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Anonymous #1
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 I know this belongs in the psych forum... 
#9261126 - 11/17/08 06:13 PM (4 years, 6 months ago) |
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So if you could relay some people here appropriatly to get some perspective...
Anyway I'm here to discuss some ideas that have been floating through my head it seems at this point I might as well get into it whether then throw the dice or leave it up to fate so im going to have to get some really strange shit down here.
Anyway i tripped a couple years back and had a mind blowing experience in all senses of the word. I realized whom my friends were and made some decisions that effect me to this day. Anywho during a point in the night things got a little hectic, I was going logically insane cus i didnt fuck some hot lil bitch and my dudes was calling me out on it, i simply thought it was bad and id get some anyway but when things started going against me, mainly the visualize i got pretty worked up.
Definantly alot of mistrust, but during this i ignored my friends and had the coldest thoughts i could ever imagining of journying to hell after me immenent death to see how things were, work the devil himself over then switch back to heaven james bond style, anyway at some point i realized how crazy it was and just wished to be in my happy place or it couldve been before that junction anyway as the particles around did their wishy washey thing i kept my hopes up, cursed, then begged for mercy from god to let me live and basically just getting used to my new style of thinking, never felt more powerful or weak in my entire life. At some point i thought it was very very important i stop weed altogether but i didnt i just avoided it for a lil then went on with my biz, the next day i smoked and thought i heard my brain crack while passing. It happened another time with the idea of the room around me as well.
ight so flash forward to now, i was looking for evidence of black knowledge and came across one of those weird spiritual voo doo websites it talked of astral projection as a means of time travel and one of the steps involved that happy place so it led me to here.
Ive had visions, memories or dreams in the past that put up a sign to me.
First off was on i had directly after that one trip, I was with my friend when he informed me i was in a alternate dimsension. Although it was in the past he was glad i rolled with him cause he figured his other friend wouldnt make it. So he informs me anyway that the moon looks differnt, the romans still run the period and yadayada, now heres were things get shifty, he tells me if i pretend im gay or bi do some shit like that once, that i will get lots of bitches.
I dont know whether or not i said yes or no. I beleive I didnt find a problem with it but i didnt want to have anything to do with it, i mean i thought it was ok but i thought the means were jarred because I WAS TALKING TO HIM(not loopy)
If i said no it meant i was straight if it was yes i was lying
Rhe funny thing was the idea of ying and yang was ever so present here i mean if i did say yes i was just seeing what would happen, but i did beleive the option was correct, so in saying it outload I felt ok with it, but the same could have just as been the other way but i wouldnt have lied the other way, or i am just making things up this just seemed worth mentioning. After the answer i quickly snapped out of it or woke up.
Ok fast forward to earlier and im a little on the 'delusional' side by medical terms nothing evidently wrong but my mind is usually racing with stuff (guilty or not) but this isnt the typical so ill be brief.
I have this memorie of that same friend this time he's telling me about this other "friend" this guy does music but he hasnt been doing it long although people are jealous of him and not giving him credit. He also tells me that the kid thinks his brother is messin with him when really he is just gettin caught up in a football game, tapping on a desk to be a dick when he doesnt like something or picking his nose and making pizza. Anyway the kid goes off on him out load in a weird sort of eccentric sort of way basically threatning him though exceptionally exaggerated, but the kid knows his family his 'loopy' as well as he has been around so long abusing his fair share of drugs. Anyway he informs me this kid is the likes of a necromancer and manages to scare the crap outta his bro when he hears his bed tapping the wall next to him, a sorta "Ill break your fucking neck" type of thought bubble...
The next one that struck me the most was another time i was with another friend working out, he talks of some loser kid that lives in his area back with his other fam that has a cat, but his family hated it, but its making them happy, a dude that curses him out for making a shitty beat then his brother starting shit because he didnt do anything while the dude was jus using him to break up with his girl that the loser kid was too blase to actually make a move(lazy, conceited) that the kid also smoked weed, had no job and was made fun of by neighborhood children because they learned it from the adults and had really had high expectations for girlfriends when his friend was the only reason they dated him, was hit in the face by a folding chair for cursing someone as they walked away but his friends didnt do much cept kick the kids out and no one really knew why the kid felt the need or misheard... anyway the point was the kid was lazy and lame but their were alot of coincidentellys so things were ok (another friend that has ties but is also lazy/gets more girls but is hanging out playing videagames/whatever)
i cant seem to remember much else but i know things after that got a lil weird i mean he started talking how everyone was making the kid out to be angry when really he was jus reckless tho he did speed in the parking lot after being in one of those moods.
Last but not least is where im stuck, im with my other brother he's on the computer when he shows me this book of people that have been hypnotised and interviewed to find they have past lives and mysterious scars where their apparent mortal wound was in their past life, he goes on about a website about near death expeirence.
the rest is up in the air, but i thought he told me about this kid whom took LSD or some type of drug and after flashing light sightings in the sky, flying objects, a clear image of jesus on his foggy window and collective reality he predicted a flight he was supposed to take to amsterdam was going to crash while with his friend talking about other things, he said no one beleived him, but it did happen (no one ever found out what the cause of it was) he informed me the kid died months after in a freak accident involving decapitation.
