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 cateyes
Registered: 12/16/03
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wow man, i'm so sorry i didn't get back to you... i remember sending you a PM telling you i responded to your post and then when you Pmed me saying you were thinking about becoming a police officer i wanted to hold off responding and talking to my biological father about the idea since he's a retired state police lieutenant but even talking to him about it slipped my mind. i remember my concern was the educational requirements you might have to deal with because i remember him telling me the state police require a BS minimum now and even in my home town they require a BS too...
i haven't been on the shroomery server for over a week now after i got banned for 24 hours over bullshit... i needed a break to gather my head but i remember feeling it was important to toggle this thread just in case you posted a follow up and i was right!  i was working at my desk and my email tripped off with it's alarm and low and behold the notice of your post was in there, it had come in a little earlier when i stepped away from my desk... i can't really put into words what this means to me as the shroomery is very important to me and i really care what happens to people here on the server, but i reread my post to you and it came back to me that i missed the thread for about two weeks after you originally posted it and i found it by searching the second page for shits and giggles... it's really weird how things work out...
well it's great to see you're now offering to help others which is what this place is about, in my opinion at least. there's a very unique culture present here on this server and you've become a clear example for others that even when things look the bleakest then they've ever been and look at you now?!?! you're working steady and in school to be what you want to be and your social skills seem to be killer instinct now getting a girls number is no easy thing most times... i'll return to the shroomery this week some time but i just wanted to be the first to chime in on this great news! i've got to update a thread i made on MeetUp... i've got an awful lot to post about my last two MeetUps... Friday nights MeetUp was absolutely killer!!!
well you take good care for now Mr got it all together woman slayer, i'll be back maybe tomorrow or Wednesday...
PeaCe2U MrMonsanto, i'm really very happy you were able to pull it together so completely... this makes you such a huge winner man and this will stay with you for the rest of your life because once you pull yourself out of that type of grave man nothing can get in your way!!!
Kensho 
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 Mr.Monsanto
Trying to find the Way
Registered: 06/22/11
Posts: 178
Loc: North-east
Last seen: 2 months, 15 days
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 Re: Save me from myself.  [Re: cateyes]
#15906606 - 03/06/12 12:35 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Thanks buddy! i just wanted to let everyone know how things turned out and give you a special thanks for all your kind words. During some of my most serious down times I found myself rereading you and Naturessons posts, every time it quickly restored my faith in humanity and my own individual uniqueness. You're right about the culture on here and wanted you to know you're a beautiful addition to it all. Im sorry to hear you were banned as your input is always valuable to me, even in threads I dont post in but lurk on. Ive read a lot of your posts and the stuff I've gathered about you really impresses me more then you'll know. Even that meetup thread was a wealth of information, very beneficial to me and I'm so glad for every post you make on this message board. Although we've never met, I can tell you have an incredibly kind-hearted nature and felt it was important that you see how much you can have an effect on someone you hardly know - for the better. The fact that you would even think about asking a family member for information on a possible career choice for me says a lot about your character, and it doesn't go unnoticed. Thank you, and much unconditional love/good vibes from me to you!
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"Let me mention what I've been thinking
How to save the children, when the ship is sinking
So I'm singing, no lip syncing to slogans
Political hooligans with tanks, missiles and guns
Everything is relative when it's all in the family of man
Understand the time has finally come to realise the great power of one
All formulas equalise under the Sun, amen"
Nujabes & Shing.02
We have the power to change the world when we realize how powerful the hearts and minds of men truly are.
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circastes
Being too serious
Registered: 01/14/10
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Quote:
blkjkrabbit said:
live simply
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"Your salvation may lie in a rational apprehension of the present moment."
-Terence McKenna
"There never was any forgetfulness for Self."
