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 syrinx2112
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 Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please *DELETED* 
#16020650 - 03/30/12 08:44 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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 Dawks
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 Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: syrinx2112]
#16020807 - 03/30/12 09:12 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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>was raised catholic and have always held myself to VERY high morals and standards and I am having a very difficult time determining how to deal with this.
Well there's your problem.
Well I don't really have much advice for you other than to relax and go with the flow. Turned on by transsexuals? good for you. More power to you. You can have a trap fetish and still have a healthy heterosexual relationship fine.
Don't worry about this "what if I..." there are no what-ifs. You are what you are and you don't need to feel guilty about it. That's what the catholic church is about, guilt this, guilt that. Just embrace who you are.
The change of contracting HIV is very small. Especially if you take the precautions.
>I love my girlfriend dearly, and can not imagine a life without her but can not possibly tell her about my encounter as it would destroy two lives
Then don't tell her. The only reason to tell her would be if you test positive for a STD, in which case it would be your duty to tell her. But until then, it doesn't matter.
I hope this helps, chill you out 
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FallenSpartan
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: syrinx2112]
#16020815 - 03/30/12 09:13 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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This may not be the answer your looking for, but...
I think you're putting too much thought into it. I know it can be a huge step in life to take, but its not the same as making...say...a good purchase at best buy. That requires a little thought. The heart wants what it wants bro. Be true to yourself man, dont get sucked into a situation where you're not happy just because you wanted to spare the hard feelings & drama that usually follows breakups and/or the personal combat of your sexuality (which btw, who the fuck said you HAVE to be one or the other?? I hear Bi is a great life lol just not for me). I think you have to love yourself and feel completely comfortable with yourself before you can really commit to something like marriage.
That's the best advice I have man, hope it helped and I hope it all works out for you!
Edit: Upon re-reading the OP, I think I may have misunderstood. Oh well I still stand by the above advice 
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Edited by FallenSpartan (03/30/12 09:16 PM)
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: syrinx2112]
#16020873 - 03/30/12 09:27 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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1st of all, even if you told your girlfriend, no lives would be destroyed in the process. You would both deal in your own ways for however long it takes and then life would go on. Sure, hers would likely go on without you, but to say her life would be destroyed is a bit of a stretch.
I think she deserves to know. Yeah it'll probably be the hardest thing you've ever done but it would also be the right thing, and I'd be able to look myself in the mirror at least.
And if you are gay, or bisexual, or whatever, its okay. There's nothing wrong with it at all. No need for any guilt, whatsoever. The only guilt you should feel is for lying through omission to your girlfriend, but its not like you stabbed someone or stole an old ladies purse.
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: Theall]
#16021262 - 03/30/12 10:42 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Weed can cause anxiety, some strains more than others. Take a break on the toking and see what happens to your anxiety levels.
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thizzlemaniac
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: syrinx2112]
#16021266 - 03/30/12 10:43 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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i had 3 bad trips in a row and didnt do shrooms for 5 years. last time i did them was in december and it was a wonderful trip! i felt enlightened and positive for a while afterward. sry ur in the dumps man
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: Dawks]
#16021442 - 03/30/12 11:16 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Dawks said:
>was raised catholic and have always held myself to VERY high morals and standards and I am having a very difficult time determining how to deal with this.
Well there's your problem.
he did say to be open minded about his problem wernt you reading?
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: syrinx2112]
#16021690 - 03/30/12 11:59 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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syrinx2112 said:I love my girlfriend dearly, and can not imagine a life without her but can not possibly tell her about my encounter as it would destroy two lives
I'm 46, have been together with wife for 26 years. When we were engaged, I had a fling with another woman. I told her because I had to. She forgave me. I get crushes. I tell her about them. I have deep feelings for my best friend of 24 years, who's a woman. I tell her. She gets it. The truth doesn't destroy lives. I think you pretty much have to be honest and open with your girlfriend/wife, or you're not being honest/open with yourself. If she can't handle the truth (told lovingly, told whole, told humbly) then she's not your soul's mate.
