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 SoreSpore
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 Re: Hello Kitty  [Re: mazaloto]
#16415476 - 06/21/12 05:39 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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fuck off with the 'weclome back' when you registered 10 days ago.
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 imachavel
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yeah that is pretty game. You have to get your head straight and get out of that mind set. It is from a perspective, very immature, and you will realise that when you can see where you are from a different viewpoint one day. I hope you can clean up and get straight. to me weed is no problem, and a xanny or hit of acid or whatever once in awhile is no big deal. But spending your whole life fucked out of your head, wanting to not be alive, is not a good way to go.
Have you considered rehab? I have a family member that recently went to rehab, and it's done them wonders. You wouldn't believe how bad it was for them before you want. And it wasn't so bad. They very much enjoyed them self, it wasn't like a nazi prison camp or whatever that some people make it seem. There was somehow a 24/7 snack bar, and the person who went said they felt like they were back in college, minus the stimulating classes.
Anyway let me know if things get better/and when your attitude shapes out a bit. No offense, just saying you need a serious re adjustment. You will surely agree with me one day.
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Everlong
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HOLY SHIT YOU ARE BACK! Wow that's so weird, I just made this post a few weeks ago, asking what happened to ellen allien, we all thought it was hello kitty, good bye Ellen. We didn't realize it was drugs that consumed you, we thought hello kitty consumed you. Hahahahah!
No, people thought she disappeared out of embarrassment because a user from a different messageboard came here and told us ellen was using her pictures.
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mazaloto
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fuck off with the 'weclome back' when you registered 10 days ago.
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imachavel
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Re: Hello Kitty [Re: Everlong]
#16415499 - 06/21/12 05:41 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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Everlong said:
Next time you use pictures of a girl you found online make sure she is more attractive..
I mean if you are going to fake it and all might as well make people think you are smoking hot.
do you have moments when you aren't an ass hole? Ellen was clearly one of the better contributions to this forum, no need to be harsh, or immature.
And the pics didn't look so bad by the way. Who did you expect, Jennifer Love Huge tits?
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im 4 bags deep on top of taking 4 bars and drinking on top of it. i dont think theres much help for me.
you make it seem as though the drugs victimized you here.
it was your choice to intake those things.
i know you know this to be true, but i hope you take it as the reality.
all i can do is love you, wish you the best and encourage sobriety.
I admire addicts. In a world where everybody is waiting for some blind, random disaster or some sudden disease, the addict has the comfort of knowing what will most likely wait for him down the road. He's taken some control over his ultimate fate, and his addiction keeps the cause of his death from being a total surprise
interesting way of seeing it
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Re: Hello Kitty [Re: mazaloto]
#16415518 - 06/21/12 05:43 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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mazaloto
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lol you better watch your mouth cause you gonna get bitchslapped 
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Everlong
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imachavel said:
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Everlong said:
Next time you use pictures of a girl you found online make sure she is more attractive..
I mean if you are going to fake it and all might as well make people think you are smoking hot.
do you have moments when you aren't an ass hole? Ellen was clearly one of the better contributions to this forum, no need to be harsh, or immature.
And the pics didn't look so bad by the way. Who did you expect, Jennifer Love Huge tits?
You call it being an asshole, I call it being truthful.
And I had a boy crush on Jennifer Love Hewitt when I was in middle school. Lady is still hot. 
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and im the one that needs to grow up?
you really dont have much of a clue as you tend to believe.
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Re: Hello Kitty [Re: rackem]
#16415558 - 06/21/12 05:50 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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I love how this thread turns into a big fight already 
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Patlal
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Re: Hello Kitty [Re: Hajnal]
#16415579 - 06/21/12 05:53 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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Hajnal said:
I love how this thread turns into a big fight already
Yeah... I have that strange feeling that I'm the one that started it.
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Re: Hello Kitty [Re: rackem]
#16415584 - 06/21/12 05:54 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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and im the one that needs to grow up?
you really dont have much of a clue as you tend to believe.
I've been lurking for years, just never bothered to register till now.
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i cant live without it, i dont want to live without it. im just a big fat failure.
I assure you that you can live without it as you very well know. Struggling with addiction doesn't make you a failure. Actually believing it ensures it however.
This is sound advice. Relapse is part of recovery but I you start believing that you will fail then failure will surely follow.
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#16415594 - 06/21/12 05:56 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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imachavel
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Re: Hello Kitty [Re: Everlong]
#16415595 - 06/21/12 05:56 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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well yeah that was my point. Of course she is still hot. I don't like her movies, but she is SMOKING hot.
I've seen worst then Ellen, and definitely bigger ass holes. And she never made any Crystal G threads raving about shooting up semen and pointing loaded guns at people while getting head and prostate milking
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Re: Hello Kitty [Re: Hajnal]
#16415602 - 06/21/12 05:57 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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Hajnal said:
I love how this thread turns into a big fight already
that's shroomery for you, I live it
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If I didn't find a doctor who would taper me off the benzos I'd probably be dead by now. Having a source for pure Valium and ordering it 20g at a time was not fun. Tried quitting 4-5 times cold turkey, never worked. Finally found a doctor who would taper me off over 6-8 months... working. They say, like someone mentioned above, tapering off slowly leads to much higher success rates in recovery. But you also have to have a true desire to quit and be able to have enough self control to manage and take the prescription as needed.
It takes up to 2 years for the state of Anhedonia (lack of pleasure) do dissipate and for the brain to start producing more of it's own feel good chemicals instead of being dependent on external sources.
All this talk of "I'm not sure I can do it, I'm a failure yadda yadda" is the work of AnHEDONia. You first started off with hedonism, then the coin got flipped and now your at Anhedonia. This is not you you talking. Give it 2 years of sobriety and let that mask fade away into the new.
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Re: Hello Kitty [Re: Everlong]
#16416133 - 06/21/12 07:55 PM (10 months, 27 days ago) |
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No, people thought she disappeared out of embarrassment because a user from a different messageboard came here and told us ellen was using her pictures.
the thing that happend with the pictures ((from what i recall)) was... from the time i registered i was harassed thru PMs as well as in threads about posting a pic of myself. well do to the incriminating content of the things i say, i dont feel comfortable posting my own pics. in fact i never wanted to.
well after many more posts bugging for pics i was 16 xanax bars deep + two 49oz malt liquor from what i can recollect i just stumbled upon some random pics and made the mistake of posting them in an attempt to get them to leave me alone finally about the pics
something i never would have done sober i honestly didnt even remember that i did something so stupid and so out of character for me.
xanax is like my kryponite. i really am sorry for any harm that i may have caused for anyone
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haha hey dude, welcome back :]
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