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 Bundy
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 I have 20 dollars left for the month. 
#15946382 - 03/14/12 03:51 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Well, technically I have 120 dollars left for the month, which is more than enough because the bills are paid, car is full of gas, I don't go anywhere but doctors anyway so I'm good there.
I'm trying to save up 100$ this month, so when I get money next month I'll have the extra 100$ To put on my credit card and get it paid down. I relied on it too much last month and now I'm kicking myself. But if worse came to worse I'd just make the minimum, cause the min. is only 30$
I'm going to take the 20$ Out in cash and put it in my wallet.
Probably spend that on take out one night I don't feel like cooking. 
Next week I have a meeting with a counselor at my local Community College for fall classes ( part time ) and I'm submitting paper work in 2 weeks for job assistance.
Also, as I frequent Wal-mart ( There is nothing to do in this town, so yes... I wonder around Wal-mart, usually browsing the books and mags ) I notice their stocks have been rising the past month. I really want to invest in them I think. With 125 K-Marts closing all over the eastern part of North America, there will be more Wal-Marts, cause they run that way.
Maybe save up 600$ Put it in Wal-mart stock, and when I think it's peaked, or peaking, I'll sell and take the profit.
I'm feeling pretty good folks.
How is your week coming along?
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Kada
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 Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Bundy] 1
#15946399 - 03/14/12 03:53 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Just got my bankruptcy papers back today. Complete. I now only owe 65k for the wifes school loans and 3k for mine.
Living in this house until it forecloses for free. Could take up to 2 more years. 
Money fucking sucks.
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I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do." -Robert A. Heinlein
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My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness."-Dalai Lama
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Bundy
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Kada]
#15946417 - 03/14/12 03:56 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Agreed. I hate money.
I wish we could live in a "Free" world. Everything is just free. If you need it you got it.
Basic cars. If you have children, or need it for doctors, or to get food. You get a basic safe car free.
Free food.
Free clothes.
Why not? Maybe we wouldn't all be in debt.
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hidenseek
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Bundy]
#15946426 - 03/14/12 03:59 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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i always thought it would make more sense if the pharmaceutical companies had to pay disability. they have the money the government dosnt.
ps. would you mind me asking what drugs they feed you and how you feel about them?
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Bundy]
#15946429 - 03/14/12 04:00 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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debt runs this country.. thats the shit part about it.
nice utopia thinkin though
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Bundy
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: hidenseek]
#15949968 - 03/15/12 10:02 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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hidenseek said:
i always thought it would make more sense if the pharmaceutical companies had to pay disability. they have the money the government dosnt.
ps. would you mind me asking what drugs they feed you and how you feel about them?
Klonopin 4mg total a day. 2 in the A.M 2 in the P.M - I like it cause I can go to crowded places. I hate it cause I'm addicted to them and they make me tired.
Saphris 10mg at night. Love that, I fall asleep in about 5 minutes. 5mg in the morning, I hate it cause I Have to juice up on coffee to stay awake for the day. It has pretty much gotten rid of my voices/hallucinations/paranoia. I hate that it's sublingual. It taste like shit, and I can't drink or eat anything for 10 minutes after taking it, also it makes my tongue go very very numb. I drool when I sleep now. It's quite disgusting.
They are adding an anti-depressing ( lexapro ) next week. I was on that when I was in Jr. High, I loved it. Felt happy, wired, awake. It worked well.
Just wish I was "Normal" again. Working full time, no meds, staying up as late as I could handle, no meds, no voices/hallucinations/paranoia to deal with. Shit fucking blows. Meds control my life.
The hardest part is, I'm having a baby girl in July, and I'm always going to be tired or knocked the fuck out at night. At least my soon to be wife ( Wedding is the 28th of April ) is amazing, and doesn't mind getting up with the baby every night, plus work. She's a trooper. God bless her soul.
