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 EgoDeath on Bud? 
#9813533 - 02/17/09 10:46 AM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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Well my bud hit me up and wanted to know if i needed a bag. I said ya and got me a quad real cheap. so me and 3 friends decided to just bake it all in one night. after about 6 bowls i was the highest i had ever been in my life. We parachuted a few addy/vike mixes, and smoked 2 more bowls. We than decided to drive up north to mess around at my friends cabin.
It was a pretty silent laid back ride of about an hour an 15 minutes. We rode the 4wheelers for a bit than did a couple Jäger bombs. By now one of my friends was starting to act really sketchy and tweaked. So we hit the road with my buddy jordan driving; all of a fuckin sudden he says we should go to canada and start a new life, well i was like fuck lets do it... so we drove about an hour going northwards and got lost and decided to come back.
By now everyone was acting a little stupid. And when it turned about 8 out and was pitch black, that's when things got hectic. We ran into two huge groups of deer on the road, and i couldn't control my mouth, i started talking about how i could possibly be a psychotic killer when i got older, and about how much i enjoyed cutting open and gutting dears. This sent everyone into a whole new lvl of sketchy~ness, my bud jordan says that he wouldn't mind dying tonight, and i agreed and so did our older comrade joe. (tyler the fat one that was sketching out at the cabin was going crazy and didn't want to die) So there we were going 75mph down a pitch black highway surrounded in forest plotting our deaths. But no one could commit to it, so we decided that i would yank on the steering wheel randomly to roll us into the forest hopefully killing most of us, but i still couldn't bring myself to do it. And than out of no where we thought we were dying... for no specific reason and no specific cause everyone just went hysterical, I was so convinced i was about to die that i slammed the E-brake and got out of the car, along with everyone else. we wandered into the forest our ego deaths just getting worse and worse. after a point where i didn't know what i really was anymore i tumbled over into the snow and gave up on life. During this time i had a very loud auditory hallucination of like static fuzz (as on a tv with no cable hooked in) i blacked out and when i woke up i wandered around and woke up those who i could find. By the time me and joe got back to the car the other two were there too and we booked it home without saying much. This death felt so real that i don't know how i am alive right now... i remember thinking of my whole life in slow motion, i evaluated myself and had decided that i liked the way how i had lived my life and now it was over. And it was completed by the black out, i had no dreams during the black out, but i was aware that i had blacked out... It was very, very strange. like my soul was stuck in my dead body and forced to roam in eternal darkness... Overall i think this was pretty awesome, but i have been a moderate to heavy bud user for about a year and a half, and I have NEVER had ANY feelings like this at all. So, anyone else ever get ego death off bud, or was mine laced? (i didn't see anything on it, and it tasted fine) Or was it possibly pill mixd with weed? Well anywho, I look forward to some replies on this... because im really clueless and it ruined bud for one of my friends forever, it was his 3rd time smoking and after this death trip he has quit.
(on a side note, for the next two days my vision was very crappy and blurred, when i stood up a got a warm head rush and my vision would dissipate rapidly to the point where I thought I had gone blind, this is a side affect i have had before when smoking lots of bud, but never for this long and to this extent)
Edited by ChronicMuffin (02/17/09 05:36 PM)
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you mustve had some real good bud man, and a quarter ounce is quite a bit between a carload of dudes. and adderral will make you nuts and then you throw in some vikes and some booze in a tight situation such as driving down the highway like that in a small enclosed space I'm not suprised you guys bugged out. shit my first trip was on an adderall overdose
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Uhhhhh
A- Not ego death
B- You were high as fuck
C- Learn to handle your droogz
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I can't even describe it good enough, but yus, im pretty damn sure it was.
and your right, i don't know how i let myself go @_@ but the question was, has anyone had anything like this happen to them?
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 Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: unretarded]
#9813848 - 02/17/09 11:48 AM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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Weed is a psychedelic. When done infrequently in high doses, I'd put it on a par with other drugs more traditionally considered psychoactive.
Different people are more sensitive to different compounds. I dont think its a matter of 'handling your drugs", and I do believe a legit ego death is possible, if uncommon, on marijuana...
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: GreenGoat]
#9813903 - 02/17/09 12:02 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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Yeah, I don't know if this was ego death, but one time we ate spacecake, and one of my friends ate a bit too much and thought he was going to die and that he had cancer... When someone started snoring next to him, he couldn't recognize the sound and began freaking out =D it toke several hours before we managed to convince him he did not have cancer and that he was not going to die.. This guy is a real experienced smoker, I think he had this intense trip because he hadn't smoked in months.
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Sounds pretty crazy man! 
So you just slept in the snow? How long do you think you were out?
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Diaboleros]
#9813939 - 02/17/09 12:11 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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Wow... I'll let that one soak in before making a serious comment.
