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 woodruss67
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 found out today i have cancer 16
#13533090 - 11/23/10 10:08 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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i spend much of my free time,surfing on the shroomery, just wanted to let u guys know its been a good one, and thanx to u guy's knowledge and advice. my last days will be fullfilled with complete spiritual one'ness.
i went to my doc cause i thought i had kidney stones,about two weeks ago ,i have had several blood tests since then. i had a ultrasound and ,c scan done. then a liver biopsy, found it its cancer,and its spread. i have no funds for a transplant. so im pretty much done for.
wish i could say i am lying,or joking.. its like a bad dream,that doesent end. but one way death. im only 26 years old. and im dying. my only regret is not being able to watch my son grow into a man.
hes 6 , i worry hell forget about me. that holds the heaviest on my heart.
even though i dont know u guys personally, u all seem cool as hell,and i have learned much from u.
from here on out ill prolly just stay fucked on 40's till i die.
ill check in when i can.
i just wish i could have lived to see pot become legal.
see u on the other side, ill be the guy with the never ending cow pastures.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67] 1
#13533120 - 11/23/10 10:14 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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It's good that you're at peace. If I ever get cancer I'm just gonna ride it out too..fuck that chemo shit.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533121 - 11/23/10 10:15 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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My deepest condolences go out to you and most of all to your child. My family has a long terrible streak of cancer, and it is the most helpless and infuriating feeling in the world when cancer comes into your life. Enjoy every last second of your remaining days and spend them with loved ones.
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woodruss67
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thanx guys, and at the risk of sounding like an addict, imma just pop oxy's till im done with, it hurts alot, and i believe its the only way to remain halfway normal,to my son.
yeah,i feel helpless,and mad, mostly scared. i mean every1's gotta go , but i know im heading there soon, thats the scary part,.
its like ,i dont wanna die in the winter time, its nasty here, i would love to see the spring come ,just once more. then i be ok with it.
its a horrible fear to know ur days are numbered,and all ur hopes and dreams,are out of reach now.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533195 - 11/23/10 10:33 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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thats a heavy load to bear, its hard to think of a response to this because there's nothing i can say to make it better.
but i can safely say that your son will never forget you. even if you may not be around for him as hes older he will always love you. People don't forget those they love and even though hes young you seem like a good person; the influence you left will endure.
I hope your final days are your best ones, we'll all be joining you someday and if there was an afterlife I'd like to see your pastures and you can show me around.
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woodruss67
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: StickyRicky]
#13533230 - 11/23/10 10:41 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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thank u,i think ill start a journal,or write a book, for my son, to read after im gone, about being a man, and things i cant be there for,like an encyclopedia for life,from me just to him.
i think hed appreciate that as he grows.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533259 - 11/23/10 10:49 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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Man i dont post around here much either but i'm sorry to hear that. It brought tears to my eyes to read the post.
You seem like a good person and it's not fair that so many people much less deserving than you get to keep on living. I wish I could take your place so you could see your son grow up.
And the book thing is a great idea. I'm sure he would love that.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533264 - 11/23/10 10:51 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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That's an awesome thing to do for your son, a way for you to live on with him and something I'm sure he'll appreciate greatly. I think it might be a positive to know when you'd go as opposed to suddenly, because you can prepare and cherish your time with each other more, and even though it will still be very difficult to cope with the loss it will kind of soften the impact.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533272 - 11/23/10 10:54 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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i think that's probably the coolest thing you could do for him, no doubt he would greatly appreciate such a gift from his father..
live your remaining days with hope, although the prognosis may seem grim, miracles do happen.
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woodruss67
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i still have a few months or so hopefully, i will continue to post,if it doesnt bother anyone. i do not want sympathy. i just hope that my words,can make some realize, u can go any time,any second. and the stuff like greed and jealousy ,and hate,and all that, is meaningless .
dont waste time letting someone or something,ruin your happiness .
its your life,and it wont last forever.
i just keep it in my mind,when i do die,it wont hurt anymore.maybe the afterlife will be splendid. and maybe all the mysteries of my life will be answered.
and maybe,just maybe, if heaven is real,my kindness in life will be rewarded,and ill be re united with my son,parents. then.
thats all i can wish for ,now.
thank u guys so much for not just being mean ,and saying stuff like,ok,ur dying, shut up and die already. u guys are great and i wish i could have known u all better.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533382 - 11/23/10 11:26 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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I wish you the best last days possible. Hope is everything when fighting these terminal illnesses.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13533725 - 11/24/10 01:53 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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Aw, I'm sorry.  Get to work on that journal for your son and spend time with your family. Small comfort, I know, but it is a comfort.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: ToiletDuk]
#13534007 - 11/24/10 05:57 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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You've honestly inspired me to get on with my shit now.
I hope a miracle happens. If not then i wish you the best in your remaining days and in the afterlife.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Leenguy]
#13534086 - 11/24/10 06:41 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
Leenguy said:
You've honestly inspired me to get on with my shit now.
+1
I seriously needed to read that right now. Wish it was under better circumstances though.
Best wishes for the rest of your journey. And I also think the journal for your son is a wonderful idea.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: belligerent]
#13534383 - 11/24/10 08:32 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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Why don't you get medical marijuana?
Also I know someone who had 4 lung cancer and wasn't expecting to live, but so far shes still alive 2 years later, so you never know.
Keep on staying postitive man. 
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: belligerent]
#13534422 - 11/24/10 08:43 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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A couple people have already said it. But if you wanna overcome cancer and become clean and free of this affliction it must first start in the mind with a positive outlook. Easy for me to say but difficult for another to do while the doctors tell you news with grim outcomes. I'm sending you a huge hug, and love. You CAN be healthy, you can rid your body of cancer. Listening to doctors isn't gonna help because they are just another brainwashed people trying to make money on people's misery. Doctors don't cure shit, they only cover up illness with pills so one doesn't suffer so much. And all the while they rake in the dough.
IMO, doctors are only good for a couple of things...broken bones, stitches, etc.... They don't know one iota about healing the human body. This isn't something they are taught in school. Which by the way, their entire knowledge base is written by the pharmacutical industry.
All I'm trying to say here is if you see a doctor.....RUN. 
Now, nuff of that. There are TONS of people that turned their back on the common accepted medical practice when they were told the same things you were. They didn't accept what their doctors told em, and they found out how to cure themselves.
I don't know what a doctor will say what cancer is. But I'll tell ya what it really is. It is the cells in the body becoming so toxic that they begin to change. And they become toxic because of the food we eat. Think of a hugely overweight person. That's what's happening to the cell. The common accepted diet in america is actually a poisinous diet. 99% of what is sold in the grocery store is "poision". Literally. It may take years before the toxic buildup is so high that it can be seen in the body though. The foods which are common in america make the body acidic. And when this happens the body comes down with many ailments. To change the condition we need to eat in a way that allows the body to LIVE. So we need to eat living food.
But there's a little more than just eating healthy. And it's still very simple. We need to clean our internal organs while alkalizing our bodies. Colon cleanse, liver cleanse, kidney cleanse, lung cleanse, lymph cleanse. And eat an alkaline diet. Vegetables, fruits, soaked/sprouted legumes and nuts. Get a juicer and begin juicing greens. Kale, spinach, romaine, collards.
You can be healthy. And you will be healthy if you give it a chance. But first you must understand that the doctors only make money on your misery and they want you to be unhealthy so they can get kickbacks from their pharmacutical sponsors. "Can ya tell I don't have much respect for the majority of brainwashed doctors?" LOL
Here's a story of a guy that had cancer all over his body. And he got rid of it QUICKLY. http://phkillscancer.com/
There are so many other people out there that have done this dance. And as I find em I'll link em for ya. If ya want........ Curezone is another place worth checking out. But it's getting so HUGE over there that it's like information overload. But of all the peoples stories I've read overcoming cancer they have something in common. They changed their diet to a proper diet designed for the body, some of em were aggressive in alkalizing the body like the link above, they were cleansing their organs, and they began to become positive in their outlook. As you search out these people it will help you become positive and see that there is more than just hope. And you need to cleanse your organs in that order. Well you need to at least do the colon then the liver, and the kidneys, lymph, lungs can all be done together or in whatever order. Get aggressive in alkalizing your body. Also I should mention that pills cause the body to be acidic.
I don't know you personally. But we ARE connected and I love you, and what ever choices you decide to take. I'm only wanting to offer you hope and a helping hand to pull out of the mud to set you down a proper path of health. There are many others that have gone through what you are going through and when they cured themselves they went back to their doctor to have a checkup and make sure all the cancer was gone. Typically the story is the same..... their doctors are baffled, confused, angry, and some are actually estatic and eager to learn.
Laugh, meditate, be happy. All these things help on the subatomic level. Listen to those that wanna help, avoid the ones that only give you a grim outlook. Surround yourself with positive vibrations.
I also wanted to get this in here somewhere. There are quite a few people out there that HAD a practice healing the human body of many things and especially cancer. Those people have been locked up in prisions, kicked out of the country, forced into bankruptcy, thrown into insane asylums..... the list goes on. Basically the FDA/goverment/ones in power don't want the american people to know how to be healthy. The truth is out there but you won't hear it from conventional "wisdom".
I love ya man..... I love ya all......and that's the only reason why I am spending this time sharing what I know. We are all connected.......blah blah blah....yadda yadda yadda...new age shit... I know. But it's real.... You/we all deserve to be healthy....we all deserve to have our true nature shine through.....this is why I am here now sharing what I know.
Get aggressive and kick that cancer in the ass. Show your doctor that he doesn't know what the hell he's talking about. It's time for a major awakening of the people in this world....... Don't accept the spoon fed agenda/bullshit. The truth is out there..... but it's not gonna come from the poor brainwashed minds of the masses.
You can and will be healthy. You are healthy.......... You are generating health by simply reading this......
I could go on and on but what's important is knowing that there are many others out there that have been where you are and now they are still living many years later with a VERY healthy body. And their doctors are dumbfounded.
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Hey, I just thought I'd let you know that you've brightened my day. I admire your determination. I wish your family the best of luck. I know what it is like to be in your son's position, and it can be quite terrifying. My father also had cancer, but he was lucky enough to survive it and he is still going strong.
Most important of all, try to have fun.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Caine]
#13534529 - 11/24/10 09:10 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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I don't know what to say.
But have you thought about consuming cannabis?, there has been many reports of weed helping in many ways and even includes people on their death bed overcoming cancer using a scheduled routine of consumed cannabis...
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67] 2
#13534573 - 11/24/10 09:19 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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Cannabis has cancer fighting properties. It has the potential to at least delay it for awhile....
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Quote:
ChronicCluster said:
Cannabis has cancer fighting properties. It has the potential to at least delay it for awhile....
If its full blown spread, Cannabis won't do much. But hey, it certainly helps with side effects of cancer.
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sheddingtheveil said:
All I'm trying to say here is if you see a doctor.....RUN.
You are healthy.......... You are generating health by simply reading this......
Uhm..... I have a lot of things I want to say, and all of them will get me banned, so I will leave it at this.
Dear op: I really feel for you. I feel bad for your son, who will grow up not having an awesome dad. I truly am sorry. I really wish life wasn't so unfair, and I hope you truly enjoy your last days on this earth. Life is a real blessing, the best blessing you can have, sorry you had to leave so soon
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: feifen]
#13534857 - 11/24/10 10:18 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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The "run from the doctor" statement was halfway a joke. I almost deleated it. But it is how I feel. Not many doctors actually heal the human body.... If they did then there wouldn't be so many people doing walks for cancer, pledge drives for cancer, cancer awerness, etc..... If they actually could cure the human body then cancer wouldn't be such a huge concern to society. I'm just simply trying to say that cus a doctor spent so much money and so many years in school....they don't know it all, and as a society we put too much faith in em only to be disappointed in the end.
And the second statement......... I'm just trying to add a bit of positivity. Cus I know if you go to someone to give ya a prognosis they only have bleek statements. Statements I don't really wish to repeat because it only adds to the belief of what the doctors hold. I'm simply trying to bring out the positive outlook.
I didn't intend to upset anyone.....and if need be I'll go back and delete my post for the OP if he wishes...... I only wish everyone the best, cus I see a world full of healthy living people with very high vibrations.
I'm glad that cannabis has been brought up. And it was mentioned that eating it is the way to go. If you don't know already how to turn cannabis into medication I'll find a link.... It is such an effecient pain reliever too. And it can help one be happy if used properly. I was gonna offer sending you my cannabis pills but I only have two or three of em left so they would only last ya a day. And I'm snowed in at my current location and can't get to the pills cus they are a couple hundred miles away. And not to mention there's much better medical grade cannabis out there than what I used.
Edited by sheddingtheveil (11/24/10 10:21 AM)
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woodruss67
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much appreciation guys,sadly, i live in a state where marijuana is looked at as criminal . and its not medically legal,.
all they suggested was oxycontin,and bedrest.
but imma keep going as long as i can, and act like i never heard them say, u have terminal cancer.
i do smoke cannibis,and it helps to eat,and smile a bit. but other times it puts me in a state of panic.
i have always worked hard for mine,never stole.cheated anyone.
and always went out of my way for others,even at my expense,because i always thought to myself,"well ,i dont wanna,but maybe itll get me good credits with heaven someday"
i hope it paid off.i noticed my self losing weight,and my appetite.and i could sleep 12 hours ,and as soon as i get up im ready for bed again. i pretty much knew b4 i went to the doc.
ah,well.
ill keep posting when i can. the oxy's help to carry on,with my day alittle, i wish i could just do what ever i wanted till the end,lsd,shrooms,all that,. to better prepare myself. i know it sounds bad,but that what id like,.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13535068 - 11/24/10 11:13 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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Well if that's what you would like to do, why couldn't you dose?
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Quote:
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The "run from the doctor" statement was halfway a joke. I almost deleated it. But it is how I feel. Not many doctors actually heal the human body.... If they did then there wouldn't be so many people doing walks for cancer, pledge drives for cancer, cancer awerness, etc..... If they actually could cure the human body then cancer wouldn't be such a huge concern to society. I'm just simply trying to say that cus a doctor spent so much money and so many years in school....they don't know it all, and as a society we put too much faith in em only to be disappointed in the end.
There's no cure for cancer that they currently know of, they just do what they can. Also you said in your other post food is the cause of cancer, while it can be, it could've been from many other things.
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woodruss67
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cause no one ,round these parts fucks with it, im the only guy i know of tho ever obtain mushrooms. so people go crazy bout it when i gotem.i could try to travel to some of my old friends in other states,to get some sheets, but i havent seen em in years.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13535115 - 11/24/10 11:24 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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people here,just want pills,pills,pills.!!
its kinda sickening,
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Well after feifen has made his comment I had to re-read my first post like seven times.
I'll admit I am a bit aggressive in my verbage. So I am sorry for being offensive to anyone. But I can't help it, EVERYONE deserves health and happiness. And I do have plenty of respect for many doctors. Mainly the ones who search out how to heal the human body. I have TONS of respect for them.
I can't just leave it at that though...... Here's a few more links. And some of em are talking, again, about alkalizing the body using sodium bicarbonate. Mainly from the same site. But there are so many more out there.
http://www.energeticforum.com/health-fitness-nutrition/2456-candida-cancer-everyone-should-read.html
http://www.energeticforum.com/dr-isai-castillo-medical-doctor/4554-testimonial-still-cancer-free-after-15-years.html#post111982
http://www.energeticforum.com/dr-isai-castillo-medical-doctor/ ; <--- This is the doctors forum from the above link. Not much activity, but you can get in touch with him from there.
http://www.energeticforum.com/health-fitness-nutrition/3260-mms-miracle-mineral-solution-another-cure-aids-cancer-viruses-malaria.html ; <--- Just more people sharing their experiences using a different type of healing protocol.
http://phkillscancer.com/ ; <----- Yeah, I know I already linked this in my first post. But I figured it would be easier to see if it was right here with the others.
I'll be back with the cannabis link soon that shows how to turn it into medication.
Edited by sheddingtheveil (11/24/10 11:38 AM)
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13535170 - 11/24/10 11:33 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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I'm sorry to hear about your physical and emotional pain. Even though you won't be with your son beyond a certain age, you can raise him such that he'll always remember you and know how much you love him.
I can DEFINITELY understand the impulse to drink, but if you'd instead spend this time reading to your son, preparing and eating meals with him, playing ball, going on walks, watching sports, and showing him everything interesting in the world it would definitely be time well spent.
Basically, I think that you can make it so that he never feels like he grew up without a father.
The journal idea is a very good one. Perhaps you could also get a hand-held voice recorder -- very good ones only cost about $100 these days. You could back up the Mp3 files to archival CDs.
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bigmike7104 said:Also you said in your other post food is the cause of cancer, while it can be, it could've been from many other things.
Very true. I read that after I typed it but forgot to expand upon it. It's from our enviroment in general. I've read of people that get sick and get cancers from their jobs because of all the chemicals they are around. Thanks for bringing that up. And having an acidic diet in those situations only makes it worse.
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op i wish you and your family the best that can be on whereever this takes you. also i agree with the notion to smoke or vaporize some marijuana and also if you an get hemp seeds, i believe some people claim that hemp has cured cancer before.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: skatealex2]
#13535373 - 11/24/10 12:15 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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I'm surprised nobody's mentioned the Reishi mushroom.
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Ok. I found the cannabis capsules thread. http://boards.cannabis.com/concentrates/140616-cannabis-capsules-step-step-guide.html ; Ya can't see the pictures without being a member. But it's still easy to understand.
And here's another link about cannabis as medication and curing cancers. http://www.phoenixtears.ca/index.php
And basically the same thing just from a different site. http://www.cannabisculture.com/articles/5169.html
Many options for a cure.
LOL. yeah I don't know why I didn't post it either about the Reishi. Probably cus I don't have much knowledge about it. But I thought that this being the shroomery, someone with that experience would show up. Here's a ganoderma link.... http://www.cleanairandwater.net/Ganoderma-Cancer-healing-drink.html
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much appreciation guys,sadly, i live in a state where marijuana is looked at as criminal . and its not medically legal,.
So? When has that ever stopped anyone? Is it immoral to break the law, or is it immoral to obey a law that you find to be immoral? 