But I'll be stay at home dad. Take care of Zoey during the day, keep the house clean, make sure bills get paid, etc etc. I'm the female of the relationship because of my pills. ( Yes, I'm being sexist, and I apologize for the stay at home dads whom find this offensive )
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UniversalShaman
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Bundy]
#15949998 - 03/15/12 10:18 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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@ The OP and second poster,
It's your own damn faults you couldn't manage your money better
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Bundy
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UniversalShaman said:
@ The OP and second poster,
It's your own damn faults you couldn't manage your money better
lol, my money is well managed. Bills are paid. Food is in the fridge/freezer/cupboards.
It's just what I have left over, and I chose to put a cap on what I have for spending, so I can save what I want in my checking account.
You sir, fail.
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Salomon
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Bundy]
#15950020 - 03/15/12 10:26 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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well, back to the streets for pan handling
lol
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mikeisapro
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Bundy]
#15950035 - 03/15/12 10:32 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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If you hate "meds" (drugs) running your life, why are you going to be taking lexapro? It makes me sick how many people in america are on mind-numbing anti-depressants. I know more people on them than not. You say you wish you were "normal", but you are buddy. How does it feel? Can you even feel? It's quite normal to have kids, be on anti-depressants, like spending time at walmart, and be addicted to pharma's drugs in america. I kinda pity you in a detached, purely intellectual way.
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Kada
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Quote:
UniversalShaman said:
@ The OP and second poster,
It's your own damn faults you couldn't manage your money better
Actually it's not. I've been laid off 3 times in the last 2 years and can't find a decent job right now. My basement flooded and my insurance wouldn't cover it because the city did it. The city says they won't pay for the 300 basements they flooded because they didn't do their jobs right. It ruined my house. The furnace, washing machine, dryer, all of my mushroom supplies, all the holiday decorations, family photos and more were ruined in this flood. It wasn't a normal one. It came over 3 feet down there because the city pumped water through our drains. They won't pay for it and insurance says it wasn't really a flood. There were no busted pipes that caused the water damage and it wasn't rain water. Half the shit I own was down there. I had to pay to have everything fixed and it left me broke. I lost my job and can't find a a new one that will give me full time yet. School loans came due and we couldn't afford the 400 dollar payments at that point. They went in default and we were charged 10k because of it from fee's and interest.
Your a tool. Shit happens to good people who know how to manage their money. That's why there is bankrupsy. Not for all the shit heads who want to run up their credit and not pay it back. I can't even sell this house it's so damaged.
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~The Cultivators Motherload~
"I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them.
I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do." -Robert A. Heinlein
"There is no need for temples, no need for complicated philosophies.
My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness."-Dalai Lama
Live long and prosper.
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daz01
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: mikeisapro]
#15950105 - 03/15/12 10:57 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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mikeisapro said:
If you hate "meds" (drugs) running your life, why are you going to be taking lexapro? It makes me sick how many people in america are on mind-numbing anti-depressants. I know more people on them than not. You say you wish you were "normal", but you are buddy. How does it feel? Can you even feel? It's quite normal to have kids, be on anti-depressants, like spending time at walmart, and be addicted to pharma's drugs in america. I kinda pity you in a detached, purely intellectual way.
Lolwut you fucking dumb shitbag.
Bundy isn't some self pity "depressed or anxious" dude who runs for the pills for teh luls, he has what most of us consider an uncurable, life debilitating disorder.
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mikeisapro
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: daz01]
#15950118 - 03/15/12 11:00 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Well enlighten me, what disorder does he have?
I have one too, almost everybody in america has (at least) one.
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hidenseek
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Bundy]
#15950153 - 03/15/12 11:14 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Bundy said:
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hidenseek said:
i always thought it would make more sense if the pharmaceutical companies had to pay disability. they have the money the government dosnt.
ps. would you mind me asking what drugs they feed you and how you feel about them?
Klonopin 4mg total a day. 2 in the A.M 2 in the P.M - I like it cause I can go to crowded places. I hate it cause I'm addicted to them and they make me tired.
