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 MCSteveyC
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 Complete and utter EGO DEATH 
#11864739 - 01/20/10 08:53 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Saturady night started out just an everyday normal weekend.. Went to meet my friend and had a few beers at his house, got home early hours a bit drunk and decided that its has been about 5 weeks since i last tripped on mushrooms. Last time i tripped i did 14 dried grams of liberty caps and i was fine, i'd done them alot during season and built up a high tolerance. So saturday night i decided to do 10 dried grams thinkin i'd still be a bit tolerant to there effects...
BIG MISTAKE!
Soon as they hit me they hit me HARD! I could hear voices in my head and the visuals were completly astonishing. But i could feel my sanity slipping further and further away and i knew there was nothing i could do about it! I tried to do things to keep myself from losing it. I went downstairs, and thats when i went competly insane.. I somehow complety trashed my living room i was acually trying to eat the legs of a small dineing table i had. And then at one point i thought id died and that none of my family or friends ever existed. I lay down and closed my eyes and thought i was on a beach in austraila sunbathing.. It was fucked up!
I came down about 9.30am after wetting myself and realised how much i had trashed the place..
It scared me and since then i have gotten rid of most of my stash of shrooms. I don't want to go through that again and im thinking of focusing any future trips on mescaline... as i've heard there's minimal mind fuck with mescaline! Is this true? Never had it yet..
One thing i do know is i wont be doing mushrooms again for a very long time!
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: MCSteveyC]
#11864798 - 01/20/10 09:02 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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the human abstract
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: sleepy]
#11864816 - 01/20/10 09:06 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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holy shit your freaked dude.. good thing you didnt go schizo
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LeperFace
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: sleepy]
#11864831 - 01/20/10 09:07 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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sleepy said:
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What are you questioning? Some people just trip the fuck out, lol. Should have seen this one guy I tripped with once.. Couldn't get through to him, he was barking and rambling on about the circle of life, and dinosaurs.. When he came down, he told us what was happening.. Said he was trapped in his head, felt like he was returning to the fetal stages and being reborn again, and growing old, and seeing the world do the same thing.. Hence the dinosaurs.
Lol, yeah, some people just lose it.
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MCSteveyC
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Quote:
the human abstract said:
holy shit your freaked dude.. good thing you didnt go schizo
i did go schizo!! thats the point! lol
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ghost_FL
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: MCSteveyC]
#11865033 - 01/20/10 09:47 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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No more mushies for you for a little bit, and you should be feeling fine in a couple weeks 
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MCSteveyC
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: ghost_FL]
#11865045 - 01/20/10 09:50 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
ghost_FL said:
No more mushies for you for a little bit, and you should be feeling fine in a couple weeks
Too Right!
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esquaredx
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: MCSteveyC]
#11865196 - 01/20/10 10:18 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds like a hell of a night tho!
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Skizm
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: MCSteveyC]
#11865284 - 01/20/10 10:38 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Same thing happened to me last night during a solo trip. Mushrooms KICKED my ass. Most beautiful trip I've ever been on though.
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MCSteveyC
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: Skizm]
#11865379 - 01/20/10 10:54 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Skizm said:
Same thing happened to me last night during a solo trip. Mushrooms KICKED my ass. Most beautiful trip I've ever been on though.
i wonder if i'd have had a sitter he would have been able to keep my head level
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djshoo
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: esquaredx]
#11865523 - 01/20/10 11:22 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thats one thing i'd never do, get rid of my shrooms. I've tripped bad before & thought about getting rid but a few days later i was well happy that i didn't.
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Devin43
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: djshoo]
#11865554 - 01/20/10 11:29 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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lol, i guess people forget that mushrooms are sacred and very powerful and should NOT abuse them. 
its all good tho, ive been on the brink of insanity, but in a weird way. i tend to be super positive as a person in general, the glass is always half full IMO. when i ate 5 grams of azzies i was TOO happy. i was crying because i was so happy. lol i was PISSED that i was so happy, it was so wonderful i felt as if i could never be happy again because all of the pleasure of life had been sucked into that one moment, therefor making the rest of my life suck. weird huh? lol it was profound. i ended up trying to hurt myself to make myself less happy, but everything was too great, until i put a cig out in my palm. then i was just tripping regular and i took a shower and got lost for 3 hours
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Delysid.25
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: Devin43]
#11865623 - 01/20/10 11:43 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah, some mushrooms are strong like that.
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Devin43
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: Delysid.25]
#11865631 - 01/20/10 11:44 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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lol who are you? welcome to the shroomery haha
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MY UNITARIAN JIHAD NAME IS: Brother Gatling Gun of Quiet Reflection
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MCSteveyC
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: djshoo]
#11865684 - 01/20/10 11:56 AM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
djshoo said:
Thats one thing i'd never do, get rid of my shrooms. I've tripped bad before & thought about getting rid but a few days later i was well happy that i didn't.
it wasn't up to me..... my mom threw them out when she seen what i'd done to her house!! cant blame her really! im lucky she didn't throw me out!
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Isaacav3
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: MCSteveyC]
#11865725 - 01/20/10 12:05 PM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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Respect the mushroom.  
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-The Master himself. . . . Carl Sagan
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djshoo
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: MCSteveyC]
#11865758 - 01/20/10 12:12 PM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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lol, just got this image in my head of your mum trying to pull you off the dining room table leg while your taking chunks out of it. My step brother trashed his mums house years ago while tripping, he'd made shroom tea & his mates didn't turn up to help him drink it so he had the lot for himself, she ended up getting an injunction out on him. Shit happens.
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Devin43
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: djshoo]
#11865770 - 01/20/10 12:14 PM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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lol just nomin on that leg hahaha
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Re: Complete and utter EGO DEATH [Re: Devin43]
#11866121 - 01/20/10 01:07 PM (2 years, 4 months ago) |
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When stuff like that happens I like to close my eyes and go to a happy place.
When you get ego death you can't fight it...you ride it..and have a blast.
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dicky21
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wow stevey... sounded like a mental trip. I think i did too much first time. I too thought at one point I was dead and laying on a hospital bed with my family round me... was pretty horrible. I was trying to fight it the whole time instead of go with it. Once i got home and was in my room i felt much better though..... kinda relaxed alot more. Its weird you mention about not doing them for a while or long time because i felt the same. I didnt even log onto the shroomery for a good few weeks because i just didnt feel the same. Hopefully next times better
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