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 zZZz
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 My Most Important Dream! (very lucid, way too visual!) 
#13551316 - 11/28/10 01:33 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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i wrote this about 2 years ago. i started writing it here to post it, but i got into it and had to open up notepad to finish it there. i just re-read it today and wanted to posted for those with big imaginations to enjoy.
this is probably a long read for some, but if your into dreams, 2012, space and such, you might enjoy it. i
know i did.
a few months ago i had a dream, unlike past dreams, this dream was very important to me. i would have never
expected to dream such blissful images, it was a life changing experience and a very long dream, to the point
where it felt like an eternity. i wrote down as much as i could remember. alot of it was forgotten after i had
woken up.
the dream:
it was somewhere around midnight when i fell asleep, a few hours later REM kicked in.
this was before the dream became lucid; it started out in my home, i was in my room laying on my bed, when
suddenly i felt a low, but very heavy vibration. it felt like something really big was coming towards me, like a stampede. it was an earthquake. the ground shook violently, and from that point, everything was complete chaos. it was very powerful. i have never felt big earthquakes, just small ones, but this definitely felt like the real deal. the earthquake lasted a few seconds, then it came to a stop. i ran outside and to this day i will not forget the fear i felt, from what i witnessed when i stepped out the door.
the first thing i saw were comets, hundreds of them, coming down fast towards earth. i saw them crash to the
ground, it sounded like very loud explosions. along comets were enormous tornadoes all through the background. the winds blew hard and i could feel these incredibly, powerful winds. at the same time a hurricane-like storm was hitting hard. my street was flooded. the hill i lived on was literally a river of water flowing downhill like a stream all through the street, while the water and wind violently shook the trees. it felt like earth was under attack from every known natural disaster.
oddly enough, even with all this water and thunder, you'd expect the skies to be cloudy and gray, but they
weren't. i looked up and was shocked to see that earth no longer had an atmosphere, there was no longer a sky. all i could see was an amazing clear view of a space so vast.
the view was amazing, thousands of stars and galaxies with unique shapes and colors, some i've never seen,
covered the darkness of space. everything in space was as close as the moon, probably closer. i felt like i was in space. the view of space was unbelievably close. it was so close i felt like i could reach over and touch a star. it was like being in a room and looking up at the ceiling, but in this case the cealing was all the cosmos in the known universe. imagine standing outside and looking up, expecting to see the blue sky you are accustomed to, but instead you are instantly overtaken and dumbfounded by the beauty above. your sight sees something the naked eye has never seen. a breath taking view of a deep and dark mysterious space. filled with stars and nebulas that dazzled like diamonds, covering almost every inch of darkness.
it seemed that all of space was coming together, as if everything in the known was compressing itself to
nothing. the closer it became, the more destructive it got, like a ticking time bomb.
the destruction greatly increased, the winds were too strong for me to stand. so i ran inside and went
straight to my garage. once inside i noticed i was no longer by myself. it was now me, my brother, and a good
friend of mine. we were in the garage and scared out of our minds.
the fear was intense, my heart was filled with adrenaline. i was confused and sort of in a daze. i couldn't make sense of anything. my reality was distorted in so many ways. i felt trapped because there was nowhere to go and there was nowhere to hide. the whole world was going through the same thing, everything and everyone were to meet the same fate. it was too real to be real, if you know what i mean.
i started wishing everything away. i just wanted everything to stop. i was miserable and hopeless, it was too much for me to bare, my limit had been reached. this is when i began to question reality. i said to myself, "there's no way this can be real", and when something too unreal happens, most of the time you'll ask yourself whether it is real or just a dream, "maybe this is a dream!" i thought. as soon as that thought popped into my head, what felt like tons now felt like mere pounds. it was a relief, the hope i had lost came back in an instant. this is when i decided to put the thought to the test. i did what i'd normally do when dreams become too real. i began to blink at a fast paste and little by little my sight began to changed. i started to see my room, it was blurry at first, but my eyes slowly focused. after a few seconds my eyes tuned in and i was able to see clearly.
i was laying on my bed, with my eye lids open only slightly, but i wasn't 100% awake. more like a sleep
paralysis, only my eyes moved as i observed my body in its resting stage. i saw my body, from chest to toes, it felt a bit awkward watching myself sleep, it was like watching someone else. i wasn't controlling my breathing, it was like being in a deep meditative state. my room was so familiar yet so strange. it felt like i was observing the room from behind my eyes, i could see a black, bold, shadow around my eyes, like you see when you look through binoculars. i never experience anything like this, but i didn't pay much attention to it. i was just too happy to be back, i thanked god for everything, for my life, for everything he had given us. i woke up loving everything, i had never been so happy to be alive. my words could describe the relief.
