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Anonymous said:
but I couldnt even do that right. One more thing for my neverending list of failures.
I know it's a cowards way out, but Im a coward. I know only jerks, assholes and idiots do that and I am all of those things. I hate just about everything about myself.
I just dont see the point in keeping on anymore.

Usually Im the guy who talks other people down from doing it, but I had to be physically restrained Hannibal Lectre style to stop from hurting myself.

After attempting it I now feel even more worthless than I felt right beforehand.
I dont want to kill myself anymore, but at the same time I dont see the point in trying to live a normal life if Ill never have a normal life.

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So you did and because you failed in one try you don't now?

I don't think so. More like the proverbial cry for help or attention.

And in my opinion suicide is not necessarily a cowards act at all. It can take great courage and there are often good reasons for it.

It's your life man. Do what you believe is best for you. And good luck.

Oh and what Huehuecoyotl said.