All i remember saying was "like final destination?" then him informing me "no it was very real"
I told myself id never take LSD then i either woke up, phased out or went on with my life.(this could be imagined but i asked how so and he said he called 911 didnt get anything and he put up some banners that were taking down)
One last thing he said was he made remarks on a site, but the site was soon shut down by the goverment soon later, but the sight had a lot of advanced ideas for its time.
Well anyway i thought id put this down to share it seems important enough that i at least write it down but it seems ever more so important that i dont drink, smoke from now on, not run red lights, look at BOTH sides of the road and change my flat. By accident i told my friend he'd get sucked through a engine while my other friend mentioned decapitation the rest of this was very literal but only made its way into these paragraphs after they actually happened i drew the line at an outburst and when i was speeding though.
If anyone has any opinions on the matter shoot, let me say though this all felt very real thought i dont think i ever did remember what that book said... i thought it was black with weird skulls and stuff on the front i tried to get it but i think my bro forgot.
thanks for listening
but if anyone had advice or something similar to share I'd be grateful.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: I know this belongs in the psych forum... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9261211 - 11/17/08 06:28 PM (4 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm a pretty patient person, but that it too much to read. Can you condense it?
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Anonymous #3
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Re: I know this belongs in the psych forum... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9261279 - 11/17/08 06:39 PM (4 years, 6 months ago) |
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wow that was all really intense. and confusing, too, but i think i got some of what you were trying to say. so this only pertains to a little bit of it.
personally i believe that there is no such thing as a coincidence, everything is tied together in ways we'll most likely never be able to understand. i also feel that for me, mushrooms gave me the ability to see those connections a little clearer from time to time. that being said, i don't think that doing drugs gives you some special ability to predict things or see the future. my only advice would be not to live in fear of something you perceived while tripping.
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Anonymous #4
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Re: I know this belongs in the psych forum... [Re: Anonymous #3]
#9261388 - 11/17/08 06:59 PM (4 years, 6 months ago) |
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theres no way im reading all that. sum it up a lil bit. i mean a lot.
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Anonymous #5
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Re: I know this belongs in the psych forum... [Re: Anonymous #3]
#9261398 - 11/17/08 07:01 PM (4 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #3 said:
my only advice would be not to live in fear of something you perceived while tripping.
always good advice 
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Anonymous #1
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Re: I know this belongs in the psych forum... [Re: Anonymous #5]
#9261668 - 11/17/08 07:52 PM (4 years, 6 months ago) |
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thanks that means alot to me
but theres no way im condensing THAT unless i have a 10 foot pole and a radioactive suit
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Anonymous #6
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Re: I know this belongs in the psych forum... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9264232 - 11/18/08 03:27 AM (4 years, 6 months ago) |
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Racing thoughts and delusions are separate animals.
Racing thoughts are a symptom of manic episodes, mania in general, and sometimes depression.
A delusion is simply a false belief; but can be linked with mania, or a large candy shop of psychological disorders.
People often feel guilty after a manic episode.
The problem is when clients throw psychedelic experiences into the mix, we have a difficult time sorting out what's caused by what.
I'm aware that this doesn't assist you all that well, but may give you some insight.
-more unsolicited advice from Foothill
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Anonymous #1
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Re: I know this belongs in the psych forum... [Re: Anonymous #6]
#9303774 - 11/24/08 02:09 PM (4 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well i called 911 and told them i had a bad premonition
they sent a cop to fill out a report and im telling him about the bad dream i had the last one were the person warned the people they didnt beleive then the plane crashed and he died shortly after...
anyway they say they cant help me because i dont have a date or time then they accuse me of being on drugs, mind you i hadnt smoked in over three days before you know it the three of them are in my house questioning my parents, i get escorted out of my house in front of my neighbor then taken to the pysch ward at the hospital, they tell me im paranoid and im have delayed reactions from smoking weed, i dont tell them anymore then i need to, but one of the ladys is nice enough to write off the self fulfilling prophecy i have about my own death
im slipped some anti psycotics humble for a coulple days then released
i dont know what else to do everyone seems to be writing it off as a hoax when they tell me they can help me they give me a mental health hot line "!?"
id contact the FAA but im afraid id go unnoticed
i dont know what the fuck to do the whole 2 day stay now almost seems like a part of the prophecy itself, a guy i was talking to there actually schooled me on near death expeirence he had and they were nothing of the sort of bad dreams, more like bad luck and quick reaction time and good bluffing skills.
Really dont know what else to beleieve right now, might do some more research but i think i may have lost a lotta trust with that "episode"
911 is a joke.
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Anonymous #7
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Re: I know this belongs in the psych forum... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#9308632 - 11/25/08 03:07 AM (4 years, 5 months ago) |
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This may seem like an odd question, but why are you so desperate to warn everybody of something that, if it is going to happen, is inevitable?
I mean, either this shit is going to happen, in which case warnings won't help anybody, or it isn't going to happen in which case your premonition is just a bad dream.
Stop acting in ways that will end up with you in the loony bin. You won't save anybody, because nobody needs to be saved.
Accept the future for what it is.
The only one you can save is yourself.
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