Fucking beautiful, I'm coming down now. I took roughly 17mg with milk. The milk was an attempt to slow down digestion, and hopefully absorption to make the trip longer, or at least it was an attempt to make the onset longer. Well, it worked. Although, let it be known that 4-aco-dmt does not dissolve in milk well at all. It was much worse to handle than with water. It formed a sort of awful goo, but it tasted fine. Much better taste than with water. I took it with a full glass of milk.
Anyway, the first whole hour was all waiting, which was unusual since the last time I took it I peaked in 45 minutes. The second hour I came up slowly, gently, very warm, very gentle. Took the whole hour to progress to real full visuals. It looked like everything was made out of lines and arrows, all pointing in different directions. If I let my eyes stare at any one location too long, beautiful patterns of lines and dots would appear. Everything seemed to glow and move, as if there was some glowing visual pattern over everything I was seeing that was moving very slowly.
The third hour was a very gradual peak, it felt like psilocin. I mean it was pretty close, the confusion, the old memories. I spent hour 3 happily in bed being assaulted by fragments of old childhood memories and wondering what the hell happened to everyone from my childhood. It was absolutely beautiful, overwhelmingly beautiful. What my previous trip lacked in emotional depth, this one made up for. It was like a beautiful hurricane of emotion and memory.
Visuals during the peak were fairly light, nothing overpowering. It was very hard to pay attention to them with all the stuff that was going on inside my head. Old memory after old memory, all in broken fragments, half forgotten and left unremembered for years. They seemed to explode in psilocin-like confusion.
Everything felt electric, no nausea at all, no body load, no buzzing. It did not remind me of my last trip with 4-aco-dmt, but body wise it reminded me very much of mushrooms. Including the yawns, but not the stretching. Everything seemed to glow.
The fourth hour was awesome. I wasn't quite peaking, but I wasn't quite coming down. There was so much psilocin-like mindfuck and emotionally it was just beautiful. Old memories seemed to explode in my mind in the most beautiful ways. I wish I could describe it better. It felt amazing, unbelievable.
Now I'm in the most wonderful afterglow. I'm at a loss for words, to sum everything up with. It was just what I was looking for. It felt so much like psilocin, but also different. I can't separate it in my head yet, given time, I think it'll work itself out.
Over all, it was beautiful, highly recommended. This ranks with the best of my mushrooms trips, and I do NOT feel like this was a very high dose. Indeed, I think I could have safely and happily gone much higher.
Edited by nooneman (07/22/10 01:54 PM)
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