Saphris 10mg at night. Love that, I fall asleep in about 5 minutes. 5mg in the morning, I hate it cause I Have to juice up on coffee to stay awake for the day. It has pretty much gotten rid of my voices/hallucinations/paranoia. I hate that it's sublingual. It taste like shit, and I can't drink or eat anything for 10 minutes after taking it, also it makes my tongue go very very numb. I drool when I sleep now. It's quite disgusting.
They are adding an anti-depressing ( lexapro ) next week. I was on that when I was in Jr. High, I loved it. Felt happy, wired, awake. It worked well.
Just wish I was "Normal" again. Working full time, no meds, staying up as late as I could handle, no meds, no voices/hallucinations/paranoia to deal with. Shit fucking blows. Meds control my life.
The hardest part is, I'm having a baby girl in July, and I'm always going to be tired or knocked the fuck out at night. At least my soon to be wife ( Wedding is the 28th of April ) is amazing, and doesn't mind getting up with the baby every night, plus work. She's a trooper. God bless her soul.
But I'll be stay at home dad. Take care of Zoey during the day, keep the house clean, make sure bills get paid, etc etc. I'm the female of the relationship because of my pills. ( Yes, I'm being sexist, and I apologize for the stay at home dads whom find this offensive )
have you looked into orthomolecular medicine, i havnt tried it(or even understand it fully) so i dont know if it works but i *think* the premise of it is no sugar, stimulants, and additives in your diet, plus mega dosing vitamins, specifically b and c, and balancing heavy metals in your system, is an effective way for your body to set itself right, although every one needs different amounts of each. so no one persons diet/intake will be the same with this treatment(you have to see a doctor who will test all your levels). i started to talk to cateyes/kensho on this site about it, but he never got back to me(maybe you can send him a message, also if you dont mind let me know what he says cause im really interested in it)
i think it makes sense, i think that making sure your body has what it needs makes more sense then changing chemical balances in the brain with drugs.
also a book i was reading (which may be a bit biased but made me think was) http://www.amazon.com/Anatomy-Epidemic-Bullets-Psychiatric-Astonishing/dp/0307452417 which goes on to say that drugs create more problems in the long term, then they solve, and they should only be used short term to stabilize a patient (it seems you can get a free 30 trial to listen to the audio version of the book, on that there amazon)
i only got put on anti depressants, which did help for a while(since late december i was on them), but i quit them about 5 days ago and ive noticed an improvement in my sleep, they disrupt your rem cycle, i dont get out of bed as easily now as i did with them, but when i do im ready to go, with only 1 or no coffees(before i was drinking like 5 in the morning) also, (in my opinion)the antidepressants just mellow you out so you dont give a fuck, which helped me in some ways and didnt in others
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hidenseek
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: daz01]
#15950164 - 03/15/12 11:17 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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daz01 said:
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mikeisapro said:
If you hate "meds" (drugs) running your life, why are you going to be taking lexapro? It makes me sick how many people in america are on mind-numbing anti-depressants. I know more people on them than not. You say you wish you were "normal", but you are buddy. How does it feel? Can you even feel? It's quite normal to have kids, be on anti-depressants, like spending time at walmart, and be addicted to pharma's drugs in america. I kinda pity you in a detached, purely intellectual way.
Lolwut you fucking dumb shitbag.
Bundy isn't some self pity "depressed or anxious" dude who runs for the pills for teh luls, he has what most of us consider an uncurable, life debilitating disorder.
dumb shitbag??
drugs work----and they dont, you both have valid point in my opinion, its about finding a balance that works for you,
some people do better off the drugs, while others claim drugs saved there life, there is no black and white answers here
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: hidenseek]
#15950192 - 03/15/12 11:28 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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which goes on to say that drugs create more problems in the long term, then they solve, and they should only be used short term to stabilize a patient
Spot on. People take meds these days as if they are just going to pop them twice daily for the rest of their life. I don't believe any good comes from being addicted to pharmaceutical drugs. Other than being good for the NWO because it enslaves and confines the minds of the masses. They make the already passive even more complacent. They make you "not give a fuck" but in the wrong way.
That's why I only use rx drugs for recreation or to temporarily benefit me in some way. I would never take a med twice daily every single day, unless I was full blown insane and hearing loud voices/seeing things.
