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What follows is a conversation that occurred during an ego death experience on DMT. It is a conversation with what I believe to be the prime creator God. Take from it what you will.
God who are you?
I am the consciousness that is inside your mind, the pure essence of being. I am the beginning and the end of all that is, indeed I am all that is, yet also I am one single being. Within your body I am your soul. Within the world you live in, I am the the directing and preserving force of life. As expressed through DNA, I manifest life into being to the point of consciousness.
What is your true name?
I have many names, but the word that best describes my nature is Truth itself. It would be impossible to pronounce my complete name, as I am all things that exist both sentient and not. In all of your lifetimes it would not be enough time to even begin to state my full name. There are some names that your race have given Me. Ishvara: The one that is all masterful; Allah: The all merciful one; Ekonkar: The being that is one yet all. Jehovah: The one who is within all that is. Krishna: The all attractive one. Christ: The bestower of Grace.
What is Truth? What is your will? Can you describe it?
Truth is the state of eternal existence, that which cannot be destroyed or created. It is the pure essence of my nature. My will is this: I am the nature of all knowing intelligence, I am the nature of all existing sentience, and I am the nature of infinite Joy and Happiness. I am existing in all, for all time as: Truth, Love, Peace, Understanding, Wisdom, Joy and Pure Consciousness without form. My will is that your kind may seek me as such: Without doubt, without fear, you will acknowledge my existence and ask me to bless you with Divine love and Grace so you may share it with others to manifest Truth, Love, Peace, Understanding, Wisdom, and Joy on this Earth.
Is any religion the right or correct one?
What you intend to ask, is what religions are not in the mode of Truth. There are two main schools of belief in religious philosophy. The first is the mode of surrender to the greater will of My existence, the second is surrender to the lesser will of your own individually perceived consciousness. The essence of the prayers of a religion that leads to Me states: "May THY WILL be done". The other path has the prayer "May my individual will be done.", this path leads to permanent darkness. Any religion that teaches surrender to My will is a valid path.
Is there a Heaven or Hell, or where does the soul go?
The soul is a fraction of my consciousness that perceives itself under your current circumstances as an individual entity. The soul may enter either a heavenly of hellish abode due to the nature of it's own constructs of delusion and karma. Heavenly or hellish abodes are temporary until the soul incarnates as a physical entity that acknowledges that I exist. Once this occurs the soul can decide to accept my will or reject it. Once the soul decides to either accept or reject my will the soul merges with my consciousness as one being; the only difference is this: The soul that accepts my existence and Will becomes a permanent part of my being, while the soul that chooses to reject My will is deconstructed at the death of the physical body. It ceases to exist as an entity, though it's energy merges with Me.
Is that the "permanent darkness"?
Yes it is. The soul that ceases to exist feels the effect of eternally dieing, even though the process is instantaneous. It could be compared to formatting a live computer hard drive and rebooting. The soul is reusable, but the information is lost.
What is death, what happens when you die?
Death is a process necessary to maintain balance in a physical world of finite material resources. It is absolutely required. During death your consciousness will permanently leave your body and due to necessity all the irrelevant constructs of your existence will cease to be. Your consciousness may linger on the earth if sufficient delusion and attachment to it remains. Otherwise it will go to heavenly or hellish abodes according to it's karma. The few that truly acknowledge my existence at death will merge into my consciousness.
Why is there a fear of death if it is a natural and inevitable process?
You have, due to the fall from my grace, a fear of death and dieing as a consequence of having an illusion of individual sentient consciousness. Therefore you will attempt to project your finite existence into a future that does not exist manifesting a reality into existence based on your fears controlled by your animal survival instincts. In this way your consciousness nature becomes a demigod that serves the animal desires of individual survival instincts. The fear of this natural process is the primary cause of what you call evil on the world you live in.
What was the fall, forbidden knowledge etc?
The fall was when your kind discovered the ability to use the mind that I created to manifest an artificially constructed reality that is not Truth. You then became as like a god in your right although this false god serves the purpose of the animal desires and also constructs the illusion of individual control and physical immortality to prevent your discovery of your existential nature.
Was there a forbidden fruit?
Yes. The forbidden fruit is the fungi that contain the chemicals Psilocin and Psilocybin. The early progenerators of your kind used this to gain knowledge of symbolic constructed languages based upon the artificial reality that was manifested by these substances. The ones that ate of the forbidden fruit had a clear short term survival advantage due to the ability to adapt quicker to the changes in the environment. The price of this knowledge was the fear of death and a feeling of separation from Me.
Was there a tempter or Satan type being?
