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 Steadyman
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 5 grams mushrooms. 
#15764470 - 02/05/12 12:52 PM (3 months, 22 days ago) |
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Never made a trip report yet so bare with me if I ramble a little bit. I've had similar journeys before but there all just slightly different and this one was pretty memorable.
Last night at around midnight I chewed up 5 grams of mushrooms (Penis envy's. Though I don't think the species matters all that much. Atleast from my experience). About an hour or so later the effects started coming on gradually. Normally I can sit on my laptop, listen to music for a little while without the urge to constantly be doing something. But this time I just had to lay down, it was really coming on and sweeping me off my feet. Everywhere I walked I felt like there was a slight push on my shoulders pushing me where to go. Almost like I wasn't in control but something was telling me "just go sit down over here, it's better this way" and sort of guided me to my bed. I decided to cut out the lights and concentrate on something a little deeper. While laying in bed, as my eyes were getting adjusted to the dark the most vivid flashes and beams of lights started spiraling into this vortex of the most beautiful patterns and colors. the whole kaleidoscope effect. but it wasn't just the sight of it, I could feel it taking over my body and literally pulling me in like I was being pulled into this amazing whirlpool, going deeper and deeper into the unknown. I remember talking to it saying "My intentions are good, I'm here for the right reasons. Please accept me into your domain". Then I started having all these really fast flashbacks of things in my life. Like as a kid looking at the sun, then bam shot to another flashback of me like riding a bike as a little kid, and then bam another flashback of something else, and on and on. While this was happening I literally felt this presence looking into my head and analyzing my common fears, joys, and other humanily traits that I had adapted to my personality over time. Then after about 10 minutes of that I lost all sense of time and space. I was no longer in my room, I was shot to a completely different dimension where I could see that everything was made up of something else. like I could see the air, it wasnt clear and invisible, you could see little traces of molecules or atoms in everything and they were connected and moving. And I realized holy shit I'm surrounded by living breathing organisms every single day and I just take them for granted but they are everywhere, in the light, in the air, in the water. It was like I was in their world now. A world of silence and beauty. I realized everything is connected to each other. That the whole universe is connected. It's incredibly hard to explain it in words but words couldnt accurately describe it anyhow, you just KNOW. you just feel it and you know. It's right there in your face saying "I've been here the whole time, where have you been." You feel just honored to be in the presence of something so much bigger than you. You realize you are just a spec of a spec in this vast universe of infinite time and space. Then I kind of snapped out of this cause I had to pee really bad, I went and peed. And then after coming back and laying down some more, not even thinking about wanting to watch this I just sprung up and turned on Carl Sagan's "Cosmos". I swear I felt something telling me to turn it on because it was just instant, no thought of it. And holy fucking shit! everything that I was experiencing for the last hour or god knows how long he was fully explaining in detail! The episode was actually called "One voice in the cosmic fugue". One voice! and it completely blew my mind. Completely. I was just in awe probably drooling while I was watching this. I highly suggest watching "cosmos" on mushrooms. I was watching it for what felt like maybe 15 minutes, and the episode ended and it showed that the episode was an hour long. I felt so enlightened by all this. So I cut the t.v off and tried to get back to that vortex that I was mentioning earlier, but I just couldnt obtain it.. It was really odd. I remember saying "Why did you leave?, I'm still here" and there was no answer. Like it came and went. I wasn't really upset just slightly confused at this because normally I can trip for about 5 hours and it will peak around 3 hours. but this peaked very very early and didnt last much longer than 3 and a half to 4 hours. So I decided to get some sleep. I woke up this morning really refreshed and glad with what I experienced. I felt like maybe It was just saving some info for next time, or that maybe my human brain wouldnt accurately be able to comprehend quite everything that was happening. Either way I really enjoyed it. Like I said watch Carl sagan's Cosmos on mushrooms it will blow your mind.
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 zZZz
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 Re: 5 grams mushrooms. [Re: Steadyman]
#15764542 - 02/05/12 01:16 PM (3 months, 21 days ago) |
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that was an awesome story. i will definitely consider carl sagan for my next time.
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HarryL
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Re: 5 grams mushrooms. [Re: zZZz]
#15785225 - 02/09/12 05:53 PM (3 months, 17 days ago) |
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Great read.... Sounds amazing
Did you have any take home meaning from it all?
Peace
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Edited by HarryL (02/09/12 07:11 PM)
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Steadyman
Everything is Everything
Registered: 01/19/12
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Re: 5 grams mushrooms. [Re: HarryL]
#15859921 - 02/24/12 09:56 PM (3 months, 2 days ago) |
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I always get a little thing here and there everytime i do it. but what I took from it was just how connected we all really are and how everyone is so blind to it. like shrooms makes things that you question seem like the stupidest questions to ask. wait you mean? people hate each other? for what reasons? THAT reason!? shit! don't they realize that they're all the same people? why is their brain on autopilot like a bunch of zombies to where they can't make rational decisions for themselves? maybe it's because my mind is so ridiculously open but I also felt how small I was in this vast universe. These are all things you would normally feel on shrooms so I don't think I'm experiencing anything new here but i swear at one point my mind was being analyzed by some unknown being and like i said was having these flashbacks but i can't fully explain it but i swear to god there was a presence in the room with me checking out everything in my head just checking an analyzing (i cant pinpoint the word for what it was analyzing) just EVERYTHING like my whole being. my past and present. and it was fast forwarding and rewinding to different experiences. I talked the this dude later who gave them to me and he said he experienced a real wild trip from these too and said they were African's and gave some heavy visuals. he grew them himself and is real trustworthy so it wasnt just like some random dude like yeah bro... they were africans and lying through his teeth. I've definately gotten other species from him that i've recognized including penis envy's. I haven't really had different effects from different species but these must have been just a little more potent.
no one will read that haha.
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 Ravendark
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Re: 5 grams mushrooms. [Re: Steadyman]
#15876934 - 02/28/12 03:33 PM (2 months, 29 days ago) |
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Quote:
Steadyman said:
but what I took from it was just how connected we all really are and how everyone is so blind to it. like shrooms makes things that you question seem like the stupidest questions to ask. wait you mean? people hate each other? for what reasons? THAT reason!? shit! don't they realize that they're all the same people?
This is exactly what I felt yesterday after the peak of my first ever bigger cubensis trip. I just laughed at the insane foolishness of wars and conflicts between humans. It felt extremely weird that we'd fight and kill each other under the same sun. Then again, I kinda drew a paralell to a mycelium which causes aborts and doesn't work out flawlessly 100% of the time...But still climbs towards that lamp in the end.
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