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Anonymous #1
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 Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip 
#9732209 - 02/04/09 01:28 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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My friends and I decided to do mushrooms and go on an adventure through the park. We ate the mush and left. Things were fine for the come up and most of the middle of the trip, but then i started to look around at the people at the park.
Everyone i looked at looked like mindless zombies. They were all doing nothing just sitting around, i can't really explain what i saw in these people. All the people started to make me think about life and death. I thought about how it doesn't matter what I do because it will just lead to my death.
It's like there was this voice in my head that was telling me to just get it over with, and just end it. I remember this one specific moment when we were walking over this bridge and i was really tempted to jump off of it.
I've done mushrooms more times than i can count and I've never felt like this on any of them. I'm not suicidal in normally. This all happened on my last mushroom trip.
I'm kind of scared to do mush again.
Has anyone had any experiences like this?
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9732217 - 02/04/09 01:29 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yep.
Meditate more.
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Anonymous #3
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #2]
#9732234 - 02/04/09 01:31 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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It is normal to experience ANYTHING while you are tripping. Seriously. It's when you're still experiencing it the next day that you need to be concerned IMO.
Just sounds like a nasty trip to me. It happens sometimes.
Of course, it's totally up to you if you want to trip again or not. You run the risk of feeling that way again, and I'm guessing you don't want to. Gotta weigh out your priorities.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #2]
#9732244 - 02/04/09 01:33 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #2 said:
Yep.
Meditate more.
you had suicidal thoughts? what happened?
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Anonymous #4
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9732292 - 02/04/09 01:41 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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The thought of death never leaves my mind while tripping. It's our destiny, right?
You have to realize death will come, it doesn't need any prodding from you. You WILL die, no reason to think about it now.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9732295 - 02/04/09 01:42 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Pretty much the only reason why I didn't kill myself at the time was because I didn't want to inflict the pain and suffering on my friends and family.
Definitely helped put a fresh perspective on things; I wouldn't trade having the experience.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #4]
#9732337 - 02/04/09 01:49 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #4 said:
The thought of death never leaves my mind while tripping. It's our destiny, right?
thats exactly what i was thinking
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Anonymous #5
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9732366 - 02/04/09 01:53 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yup, the only promise of birth is death. 
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Anonymous #6
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #5]
#9732522 - 02/04/09 02:25 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have thought about "killing myself" while on shrooms. But not seriously, more of like "What would happen if i terminated this experience right now" More of just trippy psychedelic thinking, not depressed suicidal thoughts.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #6]
#9732662 - 02/04/09 02:55 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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I wasnt really sad or depressed it was more like whats the point in living, the end means death so why dont i get it over with now.
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Anonymous #7
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9732914 - 02/04/09 04:39 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip
sounds like something F_G would say.
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Anonymous #3
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #7]
#9732950 - 02/04/09 05:22 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ba-dum tish!
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Anonymous #8
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9733183 - 02/04/09 08:59 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Death is inevitable, realizing that while on mushrooms isn't out of the ordinary. Your perspective about why we're living in the first place when we're destined to die is another.
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Anonymous #9
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #8]
#9737392 - 02/04/09 11:36 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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People who go through life without thinking of suicide are largely mindless zombies.
Good for you. This experience will help you find a way to create meaning in life.
One of the existentialists had a line of thought that the aesthetic value of the comically absurd struggle to create meaning out of our ultimately futile and meaningless lives was itself enough to give meaning to life.
Another thing that helped me deal with feeling suicidal was reading about buckminster fuller's response to being extremely suicidal. (try the google).
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Anonymous #10
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9737743 - 02/05/09 12:22 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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If I was on that bitch I'd probably kill myself
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Anonymous #1
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #9]
#9737966 - 02/05/09 12:50 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #9 said:
People who go through life without thinking of suicide are largely mindless zombies.
Good for you. This experience will help you find a way to create meaning in life.
One of the existentialists had a line of thought that the aesthetic value of the comically absurd struggle to create meaning out of our ultimately futile and meaningless lives was itself enough to give meaning to life.
Another thing that helped me deal with feeling suicidal was reading about buckminster fuller's response to being extremely suicidal. (try the google).
i think i just read what you were talking about was it this
"If I take oath never again to work for my own advantaging and to work only for all others for whom my experience-gained knowledge may be of benefit, I may be justified in not throwing myself away. This will, of course, mean that I will not be able to escape the pain and mortification of being an absolute failure in playing the game of life as it has been taught to me."
this is a really great quote
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Anonymous #11
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9738537 - 02/05/09 02:39 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #1 said:
My friends and I decided to do mushrooms and go on an adventure through the park. We ate the mush and left. Things were fine for the come up and most of the middle of the trip, but then i started to look around at the people at the park.
Everyone i looked at looked like mindless zombies. They were all doing nothing just sitting around, i can't really explain what i saw in these people. All the people started to make me think about life and death. I thought about how it doesn't matter what I do because it will just lead to my death.
It's like there was this voice in my head that was telling me to just get it over with, and just end it. I remember this one specific moment when we were walking over this bridge and i was really tempted to jump off of it.
I've done mushrooms more times than i can count and I've never felt like this on any of them. I'm not suicidal in normally. This all happened on my last mushroom trip.
I'm kind of scared to do mush again.
Has anyone had any experiences like this?
GTFO troll 
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Anonymous #12
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #11]
#9738903 - 02/05/09 04:04 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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The only time I don't have suicidal thoughts is when I'm on drugs.
Thats fuckkked up.
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Anonymous #3
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #12]
#9738905 - 02/05/09 04:05 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey, at least they don't make your suicidal thoughts worse.
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Anonymous #9
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Re: Suicidal Thoughts While On Mushroom Trip [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9739175 - 02/05/09 06:39 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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that wasn't precisely the quote I had in mind but it's pretty damn good one.
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