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Diaboleros]
#9813958 - 02/17/09 12:15 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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My first time smoking a bong many many years ago, I experienced ego death. Honestly I had no knowledge of psychedelics back than, it was the days before what the internet is like now, but I really lost my consciousness for what felt like many hours. It was an amazing but scary experience. I was terrified but at the same time laughing my ass off. I miss those days of weed. I would say what weed used to do to me can be comparable to strong psychedelics
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: Nexion]
#9814096 - 02/17/09 12:46 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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at least 2 hours.
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Quote:
ChronicMuffin said:And than out of no where we thought we were dying... for no specific reason and no specific cause everyone just went hysterical, I was so convinced i was about to die that i slammed the E-brake and got out of the car, along with everyone else. we wandered into the forest our ego deaths just getting worse and worse. after a point where i didn't know what i really was anymore i tumbled over into the snow and gave up on life. During this time i had a very loud auditory hallucination of like static fuzz (as on a tv with no cable hooked in) i blacked out and when i woke up i wandered around and woke up those who i could find. By the time me and joe got back to the car the other two were there too and we booked it home without saying much. This death felt so real that i don't know how i am alive right now... i remember thinking of my whole life in slow motion, i evaluated myself and had decided that i liked the way how i had lived my life and now it was over. And it was completed by the black out, i had no dreams during the black out, but i was aware that i had blacked out... It was very, very strange. like my soul was stuck in my dead body and forced to roam in eternal darkness...
This does not sound like ego death at all; instead, it resembles a panic attack induced by massive quantities of THC followed by blacking out.
Ego death is typically utterly blissful and in no way resembles unconsciousness.
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: deCypher]
#9814279 - 02/17/09 01:24 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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Maybe your right, or maybe my literary skills aren't sufficient, because there's no way i can sum up even half the experiences that came with this. Maybe i should practice? ;p
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IMO, the key thing that distinguishes ego death from other experiences is the sensation of having your boundaries of self dissolved--all of a sudden there is no 'you' anymore, there is simply pure, omnipresent consciousness.
I've experienced this on a combination of weed and N2O, but not necessarily on weed by itself (although I have had some pretty eerie complete dissociative experiences like the one you describe).
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: deCypher]
#9814579 - 02/17/09 02:18 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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that wasnt ego death lol, try acid 
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: j0nnyb0y05]
#9814595 - 02/17/09 02:21 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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Yeah, probably not full on ego death, you were most likely just insanely high and tripped pretty hard off a good intake of thc.
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: j0nnyb0y05]
#9814614 - 02/17/09 02:25 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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try mushrooms :p
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: lobotomix]
#9814673 - 02/17/09 02:33 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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Yah, you never said. Have you ever done any psychedelics OP?
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Re: EgoDeath on Bud? [Re: krypto2000]
#9814764 - 02/17/09 02:48 PM (8 months, 28 days ago) |
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Well the op sounds like a puppet to me........
But I do have a story......
I was tripping on acid with my roommate and we were honestly cleanign the house and doing a bunch of stuff....really bad time to dose.....and we took a hash break.
We fired the knives up on the oven, and I let my third friend go first who was helping clean.. Now this guy NEVER smokes and when he does he is rone to freak out really bad. He asked for a massive hit....so I gave him like a quarter gram of hash one the knife, smashed it with the ther knife, and he inhaled the whole thing......thick asss yellow smoke....
He coughed his face off for roughly 10 minutes and went outside to catch his breath. When I went outside to check on him he started talking about how he was dying and he had to vomit.
He started dry heaving all over the place and acting a fool, I couldnt deal with this anymore so I went into the house.
I started cleaning a bedroom when I hear my friend call for me.
Friend 3 is lying flat on his back reaching for the sky, pupils solid quarters and a distant look in his eyes.
I tell him thats enough and to quit fucking round. He proceeds to grab his face and start shrieking the most blood curdling screech I have ever heard in any movie, death, frightening experience.....anything......the guy sounded fucking possessed.
He then shot up off the floor still shrieking, and grabbed my couch and picked it up and threw it across the room.....yes the couch....and ripped the curtains down.
He then ran around the room like a fucking complete pyschopath and screamed NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO for an eternity it felt to me........
After a while of this he grabbed my hand while I was on the phone and screamed in my face IS THE A PHONE.....ARE YOU A PERSON....AM I A PERSON......
Random weird questions like that.....
Now this guy is a total ass when it comes to keeping his cool on drugs so I dunno if he just fakes it.....has problems.....or these things really happen to him......
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Quote:
ChronicMuffin said:
about how i could possibly be a psychotic killer when i got older (only 17)
admitting youre an underage minor?
ban?
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