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Bundy
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I had a Schizophrenic relapse today.
#16147640 - 04/27/12 05:51 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I forgot to take my Saphris this morning. ( yeah I know, I'm dumb )
and today in the car I had to turn all the vents away from me because I was afraid the government was watching me through the vents.
I realize now that what I did was crazy. But in the moment I was freaking out.
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Almond Flour



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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy]
#16147648 - 04/27/12 05:52 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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God man that has to be fucking weird. Cant you tell though that SOMETHING is amiss in the midst of that mindset? I Guess its hard for me to fathom it, but I would think the moment I did something like that I would ask myself.
Wait a min, Does that even make sense?
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy]
#16147649 - 04/27/12 05:53 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Man your anxiety level must be through the roof
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Bundy
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Spiralout112]
#16147659 - 04/27/12 05:55 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Spiralout112 said: Man your anxiety level must be through the roof
I ended up taking 40mg of Valium.
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Almond Flour



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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy]
#16147665 - 04/27/12 05:56 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Bundy said:
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Spiralout112 said: Man your anxiety level must be through the roof
I ended up taking 40mg of Valium.
What the FUCK. Isnt that an insanly high dose Or maybe im confusing it with another benzo.
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Women who seek to be equal with men lack ambition -Timothy Leary
Everyone has their own unique brand of toxic psychosis -Alexander Shulgin
living forever would be a terrible curse if there were not also quality of life to match it. -Unknown
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Bundy
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Almond Flour]
#16147668 - 04/27/12 05:56 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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No man. Valiums start at 10mg.
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plasma

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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Almond Flour]
#16147670 - 04/27/12 05:57 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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god dam man, lets perform a lobotomy?
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trip forever
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy]
#16147671 - 04/27/12 05:57 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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What are you prescribed?
At least it doesn't seem as bad as the 2 girls 
Also, when were you diagnosed schizo and do you know the cause of it?
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy]
#16147678 - 04/27/12 05:58 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Sounds reasonable.
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Everlong
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy]
#16147683 - 04/27/12 05:59 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I don't understand how you are able to post this all yet you don't realize it while it's happening? Like is there some sort of event horizon you go through that makes you snap out of it and realize that it was nonsense? I don't even know how to word what I'm trying to say.
Like is there like a switch in your head that makes you suddenly realize it was bullshit made up in your head? Did the delusions only stop when you got the medication in your system?
Sounds shitty.
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy]
#16147692 - 04/27/12 06:00 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I wonder if this will get to the second page before someone says schizophrenia doesn't exist.
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Bundy
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: trip forever]
#16147693 - 04/27/12 06:00 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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trip forever said: What are you prescribed?
At least it doesn't seem as bad as the 2 girls 
Also, when were you diagnosed schizo and do you know the cause of it?
I'm prescribed 5mg Saphris in the morning 10mg at night and 20mg Valium in the morning and 20mg at night.
The two girls I don't mind actually. Since being on the saphris I haven't seen them much, and in an odd way I can't explain, I kind of miss them.
I was Diagnosed in August 2010. I had my first episode July 15th 2010.
I believe it's hereditary. My cousin had it, and so did my great uncle. My great uncle died naturally in an institution and my cousin killed himself after having it for two years.
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Bundy
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Everlong]
#16147698 - 04/27/12 06:02 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Everlong said: I don't understand how you are able to post this all yet you don't realize it while it's happening? Like is there some sort of event horizon you go through that makes you snap out of it and realize that it was nonsense? I don't even know how to word what I'm trying to say.
Like is there like a switch in your head that makes you suddenly realize it was bullshit made up in your head? Did the delusions only stop when you got the medication in your system?
Sounds shitty. 
I think after I calm down, sit back, and think about it, I realize it's all crazy. Though part of me is still paranoid as fuck. My girl wants me to run to wal-mart to get her shaving gel, but I'm too afraid.
So I guess It's still there.
The valium did help with the anxiety though. I was shaking like a leaf, and my heart was pounding. I felt like I was going to pass out. Thankfully it works quick and lasts long.
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mytehdogizflying
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy]
#16147701 - 04/27/12 06:03 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Bundy said: I believe it's hereditary. My cousin had it, and so did my great uncle. My great uncle died naturally in an institution and my cousin killed himself after having it for two years.
So... why are you having a kid?
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: The_Aviator]
#16147712 - 04/27/12 06:05 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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The_Aviator said: I wonder if this will get to the second page before someone says schizophrenia doesn't exist.
Schizophrenia doesn't exist.
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Bundy
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mytehdogizflying said:
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Bundy said: I believe it's hereditary. My cousin had it, and so did my great uncle. My great uncle died naturally in an institution and my cousin killed himself after having it for two years.
So... why are you having a kid?
here we go again.
Me and my fiancé talked about birth control, she had an appointment to get it, we didn't use a condom one night. One fucking night, and we find out at planned parenthood that she's pregnant.
No I don't regret it.
My child only has a 10% chance of getting Schizophrenia, and it usually skips a generation.
but for fucks sake, please leave me alone about my daughter. I'm sick of you people attacking me about this shit.
I don't regret any of it, and I'm looking foreword to seeing her beautiful face for the first time.
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Are you sure you aren't gay?
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Bundy
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: aiyobro]
#16147720 - 04/27/12 06:07 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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I'm going to go take a shower now.
and hide my own thread while you guys flame away.
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MorphinTime
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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: Bundy] 1
#16147733 - 04/27/12 06:10 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Bundy said: No man. Valiums start at 10mg.
Actually they start at 2 mg.
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plasma

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Re: I had a Schizophrenic relapse today. [Re: aiyobro]
#16147735 - 04/27/12 06:10 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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aiyobro said: Are you sure you aren't gay?
he is gay, this has been established. however he has a wife
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