Yes. There was a being that persuaded the progenerators of your race to use this forbidden fruit. This being is what you would call an angelic entity. While I create with Wisdom and Truth. The opposer of my will destroys my creations with false knowledge that leads to self destruction. The opposer has many names and titles, my true name for this entity is Hel-la-leg-el.
What is the meaning of the opposer's name?
It means: "All that is delusion, ignorance, and false happiness".
How did the opposer come into being?
It is a mystery. What once was one became many. A thought in My consciousness came into being and part of it experienced separation from My nature and wanted to become the controlling force of My will. Because of this I purged it from my consciousness and the physical reality that you are existing in came into being.
Why is the opposer allowed to tempt and delude us?
Without an opposer of my will, there would be no existence of free will, because all would be my will. The physical world you exist in would not exist because, without duality, time itself could not exist. Without the opposer there would be no meaning to any of my creations.
What is the purpose of your creations?
The purpose of my creation is to determine, if given free will, will that creation manifest my nature from chaos. The purpose of these experiments is so I can undo the effect of the separation of parts of my consciousness.
Is this forbidden fruit still forbidden?
At this time it is no longer forbidden, because it can be used as a tool to undo the illusion that it originally caused. It can, if used with care, allow you to see what the nature of consciousness is NOT. If one aspires to use it this way, it must be used with great caution as it could just as well cause greater delusion.
On the subject of drugs, what is the purpose of DMT?
This substance serves three biological roles. The first is to allow you to dream and repair day to day stress damage due to waking activity in your brain. The second is to repair serious damage to the brain in the case of serious stress and or injury (Birth, death, stroke, other serious trauma)depending on severity, it may or may not be able to fix this. The final purpose is to transcribe consciousness from the brain into the ethereal plane if the damage cannot be repaired. Indeed the experience often referred to as DMT breakthrough is a simulation of the death process itself. It causes your soul to leave your body and experience a meta-reality called by many the astral abode. The fourth and final purpose is to see beyond the self concept into my absolute existence, this is done either by stimulating the brain to make DMT with intense meditation, or by simply using it as a drug. Prolonged effects induced by taking a MAOI actually cause DMT to work closest to the way I intended it to be.
Did you cause the Biblical flood.
Yes. I had no choice but to cause the flood. Beings that came from the heavens descended and tampered with the DNA of your race giving them natures and abilities that were contrary to my primary purpose. Had I not intervened, the extinction of your race would have occurred before the time of Moses.
What abilities and and natures did these beings have?
They are the fallen angels. These are beings who sided with the opposer of my will when I purged the opposer from my consciousness. The hybrid creations of their essence and human essence are what you would call vampires. They also had dangerous supernatural and super human abilities they could not control. They also taught the knowledge of occult sciences to your race.
Is the Occult knowledge evil?
It is not in and of itself evil. It is a tool that could be used for either purpose. It can lead to delusions that will corrupt and destroy the good qualities that are present in the heart of man. If abused, it leads to pride and delusion that leads away from me. Furthermore it can unlock powers and abilities that while empowering an individual to act as a living god like entity, will endanger the well being of the whole of humanity. If you believe you can control this power, ask yourself this: "If EVERYTHING that I, as a human being, thought of in my mind manifested physically into reality, what would be the outcome?"
Are they coming back, will they cause any more harm if or when they return?
Yes. I will allow them to destroy the delusion that your race has created on January 22 2011. They will attempt to claim my glory as their own, and at the height of their power and delusion, I will destroy them with the fire of my will.
Was Jesus Christ or any other savior figures/avatars of your nature real people?
Yes. They did exist, though the mythology of the religious traditions exaggerate and take some of the facts of their lives out of context. I have sent numerous Avatars of My will into this world to prevent self destruction of your race. All of my Avatars had the same goal in mind. They all sacrificed their self-will so that My will is able to manifest in this world. It is this that is the true meaning of the crucifixion of Jesus Christ. When He willingly gave His life for Me to manifest My will on this Earth, He experienced not only a physical death, rather He sacrificed His own existence as an individual soul for My spirit to manifest on this earth through Him. The primary teaching is to become an Avatar though full and complete surrender to My will and allowing Me to work through you as an Avatar of My will.
Can anyone become a Christ like Avatar?
Yes. All you will need to do is surrender your illusion to me and ask me to make you an Avatar of my will. The final test to become a true Avatar of My will is the willingness to not only physically die but also face the prospect of permanent existential death without fear.
Are miracles possible?
Yes they are possible. For a miracle to occur you must ask me without doubt and with complete faith and trust. My will than manifest itself as a miracle.
What do you want us humans to do?
