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 ChronicMuffin
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I don't suppose you read your own links? oh well
After careful consideration, and a bit of investigation. I'm thinking somebody messed with our parachutes, or a thin layer of something was on that bud.
Either way ill just put the rest of that bud away in a safe spot and stick to my norm guy. Sticky icky is, as sticky icky does i suppose.
And sense I'm pretty much at the point of no return anyway(rating wise)
I just did some scanning around and i see that people use "puppet" often. Anyone care to explain what being a puppet is? at first i thought it was just the shroomery's name for a nub, but now im starting to suspect it involves stealing stuff from a different forum? I'd appreciate it if i could get some clarity on this, just in case i come across a chance to use it.
(oh how i love bulking up my vocabulary)
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Wait is ego death just blacking out from psychedelics? Cuz that happened the first time I took a psychedelic (mushrooms).
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What does blacking out mean? On mushrooms i have laid there vomiting, just creating another universe in my head. I was not capable of interacting with the external world. Is that what you mean by blacking out?
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Well my bud hit me up and wanted to know if i needed a bag. I said ya and got me a quad real cheap. so me and 3 friends decided to just bake it all in one night. after about 6 bowls i was the highest i had ever been in my life. We parachuted a few addy/vike mixes, and smoked 2 more bowls. We than decided to drive up north to mess around at my friends cabin.
It was a pretty silent laid back ride of about an hour an 15 minutes. We rode the 4wheelers for a bit than did a couple Jäger bombs. By now one of my friends was starting to act really sketchy and tweaked. So we hit the road with my buddy jordan driving; all of a fuckin sudden he says we should go to canada and start a new life, well i was like fuck lets do it... so we drove about an hour going northwards and got lost and decided to come back.
By now everyone was acting a little stupid. And when it turned about 8 out and was pitch black, that's when things got hectic. We ran into two huge groups of deer on the road, and i couldn't control my mouth, i started talking about how i could possibly be a psychotic killer when i got older, and about how much i enjoyed cutting open and gutting dears. This sent everyone into a whole new lvl of sketchy~ness, my bud jordan says that he wouldn't mind dying tonight, and i agreed and so did our older comrade joe. (tyler the fat one that was sketching out at the cabin was going crazy and didn't want to die) So there we were going 75mph down a pitch black highway surrounded in forest plotting our deaths. But no one could commit to it, so we decided that i would yank on the steering wheel randomly to roll us into the forest hopefully killing most of us, but i still couldn't bring myself to do it. And than out of no where we thought we were dying... for no specific reason and no specific cause everyone just went hysterical, I was so convinced i was about to die that i slammed the E-brake and got out of the car, along with everyone else. we wandered into the forest our ego deaths just getting worse and worse. after a point where i didn't know what i really was anymore i tumbled over into the snow and gave up on life. During this time i had a very loud auditory hallucination of like static fuzz (as on a tv with no cable hooked in) i blacked out and when i woke up i wandered around and woke up those who i could find. By the time me and joe got back to the car the other two were there too and we booked it home without saying much. This death felt so real that i don't know how i am alive right now... i remember thinking of my whole life in slow motion, i evaluated myself and had decided that i liked the way how i had lived my life and now it was over. And it was completed by the black out, i had no dreams during the black out, but i was aware that i had blacked out... It was very, very strange. like my soul was stuck in my dead body and forced to roam in eternal darkness... Overall i think this was pretty awesome, but i have been a moderate to heavy bud user for about a year and a half, and I have NEVER had ANY feelings like this at all. So, anyone else ever get ego death off bud, or was mine laced? (i didn't see anything on it, and it tasted fine) Or was it possibly pill mixd with weed? Well anywho, I look forward to some replies on this... because im really clueless and it ruined bud for one of my friends forever, it was his 3rd time smoking and after this death trip he has quit.
(on a side note, for the next two days my vision was very crappy and blurred, when i stood up a got a warm head rush and my vision would dissipate rapidly to the point where I thought I had gone blind, this is a side affect i have had before when smoking lots of bud, but never for this long and to this extent)
I've never quite understood people who haven't learned to control themselves from marijuana or at least find their limit. I think its funny that it appears that ONLY these people have day long effects of "messed up vision" or "tracers" or "it feels like I am tripping". Marijuana is pretty juvineille. If you can't find your limit and learn to handle yourself from weed then that is going to reflect many other aspects in your life like career, school, time mangement, etc.
