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 Natures Observer
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 If your feeling down, 
#16240275 - 05/16/12 03:30 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Lifes a trip,take advantage of every mindset you come across and get as much as you can out of it, reflect upon it if you don`t enjoy it. Everyday you can find out more about yourself just from being in a different state of mind then the last.
When I was 14 I watched my grandmother, the closest family member I had, die before my eyes after I cracked a joke, you have to be spiritual if you want to get the most out of life.
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Must have been a pretty bad joke. 
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deff
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 Re: If your feeling down, [Re: Icelander]
#16240320 - 05/16/12 03:44 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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she died laughing ? 
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Natures Observer
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Re: If your feeling down, [Re: deff]
#16240389 - 05/16/12 03:58 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Yes, thanks to me, but she had health problems, I made her laugh, which rose her blood pressure just enough to dislodge the blood clot (I forget where) but I could feel her leave half way through her convulsing, reflecting upon it, I was the one to see her off this dimension as she had done her time. I did 2gs of mushrooms the next day (my second time) my buddy gave me as I was still in shock. If anything it set me into my path of spiritual enlightenment. Being spiritually in tune though seems to run in my family up to my great grandmother, I don`t know past that.
Ever since then I have had a strange detachment from my emotions, except anger, I get high off of it due to the massive ego stroke when I`m angry.
Point of the story, life has lessons in every situation.
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I want to hire you for my dad's birthday party. 
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"People convince themselves of their own lies, becoming victims of their own inventions as they begin to direct their lives by standards of behavior, ideas, feelings, or instincts which do not correspond to their inner reality. What is truly serious in this matter is that the individual loses all points of reference regarding what comprises truth, and what comprises lies. He becomes used to considering as true only that which is convenient for his personal interests; everything that is in opposition to his self-esteem or in conflict with already established prejudices, he considers false."
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Re: If your feeling down, [Re: Icelander]
#16241285 - 05/16/12 07:00 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Dude you know how bad OP probley feels about this? And then you asses are laughing and making jokes about it. Your guys are the jokes
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Natures Observer
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=WlBiLNN1NhQ#!
I would have been pissed at the jokes if my grandmother hadn't instilled this kind of mindset in me. And thanks, I forget who posted this video but, its great. Because thats how you get through life. 
Edited by Natures Observer (05/16/12 11:46 PM)
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Yeah I'm observing. The darkness is huffing and puffing just outside my house of sticks. Apparently there is gold or compassion in the emptiness. I still don't have it but I'm fortunate to have at this time a suitable environment for not having a care and staying high.
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Re: If your feeling down, [Re: deff]
#16242882 - 05/17/12 12:03 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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deff said:
she died laughing ?
Now that's the way to go. 
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Matt Cat
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Quote:
White Beard said:
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deff said:
she died laughing ?
Now that's the way to go.
you sound like an asshole saying that, but i totally understand! i'd rather die happy/laughing with y family, than die some horrible way!! you know?!
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Re: If your feeling down, [Re: Matt Cat]
#16242961 - 05/17/12 12:24 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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If you gotta go, might as well go with style.
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I think my preferred ways of dieing would be either while high, while meditating, while laughing, or while dancing.
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dying while meditating would be pretty awesome imo 
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Re: If your feeling down, [Re: deff]
#16244370 - 05/17/12 11:36 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah man. 
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whatsgrimace
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dying is never peaceful. death sucks. meditating breathes life into the mind. do you think that if you're so sensitive to your thoughts during mediation that something like heart failure wouldn't bother you?
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I hope that it'll help me not to cling to this existence. How do you know death is never peaceful? Have you interviewed everyone that has died? We don't even know what death is, besides a change away from this existence.
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Edit: I mean, I think that if she were that close to passing away, at least that fragile, at least her last memory was of you and how you always made her laugh. She was probably thinking of the best memories she had with you, or how you're going to turn out to be a good person. I would feel sad too after having caused such a thing to happen, but we must accept the most negative parts of our life as the biggest turning points into positivity, which it sounds like you did the right way.
Really bad point in my life and got some really good encouragement from reading this.
Edited by Skeksis (05/17/12 12:28 PM)
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