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FallenSpartan
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: latherdome]
#16021712 - 03/31/12 12:04 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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latherdome said:
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syrinx2112 said:I love my girlfriend dearly, and can not imagine a life without her but can not possibly tell her about my encounter as it would destroy two lives
I'm 46, have been together with wife for 26 years. When we were engaged, I had a fling with another woman. I told her because I had to. She forgave me. I get crushes. I tell her about them. I have deep feelings for my best friend of 24 years, who's a woman. I tell her. She gets it. The truth doesn't destroy lives. I think you pretty much have to be honest and open with your girlfriend/wife, or you're not being honest/open with yourself. If she can't handle the truth (told lovingly, told whole, told humbly) then she's not your soul's mate.
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: FallenSpartan]
#16021735 - 03/31/12 12:11 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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I applaud you for breaking the norm. The world needs more people like you.
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Edited by Bawks (03/31/12 12:15 AM)
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: Bawks]
#16021749 - 03/31/12 12:15 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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people who cheat on their girlfriends??
yea we definitely need more people like that
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Bawks
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: leafing]
#16021755 - 03/31/12 12:16 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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leafing said:
people who cheat on their girlfriends??
yea we definitely need more people like that
That's not what I meant and you know it.
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leafing
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: Bawks]
#16021776 - 03/31/12 12:22 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Bawks said:
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leafing said:
people who cheat on their girlfriends??
yea we definitely need more people like that
That's not what I meant and you know it.
what else could you have meant?
Edited by leafing (03/31/12 12:22 AM)
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EvolveShrooms
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: syrinx2112]
#16021816 - 03/31/12 12:31 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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I was raised catholic and have always held myself to VERY high morals and standards and I am having a very difficult time determining how to deal with this.
Sounds like religion is what fucked you up, and mushrooms just showed you that fact. Honesty takes courage like no other. Seems like religion built up your ego to the point that when the mushroom got close to dissolving it, it went into super-duper-defensive mode. Gotta let go and flow, get rid of your ego, and see the world through level eyes.
I learned organized religion was crock of shitty corruption and domination when I was 13, and I'm glad for it, because it was the first step to living a free life, now its your turn. Learn from the teachers of all teachers, the psychedelics.
And yes, writing or talking about it is VERY important, these experiences are intense, and for many people require reassurance due to their nature. Don't worry, we've all seen reality bend, its freeing to see the world from a different perspective, goes to show you that THERE IS NO TRUTH, ONLY PERSPECTIVE.
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Edited by EvolveShrooms (03/31/12 12:35 AM)
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: EvolveShrooms]
#16021865 - 03/31/12 12:46 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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EvolveShrooms said:
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I was raised catholic and have always held myself to VERY high morals and standards and I am having a very difficult time determining how to deal with this.
Sounds like religion is what fucked you up, and mushrooms just showed you that fact. Honesty takes courage like no other. Seems like religion built up your ego to the point that when the mushroom got close to dissolving it, it went into super-duper-defensive mode. Gotta let go and flow, get rid of your ego, and see the world through level eyes.
I learned organized religion was crock of shitty corruption and domination when I was 13, and I'm glad for it, because it was the first step to living a free life, now its your turn. Learn from the teachers of all teachers, the psychedelics.
And yes, writing or talking about it is VERY important, these experiences are intense, and for many people require reassurance due to their nature. Don't worry, we've all seen reality bend, its freeing to see the world from a different perspective, goes to show you that THERE IS NO TRUTH, ONLY PERSPECTIVE.
are you quoting the last epsiode of NEON GENESIS EVANGELION?
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EvolveShrooms
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: leafing]
#16021964 - 03/31/12 01:09 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Actually, I'm quoting my t-shirt, wear that shit for all to see.
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leafing
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: EvolveShrooms]
#16021975 - 03/31/12 01:11 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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that's coo.
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syrinx2112
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please *DELETED* [Re: leafing]
#16023277 - 03/31/12 11:38 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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EvolveShrooms
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: syrinx2112]
#16023319 - 03/31/12 11:51 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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It about forgiving yourself, and being honest with yourself. Remember, yourself is the only person you'll be with till the day you die, regardless. Might as well learn to love that person
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Re: Anxiety/Depression after trip need honest help and advice with weird situation please [Re: EvolveShrooms]
#16023975 - 03/31/12 02:19 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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I told her. She is in the shower crying. She said she is thankful that I told her. I do not yet know how it will end. Please keep her and I in mind guys 
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