now that i was relaxed, i decided to stay in my bed and play around with my temporary paralysis. slowly, i
tried to open my eyes wider, but when i tried moving my lids up, i would feel my body waking, and i didn't want
to fully wake yet, so i quickly closed them up. with caution i opened them up again, slightly. i tried moving my fingers and it worked, but i had to close my eyes again because i felt my body waking. it seemed the more i tried to use my physical body, the more awake i became. so when i felt my body waking i'd quickly close my eyes, then i would cautiously open them up again, this way i was able to keep my mind up while my body slept like a baby.
after playing around for awhile i decide i want to go back to the dream, i guess i felt like i had left
something behind, im not sure why i went back.
i closed my eyes and i began to blink while the lids of my eyes stayed shut. i started to get this feeling of
blinking with a different set of eyes. little by little my sight became clear. my eyes focused to what was now
my garage once again. i was back in the dream, or so i thought about it as a dream, but it felt like i had
closed my eyes and teleported to a different reality. i was in the garage, in the same spot i was in, with my
friend and brother by my side just like before. nothing had changed, except for my mentality, now i knew it was
a dream. i was relieved and happy, with a smile i began to shout at my brother and friend. "its just a dream!"
"dont worry!", i shouted. suddenly, the fright on their faces was overtaken with a smile. they didn't say a word after they smiled. i waited for them to say something, but they again just stood there, motionless, and smiled. its like they had no mind of their own. this is where im like "OH YEA!", "this is my dream, they can't think individually"
i don't really remember what happened next, but i think there was some sort of white static flash, like changing a channel. now everything was different. im back in my room, everything is back to normal. its only me and my friend just sitting their. i remember thinking to myself, "man i wish i had some san pedro", and almost instantly i start tripping. i was now on san pedro and so was my friend. everything felt and looked the same as an sp trip, exactly! the same. it was day, so everything was very colorful. it felt like a full on mescaline trip. the dream was already lucid enough, but it turned to what felt like life itself.
u know that feeling u get, when u trip, and ur in a room, you feel like you need to get out of their or ur
gonna go crazy? well i started feeling the same way, so i did what i normally do. we got up, and walked outside.
it was unbelievably real, i could feel every step as i walked, every movement i made, i could smell, touch,
hear. when someone spoke to me, i herd the words as clear as having a face to face conversion. we walk outside and i tell my friend if he wants to chill in the car. so we walk to the car in my drive way. now we're sitting in the car, i remember just talking about some deep shit, just stuff you'd normally do when u trip. then i tell my friend that we're going for a drive. but there was a car parked behind us, and since we were in the driveway there was no way of getting out. we started thinking of a way to get out. my friend suggested we go out from the side, so i try driving the car through the side but its too narrow and there's a tree in the way. so im like "wait!....im still in the dream" and an idea pops into my head. "what if we flew out of here?".
i turn the car on and i start driving forward. the car slowly hovers as i steer upwards. when i reached a
height greater than my house i looked at my steering wheel and im like, "ok now how am i suppose to turn?", as soon as that thought pops up, my control column instantly turns to that of a cockpit. i grab the joystick and away i go, slowly hovering above the houses. i was very exited at this point going higher and higher until my mind began to question. i started to doubt, i said "there's no way this can happen!", as soon i say that, the car starts to drop. it felt like someone had dropped a ton of weights on top of it.
this took me back to a memory of my past flying dreams. i've noticed that every time i have a flying dream its
always the same situation. i hover at first, and i end up doubting my abilities, i lose hope and i start
dropping. but this time it was different. right when the car started to drop i remembered about the flying
dreams and why it never work. and it was because i didn't believe enough. i was putting a limit to my dreams. so this time when i felt the car getting heavy, i said to myself,"you know what!", "im gonna fly!, because i can"."nothing is impossible!". everything changed after this. it felt like some kind of force was holding on to me that suddenly let go, and i felt free. i was able to drive the car higher than i ever could, and now i had full control over it. i was now in the sky driving above houses on a car powered by hope. at this point i was extremely exited and couldn't believe what was happening before me. it was like driving a roller coaster off the tracks.
so now im flying in the sky, soaring above the clouds. anywhere i wanted to go, i was their in a flash. i had full control of my dream. it was like being in the physical world with a magic wand, that worked. anyway im flying in the sky, i look up and i see space. so i start wondering."what if...."