-Ramana Maharshi
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circastes
Being too serious
Registered: 01/14/10
Posts: 5,733
Loc:
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Re: Save me from myself. [Re: circastes]
#15906780 - 03/06/12 01:12 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Today I:
had coffee with my schizophrenic brother (I like getting him out the house)
picked up my new prescription glasses
washed the dishes
layed on the couch thinking nothing for hours
fell asleep for a few hours on the couch
got up and did 30 minutes of study (should be doing hours and hours today but fuck it)
played QuakeLIVE
...now I'm listening to Puscifer and posting on here.
Busy day for me!
"The Kingdom of Heaven is within you." - Jesus (& Buddha, & a billion other sages)
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"Your salvation may lie in a rational apprehension of the present moment."
-Terence McKenna
"There never was any forgetfulness for Self."
-Ramana Maharshi
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AcidMonster
Mindful Warrior
Registered: 07/13/11
Posts: 472
Loc: OR
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That's very nice to hear Mr.Monsanto. It's almost like you have been reborn, is it not? Continue to experience the world and let all that beauty come forth once again in this new perception. I love moments like these, I feel like I am living one and it only gets better and better! You will cover ground with amazing clarity and ambition to say the least. Cheers to the experience and again I'm glad to hear you have been open and receptive to this opportunity.
I feel like I should have offered more advice in my previous post however, many shroomerites on here indeed are great people that are willing to help and am happy they covered what was needed to be brought up.
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MotherNaturesSon
the United States of Love
Registered: 05/21/09
Posts: 798
Last seen: 2 hours, 17 minutes
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I am so very pleased to see the empathy and Love blooming this thread.
Mr.Monstanto, I'd like you to know just how highly fond I am of M&M's with peanuts! Your wishing had me smile.  You have my thanks.
I do hope you are doing well and reaping all according wisdom from this experience.
For remember-- your struggle is not a matter of prevalence, but rather that of progress.
Do not hesitate to put out any other concern that we, the caring part of the community, may assist you in dismantling. You have a Friend in us.
Third guide you. 
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Excerpts of inner dialogue VI-VI-VI:
"Im no saint, but I do have genuine intentions."
"So you believe in intensions?"
"No. I believe in being genuine."
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Mr.Monsanto
Trying to find the Way
Registered: 06/22/11
Posts: 178
Loc: North-east
Last seen: 2 months, 15 days
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Cateyes, I really hope you see this message and can respond to this ASAP. I've been completely in remission with myStills disease since november, and just recently I had a fever and sore throat 3 nights in a row. The doctor tested me for strep throat and I tested positive (strep has been the precursor to Stills diseas for me every time. at 13, 18 and now, I have flared up directly following a strep infection) it has been 2 days since the strep cleared up and I awoke yesterday morningwith a stiff and painful ankle. it is now one day after that exact experience ad my whole body is aching. I am almost positive I will be in the hospital in a few days depending on how long I hold out to stay in work. Im very interested in what you though could be the issue with me, as I'll be seeing doctors soon and trying to get a treatment plan for (stills disease) immediately. if there's a possibility of something else causing this, I want to explor that avenue. it's urgent because I'm only going to get exponentially worse over the next few days. after body pains comes fatigue, nausea, inability to eat or retain fluids due to dehydration and vomiting, then practically immobalized from body pain - muscle swelling and joint stiffness. honestly, I cant deal with this again. it is happening at such a horrible point in time. my girlfriend moves away to college 500 miles away in august and I dont want to spend our last month together in the hospital. nor do i want to risk my dog training apprenticeship. this is horrible 
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"Let me mention what I've been thinking
How to save the children, when the ship is sinking
So I'm singing, no lip syncing to slogans
Political hooligans with tanks, missiles and guns
Everything is relative when it's all in the family of man
Understand the time has finally come to realise the great power of one
All formulas equalise under the Sun, amen"
Nujabes & Shing.02
We have the power to change the world when we realize how powerful the hearts and minds of men truly are.
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Anonymous #1
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cateyes is on the banned list.
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Anonymous #2
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Why?
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