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Anonymous #1
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 I think I'm autosexual 
#15868213 - 02/27/12 12:20 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Hey,
First of all, PLEASE VOTE!
So... yeah. Autosexuality means that you are sexually attracted to yourself. Since a very young age, even before puberty, I became sexually aroused just by the touch of my own body. At a very, very young age (maybe 4-6 years old), I hardly differentiated between sexes. However, I do not consider myself gender confused. I am male and happy to be. Even still, sometimes I do desire to experience being a woman, as if I wish to further realize my feminine nature.
Sometimes I get overwhelmed by sexual arousal just by "feeling" my own body. This does not happen all the time. For the most part, I am strait. I've checked out gay porn, and I just don't dig it, so I wouldn't consider myself a bisexual. I simply become aroused by myself, typically if I haven't masturbated in a few days.
Sometimes the desire to uh... fuck myself, I guess, gets so strong that I end up masturbating in front of the mirror, or even filming myself. I've been doing this for years. I usually like to shave my entire body for each of these sessions. During these experiences, the build to climax is INCREDIBLY pleasurable, and erotic to the max, a good deal more than jerking it to porno. I am a virgin, but it's the closest I've ever felt to actually having sex with another person. I feel genuinely attracted to myself and the shape of my penis. However, typically ejaculation is far less remarkable. I often feel weird about it afterwards, and the attraction for myself immediately goes away. Still, sometimes even the climax is incredibly pleasurable, and almost always it is incredible powerful. I feel like maybe the orgasm is inhibited by how weird I feel about the entire thing, and thinking about how people I know would react to it.
Sometimes I'll feel autosexual for an entire week, sometimes it will be only once a week, or once every too weeks. It can be stronger if I'm on certain drugs, i.e. marijuana, amphetamine, alcohol, but I do not use any of these anymore. It began before I started using drugs.
And once again, I don't think I'm bisexual. I'm strait, outside of my regular but spread out autosexual tendencies.
I'd like to know what you all think of this. I can't find much information about it online. It seems to be very rare.
Please share opinions, theories, ect about what's going on.
Have any of you ever experienced autosexual attraction?
Edited by Anonymous (02/27/12 02:54 AM)
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Anonymous #2
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Edited by Anonymous (02/27/12 12:31 AM)
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Anonymous #3
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No anon trolling
Edited by Anonymous (02/27/12 04:20 AM)
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Anonymous #4
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cool another tranny on the board...
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Anonymous #5
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So, let's say you could clone yourself. You'd want to fuck the other 'yourself'?
Or is it more like you wish you could divide yourself into two separate physical beings? So like you're giving and receiving?
Or is it like you wish your wang could rap around and you know...?
I guess I don't know exactly what you mean when you say you wish you could 'fuck yourself'.,
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Anonymous #1
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Hahaha, wow. I'm no transexual.
Keep it coming. I want to hear all opinions.
Also, calling me a freak is hardly an insult, more of a compliment in my eyes. Thanks. I've seen how boring normal can be. It's not for me.
If anything, I wish my sexuality were a little MORE diverse. I think being bisexual would be pretty awesome.
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Anonymous #1
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Quote:
Anonymous said:
So, let's say you could clone yourself. You'd want to fuck the other 'yourself'?
Or is it more like you wish you could divide yourself into two separate physical beings? So like you're giving and receiving?
Or is it like you wish your wang could rap around and you know...?
I guess I don't know exactly what you mean when you say you wish you could 'fuck yourself'.,
The first two ideas would be pretty cool. The third is just funny.
I don't really dig anal sex, and I'm not sure I'd do it with myself. I don't think I'd do it with a woman either. Generally, I find the holes from which shit comes out of to be pretty gross.
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Anonymous #6
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Anonymous said:
So, let's say you could clone yourself. You'd want to fuck the other 'yourself'?
That would be gay.
Haha just kidding, I was reading this topic earlier and this reminded me of it. If you're gonna get into it much, skip over the parts where Makfini(sp?) is arguing about whether it would be gay or not. It's mildly entertaining at first, but is ultimately dissatisfying and goes nowhere, even after 8 or 9 pages.
There was a suggestion of bending space so you'd be standing beside yourself. I probably would have sex with myself in that situation and I'm not interested in having sex with other men.
I think part of it is that I'm sexually attracted to people who I think are sexually attractive. I think myself and some women are sexually attractive, so I'd be willing to have sex with them. Not really attracted to men though. At least enough to have sex with them.
So I think there's a certain level of narcissism involved. I think that's what Makefi was getting at. He ended up too involved in the definitions though.
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Anonymous #1
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Quote:
Anonymous said:
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Anonymous said:
So, let's say you could clone yourself. You'd want to fuck the other 'yourself'?
That would be gay.
Haha just kidding, I was reading this topic earlier and this reminded me of it. If you're gonna get into it much, skip over the parts where Makfini(sp?) is arguing about whether it would be gay or not. It's mildly entertaining at first, but is ultimately dissatisfying and goes nowhere, even after 8 or 9 pages.