Opiates always just made me sleepy and tired and irritable when I'm sick. I mean, its good for pain, but I hate the side effects.
Cannabis always gets me up and motivated and I feel a lot closer to normal than I did before smoking. As well as the appetite thing.
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thanx for the advice guys,
miracles can happen. and my doc is very nice to me, and acts concerned. i have no insurance,and she continues to see me, maybe only for a tax ride off.
i just hate going to the doctors like 3=4 times a week,now.
my son is here with me now, for thanksgiving. that makes me pretty happy.
and the pills do make me grouchy, but cannabis doesent ease the pain enough.
i was kinda hurt earlier,cause a friend ive known my whole life come to hang out"or at least i thought" and give me some condolence , but all he was interested in was my oxycontin, he kept asking for some,
and i told him no,
in another circumstance i may have but i said"dude , im dying, i need the relief ,not the high"
oh,come on man,please" i said no.
he stormed out,then later called to say he was sorry, i thought yeah,"youre sorry ,a sorry friend,for sure dude"
i went to wally world with my mother to get some,stuff for dinner tomorow ,and when i got home my door had been pried open,
and nothing was missing, i thought "hmm ,thats strange,
i smoked a little bit, and it hit me ,"my pills,
sure enough ,they were gone."damn, i thought .
i knew who it was,cause he called my celly to apologize,and i said,"im at wal mart ,ill be home in a bit,if u wanna burn some."
i cant believe it, i called my doc and explained it to her,she said no more this month,unless u fill out a police report.
as badly as i hurt, i couldnt do it to him,. i dont believe in revenge in that sense,i just hope he enjoys em.
cause i needed them badly,now i have to wait 3 weeks,.
i guess my doc thinks i soldem or something.
what do u guys think of it,
dont u think its pretty shitty ,for someone to stoop that low.
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uhhh...you seriously have a /friend/ who will do that to you?
You're supposed to live with the pain so that he can get high?
I say file the police report.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Me_Roy]
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yeah, i thought he was my friend. i guess i prolly should, file the report, i mean this dude was there when my son was born,and has helped me any way he could.i never knew he was addicted that bad.
but this just dont seem,right at all. would it make me any better than him to put him in jail,
i probably will tomorrow,call the cops,
its just hard to believe it.
things like this should make me cold hearted, but im better than that.
ultimately hell be judged for it,and ill be there,shaking my head.
thanx for the response.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Me_Roy]
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He is no friend of yours.
I would file the report. Unless you are w/ding so badly that unless you get the meds yoll die, stealing is inexcusable.
Yoou need the meds. He doesn't. You cannot Afford to have your doc think that you are selling your opiates.
File the report before something happens to you and your docs relaationship.
Don't risk what you have over an old "friend" who cares more about getting high than about you.
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He is no friend of yours.
I would file the report. Unless you are w/ding so badly that unless you get the meds yoll die, stealing is inexcusable.
Yoou need the meds. He doesn't. You cannot Afford to have your doc think that you are selling your opiates.
File the report before something happens to you and your docs relaationship.
Don't risk what you have over an old "friend" who cares more about getting high than about you.
^Smart words. Hope you keep your days enjoyable Woodruss.
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nuff,said, imma callem now. ill get back in a bit to post the results.
thanx guys ,i knew i had to do this,
i have seriously seen crack addicts with more respect,than him.
i have a cousin who is a c/o at the local jail, i hope he tells everyone why hes in there. and cant sleep cause of it.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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nuff,said, imma callem now. ill get back in a bit to post the results.
thanx guys ,i knew i had to do this,
i have seriously seen crack addicts with more respect,than him.
i have a cousin who is a c/o at the local jail, i hope he tells everyone why hes in there. and cant sleep cause of it.
Good man, definetely file that report and keep your door locked and maybe a bat on in case this guy goes crazy ; ].
thats a horrible thing to do, to steal your pills and certainly no friend of yours.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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woodruss67 said:
thanx for the advice guys,
miracles can happen. and my doc is very nice to me, and acts concerned. i have no insurance,and she continues to see me, maybe only for a tax ride off.
i just hate going to the doctors like 3=4 times a week,now.
my son is here with me now, for thanksgiving. that makes me pretty happy.
and the pills do make me grouchy, but cannabis doesent ease the pain enough.
i was kinda hurt earlier,cause a friend ive known my whole life come to hang out"or at least i thought" and give me some condolence , but all he was interested in was my oxycontin, he kept asking for some,
and i told him no,
in another circumstance i may have but i said"dude , im dying, i need the relief ,not the high"
oh,come on man,please" i said no.
he stormed out,then later called to say he was sorry, i thought yeah,"youre sorry ,a sorry friend,for sure dude"
i went to wally world with my mother to get some,stuff for dinner tomorow ,and when i got home my door had been pried open,
and nothing was missing, i thought "hmm ,thats strange,
i smoked a little bit, and it hit me ,"my pills,
sure enough ,they were gone."damn, i thought .
i knew who it was,cause he called my celly to apologize,and i said,"im at wal mart ,ill be home in a bit,if u wanna burn some."
i cant believe it, i called my doc and explained it to her,she said no more this month,unless u fill out a police report.
as badly as i hurt, i couldnt do it to him,. i dont believe in revenge in that sense,i just hope he enjoys em.
cause i needed them badly,now i have to wait 3 weeks,.
i guess my doc thinks i soldem or something.
what do u guys think of it,
dont u think its pretty shitty ,for someone to stoop that low.
If you are serious then by god please file a please report. That is some seriously low shit. No REAL friend would steal your shit knowing your in pain, he isn't your friend, he just wants your pills, which he made quite obvious. He offered you some weed but wouldn't offer the pills back? Oxys are worth a lot. Weed not so much. Call the police dude, I'm not one to call the police either but holy shit that is so low.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: skatealex2]
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You did the right thing man. Fuck junkies. I meen thats just terrible. I can't believe there are people in this world who could do that to a "friend". I wish you the best of luck. If you ever need to talk about anything, the shroomery is here for you.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: JonnyS]
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WOW. I'm so sorry man.
That guy would be done.\
As for the cannabis thing, have you tried eating it in the form of baked goods?
It's a lot more effective that way...
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You should watch the video "Run from the Cure". It is about using cannabis to cure cancer, very worth watching. It shows you how to make the most potent delivery method (oil) so that one can consume up to 7g worth of weed a day in oil form. A pound of pot is needed for one treatment session, around 60 days.
If you cant get oxy's for the next 3 weeks (that is fucking terrible) then maybe you could try high dose oral cannabis.
If you also research how diet effect cancer you could find good foods to eat to help your recovery (cannabis helps with this too).
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This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and affection for a few persons nearest us.
Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in its beauty.
Nobody is able to achieve this completely but striving for such achievement is, in itself, a part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security."
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Cannashroom]
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well ,the police came, took pics of my door,. asked alot of questions.
they were very rude,and not at all sympathetic. i explained everything to em, even showed them my celly,to show when he called,
there were two cops,both acted like i was a drug dealer,who was selling pills,and one of my customers knew i was gone ,and robbed my stash.
i told them that is absolutly not the case here. and the fat cop said"well your either selling them,or abusing them" i thought "my god,oh my god" are u for real.? i showed them my pharmacy papers,give em my docs name,number. i showed them my records for my diognosis,and all that.
they treated me like i was a pill poppin,doctor shopper,or something.
they acted as if i just ruined their day or something. and when i asked "well can u all help me to get my refill, the fat one said"buddy unless we catch this guy with a bottle with your name on it,theres not a good chance." but well try"for all we know u soldem,and kicked your own door in" i signed some papers,then they left,and told me to give it 48 hours,then call my doc.
it sure is a shame, now i feel totally helpless.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Fucking pigs, I swear. And they wonder why no one treats with any respect anymore. I'm sorry to hear that. Try to hang on, though, the month is almost over.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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do you have any other relatives or friends who might have some left over pain killers they could give you to hold you over? that is just a terrible series of events, who would suspect someone diagnosed with terminal cancer of selling their pain meds, thats is ridiculous. and to say to your face they suspected you did it is just so fucked.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: StickyRicky]
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do you have any other relatives or friends who might have some left over pain killers they could give you to hold you over? that is just a terrible series of events, who would suspect someone diagnosed with terminal cancer of selling their pain meds, thats is ridiculous. and to say to your face they suspected you did it is just so fucked.
indeed a terrible series of events, but i will not let anything break my spirit,i know the truth,thats all that matters to me.
but i bet if i called and said someone was smoking pot down the road,there would be a swat team of em,there in minutes. ready for combat.lol.
ah well,moving on. im confident,ill get a refill,
even if i gotta wait,a couple weeks,imma buy a safe 2morrow,and bolt it to the floor.
i got about 1 1/2 oz,of smoke still,thatll help to eat,and rest a bit.
i know its prolly getting to be an old post, but i love all of u for talking to me.everyone in my life just says,well if u gotta go,u gotta go.
u guys talking to me about it ,makes it less stressfull,if that makes any since.
thank u all so much.u all deserve a reward,for kindness.
woodruss.
and yes a friend gets,20's for replaced hips shoulders,has agreed to lend me some.but itll be a few days.
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ah well,moving on. im confident,ill get a refill,
even if i gotta wait,a couple weeks,imma buy a safe 2morrow,and bolt it to the floor.
i got about 1 1/2 oz,of smoke still,thatll help to eat,and rest a bit.
i know its prolly getting to be an old post, but i love all of u for talking to me.everyone in my life just says,well if u gotta go,u gotta go.
u guys talking to me about it ,makes it less stressfull,if that makes any since.
thank u all so much.u all deserve a reward,for kindness.
woodruss.
and yes a friend gets,20's for replaced hips shoulders,has agreed to lend me some.but itll be a few days.
You have a great attitude, and that will help you in the long run. And don't worry about making too many posts about this - we're here for you. Hang on, my friend. 
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ah well,moving on. im confident,ill get a refill,
even if i gotta wait,a couple weeks,imma buy a safe 2morrow,and bolt it to the floor.
i got about 1 1/2 oz,of smoke still,thatll help to eat,and rest a bit.
i know its prolly getting to be an old post, but i love all of u for talking to me.everyone in my life just says,well if u gotta go,u gotta go.
u guys talking to me about it ,makes it less stressfull,if that makes any since.
thank u all so much.u all deserve a reward,for kindness.
woodruss.
and yes a friend gets,20's for replaced hips shoulders,has agreed to lend me some.but itll be a few days.
You have a great attitude, and that will help you in the long run. And don't worry about making too many posts about this - we're here for you. Hang on, my friend.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: ToiletDuk]
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thank u,. im beginning to feel a little,weak, and dizzy, so imma try to sleep.
im watching aqua teen,it helps to gimme a laugh,.
i always thought the shroomery was only for certain subjects,i now know that all of u guys make it what it is.
and for your time,and advice u are all my heroes. if i was a billionaire youd all be rich ,thats how much i admire u all. though i dont know u personally, u guys have a place deep in my heart, and your kindness,and concern brings joy to me.that nothing can diminish.
and if this post is too long or getting old,should i start a journal ,or just post here everyday.
u are by far the coolest people i could ever wish to know.
have a good holiday, see u all 2 morroeww.
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Wow.. I'm so sorry. I really wish I had been able to get to know you a little more. You truly seem like an incredible individual. The world will be worse off without you.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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thank u,. im beginning to feel a little,weak, and dizzy, so imma try to sleep.
im watching aqua teen,it helps to gimme a laugh,.
i always thought the shroomery was only for certain subjects,i now know that all of u guys make it what it is.
and for your time,and advice u are all my heroes. if i was a billionaire youd all be rich ,thats how much i admire u all. though i dont know u personally, u guys have a place deep in my heart, and your kindness,and concern brings joy to me.that nothing can diminish.
and if this post is too long or getting old,should i start a journal ,or just post here everyday.
u are by far the coolest people i could ever wish to know.
have a good holiday, see u all 2 morroeww.
woodrusss.
Venture Brothers is pretty righteous, too, if you're streaming on AdultSwim.
Just wanted to chip in and say I get a lot of out your posts. Thanks for sharing your story and I wish you the best. 
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Wait, can't you get another refill from your doc now that you've filed the police report? Docs make you file the paperwork to weed out the bullshitters because they know most junkies won't call the cops for anything. The police report should be acceptable as proof that your pills really were stolen, especially since the door was busted.
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thank u,i think ill start a journal,or write a book, for my son, to read after im gone, about being a man, and things i cant be there for,like an encyclopedia for life,from me just to him.
i think hed appreciate that as he grows.
This is a magnificent idea!
My Mom passed from cancer when I was 15. The first eight years were absolutely dreadful. Mainly because I had to watch my Dad endure such misery, but also because I had to teach myself everything about cooking, girl stuff, and the like.
She kept a journal while she was pregnant with me and for the first couple years of my life (until she was diagnosed when I was 2 and she was pregnant with my younger sister). This was the greatest thing she did for me. Just to see her handwriting, verbage, intimate thoughts was amazing. If only she had written a handbook for me to deal with the holes in her teachings... well... it just would have made things so much easier.
Good luck to you, buddy, and yes, I will see you on the other side. If you meet an angel named Wendy please give her a kiss for me.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: al.ly]
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Well I'm back for another link O'rama. I'm gonna add in a few quotes from various sources too so it may be more like a quote O'rama.
"Cancer cells are very weak, far weaker than healthy cells. It is very easy to kill cancer cells if you can create the right environment. The following protocols are deadly to cancer cells, yet harmless if not outright beneficial to healthy cells."
"When the pH of a cancer cell goes above 7.5 it dies and if it goes above 8.0 it will die in a matter of hours."
"Cancer cells live in an acidic environment, but perish in an alkaline, high pH, environment."
"The High Oxygen Environment
Nobel Laureate Otto Warburg demonstrated that normal cells would become irreversibly cancerous if the environment they rested in had their oxygen levels lowered by 35% for 48 hours. Cancer Cells CANNOT Live in a High Oxygen Environment. A healthy individual has a blood oxygen level of between 98 and 100 as measured by a pulse oximeter. Cancer patients routinely show very low oxygen levels in their blood, usually around 60. According to Nobel prize laureate Dr. Otto Warburg, this low oxygen environment is one of the main reasons cancer cells form. Unfortunately, the main traditional therapies for cancer, namely radiation and chemotherapy, also have been shown to drastically lower blood oxygen levels."
“Cancer cells cannot thrive in an oxygenated environment. Exercising daily, and deep breathing help to get more oxygen down to the cellular level. Oxygen therapy is another means employed to destroy cancer cells.”
And here's a site with an article worth checking out. The article is called, "Bicarbonate Maple Cancer Treatment". http://www.fourwinds10.com/siterun_data/health/holistic_alternative_medicine/news.php?q=1209404469
Cancer feeds on sugars. So the reason why one mixes baking soda with sugar is to trick the cancer cell into eating the molasses which is mixed with baking soda. When it does this the cancer cell dies. Here's a quote from the link above to give a better description of what I just said.
"Dr. Tullio Simoncini acknowledges that cancer cells gobbles up sugar so when you encourage the intake of sugar it’s like sending in a Trojan horse. The sugar is not going to end up encouraging the further growth of the cancer colonies because the baking soda is going to kill the cells before they have a chance to grow. Instead of artificially manipulating insulin and thus forcefully driving down blood sugar levels to then inject toxic chemo agents we combine the sugar with the bicarbonate and present it to the cancer cells, which at first are going to love the present. But not for long!"
"This treatment is a combination of pure, 100% maple syrup and baking soda and was first reported on the Cancer Tutor site. When mixed and heated together, the maple syrup and baking soda bind together. The maple syrup targets cancer cells (which consume 15 times more glucose than normal cells) and the baking soda, which is dragged into the cancer cell by the maple syrup, being very alkaline forces a rapid shift in pH killing the cell."
"Sodium bicarbonate is safe, extremely inexpensive and unstoppably effective when it comes to cancer tissues. It’s an irresistible chemical, cyanide to cancer cells for it hits the cancer cells with a shock wave of alkalinity, which allows much more oxygen into the cancer cells than they can tolerate. Cancer cells cannot survive in the presence of high levels of oxygen. Studies have already shown how manipulation of tumor pH with sodium bicarbonate enhances some forms of chemotherapy."
http://phkillscancer.com/protocol ; <----- I know....it's the THIRD time I've posted that link. LOL But it is very relevant to all of these quotes so.....redundancy I suppose. LOL
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thanx guys, imma call my doc 2 morrow to try and get my refill, i believe i can being i filled out the report and all. the cops were just rude,and that discouraged me. i got a few from a friend so im good for now. i ate lots more than i thought i could today.lol. thanks to the cannabis.
im going to try and muster some energy up and go deer hunting in the morn, i know some may not agree with that. but it is one of my joys,hobbys i have had since i was a young man. plus its one of the only things me and my dad did together as hes an alcho holic. its so peaceful.
i know it may not be right to take a life of something,its not really my right to, but i bless the animal beforhand,and wait till i feel like ,"this deer was sent here just for me" i dont kill the first i see.i have much respect for these animals,for if they didnt exist for years ago,for my ancestors to live off of, i may not be here.
my uncles gonna go to,just in case i need help.hes a preacher,and its kinda nice to talk to him bout this stuff too.
i really appreciate the links guys,
and even if i dont bag a big buck ,the experience will be enough,to ease my mind a bit.
u guys are the best,i could wish for.hope u all had a good holiday.imma be back on later to chat,
thank u all,
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Sorry about the cops. Some people are just dicks. It looks like you're keeping that well in perspective.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Me_Roy]
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Pshhh. It seems like most people who are against hunting are misinformed.
But ill tell ya that deer meat is delicious
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First of all let me say how deeply sorry I feel for you and your close ones. At least you seem pretty much made peace with the situation. I can´t even begin to think how would I react in similar situation.
But I don´t believe in going down without a fight, from your original post it seemed you could survive if you got a kidney transplant, right?? Can´t we create a fundraiser for this guys kidney transplant?? The Shroomery is large community with lots of nice peeps and I believe we´d get the money!!!!
I´m deeply sorry if I misunderstood you, but I just can´t watch another great human being going to leave this place we call earth.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Individual]
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Please watch "run from the cure". It is a very important video to watch if you are interested in treating yourself with cannabis more effectively.
