Hey shroomery. This is my first trip report as well it was im first LSD trip.
Setting: Local Beach- 69 degress and overcast
Backgroud: Ive never tryd LSD ever before, have really not done any other sort of true psychedelic. Ive done "E", Ive drank some cactus tea ( wich wasnt really powerful had minor hallucinations), and am an avid hash smoker. I wanted to give LSD a try to see if it could help with some psychological issues ive dealt with in the past few years.
Age: 22 Weight: 250lb
Story:
One week ago, my best friend had told me he ran into someone he hadn't seen since high school. They started to chat and of course psychedelics came up, she said she may know someone who could get LSD for him, Of course this has happened may of times before and people never come through but this was different, she knew we where on a mission, a mission to heal. We finally obtain the tabs and decided to wait until the weekend to properly trip together. This was my first trip and my friends 6th trip. I had debated about whether or not to take 2 tab or one. I decided that it had taken this long to find a legit source so i might as well take 2.
We arrive to the beach around 7:20am, nice brisk weather a little overcast but nothing to bad. We had taken the tabs about 10 min before we parked. We paid for parking and proceeded to take some Hash hits to smooth the come up. We packed up everything in our backpack and headed towards the pier to relax and wait. I started to notice minor vision distortion within about 25-30 min after we had taken the hits of hash, the come up was smooth and hit my friend like a truck, i was still waiting. I had laid back as my friend was drawing in the sand, i looked up, laid back and starting seeing the piers grayish colors rip, pull and sherd apart. I looked back at my friend as he stared at me and nodded, welcome he said. I burst into tears at this point, i can not explain what happened but something so powerful overcame me, everything in life had suddenly become nothing, no feelings just pure energy. The visions where getting heavier by the minute, and i had begun to melt with the sand and time.
This is where i begin to lose track of time and space. I wanted to just sit,melt and heal, this feeling is indescribable, something inside of me was feeling right. My friend had pulled me up out of the sand and said its time. We walked back to the front of the pier and started walking. Things are beging to take shape and twist and turn, melt and reform. My body felt so heavy yet i was able to move at normal speed, am i tripping i thought to myself. I had to sit back down in sand as i had no idea what was to truly come. 20 mins pass and its about 8-9am now, time is irrelevant and what felt like 10 hours had only been about 2. We continue walking down the street to god knows where at this point we are just along for the ride. Faces begin cracking and the fractal begin to intensify, this is where it all goes bad.
Mid trip on a heavy wave as we are walking a police officers car starts heading right for us, My friend at the time was calm as could be enjoying ever bit of the chaos, i on the other had began to panic a bit, asking my friend was that real, the cop passes, but on ever corner out of every nook and cranny i see more and more cops, my trip had took a turn for the worst.
We continue walking, people where on bikes zooming past, cars where slowing down and faces had begun to shape shift into horrible images, i had to sit down and take a breath. The waves start up again as we passed a dog park, so we decided to take a rest and figure out where we where going. We started to melt together as one on a bench, what felt like 2 hours had only been 20 min. As we where sitting there my friend knew i was having a hard time with the trip but knew i was handeling it well. The next thing to happen is still one of the most profound experience i will never be able to explain.
As we sat melting away together watching the ocean toss and turn, the dogs running around jumping in the air and zooming away, a man appears to have walked off the path to our table, he came directly over to me, i had my head down trying to relax a bit and keep calm in what i thought was a bad trip. He said " man we've been walking a long time and havnt seen any buildings, it looks like we are on the same path, can you help me out". Of course at the time we said we didnt know where we where and we where sorry we couldnt help, he nodded and said no worries all is good and walked away. I canot tell you how spiritual that moment was for me, It was like all of the bad tripping i had gone through until that moment was for a reason.
The sun had not yet appeared and it was about 1130. I sat in astonishment and looked over at my friend to see if that was real. We had both agreed it was but didnt know why that man stopped at our table. At this point i thought there was no hope and didnt want to continue tripping, i had the " we may need to call someone to come pick me up moment". I never said that knowing it had be to over soon. With all hope lost, the sun peaked out from behind the clouds and was shinning directly onto our table. My mood began to shift into a positive, clean and vibrant wave. Hope i thought. We got back up and began our walk back, things where more lively now, the fractals and shifting didnt bother me and i began to enjoy life. Time was slow and we had no real idea of how fast things where going, we strolled are way back to the pier to get some food, We ending up walking to Rubys and ordered 2 butter finger shakes. Never in my life has a shake tasted so good, the chunks of butterfinger where flying to the back of my thoat, we had made it i thought, all is good.
We continued back to the car and sat there for a minute gather what we had just been through. We started our drive back home, still tripping a bit, the mountains where a nice vibrant colors as the hills began to play with me, shifting, waving, exploding and reattaching. We got home and ran to my room. ( i know driving is dangerous when tripping and i dont recommend it)
We got back to my room with alot of positive energy about the day. We proceeded to take some hits of hash to keep the visuals going a bit longer. We started talking about what happened and how everything was, music was playing in the back ground, when all of sudden, time had shiffted once more, we where listening to the Gorillaz at the time, when all of sudden, a countdown had begun, time was slow and the count down was slower, we where glued in astonishment at what was occurring. The countdown begun, 8....7........ time begans to draw out more and more. 6.....5..........4............ We look over at each other in pure crazyness, is this really happening??.....3.......2.......1. After it had finished counting down at one, BOOM. My desktop begin to shift and morph as time itself. Clocks where ticking and turning, pure energy had started to flow through. We both where at a lose for words. Our trip had finished and we continued to talk and discuss for a few hours then got some dinner.
What really sticks with me is how metaphorical my trip had been. In the beginning i cannot explain what really happened, but all i know is new life had been given to me. During the rest of the waves it was pure chaos and torment, after the man stopped and talked to us i felt relieved and calm, the sun appeared and life was good again.
What i took for all of that was, In my life things where once pure, i had to go through torment and suffering, but other have to as well, its a part of life, but we pick ourself back up and we move on in a positive direction, we cant let the bad get to us, stay positive stay true.
I can truly say after my trip, i have been given a new life in many ways. I hope yall enjoyed the read, this was my first tip ever and alot of it i cant remember. But i achieved what i came for and thats all that truly matters. I will be tripping again, but not for awhile. Thanks everyone, I feel this connectivity in the world once again!
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