There was a suggestion of bending space so you'd be standing beside yourself. I probably would have sex with myself in that situation and I'm not interested in having sex with other men.
I think part of it is that I'm sexually attracted to people who I think are sexually attractive. I think myself and some women are sexually attractive, so I'd be willing to have sex with them. Not really attracted to men though. At least enough to have sex with them.
So I think there's a certain level of narcissism involved. I think that's what Makefi was getting at. He ended up too involved in the definitions though.
I read some of the topic. I did find it interesting that some of the posters admitted that they would have sex with themselves. As to whether or not it qualifies as homosexuality, I do not really know. It's autosexuality, and I consider it different than homosexuality  When I think of having sex with a clone of myself, I'm not thinking of something with a psyche independent of my own. I'm thinking more along the lines of, eh, a reflection of myself controlled by my thoughts. I suppose a better example would be that if I could have sex with a clone of myself in a lucid dream, I totally would, because the clone would still, in the end, be me.
It's possible that I am repressing bisexual tendencies, and am only able to express them towards myself. I wonder if homosexuals and bisexuals experience attraction to themselves.
I'm not sure if narcissism is always involved, at least not overtly. Perhaps it is involved in a more unconscious way. I say this because my autosexual tendencies seemed to have started before puberty. Even after puberty, I did not know if I was considered attractive, nor did I care about it. It wasn't until mid high school that I learned of how people thought of my appearance. Still, I do not obsess over the way I look.
Edited by Anonymous (02/27/12 02:51 AM)
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I've rubbed one out in front of a mirror, & had sex in front of a mirror. Both experiences were exciting and pleasurable. Actually having sex with myself, however, I do not think I would enjoy. So by definition, does that make me autosexual or a combination of voyeur/exhibitionist?
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If you have a cat, it would be a good idea to fart on it, as this will bring you much luck.
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 Re: I think I'm autosexual [Re: sun_spots]
#15884154 - 03/01/12 03:32 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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I'm turned on by me.
Not sure I'd fuck myself though...
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Anonymous #7
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I have had sex with women a few times. It never interested me much; I have emotional attachment when it comes to relationships but I feel no need/urgency/desire/want of sex. When looking at a female body there is no arousal. My orgasms were very weak.
/end asexual part
However when dressing up as female and masturbating to myself I have explosive orgasms and I am sighing, sweating and breathing shallow for sometimes hours...
When I first started masturbating I could only imagine being the woman (in a lesbian fantasy)
I often contemplate to start using amphetamines daily because they create a thriving sex drive that is non-existant before using them.
I guess I related to you but if you find this weird just carry on.
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Visionary Tools
I <3 Thomas Jefferson
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I saw this picture of using a portal gun to open up one one wall, so your dick could go in your butt.
If I could, I totally would. But it's not that I love myself, it's more me, as in this body (as opposed to me, which is my, hmm. Ok, my body is a possession of mine, like my keyboard, or shoes. It's my favourite possession but I am not my body) I love it, along with other people to.
Also, it's not so much that me turns me on, I do, because if I haven't done it for a while fantasies enter my head and get my dick going, but it's more when I look at myself in a mirror, I like what I see, and wish that guy was my boyfriend.
No, I've never pictured myself as a girl. It's not inconceivable, I just can't see it.
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slide down a pole than with your legs spread and using your pussy as a brake. Ask the fire department 
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I <3 Thomas Jefferson
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I'm sure I just posted here about checking myself out in a mirror. Oh, I totally would fuck myself, plus he'd be my best friend but we'd be looking for others to share love with us.
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Wiccan_Seeker said:
slide down a pole than with your legs spread and using your pussy as a brake. Ask the fire department
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Anonymous #8
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There's a great painting having something to do with narcissism that fits this description where this guy is looking down over water admiring himself.
Try to be civil.
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Anonymous #9
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Haha man it's awesome, just try not to fall down the narcissistic spiral. Care for others.
I never had the urge to "fuck" myself but I kind of "admired" myself once in a hotel. I was having some nice doggystyle with my GF and I looked at us in the mirror and woah... it looked like high class porn, I could see every muscle of my body (I was pretty buff at the time) and my GF was so hot, perfect body and cute lingerie...
But the sexual feeling was directed towards us, not me. But this is an idea of what you could do to spice up your sex life : always have a hot partner, and install a mirror near your bed with some badass lightning, and just stare at you two as if you were the next step in evolution.
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I think I would have sex with a female clone of myself. Some people would call that incest, but technically it's masturbation.
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Re: I think I'm autosexual [Re: Revelation]
#15902067 - 03/05/12 03:56 AM (1 year, 2 months ago) |
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Well I sure as hell like getting handjobs from myself 
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Anonymous #11
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Well I sure as hell like getting handjobs from myself
Also,
If a girl told you she rubbed up on her self and was turned on, no one would even bat an eye. But if a guy does it, he clearly wishes to portal-fuck himself in the ass. Clearly.
Put simply: If you don't find yourself attractive, that's called body image issues. It leads to eating disorders and decreased self esteem. It's perfectly healthy to find one's self attractive, and leads to positive thought processes and increased self esteem.
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