Terminal cancer patients are alive and living well today because of the cannabis oil treatment in this video, you should really check it out. It may cost a lot of money for a pound of pot, but it is going to be cheaper than the cancer drugs you can't afford and will actually heal your body rather than killing it.
Cannabis is the ultra cancer medicine. I work in cancer research and it is such a shame that clinical trials aren't being done (or hardly any research).
Cannabis does everything cancer patients need: Cuts pain, increases appetite and helps you keep it down. It makes you feel good and most of all IT KILLS CANCER CELLS.
The more I investigate it I realize that cannabis is one of the most powerful medicines available, especially for cancer because it helps with so many aspects of the disease.
As I said though, you need to take it as a concentrated oil for a real healing effect, you can't get enough smoking.
I don't think my google link was working here is part 1 of 7 on youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjhT9282-Tw
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Cannashroom]
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I wish you the best of luck, stick around your family as much as you can, they will give you support!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Maverick]
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you need to listen to what sheddingtheveil posted earlier in this thread. from what i've read, you can proactively fight the cancer through diet & supplementation (which is very cheap.) and at the very least be able to prolong your life. i'm sure your son & family would appreciate it.
one good resource i'd use are the http://www.imminst.org/forum/ forums. search for cancer regimens.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: dr_gonz]
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hey guys, i have raised my spirits a little,and have been using the links to better my food diets.and hopes of recovery.am searching despreratly for some acid ,but in my town its almost a thing of myth.so thats out for me,but...
a question though, as u know my liver is damaged severly from the cancer.
can i eat shrooms with no worsening effects with this disease,or would that be just ann add on of the damage to my liver? i ask cause i have around 36 grams dry ,i harvested a while back.
would love some feed back. ive searched but all i come up with is mushroom poisoning posts.
thanx.
also my father has alchohol induced cihrosis {bad spelling,i know} could he also consume shrooms,with a bad liver as well. i wonder for this would be a bonding,experince for he and i.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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I can't answer your question about shrooms, but I recall it coming up on here once or twice before. Someone will have an answer for you.
But I did want to say that I just read all your posts in this thread, and it sounds like you are managing to keep your head up through all of this. Being not much younger than you I can't imagine the feeling. I really do hope you the best.
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thank u,it surely does suck. but things like like this really bring the questions of faith,and truth,heaven,hell. that is what i am focusing on now. maybe an act of desperation,but if there is a heaven. i hope they got room for one more. and if i do beat the cancer, ill still have the faith.
thanx for the response
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13551148 - 11/28/10 12:24 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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Yes, don't give up. Lots of people have beaten this.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Enjoy what you still got while you got it (that goes for all of us...), and id just call and ask a doctor about the shrooms... who knows what the answer to that is considering your situation, but if you talk to the right person, he/she will probably give you a straight answer
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: mick]
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Hey man, Ive said it twice before and I will say it again. Shrooms will help your spiritual side, but cannabis oil is very important to the healing process.
Cannabis oil: Kills cancer cells, Lets you sleep, Let you eat (and keep it down) and makes you feel great. It is nature's answer to cancer and many autoimmune diseases.
Keep going strong man!
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This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and affection for a few persons nearest us.
Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in its beauty.
Nobody is able to achieve this completely but striving for such achievement is, in itself, a part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security."
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Cannashroom]
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Hey man, Ive said it twice before and I will say it again. Shrooms will help your spiritual side, but cannabis oil is very important to the healing process.
Cannabis oil: Kills cancer cells, Lets you sleep, Let you eat (and keep it down) and makes you feel great. It is nature's answer to cancer and many autoimmune diseases.
Keep going strong man!
yes i understand the medicinal qualities of cannibis, but as i said before,its not medically legal in my state(which hasnt stopped me from smoking it), but to be able to get enough for the,oil,butter,for a whiles worth of it,would be difficult for me .i dont buy that much. i ussually just put a few in with my garden every year,.
maybe ill try to do it next year,if i am able. for me growing it just seems less risky than buying it ,i know. but there are a lot of dirty bitches round here, "c,i's"as far as anyone knows, i am a godfearing christian who has never consumed any drugs at all .
im very secretive about this.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Be more secretive
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: onnagata]
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you have a great attitude and your son can never forget you, you live in him.
thank u.
im dealing with it, its bout all u can do . im just glad i dont have to stay in pain. thank god for opiates.lol
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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That sucks man. Best of luck.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: plustax]
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http://www.phoenixtears.ca/
Here is an alternative. This program has worked for two of my close friends. Good vibes brother... You've touched my life with this post that's for sure. Best wishes to you and your son
edit: http://www.phoenixtearsplus.com/home.html Here is a better link... I just realized that the first one doesn't really divulge what the program is. Phoenix Tears is a program created by Rick Simpson through his experiences with skin cancer. It involves taking hemp oil as much as possible in as high of concentrations as possible to combat the Cancer cells in your body. I do not know if you live in a Medical Marijuana State, but if so, definitely check this out man!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: ilike_trees]
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If you contact phoenix tears you might be able to get the medicine from them for free. They give away the hash oil to cancer patients.
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This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and affection for a few persons nearest us.
Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in its beauty.
Nobody is able to achieve this completely but striving for such achievement is, in itself, a part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security."
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Cannashroom]
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If you contact phoenix tears you might be able to get the medicine from them for free. They give away the hash oil to cancer patients.
thank u , all i have been able to get is opiates,and smoking a little here and there, ill def.check it out .
thank u . so much.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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My eyes watered reading this thread. Im so sorry to hear this woodruss, myself and everyone else on the shroomery and everywhere love you very much. The journal idea for your son is great and i'm glad you have taken some consideration to the diet posts and are eating better. We are all with you 100% to make it through this, you seem like a very kind soul and I have nothing but hope in heart with you. Reading this honestly shook me up enough like those moments that make you realize your alive and how precious the time we have with this form of consciousness is. I dont know the answer to how eating shrooms would be in relation to your liver. But if its fine which I believe/hope it is that sounds like it could be a really really special experience between you and your father. Every moment you spend with your son is impacting him on all levels and the love you give him will go with him as he grows up. I know he will live a long and great life because his father is a good loving soul, and you will be there with him. You can fight this thing with the advice given by others, if its possible for you give it all you got.
You are handling it amazing, and just know love and laughter are also very powerful medicine. I love you, shroomery loves you, your son loves you, everything in this world has you in it and is love. Healing vibrations to you my friend, i wish you the best. Love and laughter, laugh as much as possible which im sure your already doing.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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I have another link for ya. I've read this one before too. I've seen so many people talking about ridding their body of cancer that I am unable to recall all the links at the moment.
http://www.energeticforum.com/general-discussion/3209-cancer-scam.html
They talk about ph in there too, and using baking soda to increase the ph to kill cancer cells also. Plus other stuff.
Oh yeah, I just recalled this link I saw yesterday.
http://www.cancertutor.com/Cancer/RawFood.html
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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a question though, as u know my liver is damaged severly from the cancer.
can i eat shrooms with no worsening effects with this disease,or would that be just ann add on of the damage to my liver? i ask cause i have around 36 grams dry ,i harvested a while back.
would love some feed back. ive searched but all i come up with is mushroom poisoning posts.
thanx.
also my father has alchohol induced cihrosis {bad spelling,i know} could he also consume shrooms,with a bad liver as well. i wonder for this would be a bonding,experince for he and i.
according to ayurveda, calamus when taken with psychedelics, pot, and nicotine will make it less toxic to the liver. i don't know if it's a total antidote but the damage would be less. you can buy calamus (also known as sweet flag) online or an herb shop or find it in nature, it's legal. i'd use the fresh root, i think it's more effective. not sure on that part, just guessing.
see a trained ayurvedic doctor they can help you. there are many alternative therapies which have healed people of cancer, stay positive
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: sleepy]
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If I were ever notified that I had cancer I'd try to heavily dose myself with CBCs and CBDs over a period of time. If you've ever seen Run From the Cure, you know of what I'm talking about.
Is it guaranteed to work? Nope; still, there are like a half dozen to a dozen people on that vid claiming that they were cured of cancer by heavily concentrating cannabis oil and using it topically or ingesting it by mouth.
I'd seriously try it man. The downside is that you'd have to grow, and you'd have to grow copious amounts. Probably 30 plants or so in order to ensure a constant supply. You'd have to keep doing it as well, run after run.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Humility]
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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i spend much of my free time,surfing on the shroomery, just wanted to let u guys know its been a good one, and thanx to u guy's knowledge and advice. my last days will be fullfilled with complete spiritual one'ness.
i went to my doc cause i thought i had kidney stones,about two weeks ago ,i have had several blood tests since then. i had a ultrasound and ,c scan done. then a liver biopsy, found it its cancer,and its spread. i have no funds for a transplant. so im pretty much done for.
wish i could say i am lying,or joking.. its like a bad dream,that doesent end. but one way death. im only 26 years old. and im dying. my only regret is not being able to watch my son grow into a man.
hes 6 , i worry hell forget about me. that holds the heaviest on my heart.
even though i dont know u guys personally, u all seem cool as hell,and i have learned much from u.
from here on out ill prolly just stay fucked on 40's till i die.
ill check in when i can.
i just wish i could have lived to see pot become legal.
see u on the other side, ill be the guy with the never ending cow pastures.
i love you man. may your soul be well
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: owls]
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thanks guys , i been getting along "pretty well". i have been exercising more,and eating more healthy . my docs say its not getting too much worse, but its already spread so, i dont believe it matters much. im doing good though,. i have refused chemical therapy. i now am approved for full med. coverage. the opiates help the pain alot. and the cannibis helps me to eat and sleep.
thanxs for the advice guys'/gals.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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oh man, i sure hope you pull through
get well
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i have great hopes, and will remain to have high spirits. this experience has put me into a constant hightend perception of reality,and awareness ,and senses .
i feel pretty good. i mean im not feeling to rough,ya know and i am pretty comfortable with the fact of whats going on with me. i am a good guy so ya know if there's a heaven i believe theres a spot for me.
ive realized that no matter the outcome of all this . ultimately ill always live on through my son,"who is my blood",and my creation", he who was built in my image". he will live on ,and remain so,and he'll be my legacy, among his own". just as i am my fathers. at least i got that
i spend all ,and i mean "all" my time with him now. with the exception of school. thats all i truly wish to do,thats something you just cant get enough of man,
thank u guys,for chatting about this shit , its all crazy as hell for me to think about,and just talking bout it to yall makes me feel better ,ya know like it raises my spirits.
woodruss
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http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/6761878#6761878
hope this helps you... cancer is curable do some research dude.
A simple search of GoogleScholar or EbscoHost will clearly show validated scientific research pointing to the benefits of nutrients and vitamins. Anti-oxidants, vitamin D, broccoli, spirinula...
www.cancertutor.com
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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How are you doing?
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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dont give up hope man.
i didn't read any of the prev. posts but i've heard one in two men will get cancer, one in three women.
it's going to affect everyone in some way. we're all in the same cancerous boat. getting as many viewpoints as possible is the best option for health.
Chemo has a 4% success rate or something along those lines, actually shortening lifespan, and cutting out tumors doesn't address the problem, only the symptom.
Here are some movies that give me cancer hope:
The Cancer Report
run from the cure
A World Without Cancer
PM me if this post ends up helping you. it'd be great data for me.
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How are you doing?
im doing pretty well"good as can be,given the circumstances, the cold weather,and snow has forced me to stay inside mostly,which is pretty depressing, but ive been spending time with my son, and family.
been sleeping alot more lately, and its getting to where every time i eat , i feel even worse, like when its digesting, its killing me.
my doc said its part of it. the opioids help alot though ,and the cannibis ,helps my mind to wander a bit, instead of dwelling on the fact.
i just put up my christmas tree, so at least i got that done. its not getting any better, but hasnt spread a lot more,either.
ive been having terrible headaches ,. psilocybin helps to aleviate it for a few days at a time.
ive been feeling "Really detatched from reality lately, like i have little control over my motor skills,and functions. i stumble alot,and stagger. drop,lose grip on things alot.
imma hang in ,as long as i have to ,to beat it. u guys are my heroes,and youre concern and advice give me "hope, and strong will".
it just sux,u think,"before i die,imma do this,or that" its what i thought in the beginning , but i havent the energy,nor the stamina to do much at all.
just about give up on my hygiene , im really lazy feeling now adays.
oh well, ill stick it out, or hang it up.
which ever comes first.
i have found peace,in life or death. it just hurts "a whole lot." ive forgotten what normal days are,. there is no daily routine now, just existance.
woodruss,
ps. in the event that i would ,suddenly pass on. i have given my mother my ,"shroomery, password ,and username, to announce it to u guys. ive showed her how to post. shes totally cool with it. though i do not know u all, i feel were all kindred spirits , lost in time from a time before.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Good to hear from you again. Even though your stuck indoors atleast your with your family. And were all with you. I know you got it in you to beat this. IF shrooms have taught me anything its that we can transform ourself and heal ourself through the way we think, and this includes physical injuries and illness. Stress causes sooo many diseases. Your postive attitude and love is such a healing mindset. I honestly feel like the mind is capable of pretty much anything. So, I know you can beat this, and you know you can beat this.
And so you say psilocybins been helping with the headaches. You decided to do a full trip? or Just taking small doses to help? Either way good for you.
Look foreward to hearing from you again,
love and blessings,
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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small doses,help for the head aches, like 1.5 grams. but yeah , i ussually go all out.while tripping i forget all about it. but if i do acid its like an instant bad trip. its too intense any more, it makes me dwell on the thought of death to much.so i been staying away from that.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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it just hurts "a whole lot." ive forgotten what normal days are. there is just existance.
Op I paraphrased you a little there but only to say that you have more strength than I do and courage too. I'm kind of dealing with the same shit friend but just haven't come as far as you yet.
It truly is a bummer to have to deal with this shit but at least I know who to look for when I cross over Jordan or whatever because didn't I read that you will be the guy with the endless cow pastures? 
I can't see that being my first stop in the afterlife because I'm sure that the accountants will want to get their hands on me first.
But you aren't alone buddy. Minus the loving family, the pain killing drugs and the willingness to admit that you are dieing.
I have been lucky enough lately to have been given a couple moments of what I'd call peace.
A few seconds of the feeling that it's all going to be ok.
I try not to focus on the things that I will miss but on the things that are to come.
I have great hope in leaving this world for the next. I'm sure that there is something that I can do to prepare that place for the loved ones that will follow. I believe that when I am released from this mortal coil and these chains are taken off of my deteriorating body and that I'm finally free from the cares of this world that I will be a hundred times more than I am now.
If you see someone walking through your pastures looking down toward the ground, or in your forest at peace, it may in fact be me.
Don't shoot!!
For it may be me.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Anonymous #2]
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it just hurts "a whole lot." ive forgotten what normal days are. there is just existance.
If you see someone walking through your pastures looking down toward the ground, or in your forest at peace, it may in fact be me.
Don't shoot!!
For it may be me.
dont worry friend, all are welcome to my place of resting,if indeed though i do, i will simply hold out my hand and say,nice to see u friend. "we were here all along"
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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i look at it like this, as human i am dying, but as spirit i am only going away from here. at this point ,when death feels close to u , even the worst times in my life, were not that bad at all. all the times ive cried, and cursed,and fought, and begged, was overexaggerated ,and childish. but im human.
nothing comes to mind now but religion? i sometimes day dream of what heaven is . or hell. or like ,maybe when i die it'll be like,i wake up in the hospital and there like,well he's back, ya know, like my brain just made this alternate reality to place my soul into. and when i ask the doctors about the cancer they say something like, "oh you were just dreaming." your in here ,cause you had a car accident , or some shit like that. like u die,and wake up,and think "what, but like a dream your prior life,fades shortly after waking, so u have to accept the fact u were dreaming.could it be that far out..?
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just curious, did you get a chance to watch any of the films?
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dont give up hope man.
Here are some movies that give me cancer hope:
The Cancer Report
run from the cure
A World Without Cancer
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yes i watched run from the cure, and the cancer report, not "a world without cancer" yet though. going to.
dont get me wrong i have lots of hope, but hope only goes so far when i feel so physically ill, and de railed from reality. i have hope, among other attributes.lol.
i just feel like if i beat it i win, if i dont i win. but that dont mean im not trying, just only doing what i can.
i refused chemical treatment, as they said it would drastically lower my immune system. and i hear it causes more sickness and pain than the underlying cause.
this may sound weird,or gay, but i constantly think of the michael jackson song"Beat It" . i think i just got to "beat it,beat it,beat it."beat it.
your all's guidance, thoughts,and faith in me means more than my own hope. i know i have a deadly disease, but i also know i am not alone .
nor at this on my own.
thank u shroomery,
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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I just saw this post and my heart stopped a little
We only exchanged a few pms, but I could tell even from those that you have a wonderful spirit! I will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts with positive energy.
I love you!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Sanguine]
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I just saw this post and my heart stopped a little
We only exchanged a few pms, but I could tell even from those that you have a wonderful spirit! I will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts with positive energy.
I love you!
thank u,much love and good vibes,right back at cha.
"ill be here ,until i am not anymore"
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Sanguine]
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You should try to get on an organic/vegetarian diet. Eat LOTS of Rieshi/shitake/turkey tail mushrooms and get a bunch of fresh chaga fungus and make lots'a chaga tea. Depending on how far along you are with the cancer, it may or may not work. I heard of some amazing recoveries though through the use of natural cancer fighting shrooms and good diet.
It's worth a shot man.
check out these links:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trametes_versicolor
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polysaccharide-K
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beta-glucan
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shitaki
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lentinan
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interferon
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaga_mushroom
I wish you the best of luck man!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: bendychicken]
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Listen to the guy above.
Your diet and exercise routine could help you fight it. Accept death as inevitable, but don't give up without a fight.
No matter the outcome,
Safe journey, traveler.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Shr00m0fD00m]
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roger,over and out.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13675472 - 12/23/10 11:17 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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I saw
Sent 
Some of these cancers are tough, and it is best if you can have a pro to consult with.
Best wishes! We deal with plenty of cancers and if you are going "food fight!" you need to have those foods everyday and some of them three time per day.