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ChronicMuffin
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 Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: wireless]
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That's ridiculous, don't compare smoking bud to average everyday life. I've been smoking just shy of 2 years, and I've smoked my share of dank. This was just a weird night, if all you have to say is "//// I'm to lazy to argue the point. It all feels like a dream now anyway.
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We all believe we have smoked the killer ,untill we REALLY smoke the killer.
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: deCypher]
#10232441 - 04/25/09 04:59 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ego death is typically utterly blissful and in no way resembles unconsciousness.
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the sensation of having your boundaries of self dissolved--all of a sudden there is no 'you' anymore, there is simply pure, omnipresent consciousness.
What you're describing is ego dissolution. THAT is generally blissful. Ego Death is a violent struggle near indistinguishable from the death struggle of physical dying.
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ve nothing ever ever come close to ego death on mj,
but I did have a pretty terrifying experience once, I think I was just really high though.
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: pfxtc]
#10232535 - 04/25/09 05:16 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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pfxtc said:
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ve nothing ever ever come close to ego death on mj,
but I did have a pretty terrifying experience once, I think I was just really high though.
thats because ego death from herb is impossible.
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Wiccan_Seeker said: What you're describing is ego dissolution. THAT is generally blissful. Ego Death is a violent struggle near indistinguishable from the death struggle of physical dying.
Yeah, I've also read the same distinction as between ego death and ego loss. Either way the ultimate result is the dissolution of boundaries of self, no?
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Calix]
#10232896 - 04/25/09 06:16 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Calix said:
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ve nothing ever ever come close to ego death on mj,
but I did have a pretty terrifying experience once, I think I was just really high though.
thats because ego death from herb is impossible.
since were reviving this forum, err, yes it is.
All psychedelics have the capability to produce the ego death state.
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Calix
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: satyr]
#10233083 - 04/25/09 06:46 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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satyr said:
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ve nothing ever ever come close to ego death on mj,
but I did have a pretty terrifying experience once, I think I was just really high though.
thats because ego death from herb is impossible.
since were reviving this forum, err, yes it is.
All psychedelics have the capability to produce the ego death state.
errrr no its not
name one instance a person has experienced ego death from smoking weed....
that's like saying I personally have the capability to nuke the planet because i have a finger I could push a button with.
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Calix]
#10233131 - 04/25/09 06:53 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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satyr said:
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Calix said:
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pfxtc said:
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ve nothing ever ever come close to ego death on mj,
but I did have a pretty terrifying experience once, I think I was just really high though.
thats because ego death from herb is impossible.
since were reviving this forum, err, yes it is.
All psychedelics have the capability to produce the ego death state.
name one instance a person has experienced ego death from smoking weed....
I have personally many times. Others can vouch for themselves as well.
Cannabis has the full potential to produce profound psychedelic states; if you do not believe this, then you have not seen the full potential of this plant.
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Calix]
#10233138 - 04/25/09 06:54 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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why should it be impossible? I've experienced ego loss several times on marijuana. it helps if you meditate...
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Calix
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Ego death, enlightenment, etc etc get thrown around soo loosely around here its not even funny
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I've had some insane ego experiences on weed- mainly back in my early days-----My first bong experiences made me lose all sense of self and left me unable to speak during the high
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Calix
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Calix]
#10233276 - 04/25/09 07:22 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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I swear most people on this site think their enlightened or some shit along those lines
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satyr
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Calix]
#10233299 - 04/25/09 07:28 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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I swear most people on this site think their enlightened or some shit along those lines
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I swear most people on this site think their enlightened or some shit along those lines
Maybe some of them are? Who is to question that?
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: satyr]
#10233326 - 04/25/09 07:34 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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satyr said:
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Calix said:
I swear most people on this site think their enlightened or some shit along those lines
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Calix said:
I swear most people on this site think their enlightened or some shit along those lines
Maybe some of them are? Who is to question that?
i am questioning it, who are you to say I cant question it???
I hate when people say that "who are you too...." its such an easy cop out.
Its very laughable that so many think their enlightened after their 16-35 years on earth...its even funnier that so many think they reached this level by tripping out.
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Calix]
#10233336 - 04/25/09 07:36 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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But who here has made such a claim? Mostly just people saying that they have had some intense psychedelic experiences 
I mean, I agree to a point, I have seen some on here who think that they have become some sort of swami or guru after a few tabs of lsd, but not in this particular thread
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