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I've decided to not commit suicide
    #16492330 - 07/06/12 11:20 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

At least not for a while.  Until I'm old or really sick and terminally/hopelessly ill.  I was thinking about offing myself sometime later this year or next year.  But it'll be postponed for now I guess.  Not sure why I posted this I guess I did cause this place is my outlet.  Take care.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul] * 1
    #16492337 - 07/06/12 11:22 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

:asianofapproval:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Gilgamesh18]
    #16492340 - 07/06/12 11:22 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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:asianofapproval:



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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492341 - 07/06/12 11:23 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

suicide suicide suicide. keep hearing that word here for some reason. This place is getting super depressing.

But I mean, good for you. That would be dumb.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: frylock91]
    #16492350 - 07/06/12 11:24 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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suicide suicide suicide. keep hearing that word here for some reason. This place is getting super depressing.

But I mean, good for you. That would be dumb.



Yeah.  I think the massive suicide thread draws a lot of suicidal people here.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492352 - 07/06/12 11:25 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

:congrats:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492354 - 07/06/12 11:25 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

:firstladyofapproval:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492362 - 07/06/12 11:27 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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frylock91 said:
suicide suicide suicide. keep hearing that word here for some reason. This place is getting super depressing.

But I mean, good for you. That would be dumb.



Yeah.  I think the massive suicide thread draws a lot of suicidal people here.



A lot of those suicide threads are posted by people who have been long(ish) term shroomerites, not just people who stumble over here. :strokebeard:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: pyrate999]
    #16492366 - 07/06/12 11:27 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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frylock91 said:
suicide suicide suicide. keep hearing that word here for some reason. This place is getting super depressing.

But I mean, good for you. That would be dumb.



Yeah.  I think the massive suicide thread draws a lot of suicidal people here.



A lot of those suicide threads are posted by people who have been long(ish) term shroomerites, not just people who stumble over here. :strokebeard:



Yeah, that's probably true.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
    #16492384 - 07/06/12 11:33 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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:congrats:



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:firstladyofapproval:



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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492396 - 07/06/12 11:35 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

:bearbreakdance:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492403 - 07/06/12 11:36 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

:noargument:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: frylock91]
    #16492408 - 07/06/12 11:38 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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suicide suicide suicide. keep hearing that word here for some reason. This place is getting super depressing.

But I mean, good for you. That would be dumb.




Hahah I come to check in on the Pub, and this is what I see.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide *DELETED* [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul] * 1
    #16492418 - 07/06/12 11:40 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Brugman]
    #16492420 - 07/06/12 11:40 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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frylock91 said:
suicide suicide suicide. keep hearing that word here for some reason. This place is getting super depressing.

But I mean, good for you. That would be dumb.




Hahah I come to check in on the Pub, and this is what I see.




F'real.  This place is a dive lately.  Where are the good posts at?


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: uber_aj]
    #16492443 - 07/06/12 11:44 PM (10 months, 13 days ago)

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You work and work for years and years, you're always on the go
You never take a minute off, too busy makin' dough
Someday, you say, you'll have your fun, when you're a millionaire
Imagine all the fun you'll have in your old rockin' chair

Enjoy yourself, it's later than you think
Enjoy yourself, while you're still in the pink
The years go by, as quickly as a wink
Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself, it's later than you think

You're gonna take that ocean trip, no matter, come what may
You've got your reservations made, but you just can't get away
Next year for sure, you'll see the world, you'll really get around
But how far can you travel when you're six feet underground?

Your heart of hearts, your dream of dreams, your ravishing brunette
She's left you and she's now become somebody else's pet
Lay down that gun, don't try, my friend, to reach the great beyond
You'll have more fun by reaching for a redhead or a blonde

Enjoy yourself, it's later than you think
Enjoy yourself, while you're still in the pink
The years go by, as quickly as a wink
Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself, it's later than you think




:beer: Let the good times roll, death can wait.



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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: circularvortex]
    #16492493 - 07/06/12 11:51 PM (10 months, 12 days ago)

They committed suicide


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: frylock91]
    #16492578 - 07/07/12 12:03 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

Cute ! I also do this when I run out of pills after a few weeks of heavy opiate abuse. Wanna end it all... then I last a few more days and things begin to look up again lol !


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492619 - 07/07/12 12:10 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

Wanna know how that makes me feel reefer? :loveintheair:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: CounterCulturest]
    #16492621 - 07/07/12 12:11 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

Good for you reeferaddict!
you seem like a chill dude, and you got pac in your sig :thumbup:
And bam margera's uncle? Lol
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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: BeefheartisBetter]
    #16492622 - 07/07/12 12:11 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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Wanna know how that makes me feel reefer? :loveintheair:



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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492636 - 07/07/12 12:14 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

:lahey:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Shroomopotamus]
    #16492747 - 07/07/12 12:36 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

yolo


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Connor4050]
    #16492769 - 07/07/12 12:40 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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yolo




:lol: God damnit I fucking hate you for this post

OP: Glad that didn't happen.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Connor4050]
    #16492786 - 07/07/12 12:43 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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yolo



Unless you get reincarnated.:ancientaliens:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492789 - 07/07/12 12:44 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

The Shroomery is fucked up. It seems like every other time I get on, somebody is OD'ing or wanting to off themselves.