It takes 9-12 "00" mushroom capsules per day with most cancers or you won't get to the therapeutic level.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: curenado]
#13675926 - 12/23/10 01:24 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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fresh mushrooms would be more potent, no? i dont know your economic situation, but foodstamps would help alot, you can just go crazy and buy all kinds of good shit.
Edited by sleepy (12/23/10 01:26 PM)
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: sleepy]
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fresh mushrooms would be more potent, no? i dont know your economic situation, but foodstamps would help alot, you can just go crazy and buy all kinds of good shit.
ride on your grandchildrens wealth.
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it would be really awesome if some of the expert myco's here could help you with the medicines you need. More people need to see this thread imo.
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fresh mushrooms would be more potent, no? i dont know your economic situation, but foodstamps would help alot, you can just go crazy and buy all kinds of good shit.
ride on your grandchildrens wealth.
money is an illusion
if he can't afford to buy organic food, then he should get foodstamps. can you think of a better use of tax dollars?
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: sleepy]
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well ,im a college graduate, with a degree, i "was " in the local laborers union ,making big bucks, and i was gonna save my money and pursue my career in agriculture, but now im drawing unemployment, that'll run out in a while, then i dunno what ill do. maybe supplement income. i hate to draw money from tax payers but i dont have the energy or stamina i did 6 months ago, maybe ill grow my own medicinal mushrooms.
or maybe ill just look for an agriculture job. i dunno. im anxious ,but dont know why. i feel useless just sitting around. when i told my foreman i had cancer, he insisted i take off. i said no ,and kept showing up every day, but he would always make me do small,non productive shit, sweeping, busting slag,. type of stuff. i didnt feel like i was doing enough, and i just told him what i thought,and he said " look, your sick, i wasnt trying to demeen you, i just know your on meds,and dont want u to get hurt,or cause an accident so ,i just told em ok ,
ill be back when i beat this shit, and he said ill always have a place there. with my old crew. he's really cool, and i hate thinking some new guy is taking my place and doing a better job.lol
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13677394 - 12/23/10 08:27 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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I would try some hash oil 3 times daily for at least a week and see how that goes. I would also seriously consider IV DMT if you were really having trouble dealing with the thought of death. Either way, fight on man.
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i burn pretty often,helps nausea and to eat right. and its not that im scared of death, just seems like ery time i see a doc, its bad news. kinda hard to keep ur head up. but i have to for my son. and act like i just got a cold, hes 6 and not like i can just say ,"i got a disease that might kill me son". u know. that bothers me the most.
he asks me"daddy why do u go to the doctor so much?" well bubby, i have a cold,and i cant get rid of.and my doctor ,she is trying to help me get it to go away, and its keeping me sick,thats why"
well daddy you can die from being sick alot you know" yes son i know" but im superman, and nothing can kill a hero " nope ,daddy, nothing can kill a hero, your not superman though,your better,your my daddy, super daddy.
that shits make me wanna cry so much,but i cant, i dont want him to wander why.
really its a large facter of things, lost job, lost farm, lost vehicle, lost friends,lost dignity, lost love,lost stamina,lost strength. but still have hope, thats one thing man cant take away. and i still have my son whom is my legacy in this world to come.
feel me.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13677514 - 12/23/10 08:55 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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This is what I'm hearing from you OP.
You should consider dancing before you die.
It's helping me.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Anonymous #2]
#13678043 - 12/23/10 11:13 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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smoking cannabis may destroy the anti cancer properties for the most part. it's not the same as ingestion of hemp oil.
i think there was a terminal cancer patient in Run from The Cure who was fending it off, if not curing, his cancer, from eating it though
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well, i dont really have access to enough to make food,or oils out of it. i can only afford a small bit every week. like a half,or less. i will try to do that but my funds are not there. ya know. i wish i could. i have heard from many people ,and videos,eating it is more proactive medicinally.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13679165 - 12/24/10 11:19 AM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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there might be weed growers on this site rolling in wealth. this thread needs more views.
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I just found out my Uncle has cancer, also... right after I posted on this thread oddly enough.
Be strong.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Shr00m0fD00m]
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Merry christmas eve Woodruss, just checking in to wish the best as always and hope you have a loving holidays.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Shr00m0fD00m]
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MUCH LOVE in your direction man, I thought I had cancer once and it was the scariest fucking week of my life, I was lucky though and it was just a harmless cyst. I can't imagine how you feel, and I don't want to be a broken record, but you should really try the alkaline diet. I've read multiple articles written by doctors that talk of the healing power of fruits and vegetables. Remember to always eat fruit on an empty stomach, it makes a huge difference in how much nutrition you actually get out of it.
I didn't read the whole thread, so I don't know exactly what has been suggested to you already, but there are ways to fight it.
Check out- "Killing Cancer, the Jason Winters story", he claims he cures cancer with a mixture of 3 herbs found in different countries, I had a copy of the book that I would mail to you in an instant but my friends girlfriend kind of permanently borrowed it from me and they live like 7 hours away.
Plants were put here for our use, and I believe they all serve a purpose. There is no doubt in my mind that there is a natural cure for every disease out there, it's just a matter of finding it behind all the greed and evil in American medicine.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Ran-D]
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Eating clean as possible is a must and getting in fresh clean water as well. I would take lots of medicinal mushrooms in extract form preferably, three times a day. Google Protocel, the researcher/creator has very high success rates with ex cancer patients. Its a "dietary supplement" in liquid form. Also some additional supplements to take while following the protocel protocol are pau d'arco, colostrum, vitamin d3, vitamin b + b12, enzymes and probiotics.
Top 4 things are protocel, medicinal mushrooms, probiotics and pau d'arco.
But the number one thing is to have a positive attitude through out this little hump. You can get through this successful, just say committed to what ever protocol you choose.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Reishi]
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thanks guys , for your info,and advice.
merry x mas 2 u all, my friends.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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thats really sad man, my heart goes out to you and your son. i would write as much as possible, biography of your life, story's, everything you'll ever want your son to hear.
look up the more recent documentary about the guy who's been growing his own top quality bud and extracting it down into an extremely pure hash oil form and has been curing many different kinds of cancers with it. i'll look up the title if you can't find it, i saw a few other posters mention this. hell it's worth a shot right?
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Cloud9]
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thats really sad man, my heart goes out to you and your son. i would write as much as possible, biography of your life, story's, everything you'll ever want your son to hear.
look up the more recent documentary about the guy who's been growing his own top quality bud and extracting it down into an extremely pure hash oil form and has been curing many different kinds of cancers with it. i'll look up the title if you can't find it, i saw a few other posters mention this. hell it's worth a shot right?
Rick Simpson story, Run from the Cure.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Ran-D]
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ingestion of hemp oil as proposed by rick simpson takes a fair bit of money or someone who cultivates' generosity.
you would only need a pound or two, for a couple months supply i think. all the info is in that vid.
kindly direct cannabis cultivators to this thread.
he's aware of the anticancer properties of cannabis i'm fairly certain
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yea it may be expensive, but if your going to die from cancer who gives a shit? it's well worth the try..
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Cloud9]
#13698264 - 12/28/10 08:22 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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what are you talking about? i'm sure he would like to give it a try, if he could obtain it. sorry to respond for OP in any case.
money doesn't grow on trees, and the government can't produce wealth, only take from others and redistribute poorly. debt based fractional reserve loans, ie lines of consumer credit, wasted capital needed for real economic growth.
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money may not grow on trees, but pot does grow like a tree.. it would not take long at all to grow some and give it a try..
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Cloud9]
#13699495 - 12/29/10 03:32 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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4 months for a newb indoor grow, if he has money to invest. dont know how long a seasonal outdoor grow would take. his state may not allow medical cultivation anyways, if in America.
if i was a grower i would totally just make hemp oil and give it to people to cure their cancer, like rick simpson was doing. (Hint to any growers reading this!)
i keep posting ahead of OP, because i fear i may have cancer and if not already, i will have it sometime in my life. We're in this together, all of us.
Lets get woodruss some cannabis oil so we all can have some experience with cannabis oil curing cancer or not.
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You have to try the cannabis oil!
Get some weed somewhere,or grow it somewhere in nature(guerillia farming to spread the risks).
I really can reccomend to make some cannabis oil,
its proven that it fight against cancer cells.
Try it!
I made an topic how you can make it here:
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/13654814
Good luck and may god be with you.
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Quote:
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4 months for a newb indoor grow, if he has money to invest. dont know how long a seasonal outdoor grow would take. his state may not allow medical cultivation anyways, if in America.
if i was a grower i would totally just make hemp oil and give it to people to cure their cancer, like rick simpson was doing. (Hint to any growers reading this!)
i keep posting ahead of OP, because i fear i may have cancer and if not already, i will have it sometime in my life. We're in this together, all of us.
Lets get woodruss some cannabis oil so we all can have some experience with cannabis oil curing cancer or not.
yeah its not medically legal here,"ky", theyll still bust u for a roach now. u get caught with a half ounce here,they act like they just busted a meth lab. its really shitty. thats why i cant use it like i need to.
it sux.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13703347 - 12/29/10 08:25 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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i would relly like to get some sid, its been dry here for years. i feel that would would help reunite,or ground my spirituality alot. im lookin to start some tubs. but $$$ is on short supply. i may try to go to a gathering and hook up. thats what i ussually have to do. but i dont feel like doing shit like that now.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13705214 - 12/30/10 09:21 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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I think I read that you can get a half zip per week of ganja? Check back into some of my other posts and you'll find a link of how to turn your ganja into medication. You could turn 14 grams of quality bud into at least 100 pills of the 00 size. I figure that you're gonna need to take out some stems and sticks so 100 pills sounds about right. 100 pills per week is 14 pills per day. If it's quality nugget then you'll definately get relief AND the medicinal effects of cannabis.
It doesn't matter if the doctor tells you, "it has spread". You can still rid your body of cancer. If you're still breathing then you still have a chance. Go back through this thread and find all the evidence.
I know I've been giving links left and right. But....here's another. Just keep going forward till you get to page 19. Or read the whole book it's a short read. http://www.chlorellafactor.com/chlorella-spirulina-01.html ; Chlorella and spirulina is pretty amazing stuff. I've been taking it off and on for a bit over a year.
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OK. Are ya tired of me yet.? LOL I've got some more info for ya. And I can't believe that I didn't recall it till now. Juice fasting. Again....do some googling. But here's a link, "of course "...
http://www.freedomyou.com/fasting_book/juice%20fasting.htm
And then I'll give two more links from that same site of people that HAD cancer. But you can find others using google.
http://www.freedomyou.com/fasting_book/Healed_Of_Cancer.htm
http://www.freedomyou.com/fasting_book/Fasting%20Testimonies%203.htm
BTW - did I mention colloidal silver? I can't recall... but it's very simple to make and it boosts the immune system. Not to mention that there's claims of studies where it has removed cancer from the body. I think I linked a little information on that right?
And of course a little bit of love. Cus love is a powerful healer. <--for you
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Fasting can definitely be very beneficial, there's Yogis who are hundreds of years old who fast at least once a week for cleansing.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Ran-D]
#13711380 - 12/31/10 11:58 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Happy new years eve! May 2011 be a blissful and loving year.
Aura will bring in the new year right!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
#13713489 - 12/31/10 10:22 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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happy new years ,friends its been a pretty good one. no partying though for me. just here with the kids.
hope u guys fulfill your resolutions i know imma try to accomplish mine. u all know what that is.
post your resolutions if youd like. im interested to hear what my fellow shroomerites wish to do for the year.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13713531 - 12/31/10 10:41 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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make music, make money, and if certain things work out - buy a house or a nice apartment in 6 months or so, which i am looking forward to.
happy new years ! hope 2011 will be a good one!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: skatealex2]
#13713547 - 12/31/10 10:48 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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each day is a new year to me, as i dont live to the calendar. my happiness, holidays, and life changes aren't arbitrary.
happy life to you!
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there might be weed growers on this site rolling in wealth. this thread needs more views.
This.
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I could go on and on but what's important is knowing that there are many others out there that have been where you are and now they are still living many years later with a VERY healthy body. And their doctors are dumbfounded.
wicked post. 5 shromes.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: akira_akuma]
#13743534 - 01/06/11 06:53 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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i believe in OP's survival as well 
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13746279 - 01/07/11 07:12 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Hey Woodrus, hope things are going well for you. Thanks for sharing your story with us, I'm sure its helping more than just yourself : )
You mention your son and your thoughts for him, so I thought I'd share a personal story. One of my best friends in highschool lost his father to unexpected cancer a few months after the diagnosis. It sounds like you had a similarly sudden diagnosis.
The one thing I can tell you is that my friend always thinks of his father and his advice even though its been years since then, and your idea bout writing a book is a good one. Not only will it help you to organize your thoughts and focus on what's important to you, but it truly will help your son in the future. I'm sure my friend wishes his dad had done something similar, though they did have time to spend together at the end where they connected.
In a previous job I got to know a fair amount of people in your position, and in my experience, those who were happy were the ones who did exactly what you've said: focused on what's important to them, occupied their time with something meaningful to them such as writing letters for family to read in the future and so forth, and tried to accept that some things you can't change, some things you can, and its better to focus on the latter. (i.e. ignoring the people who come out of the woodwork with miracle cures and other nonsense and just looking at those medical issues you have a realistic choice in).
While your son is younger than my friend was when his father recieved a similar diagnosis out of the blue, I imagine the same things will be going through his head now and in the future. By writing out your thoughts and any advice you have for him, you can truely help explain things to him and "be there" for him throughout his life no matter what the future holds for you.
Thanks for sharing your story with us : )
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: johnm214]
#13746990 - 01/07/11 10:24 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
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Hey Woodrus, hope things are going well for you. Thanks for sharing your story with us, I'm sure its helping more than just yourself : )
its actually helped me quite a bit, as im facing similar problems in my life. many diverse symptoms and a big black spot on my brain stem, but no definite diagnosis as of yet. just pills thrown my way to treat the 'symptoms', and 'talks' with the doctor that last 1-5 minutes max. nothing has helped yet, though i have managed to get off opiates. i do smoke weed every day, and it does help, but not wonderfully. i also supplement 5-htp, l-tyrosine, and b6. the latter three supplements has helped with pain and sleep, but after reading all this fascinating stuff with cannabis oil, ph therapy, etc...i feel i have a few more things to try before i relinquish control to the doctors. i also have a baby on the way (wife is 10-12 weeks along), so all of this has suddenly become very important to fix, as i want to see my son or daughter grow up with a dad.
i can only hope and pray for you, OP, that you will be there for your son for a very long time to come. best of luck, please continue to post, and know that we all love you, even though we may never meet you i know that everyone here is wishing you the best, and hoping you'll be with us for much much longer.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: dysphoria]
#13751572 - 01/08/11 09:46 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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thanx guys,i have been writing alot, and supplementing my diet,thanks to you all's advice,and info, i have a little more energy ,but not too much. i still have alot of trouble, with my motor skills, i stumble alot and lose my grip on things alot, this disease is somehow affecting my nerves or something.
i drop things alot. i quit smoking cigs for good, in fear of burning the house down while on my meds.
it really sux to live this way, but still yet i am alive. no matter how good i feel , the fact still remains, and dwells within my subconcious .
i do feel i am strong enough to win this. i just dont feel like its worth the pain, it hurts alot, and has disrupted my lifestyle dramatically. i cannot even hang out with my good friends anymore without someone bringing it up. and it makes me feel like, there all just waiting for me to die, like they are expecting it any day. while i on the other hand ,is trying my best to survive,and beat this damn thing,
its like "damn guys ,im not gone yet, imma beat this thing", yeah we know u will buddy, your strong. but there voices really say" damn this has got him good."
i just cant wait till the day i can go say hey guys, and shroomerites , i "am cancer free" i beat that bitch.lol
itll happen, and if not , ah well.
we all gotta go,some before others. its not a fair game, but life is life,and death is forever. we are born to die, every last one of us.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13752006 - 01/08/11 11:13 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Man really,now i smoked weed and im stoned and i read this .....
man,tears falling in my eyes believe me.
The weed i smoke could help you..
I really know this cannabis oil can help you and i wish you can get your hands on some weed or cannabis oil.
If i was you i really would search any day from 8 morning to 8 in the evening in different cities to get some cannabis.
Really,try your best to get cannabis and make that oil like i described in 1 of my topics.
I can never guarentee you that it works,dont get me wrong.
But i readed news sources that with experiments some people with cancer really cured,that cannabis oil fighted against the cancer cells and won.
Get your hands on some cannabis man,
i realy wished i could help you but this is my best advice.
Or grow some cannabis in your house,
you can grow them with this types:
Get some seeds online,buy 12 x 18 watt of the pic above and grow it as fast as possible.
Thats what i should do and i think its the best you could do now.
May the good energys be with you mate,
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13752527 - 01/08/11 01:00 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
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thanx guys,i have been writing alot, and supplementing my diet,thanks to you all's advice,and info, i have a little more energy ,but not too much. i still have alot of trouble, with my motor skills, i stumble alot and lose my grip on things alot, this disease is somehow affecting my nerves or something.
i drop things alot. i quit smoking cigs for good, in fear of burning the house down while on my meds.
it really sux to live this way, but still yet i am alive. no matter how good i feel , the fact still remains, and dwells within my subconcious .
i do feel i am strong enough to win this. i just dont feel like its worth the pain, it hurts alot, and has disrupted my lifestyle dramatically. i cannot even hang out with my good friends anymore without someone bringing it up. and it makes me feel like, there all just waiting for me to die, like they are expecting it any day. while i on the other hand ,is trying my best to survive,and beat this damn thing,
its like "damn guys ,im not gone yet, imma beat this thing", yeah we know u will buddy, your strong. but there voices really say" damn this has got him good."
i just cant wait till the day i can go say hey guys, and shroomerites , i "am cancer free" i beat that bitch.lol
itll happen, and if not , ah well.
we all gotta go,some before others. its not a fair game, but life is life,and death is forever. we are born to die, every last one of us.
keep in mind that many people, besides whatever your real life friends think, actually believe you can beat the cancer. you damn well better because as i said, we're all in the same cancerous boat.
on the flip side of being born to die, we are born to live. your mood and healing is going to be determined by your expectations of the future.
good to hear from you in any case!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13753306 - 01/08/11 03:14 PM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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Hey mate, i dont know you, and am new to this forum, but i am feeling a real affinity with everyone here too. I just read through the thread and i am really sorry to hear what is happening.