i pointed the car toward space and i shot off like a rocket, and in seconds i was looking at earth from above, it was a beautiful view. now im really amazed, i was actually in space! this is where it really gets crazy. im flying in space when out of no where something grabs a hold of me. there was a strong force that grabbed on to me and started pulling the car. it was like some sort of magnetic force that locked on to me, and started pulling me toward deep space. when i first got to space i felt like i had full control, but right when i started being pulled it was like something else took over. i never expected anything like that. i could feel its power all through my body. it felt like i was being pushed and pulled at the same time. like a turbine blowing air on your back with a vaccum pulling you forward. the force was very strong and it pulled me so fast that i was traveling in what felt like the speed of light. it was unbelievably fast. words could not describe my amazement.
i was going so fast that i felt my body being stripped from my being. i could see billions and billions, and
trillions of stars all passing through me like shooting stars. i was really scared of crashing to a star, but that didn't stop me. it was an unbelievable sight and a feeling i'll never forget.
i don't remember how long i traveled for, but i definitely went far. the force took me so far that im willing to say i went to the end of time. it felt like i had escaped from some kind of box. it wasn't till i saw a white flash of some sort, when i finally made a stop. after this i don't remember much, but i knew deep inside that what happened next was very very important.
what i remember next, i was rotating on a huge vortex that had the color of fire, it was visible and it had
some unique geometric patterns all over it, i think some were animals, im not sure. it was spinning gently and slow. in the middle of this vortex was a really bright crystal ball. it shined like the sun but it was a white bluish light. outside the vortex was pitch black, it was like a dark jungle of some sort. my memory fades away somewhere around here. all i remembered was going through a bunch of old dreams. i would be in the vortex at one point then end up back to a different dream. most of them were nightmares. these nightmares would loop over and over, until i faced whatever was scaring me, and i did. every time i faced a fear i would instantly end up back in the vortex, but now rotating closer to the crystal ball. it felt like i was being tested, every time i passed i moved closer to the ball. usually when i have a bad dream, i end up running away from whatever is scaring me and i instantly wake up. but this time the nightmares were definitely less scary. i felt protected. i had a lot more confidence than before. i faced my nightmares like never before.
my memory fades a bit from this point, what i can recall next was that after this cycle of dreams i was taken back to the real world, back on earth, but earth was definitely not the same.
i felt like i had gained some sort of power, i remember walking around like an everyday, but my magic wand(not
literally) felt a lot stronger. i had way more control of my world, now the thought of this being a dream
completely faded. i was now convinced that this was my new reality, this was my new way of living. i started
walking around, or flew when i wanted, with no trouble at all, anything i thought about instantly manifested
before my very eyes. as i walked, i noticed that my sight was altered in some way. my eyes could now see two worlds, or dimensions, in the same picture. i could see the physical side of reality and the spiritual side. objects of the physical were surrounded by objects of the spiritual world. so the people you see walking around everyday, also had spirits walking around them. from what i remember they looked like normal people but with a color glowing around them. some red, green, blue, etc. it seemed like each of them carried around their own atmosphere. i was also able to see, what i refer to be, demons. they didn't look like normal people though. they were basically shadows with eyes and teeth. i saw many of them in my nightmares with the vortex. i remember hearing one laugh out loud, it was a menacing laugh, like a child doing something bad and then laughing at his/her bad deed. it resembled the laugh of a hyena in a way, but more human like. i wasn't scared of them.
this side of the world was very magical, i flew all over earth, i could do and have anything i wanted in the blink of an eye. i don't remember exactly what i was doing, but i remember i did lots and lots of magical things, i remember having A LOT of fun. my imagination literally came to life, it was like a big playground with infinite possibilities, nothing was impossible.
this lasted for what felt like a lifetime. i remember thinking to myself that i never want to leave this place. i wished to stay there forever and almost instantly as i thought this, i felt the same magnetic force from before. except now i was being pulled from earth. in a flash i was once again in space, flying at the speed of light, but this time it was much quicker. i saw the white flash and was back at the vortex, but there were no nightmares like before. this time i went straight toward the bright crystal ball. at this point i remember being scared, i didn't want to go toward the ball from fear of the unknown. i thought something bad was going to happen, so i began to pull away from the bright sphere. i pulled away and almost reached the outside darkness of the vortex, but i didn't make it. the force of the sphere, once again, grabbed a hold and pulled me back towards it. the pull was much stronger this time, i could not break the force. half way through i was really scared, but i finally gave up, and as i reached the bright sphere i remember expecting the worst, but suddenly there is warmth. i finally reach the light and it is very warm and comforting. it felt like being a kid on a cold rainy day, and having your mom put a warm blanket, fresh out of the dryer, over you, and you get this feeling of love, comfort, and warmth. thats exactly how it felt for me. i curled up into a fetus position and felt a sleep like never before. i felt 110% comfortable and relaxed. i can't explain the feeling, but i can say that it was like being thrown into a pool of pure ecstasy, pure love.
