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 luvdatreez
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 breaking down the barriers of my psyche- level 5 mushroom report 
#10100806 - 04/03/09 01:55 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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I bought 5 grams of fantastic looking mushrooms from a friend, this would be my 4th
trip on mushrooms to date, and would be my first solo trip.
The weeks prior to my launch into a mushroom void i meditated daily and achieved
success in shutting my thoughts off for half an hour or so. I also took a shamanic
journey and attended a sweat lodge. All of these, i felt were necessary to prepare me
for my journey. I ate the sacrament around 8 at night in my bedroom and went out on my
porch and smoked a small joint in my hammock. I usually dont smoke before my trip but i
was a little too nervous to be doing this trip alone and needed to smoke that feeling away.
I layed there in my hammock looking at the beautiful california sky for about 30
minutes. i then got too cold and headed inside, layed on my bed and began meditating
with a lit candle in front of me on the otherside of my room. After another 20 minutes
i sat up with a sudden rush of fear that overwhelmed me. The whole room illuminated
with red green and yellow crystals hanging in mid air. i immediately leaped off
my bed and stumbled to my window and took deep deep breaths and told myself everything
was going to be okay and that i could handle this. I felt somewhat better after doing
this and layed back down on my bed. My thoughts were racing. the most philosophical
information about life was flowing through my brain and hovering over my head. I began
to meditate to try to slow the thinking down and hold on to a thought and analyze it.
Once i did this, i could literally see the thoughts floating above me and could pull one down
and think about it or throw it out if it had a negative vibe about it. Absolutely amazing power
that i believe meditating often, helped me acheive. After probably an hour of lying there and just
thinking about my life and situations and how grateful i should be to be alive, i decided to shut my mind off
completely by focusing on my breath. I then relaxed every muscle in my body and took deep breaths.
It was very easy to "let go" and breath. As soon as i did this, i was catapulted into another realm. literally,
my room was unnoticable. it had a dark green tint to it and it was almost fluid space, no objects were there.
Then all of a sudden a being began hovering right above me about three feet from my body. It was black and had a bright
white light projecting out of its chest. I wasnt scared when i saw this being. i remember smiling and saying thank you.
i guess to the mushrooms for showing me this other level of reality. The being was just looking down on me. Not doing
anything at all but hovering and watching. I could somehow sense that this being was not harmful and felt comforted
that i was no longer alone in this experience. We traded glances for what seemed like an hour or two but was probably
only a few minutes. Then suddenly a voice in my head, which i presume to be the entity talking to me without physically
talking in percievable words. The voice said ok, youve seen too much, and from now on you cannot seek, you must be shown.
Again this voice was comforting and with that, the being vanished and i was all of a sudden back in my bedroom.
But it wasnt over, i was now seeing out of my mouth and my body didnt exist, it was just sight, breathing and thoughts.
and they all seemed to come from one specific area around my mouth. I was no longer human, i was energy and knowledge
and nothing else. i meditated like this for quite sometime. Then suddenly i got a phonecall from my girlfriend. I
remember thinking how strange it was that i had a phone. I thought as if all humans were dumb to be using cell phones
when forms of communication didnt even need words where i had just been. It was strange being thrust back into my human reality,
it was nice to have a break but i suddenly hated the fact that i was human stuck in a society that pushes information onto you
and discourages free thinking and true spirituality. I felt as if my mind had been absolutely blown away.
This trip was encredibly powerful and changed my thought process forever. This was a year ago and i needed
that long just to be able to sort out what all happened. That night changed my life forever. I veiw nothing in the same way
as i did before this trip. I now meditate everyday, hike as often as possible to reconnect with nature, and spread the word
of psychedelic discovery in my own life to anyone with an open mind willing to listen and see the real side of life that
has been hidden from us by our society. Im grateful for mushrooms and other psychedelics. At the time of this trip, i was a heroin addict
but ever since that night i havent touched the stuff. It has truely made me a better person. I appreciate life and everything i have now.
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luvdatreez
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 Re: breaking down the barriers of my psyche- level 5 mushroom report [Re: luvdatreez]
#10100829 - 04/03/09 02:01 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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anyone had similar experience?
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Deekay
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Re: breaking down the barriers of my psyche- level 5 mushroom report [Re: luvdatreez]
#10103497 - 04/04/09 12:03 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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I liked your write up, sounds like meditation paid off maybe try to introduce some outdoor meditation when the weather improves
and yes, i have spoken with entities, one in the sky that told me not that i needed to be shown but that i was not ready and should return when i am. Also, just curious how much did you ingest? and was the duration of your trip indoors, in your room?
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luvdatreez
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Re: breaking down the barriers of my psyche- level 5 mushroom report [Re: Deekay]
#10105000 - 04/04/09 11:13 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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i ingested 5 grams, just chewed them up. and yes i was indoors all night, except to smoke the joint right after ingesting. i usually love being outside but it was very cold and i get all shaky when im cold on shrooms.
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Re: breaking down the barriers of my psyche- level 5 mushroom report [Re: luvdatreez]
#15738684 - 01/30/12 02:31 PM (3 months, 25 days ago) |
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Your story was awesome.. helpful too. I don't like chaotic thinking; just too much and too fast and nothing is learned.. just scary. To be able to pull one thought and throw it out is awesome. I wish to reach your level of control.
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Re: breaking down the barriers of my psyche- level 5 mushroom report [Re: mesoamerican]
#15754338 - 02/02/12 11:34 PM (3 months, 22 days ago) |
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I've been itching to do a heroic dose on mushies recently, I have a good 4g of cyanescens in my closet I think will do the trick. Reading all these heroic reports recently really are putting me in the mood to take a trip to the moon.
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Steadyman
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Re: breaking down the barriers of my psyche- level 5 mushroom report [Re: Typerwritermonky]
#15764506 - 02/05/12 01:02 PM (3 months, 19 days ago) |
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I just read this after posting my 5 gram mushroom experience and it's pretty wild how they are so similar! We live in a big beautiful universe and take so much of the beauty for granted. Sometimes I wish it was a requirement for all people to just sit down, eat 5 grams, and destroy their ego. Then more would realize the interconnected-ness between us all and that we are all one in the same. Not just humans but every organism on this planet and in the universe.
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