Are you beyond having a transplant yet?
In my financial desperation a few weeks ago, i googled the word "philanthropist" and found this website, check it out, these guys might help. http://millionairesmoney.com/make-request.php
Also, i have not read all of the replys so dont know if anyone has already recommended this, but Milk Thistle is an excellent remedy for the liver. It is reputed to be one of the only remedies that actually gets your liver to start reproducing cells, very popular with hippy alcoholics. I use the A Vogal tincture.
I really admire your attitude and the way you are handling it.
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hey fam, its been a while since i filled u guys in on my self, i been exercising, and eating,vitamins ,fruit. and some storebought mushrooms,oils. i feel alot better. i go back to the doc in 2 weeks to see how its progressed, i feel alot better though. almost normal.
i got tired of sitting around and wasting away, so i got a job. i am a flagger for a electric company. i direct traffic while they do their jobs,changing poles,transformers and such.
my friends mother owned the company and she was understanding of my situation and thought it would be good for me.
as my union boss thought i was too ill to work.and laid me off.
so instead of drawing any more un employment ,or disabillity ,im working again.
i love to be useful and to be pro active, this new job has given alot of ambition ,and brung my spirits ,and confidence way up.
i feel almost normal again.
i only make 14 $ an hour ,but we ussually get like 12-15 hours a day,
so i do pretty well , i guess.plus i get paid for every hour i drive to the site. plus i get a percentage of the total weekly income,as partial owner.
i just stand there in the road all day long and control traffic, it causes alot more pain in my legs ,and lower back than ever before, but im tough.
i feel this has helped to keep my mind off things,i know alot of u might think im dumb for attempting this ,in my condition but i feel that if i just lay around all the time ,im useless ,and wasting away, i love to work,always have.
i like to get mine ,honestly ,so i can say its mine,and mine alone.dont need help , i like to be independant and earn my way in life.
but its not easy standing that long ,and the hours can really drag u down.the painkillers help ALOT!!!!lol
sometimes its scary to be in the road ,with snow and ice, and coal trucks and shit are coming down a mountain , at me , and im like oh shit buddy ,i hope u can stop that thing. lol
i was offered an opportunity to be a partner in ownership of this company and i took it, as its very successful at the present time, we have several contracts arranged ,for the next year or so. so if n e one needs work in the future, ill be doing the hiring around april,or may,as it will be picking up alot with warm weather.
i will not say the name,of my company as im paranoid but if n e one needs work this summer , pm me bout april, and i can take care of air fair,gas, living arrangments and purdiem"bad spelling,i know"
and i will be a good boss, even burn with u occassionally.lol
i would be willing to start bout 6 people off at 12,bux an hour with 3 month increases of 5o cents, and blue shield ,blue cross insurance.
i can guarantee at least 40 hours mon-thursday, and fri,sat, being time and a half.
i will need workers, so those of u in the ky,ohio, wv, area hit me up bout spring, as i wish to hire bout 15+ plus workers, well pay for your training,and u will be piss tested, but if u can pass one, "how ever u can"lol. your good unless you cause an accident.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13859198 - 01/27/11 10:05 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Sounds like you're doing great, I was curious how you were coming along. Stay positive
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: LbDub]
#13859821 - 01/27/11 11:56 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Happy to hear your doing better. Relly made my day
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: siko887]
#13863046 - 01/27/11 09:08 PM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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thanx guys , i dont feel as bad as i did when first diagnosed,but honestly i was starting to spiral a bit. i was just about ready to lay down for the count. but i said "hell no" i like living too much.!!!!lol
i love to work so if i do go, ill go living honestly. but i still have alot of abdominal pain, and the new job hurts my back alot, even on top of the painkillers.
but ah well, i see my doc on the 6th of feb. so ill see whats up then, prolly blood tests,and another ultrasound,. but hope its receeding a bit. i feel better other than the pains, ya know my energy levels,appetite and all that ,so hopefully yeah , its backing off a bit.
and if not, ill try for a transplant. somehow. ill find a way one way or another. but for now . i couldnt be happier.
thank god for painkillers.lol
this i what i been working in 15 hours a day, its cold as hell,but still better than sitting around.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13863058 - 01/27/11 09:10 PM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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by the way, that is the road in front of my yellow delicious apple tree," i know ,it needs trimmed ,and suckered" but yeah the weather sux here.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13863175 - 01/27/11 09:31 PM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Really good to hear from you again woodruss. I think its great your back doing what you love, and its really cool your job is outdoors instead of stuck inside. Which will be even better when it warms up where you are haha. with those trucks and snow....sounds intense! I think its good your working, just remember to listen to your body and take it easy when you need too.
Much love,
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
#13865556 - 01/28/11 10:56 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Eat more Greens!
Try this:
Get some Unpasturized Honey(most honey is unpasturized, but some are so just look on the bottle for an unpasturized sign, if you can't use honey anyway) Get some Lemons and baby spinach greens.
Make a lemonade with Honey(mix with warm water so that it dilutes) squeeze two lemons into it and just balance the flavors by adding more honey or less lemon. Put 4-5 cups of greens into a blender with the lemonade, blend on high for around 10 seconds. This is important, so you gain the most out of the nutrition in the greens.
Drink that every morning to start your day and drink with your meal at night.
Also, if you can eat 4-5 Kiwi's a day, they are the best fruit around for the price, find some ripe ones that are soft to the touch they taste way better than the hard ones.
You may also want to try a banana, coconut, strawberry smoothies. For the coconut, go with some extra-virgin coconut oil at health food stores. Its expensive, about one dollar per table spoon, but worth it as its the best oil in the world.
Just mix, two bananas, a handful of strawberries, Cinnamon, water(don't worry the bananas/oil will make it creamy like milk) and the oil with some cool water. It tastes like strawberry ice cream.
Oh and BTW do you have a Juicer?
If you cant get your hands on one, second hand will do anyways. You can get one second hand for like 30-50.
When you do get this thing juice the following veggies and fruits. Try to buy these organically or from farmers markets(this is important with these because they tend to pick up a lot of pollutants, however, to begin just buy cellery and kale organic) Beets(the smaller the better), Celery(the greener the better), Raw Ginger(cheap, don't worry), Kale(preferably the dark green italian kale), Apples(Get the tangy juicy ones to offset the sweetness of the beets) and finally just squeeze some lemon into it.
Try to eat as little meat as possible, it make be hard, but when u absolutely have to go with sardines(if you can stand the flavour) or buy some salmon/organic chicken.
Things to stay away from; beef, grains, dairy, eggs, SUGAR of any kind(SUGAR is the best FUEL source for CANCER).
The final thing to stay away from is personal care products like deoderrants, creams and soaps that are unnatural. You can get natural soaps and use coconut oil for your skin. Deoderants are very very bad, what I suggest is that you use Lemon. Take a lemon that has been squeezed and apply three times a day, the smell with go away, especially if you shave the hair in your pits. hhahahaha
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13867451 - 01/28/11 04:45 PM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Have you heard about Rick Simpson? HE HAS CURED CANCER WITH PURE WEED OIL. Watch Run from the Cure. That will explain everything. Its available on youtube or google video I believe.
Good luck with your journey brotha.
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Thanks for sharing your story, it's inspiring.
My own personal opinion though is that we would all do better to re-define our understanding and approach to "death". Sure, it's easier said than done - no one wants to leave behind their relatives. But, again my own opinion is that these things are illusions in the truest sense of the word. Just as the images our brain constructs from visual stimuli is an abstraction, I believe our interactions with the world is a pathway that is projected, manifested, and experienced by the heart. Who can you leave behind when you "die" and discover that everyone was you?
This too can be merely a fantasy belief because no one definitively knows anything about anything, but life is too complex, too densely meaningful and magical, to believe that things are just as they appear to be. What else are we missing? Who would've known there are radio waves passing through the air, that a million tiny organisms actually live on the edge of a pin, that we would come to discover through our neuroscience that thought can have a real and measurable effect on reality?
The sky is the limit. We're too limited, too early in this game to pretend we know the rules. The only thing we do know is anyone alive and breathing right now has been assigned to play it - so move forward with an open mind and an open heart.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13869697 - 01/29/11 04:13 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Rick Simpsons Run From The Cure.
This Man Cured Many People With Hemp Oil.
See For Yourselves Everybody!!!
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bigmike7104
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Run From The Cure: How Cannabis Cures Cancer And Why No One Knows
http://www.cannabisculture.com/articles/5169.html
has a bunch of studies at the bottom too
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Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
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Cannashroom
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: bigmike7104]
#13870512 - 01/29/11 10:07 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah we have been posting rick Simpson's stuff. Unfortunately woodruss isn't in a financial or social position to get a pound of weed to use.
Woodruss, you sound great these days. Keep fighting man, you have the right attitude. Eat well, sleep well, laugh and have fun with your family, you're going to make it through.
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This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and affection for a few persons nearest us.
Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in its beauty.
Nobody is able to achieve this completely but striving for such achievement is, in itself, a part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security."
Albert Einstein
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GEncore
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Cannashroom]
#13873787 - 01/29/11 09:35 PM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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I love you.
How are you doing?
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Fernis
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#13875151 - 01/30/11 04:00 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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I hope you make it. You truly are an inspiration of survival. I'll think of you (and several others) when I feel I can no longer go on.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Fernis]
#13885953 - 02/01/11 12:36 AM (1 year, 3 months ago) |
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Nice to hear you're feeling better woodruss. Keep it up and soon you'll be a health freak advising other people on how they can heal their bodies. LOL
There's just so many stories of people out there that've cured their cancer. I know you can do it too. There's already so much good info in this thread that I kinda don't wanna keep adding other stuff for you to look into. LOL
Sounds like you're feeling good. This is goooood. 
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Ok I can't help it. I'm coming back outta the woodwork. LOL
I feel like I'd be shortchanging everyone here if I didn't mention it. Jim Humble and MMS. Google search that. Do some research.
This is something I read a little bit about a few years ago. I just didn't spend much time reading about it back then cus it wasn't a plant. But lately I've been reading about it quite a bit. And there are so many more people now that are talking about it and how it's helped them. It may be something worth checking out.
I still haven't tried MMS. So I can't say I'm speaking from experience. But after reading what so many people say about it, I am ordering me some.
Ok. Back into the woodwork I go. LOL
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woodruss67
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hey guys, good lord i am totally exhausted .i been getting off work at 8 pm, and having to get up at 3am,it takes two hours to get home from where im working at so , i aint been having time to really get much sleep. dont sound ruff but i been going for about 2 weeks now,
checking in every now and then with my laptop. i have alot of things to get done at home but dont have the time ,nor energy too. but i love to work, and i may have bitten off more than i can chew, but in good time ill be used to a sleep deprived lifestyle.
i need the money , and i cant afford not to work.
not bitching,lol, just letting u guys know how its going for me, and why i aint been posting alot.
i just hope i am not harming my body worse by overworking, but its better than just wasting away in a bed.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67] 1
#14287949 - 04/14/11 12:04 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Hey brotha just droppin a line... Hope all is well, I see you were on 6 days ago so I know you are still fightin.
Peace, love, and vibes 
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14295485 - 04/15/11 11:50 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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This is the main thing i would do if i was you: i would go here:
http://www.espiritudeanaconda.org/
I don't know if you have enough $ (shurely hundreds of times cheaper than a trasplant) or courage/energy to make such a trip, but i'm shure they can help you more than doctors... i have been there and really believe they have more power than modern medicinal practitioners.
STAY POSITIVE. MEDICAL MIRACLES ARE HAPPENING EVERY DAY.
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Anno: "-I can do anything with those clouds!"
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LuSiD9
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14297316 - 04/15/11 05:44 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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woodruss67 said:
i spend much of my free time,surfing on the shroomery, just wanted to let u guys know its been a good one, and thanx to u guy's knowledge and advice. my last days will be fullfilled with complete spiritual one'ness.
i went to my doc cause i thought i had kidney stones,about two weeks ago ,i have had several blood tests since then. i had a ultrasound and ,c scan done. then a liver biopsy, found it its cancer,and its spread. i have no funds for a transplant. so im pretty much done for.
wish i could say i am lying,or joking.. its like a bad dream,that doesent end. but one way death. im only 26 years old. and im dying. my only regret is not being able to watch my son grow into a man.
hes 6 , i worry hell forget about me. that holds the heaviest on my heart.
even though i dont know u guys personally, u all seem cool as hell,and i have learned much from u.
from here on out ill prolly just stay fucked on 40's till i die.
ill check in when i can.
i just wish i could have lived to see pot become legal.
see u on the other side, ill be the guy with the never ending cow pastures.
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woodruss67 said:
thanx guys, and at the risk of sounding like an addict, imma just pop oxy's till im done with, it hurts alot, and i believe its the only way to remain halfway normal,to my son.
yeah,i feel helpless,and mad, mostly scared. i mean every1's gotta go , but i know im heading there soon, thats the scary part,.
its like ,i dont wanna die in the winter time, its nasty here, i would love to see the spring come ,just once more. then i be ok with it.
its a horrible fear to know ur days are numbered,and all ur hopes and dreams,are out of reach now.
I don't know you at all... and I don't think I've ever read one of your posts until now... but that struck me real deep.
I have a 7 year old daughter... I couldn't even imagine what you must be going through
peace bro
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14306173 - 04/17/11 11:46 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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"Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live!"
burn one to you and your son today man -
from me and my girl
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that has got to be a terrible thing to find out. just keep living your life as best as you can, embrace what is your life at this moment and find the good things in it. it may be a gift for some to be able to embrace you and your life and be able to say goodbye instead of you being instantly taken by some other awful force. Most of all, don't give up hope and STAY POSITIVE! :-)
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woodruss67
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: lillFish]
#14337275 - 04/23/11 06:19 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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hi guys i have been feeling lots better, i have mastered the sick, and lazy feeling's. my doc says there s about a 40% chance of remission,. being that the liver has the ability to heal itself, or even grow back.
i have been busy with my company i started , and havent had much time to do anything working 14-16 hours a day.
on a better note i found some ovoids yesterday while on a fishing trip at the back waters of the ohio. i dont like to eat those cause of the gut rot they give me. but they are out around here.
holler at me , i luv all u guys.
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Cannashroom
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14337498 - 04/23/11 07:56 AM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Way to go man! Sounds like you're doing well just living your live and not giving in, keep it up.
Keep on smoking the reefer if you can! Or better, eating it! It is a great cancer therapeutic, and some say it can rejuvenate vital organs like the liver. It is associated with "spontaneous" tumor regression in a recent study.
Keep on living life and not letting it get you!
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This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and affection for a few persons nearest us.
Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in its beauty.
Nobody is able to achieve this completely but striving for such achievement is, in itself, a part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security."
Albert Einstein
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14338576 - 04/23/11 12:50 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
woodruss67 said:
hi guys i have been feeling lots better, i have mastered the sick, and lazy feeling's. my doc says there s about a 40% chance of remission,. being that the liver has the ability to heal itself, or even grow back.
i have been busy with my company i started , and havent had much time to do anything working 14-16 hours a day.
on a better note i found some ovoids yesterday while on a fishing trip at the back waters of the ohio. i dont like to eat those cause of the gut rot they give me. but they are out around here.
holler at me , i luv all u guys.
Glad to hear it
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14338841 - 04/23/11 01:49 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
woodruss67 said:
hi guys i have been feeling lots better, i have mastered the sick, and lazy feeling's. my doc says there s about a 40% chance of remission,. being that the liver has the ability to heal itself, or even grow back.
i have been busy with my company i started , and havent had much time to do anything working 14-16 hours a day.
on a better note i found some ovoids yesterday while on a fishing trip at the back waters of the ohio. i dont like to eat those cause of the gut rot they give me. but they are out around here.
holler at me , i luv all u guys.
I really hope everything goes well! Sending lots of good vibes your way!
Good vibe tiger.
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Caine
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14339808 - 04/23/11 04:56 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
woodruss67 said:
hi guys i have been feeling lots better, i have mastered the sick, and lazy feeling's. my doc says there s about a 40% chance of remission,. being that the liver has the ability to heal itself, or even grow back.
i have been busy with my company i started , and havent had much time to do anything working 14-16 hours a day.
on a better note i found some ovoids yesterday while on a fishing trip at the back waters of the ohio. i dont like to eat those cause of the gut rot they give me. but they are out around here.
holler at me , i luv all u guys.
Damn! That is awesome news woodruss, I've been following this thread since you posted it. I was beginning to worry because there were no posts in a few weeks, but this is great! Hope you continue to 
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woodruss67
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Caine]
#14340384 - 04/23/11 07:19 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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yeah , i have just been really wrecked with work lately, i been meaning to get on and let my friends here at the shroomery know how it was going. but never no time, im up at 2 am out the door at 2:45 and have a two hour or so drive to work, .
then get home at about 8:00 pm, so by the time i shower and eat, and what not. its 11 or 12, so ive been really exausted , but i need to keep my company afloat for the sake of my employees and ,so my son can have a good future, and a sure part of the business.
i know its not good to always be on the go, but i have to . i bet i have been in every square foot of ohio since january. and some days it was like 10- 12 degrees outside, and being a flagger, i like to froze my ass off. i thought fuck, this isnt worth it , im done, . but i got through it.
i cant smoke cannabis anymore, because im contracted through a.e.p. who requires random piss tests. but im getting along good without its aid, suprisingly,. sorry to make you all worry , with me not logging on at all lately, just really no time.
thanx for your wishes, and caring words,and thoughts. i hope to soon , expand as i have contracts pending with other companies. holler if ya need work , as i said in a earlier post. times are tough, i know. so soon ill be needing more employee's.
woodruss67
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ToiletDuk
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14340476 - 04/23/11 07:35 PM (1 year, 1 month ago) |
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Glad you're still with us, Russ. 
