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 ellenallien
lumpy space princess
 
Registered: 12/04/08
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 E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's 
#14230010 - 04/03/11 08:22 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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i couldnt find the e m c so i made one. 
its 8:21 making coffee. supposed to be nice out. hopefully it is.
how is everybody? my life has drastically changed in the past week.
i havent had much time for myself.
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 gerryjarcia
biophiliac
Registered: 05/29/10
Posts: 1,862
Loc: the woods
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mornin' Ellen. how are you feeling?
woke up a little while ago. drankin the coffee. meeting up with a friend i see about once a year (if that). we always have the best conversation. stoked 
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"We are all intoxicated. We were born into an insane asylum, a world crazy-making. We believe what we see and hear. The real myth is the myth of sanity, of rationality: it's a disease that is eating away at the earth. All the poisons flow from our denial. We deny madness, we forget our crimes, we dismember the corpse, we imprison our children. We need poison to poison the poison, to remember the sacred nature of intoxication, the green body of the young god." ~ Dale Pendell
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ellenallien
lumpy space princess
Registered: 12/04/08
Posts: 8,142
Loc: Sanriotown, Harmonyland
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my BF recently had seizure's behind the wheel & crashed his car.
they found weed in his system, thats it. so they locked him up for 24 hrs in jail under DUI.
he was not driving under the influence, he does not do drugs. that is ME
after he got out, we have a lawyer now. after lots of doctors & neurologists his E_E_G came back
"abnormalities" concentrated to one section of his brain. they revoked his liscense and he is going
out on disability.
its really hard for me to get comfortable to be on the computer. since "my accident" its hard to sit or stand
cuz what i did to my left leg.. so i been laying in beds on my freetime which is unfort away from the PC.
i have been staying sober which is really hard. rarely smoking weed here & there. i get bad anxiety when i drive, but now i am forced to drive everywhere.
and i have major migraines from taking so many benzo's for months.
i have to step up and get my sh_t together. so far it seems like im doing ok, on the outside..
my BF now yesterday gave me some shocking news. we have never talked about this before on a real level.
he told me yesterday, he wants me to have his daughter. ME!? of all people!? not right this second but,
we have talked about 'marriage' but we have agreed on no children. i feel honored! but shocked, but frightened.
everything is changing so fast. we are going out to stay with my parents in the suburbs for xtra help.
the last place i would go becus of my mum. but i have to suck it up
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gerryjarcia
biophiliac
Registered: 05/29/10
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Loc: the woods
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wow, sounds like you've got a lot on your plate. guess it's like that old saying, "when it rains, it pours."
better get an umbrella 
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"We are all intoxicated. We were born into an insane asylum, a world crazy-making. We believe what we see and hear. The real myth is the myth of sanity, of rationality: it's a disease that is eating away at the earth. All the poisons flow from our denial. We deny madness, we forget our crimes, we dismember the corpse, we imprison our children. We need poison to poison the poison, to remember the sacred nature of intoxication, the green body of the young god." ~ Dale Pendell
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ellenallien
lumpy space princess
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Quote:
gerryjarcia said:
wow, sounds like you've got a lot on your plate. guess it's like that old saying, "when it rains, it pours."
better get an umbrella
very much soo..
everything is still just soo surreal.
hasnt even sunk in yet. i kind of watch myself on autopilot..
i dont know how im doing this.
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vinsue
Grand Ole Fart
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 Just try to be strong there, Lil' Lady. Best of luck to both (or 3) of you . . .
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   "All mushrooms are edible; but some only once." Croatian proverb. BTW .... Have You Rated Ythans Mom Yet ?? ...  ... HERE'S HOW ... (be nice) .  ...
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ellenallien
lumpy space princess
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 Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: vinsue]
#14230052 - 04/03/11 08:51 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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@vinsue 
i have had 1 seizure in my life. but i have never sen anyone have a seizure. have you?
in the event that someone has a seizure in front of you? what are you suppose to do?
just call 9-1-1 ?
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ellenallien
lumpy space princess
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Maharishi_2_U
Opt Out Super Fag
Registered: 10/21/09
Posts: 5,055
Loc: Front Range, CO
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Big changes for you there lady!
I broke my neck and nearly died in an auto accident almost two years ago, and they tried to charge me with like three crimes. Non e of it stuck, but it is just the point. I was laying in a hospital bed hundreds of miles from home and the police were issuing warrants....
Sounds like u will have a busy time next few months!
My son made me the man I am today, nothing compares to a childs truly unconditional love.
Enjoy the day
bc
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Ballerium said:
I don't think I'd appreciate it if some woman randomly bent over in front of me and showed her asshole to me.
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ellenallien
lumpy space princess
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thank u B_C, it is good to see u 
he was not going fast when it happend. just property damage, everyone was lucky..
wow things just get too real at the end of this video
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BaSSidio Head
Pebble Wrestler
Registered: 03/29/11
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You seem currently overwhelmed, understandably, but try to stay positive. How you are feeling is determined by how you perceive your situations. Though it might seem hard, try to find the silver linings and it should make coping somewhat easier. It could always be worse, so be thankful and good luck to you.
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What's from the earth is of the greatest worth. 
So before u knock it, try it first and you'll see it's a blessing and it's not a curse.
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mrckb
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Scientist - My findings are pointless when taken out of context.
Media - Scientist claims "findings are pointless"
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I AM SWIM
doin' thangs
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Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: mrckb]
#14230117 - 04/03/11 09:50 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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Micawber
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Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: I AM SWIM]
#14230119 - 04/03/11 09:51 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's
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(mik-kaw'-bur) n. one who is poor but lives in optimistic expectation of better fortune
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desant
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Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: mrckb]
#14230129 - 04/03/11 09:55 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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good morning Ellen
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I AM SWIM
doin' thangs
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Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: Micawber]
#14230131 - 04/03/11 09:56 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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desant
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Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: I AM SWIM]
#14230139 - 04/03/11 10:03 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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that film is great
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saxcidjazz
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Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: desant]
#14230160 - 04/03/11 10:20 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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Morning all. I'm hoping when I check the mail this guy will have finally paid me for my gig.. I want to buy some dank and some food! Hope everyone's weekend is going well. I rediscovered my GTA4 disc for my computer so I've been modding the shit out of it. Forza 3 models look awesome in GTA.
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Beanhead
appreciating aesthetics
Registered: 10/11/08
Posts: 13,255
Loc: Geospatial inversion
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Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: saxcidjazz]
#14230162 - 04/03/11 10:21 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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Pretty pissed off that my friends went to a party where the music doesn't even interest them and just left me be 
oh well I took some acid, ketamine and smoked some weed.
Payday this friday 
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Je sens que je vais aller voir ailleurs
Là où tout est beau et plein de douceur!
Les femmes.
Je sens mon corps se remplir de bonheur
Et mon sourire noyé par les pleurs
Je danse mais j'hésite encore...
Des larmes.
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microdotty
Pro darts player!
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Re: E*llen M*ilk's C*ow's [Re: desant]
#14230164 - 04/03/11 10:22 AM (2 years, 1 month ago) |
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A little poem i have wrote for you ellen..
INNOCENCE
Innocence is freedom.
And guilt just ties you down.
Having a clean conscience means,
A face without a frown.
When all the world around you
Is crushing mankind’s time,
Just stick to your principles,
And keep your dreams in mind.
To make mistakes is natural,
It makes us who we are,
Just keep that smile upon your face,
And you will go so far.
A wise man makes his own decisions,
While fools follow the rest,
Don't keep problems to yourself,
Just get them off your chest...
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