Why dude? Just leave where you are, start over.  Kill yourself metaphorically, not literally. And stop doing all the drugs or whatever, if they're making you think weird.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492811 - 07/07/12 12:50 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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At least not for a while.  Until I'm old or really sick and terminally/hopelessly ill.  I was thinking about offing myself sometime later this year or next year.  But it'll be postponed for now I guess.  Not sure why I posted this I guess I did cause this place is my outlet.  Take care.





:ancientaliens: dude don't commit suicide


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: frylock91]
    #16492848 - 07/07/12 12:58 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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frylock91 said:
suicide suicide suicide. keep hearing that word here for some reason. This place is getting super depressing.

But I mean, good for you. That would be dumb.



I think at one point if you Googled something like "What's the best way to commit suicide" a Shroomery thread was the top return. Not sure if that's still true, but it probably is. I guess I could just Google it...

Edit: "most painless way to commit suicide" gives a thread in PMWB as the second result.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Robo Shaman]
    #16492861 - 07/07/12 01:03 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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The Shroomery is fucked up. It seems like every other time I get on, somebody is OD'ing or wanting to off themselves.

Why dude? Just leave where you are, start over.  Kill yourself metaphorically, not literally. And stop doing all the drugs or whatever, if they're making you think weird.



Yeah I was thinking about moving somewhere or contacting friends I lost contact with.  I don't even do "recreational" drugs anymore.  My brain is pretty messed up though I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.  That's why I was considering suicide.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492885 - 07/07/12 01:08 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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reeferaddict69 said: I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.




consider this a blessing


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Shroomopotamus]
    #16492901 - 07/07/12 01:12 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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reeferaddict69 said: I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.




consider this a blessing



I don't mean normal as in eccentric or anything like that.  I mean normal as in very fucked up and dysfunctional.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492916 - 07/07/12 01:15 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

to suicide, the shroomery says no

to :feelsgoodman:, the shroomery says yes


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Shroomopotamus]
    #16492920 - 07/07/12 01:17 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

when you're ready, you'll know. :seriousamanita:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Dosile Kouki]
    #16492934 - 07/07/12 01:20 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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to suicide, the shroomery says no

to :feelsgoodman:, the shroomery says yes



I'm not capable of :feelsgoodman: anymore it seems.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492942 - 07/07/12 01:22 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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think at one point if you Googled something like "What's the best way to commit suicide" a Shroomery thread was the top return. Not sure if that's still true, but it probably is. I guess I could just Google it...





lol looks like the Administration was quite aware, too.





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Yeah I was thinking about moving somewhere or contacting friends I lost contact with.  I don't even do "recreational" drugs anymore.  My brain is pretty messed up though I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.  That's why I was considering suicide.




You hit the DMT pipe one too many times, or what? They're just drugs, you know. Do you exercise? You'd be surprised what an effect Cardio exercise can have on the mind.

I'm not exactly "normal" myself, some from substance use, some from other things. I haven't had anything resembling an actual "friend" going on many years now. But suicide has never once crossed my mind. To have been literally planning your death within the year, I'd say you need to get away or need help.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492963 - 07/07/12 01:26 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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reeferaddict69 said: I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.




consider this a blessing



I don't mean normal as in eccentric or anything like that.  I mean normal as in very fucked up and dysfunctional.




find some new hobbies
get creative
draw some pictures
write a song
build something
go on a walk
smoke some weed
learn an instrument

i dont know how im not dead right now & ever since i realised this & moved to the mountains life has been  :greatjob:
you seem functional enough to have intelligent & rational thoughts
im sure something will turn out for ya if ya stick along for the ride


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492976 - 07/07/12 01:29 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

Glad you're still here man :thumbup:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16492985 - 07/07/12 01:31 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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Dosile Kouki said:
to suicide, the shroomery says no

to :feelsgoodman:, the shroomery says yes



I'm not capable of :feelsgoodman: anymore it seems.




sure you are man. everyone is. it's all about flippin negatives into positives. its the way you look at life. you just gotta learn how to unlock the feelgood part of your brain.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Robo Shaman]
    #16493060 - 07/07/12 01:44 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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jewunit said:
think at one point if you Googled something like "What's the best way to commit suicide" a Shroomery thread was the top return. Not sure if that's still true, but it probably is. I guess I could just Google it...





lol looks like the Administration was quite aware, too.





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Yeah I was thinking about moving somewhere or contacting friends I lost contact with.  I don't even do "recreational" drugs anymore.  My brain is pretty messed up though I don't think I'll ever be normal ever again.  That's why I was considering suicide.




You hit the DMT pipe one too many times, or what? They're just drugs, you know. Do you exercise? You'd be surprised what an effect Cardio exercise can have on the mind.

I'm not exactly "normal" myself, some from substance use, some from other things. I haven't had anything resembling an actual "friend" going on many years now. But suicide has never once crossed my mind. To have been literally planning your death within the year, I'd say you need to get away or need help.