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woodruss67
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: ToiletDuk]
#14559429 - 06/04/11 09:08 AM (11 months, 19 days ago) |
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thaks, ive lost loads of weight, and feel sick most of the time now, mostly tired.its even hard for me to believe that im still hanging on, sometimes i wonder if ive already past.
and this is the afterlife, me surviving this terrible thing, that being my heaven.
i have been having this re occuring dream of me at my own funeral , and even seeing and participating in it, even down to the burial outdoors,
it is very vivid ,almost lucid, i have complete control of what im doing,. it is very intense at moments.
i even recall the guys who are covering up my grave talking about what they want to do after there done burying me. and who's gonna buy the beer.
i walked up and ask , how u doing guys, they respond to me "good, just finishing you up here buddy". i think "cool".
and we begin to talk of my life past,and how the symptoms of the disease affected me.
its very fucking strange. , like they know im dead ,but dont mind my spirit,or whatever ,being there with them.
i often think the bad dreams are from a spirit trapped in my house.
i live in my granpa's house, he passed away here, as well as his first and second wife,
my real grandma , had bad sugar problems and had her legs amputated, she later shot her self in the room i stay in.
i feel i am tormented, here, but cannot leave for some reason.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14559626 - 06/04/11 10:15 AM (11 months, 19 days ago) |
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Well I'll tell you one thing, if I *was* going to die it certainly wouldn't be in a house like that.
Go on an adventure with your remaining time man.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Humility]
#14564060 - 06/05/11 09:39 AM (11 months, 18 days ago) |
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So glad to hear your still hear. You are truly taking this whole experience with grace. I send my blessings and wish you the best, use the energy deep inside that I know you have and leave the house on a trip, you dont have to be tormented. Much lvoe
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basqueshaman
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
#14568861 - 06/06/11 09:53 AM (11 months, 17 days ago) |
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i feel for ya. im 27 with a 3 year old son. you may fade in time but he will never forget you. dont feel like an addict popin oxys pain sucks flat out. it affects your temperment and thusly thoose around you, trust me i know first hand i have gout. i wish you strength and peace. and yes ill see you on the other side. i will keep you in my prayers. but also know i do not pray to a jew. if your hebrew good for you, its not for me
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foliocb
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: basqueshaman]
#14569631 - 06/06/11 01:13 PM (11 months, 17 days ago) |
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youre a weirdo basque
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: foliocb]
#14569668 - 06/06/11 01:23 PM (11 months, 17 days ago) |
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i thought that was obvious. im basque and most basque people are a lil differnt. that and my goddess and gods speak to me, not like a conversation between you and me but they talk to me
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linkamathingy
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#14569756 - 06/06/11 01:46 PM (11 months, 17 days ago) |
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i don't know how far along your problem is or if you've done anything to improve your diet, but i know cancer is a chronic metabolic disease that the immune system can take care of if given the right supplies and time. look into a raw food detox diet(cooked food is allowed don't worry). 118F or above kills vital enzymes and higher temps denature proteins, making your body unable to recognize them and use them.
you need to get rid of the inorganic materials(organic meaning carbon based i believe), waste, in your body that are hindering you from healing.
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Man it's disturbing that you're going at such a young age and from cancer. 26? Something isn't right with the world when people are dying from cancer at 26.
I hope your transition is very smooth, and I hope you're extraordinarily high with your friends/family from today until your eventual trip into the unknown
has he said he's terminal?
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If NIST didn't even investigate whether explosives were used, how can we trust their investigation? It's a rule whenever explosions are heard.
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anonymous: without name
Anonymous: a group with a name
don't be fooled, have a revolution on your own terms.
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dude, you know cancer isn't a death sentence right?
i seriously suggest you look into DIET BASED RECOVERY and organic foods
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Anonymous #4
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Anonymous #3]
#14579630 - 06/08/11 11:46 AM (11 months, 15 days ago) |
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so woodruss, i most likely have some cancer, i'm fairly certain. i have no money, no insurance, and i refuse to make the government larger by applying for government health care.
even if i did have the money for a doctor, conventional medicine says cut or irradiate the cancer away. both of those are very very bad choices in my opinion. i have chosen to rely on eating healthier and studying alternative methods.
i'm with you in your troubles. i retain hope for you and i and unless you're terminal already, you can heal yourself.
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Natorade
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Anonymous #4]
#14727169 - 07/06/11 03:59 PM (10 months, 18 days ago) |
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hey woodruss, hows it going?
hope all is well
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cbhead23
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Natorade]
#14727851 - 07/06/11 06:23 PM (10 months, 18 days ago) |
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Thanks for bumping this thread!
Woodruss, I hope you are doing well buddy! This is an inspirational thread!
You have a truly beautiful spirit friend!!
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Esekon Kelly
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: cbhead23]
#14727952 - 07/06/11 06:50 PM (10 months, 18 days ago) |
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Hope you beat it, and i thought my life was bad. Good luck bro
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TheCityBeef
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Esekon Kelly]
#14729714 - 07/07/11 02:03 AM (10 months, 18 days ago) |
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Rick Simpson, Run from the Cure.
http://phoenixtears.ca/
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: TheCityBeef]
#14729766 - 07/07/11 02:48 AM (10 months, 18 days ago) |
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im guessing we cant buy this hemp oil online? 
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: foliocb]
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I hope you are still doing well, an if not... I hope you have found a peaceful place. I still come to this thread when my life has become dark to try and absorb some of the strength you have displayed. If you did not make it, I hope your spirit knows your impact was felt by this guy. Thank you, Russ. 
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: ilike_trees]
#15117294 - 09/22/11 12:35 PM (8 months, 2 days ago) |
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Yes, much love and blessings. Hope you are feeling at peace whereever you are.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
#15122510 - 09/23/11 11:20 AM (8 months, 1 day ago) |
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Psycho-somatic.... the disease that starts in the mind manifests itself in physical form.
You can survive this.
BELIEVE YOU HAVE A PURPOSE ON THIS GIANT SPINNING ROCK!
BELIEVE THAT YOUR SON WILL GROW UP KNOWING YOUR LOVE!
BELIEVE IN MIND OVER MATTER!
BELIEVE YOU ARE STRONGER THAN A A LUMP OF TISSUE OVERGROWTH!
I believe in YOU.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Psilicubes]
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im alive, radiation was my route, not cured completely but the spread has stopped, i cant shave with a razor,only electric. have no teeth now. but been down so long, just wanted to tahnk you all for support
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15804287 - 02/13/12 04:43 PM (3 months, 13 days ago) |
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Oh my, it is sooooo gooood to hear from you!!!! Thats amazing! I love you and hope you continue to stay strong. You have a good heart thats carrying you through this
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15804517 - 02/13/12 05:20 PM (3 months, 13 days ago) |
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Yay! I was thinking about you the other day. Glad you're still with us. but remember, no matter how much hair and teeth you may still have, at least you're alive!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: ToiletDuk]
#15805703 - 02/13/12 08:31 PM (3 months, 13 days ago) |
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Good to have you here brother.
I'd really look in to that Rick Simpson video.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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Oh my, it is sooooo gooood to hear from you!!!! Thats amazing! I love you and hope you continue to stay strong. You have a good heart thats carrying you through this
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rick simpson. make the oil and do not give into the ignorance surrounding no cure for cancer. you will be ok if u grow yourself some high grade pot or tell your loved ones u wanna buy a pound. either weay thats the cure. high grade oil.
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 Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15809457 - 02/14/12 04:55 PM (3 months, 12 days ago) |
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glad to hear you're doing well... i wasn't logging onto the site when you posted but buffered intravenous vitamin ascorbic acid has really proved itself even under extreme controversy... rick simpson's oil is great for skin cancer but there was an extremely popular Utuber who tried to use it systemically and she died anyway... she tried using it alone. it was really sad to see her deteriorating, but she hung in there for good old rick simpson and his hash oil. she may have even had kidney cancer because i remember it started in one organ and spread all over the place...
they used to condemn buffered intravenous ascorbic acid and now they are using it in 38 teaching hospitals... they're training new doctors how to use it... here's the website of the University of Kansas Medical School.. they call it the infusion clinic... every single aspect of orthomolecular protocols are being applied from the dosages established back in the 1970's to the diet and believe it or not, the meditative practice that was established early on and laughed at at the time... shit it was laughed at here up until about a month to two months ago...
The University of Kansas Medical Center: Integrative Medicine: Infusion Clinic
there are over 100 significant articles on the subject on PubMed under NCCAM and ACAM... i paid $130.00 for non cancer treatments and the costs are exactly the same between the protocols because the protocols are identical and that includes spending 5-10 minutes with the MD afterwords in many instances... how much does one chemo treatment cost? between $2000-3000 dollars for toxic therapy? i realize you decided on radiation, i'm just throwing it out there... comparing one liquid cocktail against another. did you know they are still using the same chemo compounds they wee using in the 1970's today? so much for the great advances in modern medicine!
i'm glad you're with us, i really don't know you but if you should ever relapse you should at he very least incorporate this into your treatment as it will definitely decrease the amount of radiation you'll need in the future.. god forbid you relapse please reach out to me and i'll help you locate someone qualified to use the protocols... this shit is the future... this shit should have been used 40 years ago when they first said it didn't work... corrupt medical research couldn't afford to heal at such a cheap cost and during that time millions have died...
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15814435 - 02/15/12 03:57 PM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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im alive, radiation was my route, not cured completely but the spread has stopped, i cant shave with a razor,only electric. have no teeth now. but been down so long, just wanted to tahnk you all for support
Your alive!! I started reading this thread from the beginning and once I saw a 8 month gap since your last reply I was starting to think you didnt make it through, you still havent but its great to hear the spread has at least stopped! It sounds like its taken quite the toll on you over the last year
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Glad you're still with us
Keep it positive
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Glad you're still with us
Keep it positive
Stay Strong.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Ran-D]
#15816169 - 02/15/12 09:15 PM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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Your in my prayers bro.....hope you pull through and life isnt too hellish for you
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 How many psychedelic users — in any country — actually give
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hungry? How many of us, having had the experience, under the influence
of the visionary drugs, of seeing all human beings as incarnations of God,
have gone down to the local hospital to give affection and a listening ear to
lonely patients who need somebody to talk to? How many of us regularly
visit a jail, to provide spiritual and emotional support to confused, damaged
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Real CA Milk]
#15816256 - 02/15/12 09:32 PM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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My prayers are also with you, woodruss. Keep us updated, buddy.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Niffla]
#15826835 - 02/18/12 06:15 AM (3 months, 9 days ago) |
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i have been going through this treatment 5 days a week for 7 weeks, now they are wanting to do some sort of cobalt crap , dont know what to think of it , but i guess i will give it a go. i feel sick all the time ,from it. dont feel much like eating now that i dont have teeth. . they said for some reason that all my teeth had to be pulled to start the treatments . i have been living elsewhere where i can be with someone to help me out. really sux, been spending all my time at the local cancer treatment center. and i miss my freedom, but i suppose the reward is worth it.
i have also turned extremely yellow, then normal, then yellow.they said it was my bileburin or something like taht.
shroomery is my 2nd home, and where my family resides.
, ive thought of the thc treatments, but have no way to get any smoke, or seeds, and i am to afraid to buy any online.so i have to deal without.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15826999 - 02/18/12 07:47 AM (3 months, 9 days ago) |
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Wow, strong treatment but you are stronger ! You remain in my heart, with love.. heal.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15827030 - 02/18/12 08:02 AM (3 months, 8 days ago) |
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it's too bad you are this far along with the therapy as my first post led to the University of Kansas and their use of buffered intravenous vitamin c... it's been in use for over 40 years and completely ignored up until about 1 plus years ago... it action is very simple yet completely harmless in that a cancer cell can not metabolize vitamin c so it begins to rapidly produce high concentrations of hydrogen peroxide which begin to kill the cell off due to high oxidation... healthy cells love the shit ironically to the degree it gives the normal cells mitochondria a significant boost which is very desirable when battling any illness...
i really hope you do well with the protocol that they have you on...
Kensho
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: cateyes]
#15827287 - 02/18/12 09:54 AM (3 months, 8 days ago) |
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i need seeds." to boil and make tea" .not asking n e one to break the law,just out of options.scared to death to buy online, and cant get to anywhere to score.havent had smoke in over 6 months except spice, and that makes it to intense to deal with. be generous.
woodruss
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cateyes
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15828369 - 02/18/12 02:51 PM (3 months, 8 days ago) |
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i have a very good friend who lives in Alaska and she harvests fresh Chaga Mushroom/fungus for $30.00 per packed cup and she air dries it and basically sells based on a specific volume and this includes shipping!!! we use Chaga everyday through water extraction... to give you some idea of it's anti-oxidant/anti-inflammatory ORAC index rating, blue berries are rated around 2400 or so and Chaga has an ORAC value of like 36,000 or whatever... blue berries are considered a super food on just about every single search you can do on top ten anti-inflammatory/antioxidants... anti-inflammatory is anti-cancer...
(edit) Chaga: Inonotus Obliquus
here's her Utube channel and a video she recently made to promote her services of harvesting Chaga for those who need it's therapeutic properties... i looked into just about every medicinal mushroom and their uses and Chaga may just be the best if not one of the best to use... it's an obscure fungus as it grows under very specific environments... if you decide you'd like to subscribe to her Utube channel or try the mushroom tell her Kensho sent you and i said hi, OK? i truly have a deep spiritual love for Crystal and have a very deep admiration for her walk in life... she's a single mother of two following a very intense spiritual path...
Crystal Hutchens Utube Channel
Wild Alaskan Chaga harvested to order...
as i've already said, i really wish you the best in all of this as it sounds like they've really run you through the ringer...
Kensho
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666 Sun
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: cateyes]
#15831573 - 02/19/12 09:28 AM (3 months, 7 days ago) |
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Cancer is easily curable. Send me details with your diagnosis and I´ll cure it sooner or later.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: 666 Sun]
#15832379 - 02/19/12 12:55 PM (3 months, 7 days ago) |
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^ 
Id give you seeds if I had any, but I stopped smoking chronic a couple months ago.
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thanx, i just wish i was in a regulated state. id bet set for sure, its not like im trying to get it for anxiety ,or arthritis ya know. i think doctors would understand. just where im at , its a federal crime,to have a couple stems.
the war on drugs,i believe is a war on our free will.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15833969 - 02/19/12 06:16 PM (3 months, 7 days ago) |
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they have me loaded up on pain meds, which i am grateful for , but in the past 8 months ive pretty much become dreadfully dependant on them.
what with the life draining therapies, then the oxy' i just feel like ,a walking dream. im afraid if i am cured for good, ill be an opiate addict, but i suppose the situation calls for it.
id rather smoke ,than have the pain meds. at least if i smoke , i can eat and fall asleep normally , rather than just stay up until i just cant any longer and black out.
therapy leaves me with terrible, and i mean terrible headaches , and the meds do something to my blood pressure or something, to where even the small strain of pushing out piss. brings on unberible pounding and radiating migraines in the frontal lobe part of my head.
smoke doesent do any of that. it would almost be worth the risk to grow. but , sadly the government of my state, would still put me under the jail, still the same.no matter my circumstances.
i dont know what to do. im out of options. i want so much to live. but living is litterally killing me, and my good natured spirit.
i need help, im in misery , and i need a miracle . im just glad i got the shroomery. and its members to love. and look forward to your antics. your support has given me hope.
and if i ever get rich enough, i would gladly send your kids to college of their choice. and keep this site running forever.lol
i have a huge farm and loads of animals, and land i can no longer tend to , just barely can pay the taxes . i was offered.345,000 for it all, and if i cant get better, im just gonna will it out to my son,so when hes 21 he can keep it, or sell it outright ,or whatever.
i figure i should sell it to a trusted friend or family member for like 5 dollars, so they can give it to my son, because id say with all my rocketing bills, they'll try to take it from me.
the land was passed down to me ,from a friends grandpa who had it passed on since the 1800's when they were given it for there service in the army.he was gonna give it to my friend (his grandson) but sadly he passed away when i was 16 , and his grandpa knew i was the type that would appreciate it, he told me b 4 he died ,it was mine to do with watever.and willed it to me,with no obligations to me.
he had no other living family to pass it on to , so i was very grateful.
that it was ,willed it to me. ididnt know this till after his funeral, when a lawyer approached me with this agrrement.
just been thinking of this land situation lately. sorry if its boring, just rambling on. i guess. just ate some ice cream with chocalate, syrup , and im feeling a little more normal and human ,than usual.no taste but the mental benefit is great.
love u all ,
woodrussula 67 ......r.i.p. e.r. thanx for the land.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15834267 - 02/19/12 06:58 PM (3 months, 7 days ago) |
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Glad you got to have yourself a treat tonight! That land sounds very nice. I really love hearing from you and send my blessings and love for your suffering to be relieved and brought into good health. I will look around and see if I can find some seeds for your 'tea'.
My friend. They say hugs help you produce oxytocin!!!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
#15836177 - 02/20/12 02:21 AM (3 months, 7 days ago) |
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http://www.whale.to/cancer.html
Dedicate a moment to read this through properly.
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woodruss67
barely here ,almost there
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: 666 Sun]
#15836544 - 02/20/12 06:21 AM (3 months, 7 days ago) |
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thanx guys, now of to the sick box. (treatment center). try to holler back at chall later.
woodrussula 67
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15836584 - 02/20/12 06:42 AM (3 months, 7 days ago) |
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Read it through, it explains cancer and how it's REALLY cured!
