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 Kickle
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 My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me 
#16167065 - 05/01/12 07:47 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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So when I was really little I hit my head on a coffee table and started crying. I cried and I cried and I cried. I never stopped crying. And soon I ran out of oxygen. But even then I didn't inhale. I turned all sorts of lovely shades of purple and my brother grabbed the babysitter who called 911 and I was rushed to a hospital in an ambulance. No oxygen to my brain or body for minutes on end.
Anyways, the details aren't too important except in that I get the distinct impression that I might have been trying to off myself.
If there is any truth to what the Buddhists say about reincarnation and being closest to your past lives in the earliest years, I might have just said enough is enough and tried to get out before I got started again. And I really do wonder if this is the case. If nothing else, take this as a reflection of my feelings towards the cycles of birth/death. It sucks, get out early.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: Kickle]
#16167092 - 05/01/12 07:51 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Kickle said:
Anyways, the details aren't too important except in that I get the distinct impression that I might have been trying to off myself.
Physical reality is hard to adjust to.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#16167124 - 05/01/12 07:56 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Kickle
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#16167127 - 05/01/12 07:56 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I still am not adjusted to it's horrible gnashing teeth.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: Kickle]
#16167135 - 05/01/12 07:59 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I'm scared if I off myself in this life I'll get reborn in a shitty place.
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Kickle
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
#16167155 - 05/01/12 08:04 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah, don't want to do worse 
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
#16167289 - 05/01/12 08:32 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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reeferaddict69 said:
I'm scared if I off myself in this life I'll get reborn in a shitty place.
Me too.
We're in the maze, bro. 
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: Kickle]
#16167294 - 05/01/12 08:33 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I died for an hour when I was little. I still get dreams of the full event sometimes.
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Yes, it is. The shine stands for his job title, which is Shoe Shiner, the moon stands for the time he comes out to be a nigger, which is best suited for the negroid camouflage.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: Moronicus]
#16167300 - 05/01/12 08:34 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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What happened?
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: Kickle]
#16167382 - 05/01/12 08:53 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Kickle said:
I still am not adjusted to it's horrible gnashing teeth.
I think we are learning something very important here.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#16167417 - 05/01/12 09:01 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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What?
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: White Beard]
#16167431 - 05/01/12 09:06 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Were learning what we are in totality. Imo.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: NARYA]
#16167585 - 05/01/12 09:39 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I would agree with you but I'm not sure if that's where it's going. That's where all/most of my effort is going towards, waking up, but I'm unsure if I'm tricking myself due to Death Anxiety. There's only one way to find out I suppose.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: Kickle]
#16167594 - 05/01/12 09:40 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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i've heard one healer say that earth is regarded as a 'prison planet' - basically not a very good place to incarnate - dunno if there's any truth to it, but incarnation in general seems to be a drag
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: White Beard]
#16167599 - 05/01/12 09:41 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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White Beard said:
What?
How I see it, we are like a probe into physical reality by a more "complete", for lack of a better word, part of our self.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: deff]
#16167629 - 05/01/12 09:46 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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deff said:
i've heard one healer say that earth is regarded as a 'prison planet' - basically not a very good place to incarnate - dunno if there's any truth to it, but incarnation in general seems to be a drag
I've often referred to earth as the insane asylum of the universe. Once you check it... you can never check out. 
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: White Beard]
#16167633 - 05/01/12 09:47 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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reminds me of Hotel California
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: c0sm0nautt] 1
#16167640 - 05/01/12 09:48 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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c0sm0nautt said:
Quote:
White Beard said:
What?
How I see it, we are like a probe into physical reality by a more "complete", for lack of a better word, part of our self.
And right now we're anally probing physical reality. That would explain all the shit. 
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: White Beard]
#16167866 - 05/01/12 10:29 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Evolution is messy.
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Re: My near death experience and the questions surrounding it for me [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#16168706 - 05/02/12 12:52 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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