I used to exercise and do so occasionally but it doesn't really help me feel better.  I don't know if you've been following my posts through the years but basically I know I got poisoned by my mercury fillings but for some reason the tests came out with normal levels so the doctors I've seen told me and my parents that I'm schizophrenic.  So they put me on anti-psychotics and other drugs.  The rest is history.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Dosile Kouki]
    #16493070 - 07/07/12 01:47 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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to suicide, the shroomery says no

to :feelsgoodman:, the shroomery says yes



I'm not capable of :feelsgoodman: anymore it seems.




sure you are man. everyone is. it's all about flippin negatives into positives. its the way you look at life. you just gotta learn how to unlock the feelgood part of your brain.



The feelsgoodman part of my brain(dopamine) is being blocked by anti-psychotics therefore I'm unable to feelsgoodman.:feelsbadman:


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16493078 - 07/07/12 01:48 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

i was on anti psychotics as well. it doesn't block the fgm part of your brain at all. plus i was eating mine before bed, so i experienced it hte least and was only drowsy in the morning for a few hours. but still, it ain't so bad.


besides, they help you get a good restful sleep anyway


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16493092 - 07/07/12 01:52 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

well its kinda clear you should quit the pills.
its no fun but it beats killing yourself
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    #16493095 - 07/07/12 01:53 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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i was on anti psychotics as well. it doesn't block the fgm part of your brain at all. plus i was eating mine before bed, so i experienced it hte least and was only drowsy in the morning for a few hours. but still, it ain't so bad.


besides, they help you get a good restful sleep anyway



I'm not sure what you took but I'm taking zyprexa and that blocks the D2 dopamine receptor.


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    #16493139 - 07/07/12 02:04 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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well its kinda clear you should quit the pills.
its no fun but it beats killing yourself
had to do it myself a about 3 years ago



Yeah.  But I'm kinda stuck taking it for now.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16493191 - 07/07/12 02:20 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

you can always pretend to take em & just cheek em if someones making you take them

unless you think they are helping you in which case i would recommend going to your doctor & trying out something else


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Shroomopotamus]
    #16493220 - 07/07/12 02:27 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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you can always pretend to take em & just cheek em if someones making you take them

unless you think they are helping you in which case i would recommend going to your doctor & trying out something else



Well it's a monthly injection actually.  I've been researching the anti-psychotics effects of cannabidiol.  The non-psychoactive major chemical in marijuana besides THC.  From the studies I've seen it's just as effective as atypical anti-psychotics.  My parents are open to me taking it but I'm in a non-medical marijuana state so the only way to get it is through chemical compaines online but it's technically illegal and outrageously priced.  Not really sure what I should do.  I'm going to bed right now but I'll look back on this thread tomorrow.  Thanks for all the replies guys.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16493245 - 07/07/12 02:35 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16493270 - 07/07/12 02:43 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

i use to take just about any kind of pill you can imagine
with medicinal weed i can get the affects of any of them
marijuana has LOTS of medicinal purposes
i truly do not think i would be alive if it werent for weed
you should look into medical benefits of mushrooms
this however i cant fully recommend due to the fact i dont know your situation very well but both have helped me greatly

there are many legal cannabinoids
the stuff sold in stores as spice is absolute garbage i cant recommend to anyone
the pure chemicals online i have no experience with and personally cant testify anything about but i wouldnt be surprised if they helped you out quite a bit to be honest

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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: SoreSpore]
    #16493292 - 07/07/12 02:48 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

I just quit taking Zyprexa a few weeks ago. I was diagnosed with schizophreniform, but if you don't continue to exhibit symptoms after 6 months they are supposed to change the diagnosis. I pointed this out but my doctor just ignored me and kept me on the pills. I've seen studies of long-term anti-psychotic use and they do not look good, so I said fuck it. In my opinion anti-psychotics are good for short-term use for treating acute psychotic symptoms like break downs or psychosis, but if used over a long enough time period they can cause irreversible damage to the brain.


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: bryguy]
    #16493314 - 07/07/12 02:54 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

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I just quit taking Zyprexa a few weeks ago. I was diagnosed with schizophreniform, but if you don't continue to exhibit symptoms after 6 months they are supposed to change the diagnosis. I pointed this out but my doctor just ignored me and kept me on the pills. I've seen studies of long-term anti-psychotic use and they do not look good, so I said fuck it. In my opinion anti-psychotics are good for short-term use for treating acute psychotic symptoms like break downs or psychosis, but if used over a long enough time period they can cause irreversible damage to the brain.




same thing with most pills
example
sleeping pills
people start taking them when something really bad happens to them like a child dies
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over time they will eventually make your sleeplessness worse than ever unless you plan on taking them every day for the rest of your life


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Re: I've decided to not commit suicide [Re: Shroomopotamus]
    #16493362 - 07/07/12 03:06 AM (10 months, 12 days ago)

I recently just quit taking sleeping pills, too. At first they were great, but it got to the point where I was sleeping better without them than with them.


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