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Quote:
woodruss67 said:
they have me loaded up on pain meds, which i am grateful for , but in the past 8 months ive pretty much become dreadfully dependant on them.
what with the life draining therapies, then the oxy' i just feel like ,a walking dream. im afraid if i am cured for good, ill be an opiate addict, but i suppose the situation calls for it.
id rather smoke ,than have the pain meds. at least if i smoke , i can eat and fall asleep normally , rather than just stay up until i just cant any longer and black out.
therapy leaves me with terrible, and i mean terrible headaches , and the meds do something to my blood pressure or something, to where even the small strain of pushing out piss. brings on unberible pounding and radiating migraines in the frontal lobe part of my head.
smoke doesent do any of that. it would almost be worth the risk to grow. but , sadly the government of my state, would still put me under the jail, still the same.no matter my circumstances.
i dont know what to do. im out of options. i want so much to live. but living is litterally killing me, and my good natured spirit.
i need help, im in misery , and i need a miracle . im just glad i got the shroomery. and its members to love. and look forward to your antics. your support has given me hope.
and if i ever get rich enough, i would gladly send your kids to college of their choice. and keep this site running forever.lol
i have a huge farm and loads of animals, and land i can no longer tend to , just barely can pay the taxes . i was offered.345,000 for it all, and if i cant get better, im just gonna will it out to my son,so when hes 21 he can keep it, or sell it outright ,or whatever.
i figure i should sell it to a trusted friend or family member for like 5 dollars, so they can give it to my son, because id say with all my rocketing bills, they'll try to take it from me.
the land was passed down to me ,from a friends grandpa who had it passed on since the 1800's when they were given it for there service in the army.he was gonna give it to my friend (his grandson) but sadly he passed away when i was 16 , and his grandpa knew i was the type that would appreciate it, he told me b 4 he died ,it was mine to do with watever.and willed it to me,with no obligations to me.
he had no other living family to pass it on to , so i was very grateful.
that it was ,willed it to me. ididnt know this till after his funeral, when a lawyer approached me with this agrrement.
just been thinking of this land situation lately. sorry if its boring, just rambling on. i guess. just ate some ice cream with chocalate, syrup , and im feeling a little more normal and human ,than usual.no taste but the mental benefit is great.
love u all ,
woodrussula 67 ......r.i.p. e.r. thanx for the land.
Please look up Dr. Robert Morse
http://www.robertmorsend.com/
give his clinic a call and talk to someone there for free. tell them what you are going through. i'll PM you the #. you can also set up a consultation with Dr. Morse himself
he has healed several thousands of people from multiple different afflictions ranging from cancer, to multiple sclerosis, to full on regeneration of parts of missing parts of the spinal column. this is not a bullshit gimmick. please at least call the # and talk to the people
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15843762 - 02/21/12 04:53 PM (3 months, 5 days ago) |
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you could try to use the law of attraction. there also was a woman who imagined a pac man eating away her cancer and it worked
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barely here ,almost there
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: trANce]
#15846496 - 02/22/12 07:31 AM (3 months, 5 days ago) |
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sounds fun.lol , and i can imagine having lots of smoke ,and i will .lol
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15846894 - 02/22/12 09:39 AM (3 months, 4 days ago) |
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There has to be someone in OH that can help ya out Russ... I have a friend in Cleveland I know would love to help if you're interested. All it takes is a phone call.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: ilike_trees]
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I don't mean to bump an old thread...but I'm gonna. I read the first couple pages of this a long time ago and just remembered it and wanted to come back and check up. If you are in Ohio and have not done so you should most definitely check out the James Center. When my grandpa had cancer they gave him a promising experimental treatment and because it was still being tested it was completely free for my grandparents (which saved them $100,000s). I really hope you the best of luck with this man it sounds like you have a great attitude and are staying upbeat from what I read, and that is half of the battle.
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I share the belief of many of my contemporaries that the spiritual crisis pervading all spheres of Western industrial society can be remedied only by a change in our world view. We shall have to shift from the materialistic, dualistic belief that people and their environment are separate, toward a new conciousness of an all-encompassing reality, which embraces the experiencing ego, a reality in which people feel their oneness with animate nature and all of creation.- Albert Hoffman
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precciate it man, i now how some sort of flu, i believe my kidneys are shutting down also,still waiting for results. i have been going in 5 days a week for radiation treatmenst, and i believe ive picked up a cold somewhere around the center. i feel fucking terrible. never felt so bad in my life. just been sleeping. under covers,too hot, then too cold, hot ,cold,hot cold. i feel as if im dying, i sleep for very few minutes.
hurting badly. but thanx for concern and info buddy. just gonna try and sleep it off. pood myself last night in my sleep,i know its nasty but ,just giving example of what im going through. been crying myself to sleep ,with severe pain in legs,and back. i hope this passes soon/
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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precciate it man, i now how some sort of flu, i believe my kidneys are shutting down also,still waiting for results. i have been going in 5 days a week for radiation treatmenst, and i believe ive picked up a cold somewhere around the center. i feel fucking terrible. never felt so bad in my life. just been sleeping. under covers,too hot, then too cold, hot ,cold,hot cold. i feel as if im dying, i sleep for very few minutes.
hurting badly. but thanx for concern and info buddy. just gonna try and sleep it off. pood myself last night in my sleep,i know its nasty but ,just giving example of what im going through. been crying myself to sleep ,with severe pain in legs,and back. i hope this passes soon/
i have to ask whats your motivation to live through all that
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How many psychedelic users — in any country — actually give
time to the local church soup kitchen, helping to feed the homeless and
hungry? How many of us, having had the experience, under the influence
of the visionary drugs, of seeing all human beings as incarnations of God,
have gone down to the local hospital to give affection and a listening ear to
lonely patients who need somebody to talk to? How many of us regularly
visit a jail, to provide spiritual and emotional support to confused, damaged
people who have grown up unloved, uneducated and unguided by their
confused, damaged parents -Alexander Shulgin
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Real CA Milk]
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i have to ask whats your motivation to live through all that
to be honest i can think of a couple of reasons, but at the same time dont know if even they are worth it. one in perticular ,is my child. other than that i guess its just my nature as a living thing, not to give in, or just give up on something ,when it feels there is hope of surviving. i try to forget about it ,but i cant. its very depressing ill tell u that. the hardest part is the sickness, and the pain.
and the look on friends and familys faces when they come to visit. they dont say much but i know what they are thinking. like" my god, he looks dead already" . i get that vibe alot. it makes me wanna tellem to leave,but i wont,cant.
we all have to face death in the end. and that is exactly what i believe ,death is the end. and im not at the end yet. maybe close. but not there. sometimes i feel like im right at the door, and other days i feel like im at the beginning of the hallway leading to it.
ill be there, and you all will too. i just hope theres a place prepared for those of us with kind souls, and a great reunion is in place.
i love this world, good ,and bad. i love it all, it was made for us, and simply put. we need this world to continue our life ,but it doesent need us to continue its.
i am probably the most miserable person on this planet right now. "i know im not" but i feel that way. the only thing i regret mostly is not spreading happiness and love more. cause all in all, thats what people hold onto ,memories, good and bad. they remain always.and even the trees dont last that long anymore.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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very often, mostly intense ,vivid dreams.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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I hope your cold has passed on through. Your will to live is a fire burning with the love you share, I really am touched by everything you say and well... just keep your flame burning. You are truly a bright light and I love you very much.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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JEsus CHrist dude I just read the entire thread (all your posts) and I cant believe how shitty of a person I am compared to you I cant believe what your going through. Ill pray for ya bro. If you make it or not you have definitly made an impact on my life/world view. Kinda puts shit in perspective when im on here trolling people, while we have some shroomerites who are living with cancer trying to survive.
Loved this BTW thaks, ive lost loads of weight, and feel sick most of the time now, mostly tired.its even hard for me to believe that im still hanging on, sometimes i wonder if ive already past.
and this is the afterlife, me surviving this terrible thing, that being my heaven.
Trippy line man
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How many psychedelic users — in any country — actually give
time to the local church soup kitchen, helping to feed the homeless and
hungry? How many of us, having had the experience, under the influence
of the visionary drugs, of seeing all human beings as incarnations of God,
have gone down to the local hospital to give affection and a listening ear to
lonely patients who need somebody to talk to? How many of us regularly
visit a jail, to provide spiritual and emotional support to confused, damaged
people who have grown up unloved, uneducated and unguided by their
confused, damaged parents -Alexander Shulgin
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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i love this world, good ,and bad. i love it all, it was made for us, and simply put. we need this world to continue our life ,but it doesent need us to continue its.
Wow, that was such a simple yet profound sentence..
Please don't resent the people who visit you for acting the way they do. Not very many people ever come to terms with death, and I think that by visiting you, they have the concept of their own mortality pushed into their brains sooner than they would like. As you say, everybody dies, but most live their whole lives trying to avoid this fact.
Best wishes woodruss, I've been following this thread and rooting for you since your first post.
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if there is one thing i have learned through this ordeal, is that life is fair to an extent, to the extent of fairness being not always what u wanted,but good enough to settle with. close enough to the original planned goal. furthermore, your body is sacred, and if given proper conditions can be your worst enemy and put u through excrutiating pain.
"if any of u have ever had an abcessed tooth,u know what i mean"
i found today that the new meds i need are outragous ,not covered by insurance, and no generic type. the pills im currently on have gotten used to the pain, so now they have suggested patches, "not morphine,similar to it" but they are supposed to last 2-3 days at a time. its 514$ for a 2 week supply, so now theres that to worry about, cant work, insurance not good enough, its like these people are pissed because im doing better than they expect. and being that i told em the pills werent doing there job, they now refuse them to me,
i cannot go without my pain meds, its way to intense, and comes on in tormenting waves of fury. to where i have to put a warm wet rag in my mouth and just bite down and scream,and grunt as loud as i can to overwhelm it. but no good.
i dont know where ill be at in another year,but if i can breathe on my own, ill still be doing better than some. and able to help others in their time of dread.
i regret nothing of my lifetime, ive lived a productive life,and jumped at every oppurtunity to better myself,and childs life. ive done all i can in this world . for now. and really appreciate the chance to enjoy this place full of life ,and color. if i make it through this ive decided to dedicate my life,money ,time to helping the poor,and sick children,and adults. whether it be yard work,or financial situations. completely out of pocket of course,and free labor.
"when people need someone the most,there never around,even if their right there with em, there off somewhere in their minds. ill be there, to the end,always the end.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15943531 - 03/13/12 06:30 PM (2 months, 15 days ago) |
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Fentynal im guessing?
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How many psychedelic users — in any country — actually give
time to the local church soup kitchen, helping to feed the homeless and
hungry? How many of us, having had the experience, under the influence
of the visionary drugs, of seeing all human beings as incarnations of God,
have gone down to the local hospital to give affection and a listening ear to
lonely patients who need somebody to talk to? How many of us regularly
visit a jail, to provide spiritual and emotional support to confused, damaged
people who have grown up unloved, uneducated and unguided by their
confused, damaged parents -Alexander Shulgin
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Real CA Milk]
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duragesic. yeah pretty much fenatyl "or however u spell it.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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duragesic. yeah pretty much fenatyl "or however u spell it.
There is no where left to go after Fentanyl or whatever. Be careful. And yes those things keep you high for days 
I know you used to smoke weed in the past but have you tried heavy indica dominant strains for pain relief? Sucks your in such an intolerant state......you should be out here in Cali......hell the warm air and sunshine alone would do you wonders.
Ever hear of weatgrass? Try some of that stuff too. Drink lots of tea as well. Great cancer fighting compounds in that shit too.
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How many psychedelic users — in any country — actually give
time to the local church soup kitchen, helping to feed the homeless and
hungry? How many of us, having had the experience, under the influence
of the visionary drugs, of seeing all human beings as incarnations of God,
have gone down to the local hospital to give affection and a listening ear to
lonely patients who need somebody to talk to? How many of us regularly
visit a jail, to provide spiritual and emotional support to confused, damaged
people who have grown up unloved, uneducated and unguided by their
confused, damaged parents -Alexander Shulgin
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Real CA Milk]
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yeah it sux, cause i always dreamed of legal weed, and now its a reality i am so far away, and im one of those people who could benefit from its use,and so on. i dont have a desire to buy it off the streets , just too much trouble for me. so i quit worrying about it .
its just the pain is so intense, i cant describe it. like every nerve ending,and tendon in my body is in electric shock,or on fire all at once, then naseua ,sweats,dizziness. sleeplesness. all balled up into a living freaking nightmare.all i can do is cry and ask why,and just please stop long enough to catch a good breath . when your in pain like me, you know when it does let up, it wont last long, so ud better eat,shower, whatever u can fast. i feel relief just long enough to get a little used to feeling normal, then wham!! crushed again,
like i told my doctors, the cancer isnt going to kill me! it's the pain that is killing me. constant pain can break a mans will,and spirit quick .it makes u feel like, "if this is what its gonna be like for the rest of my life, then dear god, hear me out, im sorry ,im so sorry, just take me home now please. im so ready .i can't take it any more,and dont know why u'd make me.
but thanx ,ill try the wheatgrass idea.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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yeah it sux, cause i always dreamed of legal weed, and now its a reality i am so far away, and im one of those people who could benefit from its use,and so on. i dont have a desire to buy it off the streets , just too much trouble for me. so i quit worrying about it .
its just the pain is so intense, i cant describe it. like every nerve ending,and tendon in my body is in electric shock,or on fire all at once, then naseua ,sweats,dizziness. sleeplesness. all balled up into a living freaking nightmare.all i can do is cry and ask why,and just please stop long enough to catch a good breath . when your in pain like me, you know when it does let up, it wont last long, so ud better eat,shower, whatever u can fast. i feel relief just long enough to get a little used to feeling normal, then wham!! crushed again,
like i told my doctors, the cancer isnt going to kill me! it's the pain that is killing me. constant pain can break a mans will,and spirit quick .it makes u feel like, "if this is what its gonna be like for the rest of my life, then dear god, hear me out, im sorry ,im so sorry, just take me home now please. im so ready .i can't take it any more,and dont know why u'd make me.
but thanx ,ill try the wheatgrass idea.
Ive got to ask, do you believe in God still
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How many psychedelic users — in any country — actually give
time to the local church soup kitchen, helping to feed the homeless and
hungry? How many of us, having had the experience, under the influence
of the visionary drugs, of seeing all human beings as incarnations of God,
have gone down to the local hospital to give affection and a listening ear to
lonely patients who need somebody to talk to? How many of us regularly
visit a jail, to provide spiritual and emotional support to confused, damaged
people who have grown up unloved, uneducated and unguided by their
confused, damaged parents -Alexander Shulgin
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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one day i will open my eyes, and see a peaceful time.and this will resinate always.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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do i still believe in god? most definitly . but if ever a time to be unsure these months past were it. ill be honest ive doubted it at times. but i cant blame god for this , and if i could i wouldnt.
it just came to the point of ,this has got to end somewhere, ill keep my faith till the end, all in all thats what ive brought my son up to believe, and i must lead by example.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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do i still believe in god? most definitly . but if ever a time to be unsure these months past were it. ill be honest ive doubted it at times. but i cant blame god for this , and if i could i wouldnt.
it just came to the point of ,this has got to end somewhere, ill keep my faith till the end, all in all thats what ive brought my son up to believe, and i must lead by example.
to hear you say this kills my faith a little A good hearted gentlemen such as yourself gets to have his liver eaten by cancer......while Rick Sanctorum gets to run for president  thats not right. Please tell me you used to molest children or something
Still your an inspiration. If I was rich I would fly you and your whole family out to california and try to make you comfortable as possible......sadly though im a broke student struggling to make it with my family as well. Got a brand new son whos now 4 months old myself. Could be worse though, at least your experiancing this and not your son. I think me getting cancer I could deal with.....but watching my son go through that would be my worst hell 
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How many psychedelic users — in any country — actually give
time to the local church soup kitchen, helping to feed the homeless and
hungry? How many of us, having had the experience, under the influence
of the visionary drugs, of seeing all human beings as incarnations of God,
have gone down to the local hospital to give affection and a listening ear to
lonely patients who need somebody to talk to? How many of us regularly
visit a jail, to provide spiritual and emotional support to confused, damaged
people who have grown up unloved, uneducated and unguided by their
confused, damaged parents -Alexander Shulgin
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Real CA Milk]
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thats for real, glad its me ,and not anyone's kids. just got a shitty hand dealt to me, ive accepted it for what it is. just wish weed was legal here.lol
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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My deepest condolences man...I do not know you, but I hope you intercept my cheerful vibes somewhere in the cosmic space...this post really touched me man.
Write a book for your kid. Teach him everything you know and think should be important. It will be the best gift anyone has ever given him.
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"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: ZippoZ]
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Man I am sorry for this being my first comment, but I'd rather deal with the cancer myself than have all my teeth pulled for some western doctor.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Theall]
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DUDE DONT GIVE UP LOOK UP ON GOOGLE RICK SIMPSON'S MOVIE RUN FROM THE CURE. PEOPLE BEING TOLD THEY HAD MONTHS LEFT AND BECOMING COMPLETELY CANCER FREE! PLEASE JUST TAKE 5 MINUTES AND WATCH IT, ITS ON YOUTUBE FREE.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: 666 Sun]
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thanx guys. just seems like this hell is just dragging by so slowly, no real perception of time, no routine's(other than doc's) no real way to plan ahead. just day by day, but ill be alright.i am so sick and tired of eating soft foods, shakes,soups,etc. i want friggin steak,and such.
one way or another,i will wake up in a better mood someday,somewhere.and either way thats something for me to look forward to. because i dont see how it could get any worse than this.
growing up i was always afraid of death, even the thought, that unforseen void that no living man knows for sure,scared the shit out me.
now its different,for me , death is a release, and life is hell.but if not for that unknown of death it wouldnt be so hard while i was facing it,though i maintain faith,and mental awareness of life, it feels as though death is my shadow, or my guardian.
i dont regret this ,being my fate . as i wouldnt wish it on any one else ,not even my most despised enemies. i enjoy the fact that i can tell u guys my feelings,and wishes, for in reality i dont care to discuss these things with my friends and family. its a real buzzkill,or it seems like a mood killer. so i try and stay upbeat and put up a front .
but i can discuss these things with my fellow shroomerites, it may seem weird, but it's helping me to vent , and also helps to hold onto my humanity. i look horrible, completely different opposed to 5 years ago. i hate what this has done to me, inside,and out. and it seems lately that the mirror has become my sworn enemy. i like to think when people see me, they see me with teeth,no dark circles under eye, and not a rack of bones. i know what they think when they pass me at wal mart ,or somewhere else, i hear them they dont think i can ,but i sometimes do, ill cath'em staring, and mutter"junkie, doper, meth head, pillbilly,druggie" . i just look down at the floor and keep walking ,tighten my jaws ,and try hard to hold the tears in , at least until i get away from everyone.
they dont know"! i think to myself, maybe id say the same thing if i were them, maybe i have? . but i never was that way. and dont look down on those who are. if i did,id be like them. and im not, im just me,and i will resonate all the way to the end.