then, a white flash.
i was transported to what seemed like a garden, a very beautiful garden. the sun was bright and shining, birds
flew and sang all around. flowers and trees surrounded this place, it was secluded and very peaceful. it was
like waking up on beautiful sunday morning and going outside where everything is colorful and bright and the
birds singing, the sun not hot or cold, perfect is the word.
i walked around this garden, enjoying every second, and i started looking around like i was looking for someone. then out of nowhere, i hear a voice. in a very comforting and caring tone, a male voice says,"im up here". his voice was very familiar and it sounded like a humorous type of voice, like what a standup comedian would sound like. now some of you might laugh at this, but his voice kind of reminded me of adam carollas voice. i hear the voice and i start looking around, but i didn't see anyone. once again he says, "im up here" so i looked around and out of nowhere a palm tree, about 50 feet, appears in front of me, but still i saw no one. then, again for the third time, he says, "im up here", i turn around and then turned back towards the palm tree, but this time there was no palm tree. where the palm tree once stood was now a giant man bigger than the palm tree and he was made of stone. it was a carving of an ancient man that wore clothe resembling old ancient tribes like the mayans. he was shirtless and wore only a rag, a small skirt like rag that covered his waist and a hat of some sort with feathers on it. i felt like i was in the presence of a very powerful figure, like a god of some sort, i felt protected around him.
i observed the stone from toes to head. he was standing right above me, with his legs spread. i looked up, and
since i was standing between his legs, below him, and he was wearing a man skirt, and you know back then they didn't have underwear, so you probably have a good idea of what i saw. but anyway i looked up and below his
skirt were two stone balls and a longer piece of stone between those two stone balls. it was pretty much his
sacred area, without the detail, just basic stones depicting the genital area. i found this ridiculously funny. after this i looked at his face, and he was smiling, like if he had just told a joke, and right at that moment i felt like i understood his humor. and i began to laugh out loud, i just couldn't stop laughing. i literally fell to the ground from laughter. i felt extremely happy and warm. it was like i had let go of something and i was suddenly ready to go back to the real world, i was ready to wake up. then everything began to slowly fade to white, and finally, slowly and gently, i woke up.
i awoke in shock, speechless from everything that had happened. the world i had awaken to, for some reason,
didnt feel as real as the dream world. it felt fake, for the first time in my life, my dream felt more real
than the reality we experience everyday. why is it, that something so unreal, feels more real than reality?
this got me a little sad, i tried not to think of it much and am just glad to have had the chance to experience something so phenomenal and unbelievably beautiful.
this dream, vision, i will always remember and cherish. and it will always remain deep in my thoughts. i hope
who ever got this far had a good time reading it, because i had fun writing it, in fact i think this is the longest i've ever wrote and the most enjoyable thing i've written, it really helped me remember a lot of it. thank you for those who read this. 
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 jivJaN
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 Re: My Most Important Dream! (very lucid, way too visual!) [Re: zZZz]
#13551454 - 11/28/10 03:11 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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awesome ! 
something in me hopes that we will one day inhabit such a world together.
no homo.
unless you wanna ?
no but srsly..
awesome thread and i can relate to having such realistic dreams myself.
only i never took it as far as driving a car into outer space.
i usually start very aggressively convincing my dream characters that they are ME.
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All my posts in this forum are strictly fictional.
They are derived from an acute mental illness , from which i am forced to lie compulsively.
I have never induced any kind of mind altering substance in my life and i have no intentions whatsoever of doing anything illegal.
If I have ever suggested such a thing it would have most likely been , due to my personality disorder and i probably do not remember it at all..
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Re: My Most Important Dream! (very lucid, way too visual!) [Re: zZZz]
#13551724 - 11/28/10 07:29 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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Nice, very inspiring dream. I like it. I had one also, similar, and mind blowing. But the thing is I did not write it down. I had it years ago, but some time ago I managed to remember it. Not every detail ofc, but the major idea of it at least. So i did this sketch, and gave it to my painter friend to make some hopefully great picture... 
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Re: My Most Important Dream! (very lucid, way too visual!) [Re: ivander]
#13552687 - 11/28/10 12:43 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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thanks guys for reading and responding. 
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ivander said:
Nice, very inspiring dream. I like it. I had one also, similar, and mind blowing. But the thing is I did not write it down. I had it years ago, but some time ago I managed to remember it. Not every detail ofc, but the major idea of it at least. So i did this sketch, and gave it to my painter friend to make some hopefully great picture...
i would love to see the painting if u get it back from ur friend. u also gave me an idea of drawing my dream, i will surely try it one day.
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