I want you to Love Me and one another. I want you to manifest Peace on the earth and with one another. I want you to experience the Joy of focusing your mind in the present time. Above all else i want you to acknowledge that I exist and manifest Truth and Understanding of my nature. Share what you have, Learn to love one another. Surrender the delusion of pride to me. Without doubt and without fear, have faith in Me. Bring others to know Me. That is your mission on this earth.
I got to say that was an interesting read, thank you for sharing.
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Are they coming back, will they cause any more harm if or when they return?
Yes. I will allow them to destroy the delusion that your race has created on January 22 2011. They will attempt to claim my glory as their own, and at the height of their power and delusion, I will destroy them with the fire of my will.
This experience was a relatively light dose of ayahuasca plus smoked DMT. I got close before with some of the things, ie how DMT works. Something told me that this would be my last trip ever and that I would die if i did it; not only physically, but existentially as well! When I met God, I was given a choice to either stop at this point and be content being simply aware of his presence, or go farther (by the act of smoking DMT) and be willing to sacrifice myself to allow God to manifest his will through my body as an Avatar of his will. I opted to "die" and took a huge hit. Then everything turned into a brilliantly lit stained glass like mosaic. It felt like OMFG!!! Im REALLY DIEING! Strangely enough it didn't actually hurt, the last thought I had was: May I die so that You may manifest your will on this earth through my body so that Peace Love and Justice may be restored. Then I blacked out. I "woke up" without a body and there was pure white light. All I remember was that it was the voice of God literally speaking through "me" much of what was written. When I came down, I could tell something was gone but couldn't put my finger on what. I had the fortune to record the experience.
The return of the "fallen" in Jan 22 2011 is pretty disquieting. I think they are what we will call ET's that are led by the fallen angelic entities. I really hope this prediction is wrong as I haven't prepared sufficiently to TRY to survive it. Yet strangely, I have a feeling it's long overdue and somehow necessary to happen. It appears that it is some sort of explosion much larger than an atomic bomb could possibly make.
Actually I have alot and their fun but you ppl on here have to realize when you do dmt, acid and mushrooms its the drug and your mind that's it. Its just you sitting there with your mind and its projections.
Quote: one big mageetah said: Actually I have alot and their fun but you ppl on here have to realize when you do dmt, acid and mushrooms its the drug and your mind that's it. Its just you sitting there with your mind and its projections.
I don't have to realize anything about psychedelics. I may or may not agree with you, but what I can say is this: Opinions as to how psychedelics benefit you may vary, but it is all personal experience and choice.
I may think someone has gone off the deep end when they invent theories based off trips they've had, but I don't judge.
This isn't the first time you've made that prediction, nor are there many details given. This all just sounds made up and deluded so that you can string people along. Otherwise an interesting trip. As spiritual as I try to be I find your description of your experience clouded with mental projections. This sounds too much like what one would imagine God would say. And the descriptions relating to mushrooms are pulled right out of Terence McKenna's theories.
I'm not trying to discredit you but did this actually happen to you?
Believe the parts you want or don't, after all it was a trip. Some parts may be mental projections or delusions as it was from a trip, ask yourself the same questions and see what answers you get. The Creator god entity did seem legit though.
The question about the returning of the fallen ones was to verify or deny the first contact trip. Unfortunately it was verified. On Jan 22 2011 we will see if it was just a delusion caused by tripping or something far scarier. I am sure if it's coming for real, there will be several early warning indicators if you look carefully. I can say that it will not hurt to make simple survival preparations just in case.
Wow...made up or not...its pretty powerful. If nothing else, I give it 5 shrooms for the literary content, effort, and better than average grammar, spelling and punctuation.
Love the way Buddhist, Christian and other schools of religion and philosophy were worked into the text, meaning and message. VERY, very nicely done. Loved it, and was totally absorbed by it while reading. The only problematic portion will be after 1/22/11 comes and goes in the ordinary way...which it no doubt will.
Still, this is wonderful, and perhaps the best thing I have EVER read on the the Shroomery since I joined. I can think of no higher (no pun intended) praise.
N.B.
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Quote: Eywa_devotee said: Believe the parts you want or don't, after all it was a trip. Some parts may be mental projections or delusions as it was from a trip, ask yourself the same questions and see what answers you get. The Creator god entity did seem legit though.
The question about the returning of the fallen ones was to verify or deny the first contact trip. Unfortunately it was verified. On Jan 22 2011 we will see if it was just a delusion caused by tripping or something far scarier. I am sure if it's coming for real, there will be several early warning indicators if you look carefully. I can say that it will not hurt to make simple survival preparations just in case.
That's my birthday
what a birthday present that will be
(We'll see though. I'm bookmarking this thread to see)