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 i love this one, took it on my roof, overlooking miles of wilderness.
beutiful
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Im glad you can come here and expressive yourself freely aswell!! Its really powerful for alot of us to hear, and we appreciate and love you being with us. That picture is so beautiful! Im happy you are atleast surrounded by nature, and has her comfort in this time. As always, stay strong and keep burning my friend. Your light can shine through any suffering, peace be with you. With all my heart.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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Im glad you can come here and expressive yourself freely aswell!! Its really powerful for alot of us to hear, and we appreciate and love you being with us. That picture is so beautiful! Im happy you are atleast surrounded by nature, and has her comfort in this time. As always, stay strong and keep burning my friend. Your light can shine through any suffering, peace be with you. With all my heart.
so touching, good vibes all day long. thank u.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Im glad you can come here and expressive yourself freely aswell!! Its really powerful for alot of us to hear, and we appreciate and love you being with us. That picture is so beautiful! Im happy you are atleast surrounded by nature, and has her comfort in this time. As always, stay strong and keep burning my friend. Your light can shine through any suffering, peace be with you. With all my heart.
so touching, good vibes all day long. thank u.
We are here with you
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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One day at a time, man.
Pray, meditate, or just contemplate.. Find peace within yourself
Don't forget to laugh, Everyone has a favorite comedian, TV show, or movie that cheers em up
Everyday, let your kid know you love him
Let nature take its course, but Fight what's worth fighting for. know your limits (pain, money)
Sounds like you have accepted the hand you've been dealt, which is the best thing you can do
Be optimistic! Take some vacations or something, just be happy
I wish you the best
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i like to think when people see me, they see me with teeth,no dark circles under eye, and not a rack of bones. i know what they think when they pass me at wal mart ,or somewhere else, i hear them they dont think i can ,but i sometimes do, ill cath'em staring, and mutter"junkie, doper, meth head, pillbilly,druggie" . i just look down at the floor and keep walking ,tighten my jaws ,and try hard to hold the tears in , at least until i get away from everyone.
This made me cry. Those pricks!! I am so, so sorry. You sound like a wonderful person who does not deserve this. If it is incurable, I truly hope that your last days here will be amazing <3
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: sophtastic]
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yeah, i always keep my cool.lol i know where im going, and where i been. they dont. i could explain things to these people but whats the use ,u know.
life is absolutely too short to sweat the small stuff, hell its too short to sweat anything at all. do what keeps u happy and stick with it.i wish i knew all this was coming, i woulda been a more generous person to those who matter. not that i wasnt but i prolly coulda done a little more.
we just get so caught up in life, u know work,bills, habits etc. and in the end u realize all the worry, and struggles were just temporary requirments to exist until this point.
the chemo therapy is brutal, i sometimes wonder if i woulda been this sick and drug under if i'd just let the cancer run its course. i guess the will to live is stronger than we think , if a possible chance comes up to live , u bet ur gonna take it if u can man.
but i somehow feel selfish, when i catch myself complaining about it. i think to myself"my god ,those little kids ,these kids are here with me,going through the same shit" what brave little kids", of course they were in a different department ,but we met in the parking area often.
i sometimes pray to god for those kids, more often than not i told, him that if it can cure that poor little girl ,and let her live life , he can give it all to me, her sickness ,and pain. i used to see her everyday ,she was 12 at the time, we exchanged our dreams, and hopes . she wanted to be a doctor. a surgeon to be specific. i so very much loved her for her courage.and idolized her for her strength,and faith.
a day came ' i didnt see her, then another, and another finally i had to ask, they told me , that an infection had built up,and overun her nervous system, she was in a coma as a result, she soon passed after i heard this news. i never got to go see her, i couldnt bare to see her parents ,or her for that matter. " god how i wish i would have went and talked to her mom and dad. as a parent i can relate, i would have been ready to just lay down and die.
i carry a large amount of grief over her, i dont know why, maybe because in her i seen hope for myself, or something like that.
all i know for sure, is that when i do get to heaven ,ill definitly have a fan club waiting, for me. this is what she told me when i first met her.'she said, u know if we dont make it through this, when we get to heaven, we'll already know everybody, even people we never seen before!" and ull get to meet god,and jesus too.
i sure hope so callie, thats what sticks in my thoughts. "i sure hope so".
i been thinking of her alot lately ,just thought id share this with u guys, hope im not boring u with it.
to those who have children, or younger siblings, never, ever put anything before them, ever. time is never enough. endulge yourself with them, hell obsess over them . before u know it ,your out of options, and regret will over run who u are forever. this is a fact.
i love u all , good and bad u are my brothers and sisters, in life, death ,and other dimensions.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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You are so far from boring us with it woodruss, every post you make inspires me to appreciate my life more and share my love with my friends and family and everyone I meet. That sounds like a wonderful little girl, my love goes out to her and her family. You inspire me to be with everyone with all my heart, thank you for being with her, with us, and shaking us awake to live our life fully. Stay strong my friend
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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been up all night tonight, been dealing with severe abdominal pain, meds arent doing the job . have to be at therapy at 8 30,today is gonna be a bad day. all of u that dont have class,or work today. go outside and enjoy the day with loved ones, friends ,or family.
im not supposed to be in the sun, so i encourage u all to enjoy it while u can. how i miss its radiance. and the tan i get from a hard day of outdoor labor. yea man, them was good days. so soak some rays up for me, if u'd like to.
looks like im not gonna get to plant my garden this year, so i bought a huge greenhouse,well not a huge,huge one, about 10x10 or so. and put it indoors. at least i can enjoy farming this way.lol and eat healthy too.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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been up all night tonight, been dealing with severe abdominal pain, meds arent doing the job . have to be at therapy at 8 30,today is gonna be a bad day. all of u that dont have class,or work today. go outside and enjoy the day with loved ones, friends ,or family.
im not supposed to be in the sun, so i encourage u all to enjoy it while u can. how i miss its radiance. and the tan i get from a hard day of outdoor labor. yea man, them was good days. so soak some rays up for me, if u'd like to.
looks like im not gonna get to plant my garden this year, so i bought a huge greenhouse,well not a huge,huge one, about 10x10 or so. and put it indoors. at least i can enjoy farming this way.lol and eat healthy too.
woodrussulla
I know there's nothing I can say to make any of this better for you, as much as I wish that there was. I just wanted to tell you how inspirational it was reading through this thread. If there ever comes a time in my life where I'm faced with something similar I can only hope that I have your mindset/outlook.
Reading your words makes me want to play music, kiss my girlfriend, surf, sing, and do all the things in life that I hold so dear. Those are the things that matter, and to know they can all change or be taken away in an instance scares me. I never want to waste another day being angry or jealous or bitter towards the world. Life is so beautiful and if you're adding up just what has gone wrong then you've already lost.
So thank you friend, for helping me to realize just how fragile this life we all hold truly is. I'm going for a walk in the sunshine now and I will keep you in my thoughts.
Oh, and don't even worry about your son. He will never forget you, and if your journals are anything like the posts you've been making here he will have many great lessons hidden in them.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Oasis182]
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Im not sure what to say... But ride the storm brother! You seem very strong willed and a good guy, good vibes to you and your family.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: MoondanceDan] 1
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dude. its you versus death. I died once, and was resucitated(Sp?) In that situation (completely different from yours) I knew my life was on the line. But at the same time I knew I was not going to die. I just was in a position where I was going to have to make a hard choice. (well easy for me... like i said, my life was on the line)
I chose to live. Did two complete strangers bring me back ? yes. how much of my life is lost to me forever? somewhere between 20 minutes to an hour. Shit, maybe im a fukin ghost and dont know it. either way its good enough for me.
A) will yourself to fight for your life
B) you are 26!! YOU CAN BEAT THIS!
C) 2 family members dead of cancer, 2 friends diagnosed, treated, and fully recovered.
D) dont let my charge of fight for life influence you that much. If you comfortable with riding it out than ride it out.
power to you man, much love and sorry to hear that you are not well.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: MistyMystic]
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Inspirational thread, man. I always have faith that this stuff can be beaten. You're a strong guy. I hope I can take the posts in this thread from you and others and enjoy my life more.
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I have read more of your thread and i really even more have to say to you.
fight it. fight it with all you got cause you sound like a survivor to me. I know that doctor hell sucks I went through it myself.
get as much nutrient in you as you can, get needles to boost your vitamins they help... dont forget its your body, not the cancers.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: MistyMystic]
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Hope your pain is better. That indoor greenhouse sounds pretty cool! What all are you going to grow? I plan on spending all day tomorrow outside and with my family. Love always, Wes
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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i planned on putting lettuce,greens,differnt peppers,toms,corn, melons, outdoors.
but with my greenhouse,prolly just do some assorted spices,tomatoes, onions,and maybe peppers.
i have a friend who said he'd plow my outdoor garden and plant what ever id like. " being i have my own tractor's and tilling,discing attachments .i think im gonna get em to put out a field of corn,and beans. ill be giving them away to locals, on church night. i ussually give 70%of my harvest away to old folks,who cant farm anymore, they seem to look forward to my veggies every year,so i dont wanna let them down. sometimes ill just bag some stuff up , drive around, and leave a mixture of veggies on peoples doorsteps. with a note. they all seem to enjoy it.
i think im gonna take him up on his offer. ill just have to go out real early ,or late at night to tend to it. i can deal with that , ive got plenty of flash lights.
but im still gonna do the greenhouse thing, ive already invested in it.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Dude, your positivity truly is inspiring. definately write the journal for your son, write your whole life story. I just lost my father to cancer three days ago and i wish i could know his story better because all i have is bits and pieces from memories. fight it man dont concede that youre going to die. i thought my dad was too young to go at 43 and youre 26 man, you cant give up. it breaks my heart to hear about a twenty six year old man who has to face something like this, its just not right. im so proud looking back on my memories of my father, he took every treatment he could and forced a smile and happy attitude as best he could. he outlived their expectations by two years and had a cancer covered hip removed and replaced just a couple days before his death and was walking on it the next day. he didnt want to act like a dying man because to him he wasnt going to die, everyone else was wrong and he was going to prove it. He almost beat it a couple times actually. and im so proud of him. and i know i dont know you but im proud of you for your obvious strength and character and i have faith you can beat this. Just remember youre loved man and even people youve never met want you to stick around, theres so much love in this world but its not till weve lost that we acknowledge it or even fully realize it. if you EVER want to talk man just pm me.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#15996098 - 03/25/12 07:55 PM (2 months, 3 days ago) |
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Thats awesome, giving out veggies to the people of your town. Im sure theyreally enjoy it and its a nice surprise on peoples doorsteps.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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Woodrus do you have any idea what might have caused your cancer at a realtivly young age? Were you a big alcoholic, pack a day smoker, anything?
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have gone down to the local hospital to give affection and a listening ear to
lonely patients who need somebody to talk to? How many of us regularly
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: the_hatter]
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Dude, your positivity truly is inspiring. definately write the journal for your son, write your whole life story. I just lost my father to cancer three days ago and i wish i could know his story better because all i have is bits and pieces from memories. fight it man dont concede that youre going to die. i thought my dad was too young to go at 43 and youre 26 man, you cant give up. it breaks my heart to hear about a twenty six year old man who has to face something like this, its just not right. im so proud looking back on my memories of my father, he took every treatment he could and forced a smile and happy attitude as best he could. he outlived their expectations by two years and had a cancer covered hip removed and replaced just a couple days before his death and was walking on it the next day. he didnt want to act like a dying man because to him he wasnt going to die, everyone else was wrong and he was going to prove it. He almost beat it a couple times actually. and im so proud of him. and i know i dont know you but im proud of you for your obvious strength and character and i have faith you can beat this. Just remember youre loved man and even people youve never met want you to stick around, theres so much love in this world but its not till weve lost that we acknowledge it or even fully realize it. if you EVER want to talk man just pm me.
your dad is awesome man!!! always.my father has it as well. but hes 67
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Real CA Milk]
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Woodrus do you have any idea what might have caused your cancer at a realtivly young age? Were you a big alcoholic, pack a day smoker, anything?
i was a 2 pack a day smoker, always had thryroid and insomnia problems, and alot of g i problems as a younger man. i never was to much of a drinker though. my dad was an alchoholic for my entire childhood,so i never really wanted to be like him, as an alchy any ways.
other than that stuff, just heredity i guess, most men in my family have sugar,heart ,or cancer issues, especially on my dads side.
but hey at least i have the weekends off from therapy's, well almost every weekend.
yesterday was my sons birthday , it was the happiest moment ive had in a while, he enjoyed the day ,thats for sure. he got all he wanted and more. i wanted to take him fishing, but i cant be in the sun too much. oh well, but at least i was here for his b day this year.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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yesterday was my sons birthday , it was the happiest moment ive had in a while, he enjoyed the day ,thats for sure. he got all he wanted and more. i wanted to take him fishing, but i cant be in the sun too much. oh well, but at least i was here for his b day this year.
Absolutely, man! You really are a total inspiration, not only as a father, but, as a human being.
Maybe you guys could go catfishing at night, or something like that?
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The best time to fish is early morning or late night...
Its never too late to go fishing mate.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#16023971 - 03/31/12 11:19 AM (1 month, 28 days ago) |
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i wish you peace with whatever may come.
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Sounds like he had a great birthday! You'll find a way to take him fishing. You are so strong. keeping you in my heart, With strength and spirit alive.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
#16041940 - 04/04/12 06:35 AM (1 month, 25 days ago) |
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yeah , im gonna try and go fishing at night, i know a pretty good spot. though i cant keep him out all night, maybe just a couple of hours. my cousin will be driving and stuff, so i can go and not go without my meds, as i dont like to drive very often while medicated., well i never drive that way. its to dangerous for me and others.
these patches im using now are helping a great deal, one does nearly 2 1/2 days of relief , im yet to find a med that completely eliminates the pain in my stomach and lower body ,but the patches try to.
its costing me out the butt for them though, but oh well ,its just money i guess. i thought id jump on here and send some well deserved vibes back your all's way this morning. i have radiation at 3 30 , and its already a scorcher here, where im at.
man would i love to be out on my old bass boat, flipping a jig, or a pumpkinseed lizard along a debris filled bank. man i miss that action.
on a good note, i have went ahead and prepared my will,just in case. i thought it would be a good idea, that way stuff is properly sorted out and no one can try to take my land, or valubles away from my son.
i dont plan on dying anytime soon, but if the event occurs that i do, my son will be secure. i made it very clear that my land will never ,ever be sold. it will always be passed along to the remaining member of my sons family.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
#16042422 - 04/04/12 09:29 AM (1 month, 24 days ago) |
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Just wondering if you've tried any medicinal teas from mushrooms like Turkey Tail or Reishi yet? Turkey Tail is pretty common I bet you could get some people on here to send you some no problem. I find it fairly often, I'd be more than happy to pick some for you next time I go out hunting (it is kind of late in the season though now)
I'm not saying this stuff will cure you, but I do believe it will help with the process and make you feel a little better.
Hope your fishing trip goes well 
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Ran-D]
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I hope your fishin trip goes good. We always love to hear from you, and here's the vibes right back your way brother.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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I hope everything is going good for you woodruss, Your a strong soul.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: weshroom]
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ive been hospistalized cause of my system "kidneys,etc were shutting down on me, man what a hell its been, doc's say it isnt very hopeful now, i hated to hear that. damn. ive now got a feeding tube in my lower right side ,beside of my belly button. for nutriants . ive got it in now, it uses like a drip bag system ,and i have to put these cans of liquid in it . it zux. they say i have to use it for a while, cause ive lost to much weigt. on a good note, i had a very good trip with a close friend on some 5g's of equadors. "bad spelling". it was a very intense eye opening experience. ive got loads put back in jars from previous "finds"lol. i lemon tek'd it , and man was it the best time ive had in a while.
it really relaxed my soul, man i needed that too. i just didnt want it to ever end. havent done mush, in a while, cause i always been nasues, but my friend had bud, and i was like well, lets just do it, i suprisingly felt less sick during the come up ,and whole trip. it was awesome lots of closed eye visuals, when id close my eyes it was like being on top of a coaster ,u know that feeling when u go up slow, and then drop. it was nice. we ate about 9 grams apiece that night, and just sit on my porch all night, listening to the whipper wills, and talking about growing up,and how life turned out . think when i get feeling better, and use to this feeding tube, imma do it again im gonna go for 6 grams this time, peace be with u , with love
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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Just jumped into this thread for the first time to say that this post inspired me. We all have to face the end, but the message is to live tenaciously. You have displayed that by continuing to live your life without giving up.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: 46 and 2]
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That's awesome you got to have a trip with your buddy like that, I remember seeing a TV show about cancer patients legally getting to take psilocybin pills so that they could have spiritual experiences and ease the pain of their situation.
If I had any extra herb I'd send it to you in a second. I still do have some extra Turkey Tail, and I really think it could be benefical for ya to drink some tea once you're strong enough to do so again. Maybe ask Roger Rabbit about it? I'm sure he could give you more info than I could.
Stay strong brother
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Ran-D]
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Sorry is never enough but I really am deeply sorry and hope your journey is a safe one. I wish you absolute peace and hope when the end is near your not in unbearable hellish pain. You wont be forgotten especially by your son.
We all take this path you Just might have another more important journey awaiting you and you need to leave us here to peruse that.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: mushiefeet]
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Every post you make woodruss is so inspiring, it helps lift the clouds from my eyes and makes me awake and realize. I love hearing from you and hearing that you got to have a trip with your buddy! Thats beautiful. If another trip with the mushroom is calling you, I know you have the strength to make it happen. With all my heart I hope your time in the hospital passes with as little pain as possible. Were all here for you every step of the way. Your light on this path is a blessing for us all. With healing love you remain in my heart. Stay strong and peace be with you.
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: woodruss67]
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im so sorry man. i have a boy and a girl who are 6 and 7. i couldnt imagine how hard it would be to take that all in. hang in there and know that everyone will be thinking of you. peace
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Re: found out today i have cancer [Re: Ill-bird]
#16302322 - 05/29/12 05:51 PM (15 hours, 5 minutes ago) |
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Hope all is well, peace be with you my friend. Much love
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