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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Connor4050]
#16492769 - 07/07/12 12:40 AM (10 months, 7 days ago) |
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Connor4050 said: yolo
God damnit I fucking hate you for this post
OP: Glad that didn't happen.
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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Connor4050]
#16492786 - 07/07/12 12:43 AM (10 months, 7 days ago) |
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Connor4050 said: yolo
Unless you get reincarnated.
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The Shroomery is fucked up. It seems like every other time I get on, somebody is OD'ing or wanting to off themselves.
Why dude? Just leave where you are, start over. Kill yourself metaphorically, not literally. And stop doing all the drugs or whatever, if they're making you think weird.
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reeferaddict69 said: At least not for a while. Until I'm old or really sick and terminally/hopelessly ill. I was thinking about offing myself sometime later this year or next year. But it'll be postponed for now I guess. Not sure why I posted this I guess I did cause this place is my outlet. Take care.
dude don't commit suicide
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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: frylock91]
#16492848 - 07/07/12 12:58 AM (10 months, 6 days ago) |
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frylock91 said: suicide suicide suicide. keep hearing that word here for some reason. This place is getting super depressing.
But I mean, good for you. That would be dumb.
I think at one point if you Googled something like "What's the best way to commit suicide" a Shroomery thread was the top return. Not sure if that's still true, but it probably is. I guess I could just Google it...
Edit: "most painless way to commit suicide" gives a thread in PMWB as the second result.
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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Robo Shaman]
#16492861 - 07/07/12 01:03 AM (10 months, 6 days ago) |
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Ombient said: The Shroomery is fucked up. It seems like every other time I get on, somebody is OD'ing or wanting to off themselves.
Why dude? Just leave where you are, start over. Kill yourself metaphorically, not literally. And stop doing all the drugs or whatever, if they're making you think weird.
Yeah I was thinking about moving somewhere or contacting friends I lost contact with. I don't even do "recreational" drugs anymore. My brain is pretty messed up though I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again. That's why I was considering suicide.
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reeferaddict69 said: I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.
consider this a blessing
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reeferaddict69 said: I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.
consider this a blessing
I don't mean normal as in eccentric or anything like that. I mean normal as in very fucked up and dysfunctional.
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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Dosile Kouki]
#16492934 - 07/07/12 01:20 AM (10 months, 6 days ago) |
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Dosile Kouki said: to suicide, the shroomery says no
to , the shroomery says yes
I'm not capable of anymore it seems.
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jewunit said: think at one point if you Googled something like "What's the best way to commit suicide" a Shroomery thread was the top return. Not sure if that's still true, but it probably is. I guess I could just Google it...
lol looks like the Administration was quite aware, too.

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reeferaddict69 said: Yeah I was thinking about moving somewhere or contacting friends I lost contact with. I don't even do "recreational" drugs anymore. My brain is pretty messed up though I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again. That's why I was considering suicide.
You hit the DMT pipe one too many times, or what? They're just drugs, you know. Do you exercise? You'd be surprised what an effect Cardio exercise can have on the mind.
I'm not exactly "normal" myself, some from substance use, some from other things. I haven't had anything resembling an actual "friend" going on many years now. But suicide has never once crossed my mind. To have been literally planning your death within the year, I'd say you need to get away or need help.
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reeferaddict69 said:
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Shroomopotamus said:
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reeferaddict69 said: I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.
consider this a blessing
I don't mean normal as in eccentric or anything like that. I mean normal as in very fucked up and dysfunctional.
find some new hobbies get creative draw some pictures write a song build something go on a walk smoke some weed learn an instrument
i dont know how im not dead right now & ever since i realised this & moved to the mountains life has been  you seem functional enough to have intelligent & rational thoughts im sure something will turn out for ya if ya stick along for the ride
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Dosile Kouki said: to suicide, the shroomery says no
to , the shroomery says yes
I'm not capable of anymore it seems.
sure you are man. everyone is. it's all about flippin negatives into positives. its the way you look at life. you just gotta learn how to unlock the feelgood part of your brain.
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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Robo Shaman]
#16493060 - 07/07/12 01:44 AM (10 months, 6 days ago) |
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Ombient said:
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jewunit said: think at one point if you Googled something like "What's the best way to commit suicide" a Shroomery thread was the top return. Not sure if that's still true, but it probably is. I guess I could just Google it...
lol looks like the Administration was quite aware, too.

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reeferaddict69 said: Yeah I was thinking about moving somewhere or contacting friends I lost contact with. I don't even do "recreational" drugs anymore. My brain is pretty messed up though I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again. That's why I was considering suicide.
You hit the DMT pipe one too many times, or what? They're just drugs, you know. Do you exercise? You'd be surprised what an effect Cardio exercise can have on the mind.
I'm not exactly "normal" myself, some from substance use, some from other things. I haven't had anything resembling an actual "friend" going on many years now. But suicide has never once crossed my mind. To have been literally planning your death within the year, I'd say you need to get away or need help.
I used to exercise and do so occasionally but it doesn't really help me feel better. I don't know if you've been following my posts through the years but basically I know I got poisoned by my mercury fillings but for some reason the tests came out with normal levels so the doctors I've seen told me and my parents that I'm schizophrenic. So they put me on anti-psychotics and other drugs. The rest is history.
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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Dosile Kouki]
#16493070 - 07/07/12 01:47 AM (10 months, 6 days ago) |
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Dosile Kouki said:
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Dosile Kouki said: to suicide, the shroomery says no
to , the shroomery says yes
I'm not capable of anymore it seems.
sure you are man. everyone is. it's all about flippin negatives into positives. its the way you look at life. you just gotta learn how to unlock the feelgood part of your brain.
The feelsgoodman part of my brain(dopamine) is being blocked by anti-psychotics therefore I'm unable to feelsgoodman.
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