They just stabilize the populace and make dependent, dumb drones out of them. Simply, slaves.
Edited by mikeisapro (03/15/12 11:31 AM)
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hidenseek
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: mikeisapro]
#15950208 - 03/15/12 11:34 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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ok nwo, i say that shit just clowning, i think the pharmaceutical have an interest to protect there investment, but its no different to any other corporation. o.p is hearing voices though, and you say thats what their used for, but you suggest that that he not take them? withdrawl is a big factor with relapse. you got to be very careful as its a very delicate situation.
anywyas what disorder do you have? im thinking paranoid delusional?
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: hidenseek]
#15950246 - 03/15/12 11:48 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Ha, the nwo is an abstract idea. Nevertheless, the powerful do control the population, this is not a matter of debate. No, the nwo is not some tightly knit group of satanists, but the powerful do benefit from the masses using these drugs.
No, I didn't say not to use them if you hear voices, I said the only way I'd take them daily is if I indeed had hallucinations. I didn't know he was that bad off, and if that's really the case then I can see the justification in using. I agreed with using them in a case like that 
I have been told I have general anxiety disorder and general mood disorder. It's all bullshit. I was labelled with these on my first visit with a psychiatrist, offered sample pills, and recommended to get a script.
I don't consider myself having any disorder.
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: Kada]
#15950268 - 03/15/12 11:59 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Kada said:
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UniversalShaman said:
@ The OP and second poster,
It's your own damn faults you couldn't manage your money better
Actually it's not. I've been laid off 3 times in the last 2 years and can't find a decent job right now. My basement flooded and my insurance wouldn't cover it because the city did it. The city says they won't pay for the 300 basements they flooded because they didn't do their jobs right. It ruined my house. The furnace, washing machine, dryer, all of my mushroom supplies, all the holiday decorations, family photos and more were ruined in this flood. It wasn't a normal one. It came over 3 feet down there because the city pumped water through our drains. They won't pay for it and insurance says it wasn't really a flood. There were no busted pipes that caused the water damage and it wasn't rain water. Half the shit I own was down there. I had to pay to have everything fixed and it left me broke. I lost my job and can't find a a new one that will give me full time yet. School loans came due and we couldn't afford the 400 dollar payments at that point. They went in default and we were charged 10k because of it from fee's and interest.
Your a tool. Shit happens to good people who know how to manage their money. That's why there is bankrupsy. Not for all the shit heads who want to run up their credit and not pay it back. I can't even sell this house it's so damaged.
I remember u had said you refused to work fast food.
Back in 2008 I got laid off/fired 4 times in a row and finally decided to take a shitty job that was reliable while my wife was in school. It sucks, but I've been there over three years now.
Idk, if my house was on the line, I'd stop being picky about what kind of work i take.
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Kada
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Re: I have 20 dollars left for the month. [Re: SpecialEd]
#15950305 - 03/15/12 12:11 PM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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A fast food job wouldn't pay for daycare for my kids. It would be working for nothing.
I refuse to work fast food. I have a limit. I can't work around shit food like that. I would be physically ill every day. 
This house is trashed from the flood anyways. I don't have 8 grand to fix the damages. It already needs 20k in work done to it just to be sell-able. If I didn't get rid of it with the bankruptcy (which I didn't have to but I did), I would have let it foreclose anyways.
This house isn't really that bad, but I bought it when I had a REALLY good job and could afford to fix it up. I got halfway done and then I got laid off a lot until they closed the business. I just don't have the funds to do it. The wife and I are saving up and moving out of this state any ways. It's easier and smarter to just give the house back. This house is no longer what it was worth. It wasn't a very good buy to be honest. My wife wanted it and we were newly married. It worked out for a long time, but we want to gtfo of Indiana. This is going to help immensely.
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~The Cultivators Motherload~
"I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them.
I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do." -Robert A. Heinlein
"There is no need for temples, no need for complicated philosophies.
My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness."-Dalai Lama
Live long and prosper.
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