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 katie4469
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 MDMA with HPPD? 
#16161088 - 04/30/12 05:53 PM (1 year, 20 days ago) |
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Hi guys,
I've only come on here to ask a couple questions but I've always had such good feedback so here I am again haha.
So I've had HPPD since November 2011. I got it from doing mushrooms about 4 times in 2 months, and it randomly kicked in about a month and a half AFTER actually doing the shrooms...at a really random time haha.
Now it's only been getting better and it's hardly bothersome. I only have visuals, no anxiety/depersonalization etc. I've been smoking weed occasionally and it makes it worse for about a week and then settles back down to normal again.
My question is if it's too risky to try MDMA? My friend wants to try it with me and everyone says it's amazing. I would totally be down but I'm scared it might really mess me up haha.
Also, random question, but I got really drunk one night and I did coke. Normally I wouldn't have done it b/c I'm really hesitant about doing any drugs because of my HPPD but, I was drunk and emotional because I had just been dumped lol so I had the IDGAF attitude... Anyway, the strange thing was it didn't do ANYTHING to me. I know it was good quality because all of my friends did the same stuff and they got an amazing high off of it. I did almost 2 lines and nothing at all. It was weird my friends couldn't believe it didn't do anything haha. Can anyone explain that to me as well? I have such a strange brain haha.
Thanks so much.
Katie 
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 SagaciousCedar
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Registered: 01/15/12
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I also have HPPD but its not that bad. Mind you I've only developed it recently.
I still smoke weed all the time. Sometimes I get crazy CEVs when I'm really stoned and I have had real flashbacks that I would pay for before. The thing I find is that the more mental energy you devote to the hallucinations the more noticeable it is. One day I woke up and noticed that I wasn't tripping at all so I got kinda sad (I was just starting to enjoy it). I spent the rest of the day mediating in the woods. I made a solemn request to the great spirit to send me some more hallucinations.
I had a really fucked up dream that night. And next morning everything was shifting and breathing again  . Its been same way since. I mediate daily and try to generate as much good karma as possible.
My guess is that you were drunk and probably forgot about it. With the coke and the breakup you probably had so much your mind. I find the symptoms are a lot less noticeable when drinking.
MDMA IMO is overrated and totally not worth the shitty comedown. Ive never taken it since getting hppd.
I feel like we have drastically different approaches to dealing with HPPD, so take my advice with as many grains of salt as you want.
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