
it kills you in minutes if not less. but it'll be very painful. do you know how it actually kills you?
It's not hard to acquire. Potassium ferrocyanide is in every home electroplating kit. Drop that in a strong acid like sulfuric and liberate hydrogen cyanide gas and you have a very lethal gas. One inhalation will kill you instantly. If you ever hear about a murdered being executed in a gas chamber this is what they use. Careful about doing this in a hotel or you'll have a dead chamber maid too. Do too big and you might gas the whole hotel, lol.
It sounds like a good method I would just worry about an innocent bystander inhaling it accidently. And it sounds like I would need a chemistry set. The method that I'll most likely using is driving my car into a structure.
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee]
#16521279 - 07/12/12 07:17 PM (11 months, 1 day ago) |
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Anonymous said:
I've heard potassium cyanide or sodium cyanide works really well for suicide. Is this a reliable method? I saw that millionaire guy on the news today that used cyanide in the courtroom.
yes it works. but it's kinda hard to acquire for that reason.
it kills you in minutes if not less. but it'll be very painful. do you know how it actually kills you?
It's not hard to acquire. Potassium ferrocyanide is in every home electroplating kit. Drop that in a strong acid like sulfuric and liberate hydrogen cyanide gas and you have a very lethal gas. One inhalation will kill you instantly. If you ever hear about a murdered being executed in a gas chamber this is what they use. Careful about doing this in a hotel or you'll have a dead chamber maid too. Do too big and you might gas the whole hotel, lol.
It sounds like a good method I would just worry about an inno
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #43]
#16522049 - 07/12/12 09:54 PM (11 months, 1 day ago) |
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There's no chemistry set needed. The ferrocyanide could be easily purchased online or in some specialty hobby shops as it is otc and not especially dangerous itself. The sulfuric acid could be purchased as drain cleaner, or muriatic hardware store acid would work too. The only chemistry apparatus you'd need is a bucket. HCN gas will be instantly lethal once you have a single breath of it. A slight whiff and you'll be short of breath and woozy for several minutes. This is reliably lethal and not for a suicidal gesture, only a real killing.
Regards.
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee]
#16528705 - 07/14/12 03:26 AM (10 months, 30 days ago) |
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what is this site a bout my little brother hung his self we only just had his laptop back of police cause it was open on bed at time of his death anyway ive looked on search history found with site with this heading
Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? - Physical and Mental
whats this thread a bout ?
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Anonymous #54
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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: martinuk]
#16528886 - 07/14/12 04:50 AM (10 months, 30 days ago) |
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I am currently spiraling down. I am trying to fight the impulse to end my life because I do not want to cause my daughter that kind of pain. I wonder if she would not be better off with someone healthy. My memories are tormenting me. My counselor suggested I find someone to fall in love with but he is just taking advantage of me. I am failing my children. I can not get the respect of my boyfriend. No man will love me. I can hardly bare the thought of being me another 50-60 years. I know this is a malfunction of my brain but I can not stop it this time. All I keep thinking is "I bet he would appreciate me if he woke up next to a dead body in the bed". I am going to check my life insurance policy to see if suicide makes it invalid.
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