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 Starting to use cocaine daily...
#8881203 - 09/05/08 08:42 AM (2 months, 29 days ago) |
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For the last four weeks(28 day's) I have used coke for 19 day's. 14 day's strait, 7 day's off, then 5 on again.
I am not doing much, on average .3 gram's in a day. One line to wake up, one after coffee break, and one after lunch.
I have been working as a farm hand for the last three months, and my boss is my hookup. I have not used coke daily before in my life, normally I consider it a party drug to be used once every few months or so. But when you are working 10 to 14 hour day's it really helps.
But starting today I have several day's off, and I find myself wanting to do some more just for the 'pick me up' effects. I wanna stop using it before it really gets outa hand.
Does anybody have any idea's on how I could get my mind off of it? I have gone for a jog already, cleaned the house, the yard is maintained, and now I am bored.
bla.
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 stewy1412
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 Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8881261 - 09/05/08 09:00 AM (2 months, 29 days ago) |
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watch a movie
go outside
ride a bike
sell your remaining powder
stay on the computer
listen to music
fuck a girl
just some ideas
hope you can kick your habbit, man
i know a guy that was hooked on coke for some time and it wasnt good.
spending 200 buck a week every week
not wanting to hang out with anyone
coke is not something you want to do every day
maybe a few times a month but if you get addicted, its too hard to get off it
good luck man
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Anonymous #1
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: stewy1412]
#8881389 - 09/05/08 09:37 AM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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sell your remaining powder
Yea, I really should do that, but when it's a rock the size of the first knuckle of my thumb, it is hard to part with something that good looking.. ;D
I gave it to my wife to hide already, so I don't have access to it until I get back to work where everybody does it. I am looking for a different job in the next few day's to get out of the situation.
funny you mention it though, I am getting to the point where I don't want to hang around anybody. not because I want to stay at home and get high by myself, but rather that I find myself over analyzing things said by others. And starting to get suspicious of what others think of me.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8881411 - 09/05/08 09:45 AM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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i get that way too from weed but only very mildly like i can ignore it and just go with the flow
now iv only done coke once, kindof liked it but not enough to get full blown addicted.
good idea to have your wife hide it
just remember tho, if you start tearing through the house like a drunken DEA officer looking for it, you know you need to stop
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8881422 - 09/05/08 09:47 AM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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Man I used to do cocaine with all the money I had. I knew it was bad, and I always felt dirty when I was doing it. It got to the point where I realized that I just had to quit and never touch it again. I had to go cold-turkey, which is the only way that seems plausible to me to quit addictions. You just have to realize how incredibly addictive it is.
You already recognize that you have a problem, which is the first step.
I don't have too much more advice than go find something to do. With all the money that coke costs, you could go out to a decent lunch and dinner every day, or find a pretty pricey hobby that you'll enjoy. It's all about taking your mind off of it. I smoked weed to help me out a lot.
Good luck quitting man, it's not easy.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8881444 - 09/05/08 09:55 AM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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> Does anybody have any idea's on how I could get my mind off of it?
No easy way... the bill has to be paid, so to speak. When I was in your shoes, the fact that I couldn't stop thinking about it scared me straight, literally. Let fear work in your favor and don't touch the stuff again, no matter what! It shouldn't take long, a few days to a week, for the draw to go away. You will still have fond memories, but let the fear of addiction keep you straight. You have to have the will power.
(I would recommend changing jobs, if possible, to remove the constant temptation of being close to the hookup.)
Good luck and stay strong to yourself!
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Coffee]
#8881449 - 09/05/08 09:56 AM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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I did coke everyday for a week straight, some top notch white too.
I was doing about .1 a day. I never had any addictive feelings after that week. I even did some more the next week and did it on Monday Tuesday and Wednesday. Not addictive. I don't know what everyone says.
And I am snorting at least 95% pure stuff... Most people are using crappy cut shit.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: 0192837465]
#8881473 - 09/05/08 10:02 AM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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its all about the person
ive never been addicted to anything
i smoke cigs maybe once a month(last summer i smoked a pack a day for a while, and didnt get addicted)
i drink probably once a month(i only smoke cigs if im drunk)
ive been smoking weed since freshmen year in high school off and on(i know i can stop at any time i want, ive done it many times)
i dont get addicted probably because i dont have an addictive personallity like 0192837465
but others that i know will smoke one cig and wont stop the rest of the day
im not trying to sound better than you cause i dont get addicted im just trying to prove that some people get addicted easier than others
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: stewy1412]
#8881483 - 09/05/08 10:05 AM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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Get some wellbutrin, it really helps with withdrawls without the nasty side effects.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: 0192837465]
#8882270 - 09/05/08 12:56 PM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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0192837465 said:
I did coke everyday for a week straight, some top notch white too.
I was doing about .1 a day. I never had any addictive feelings after that week. I even did some more the next week and did it on Monday Tuesday and Wednesday. Not addictive. I don't know what everyone says.
And I am snorting at least 95% pure stuff... Most people are using crappy cut shit.
I know what you are talking about. The first two weeks I have been using seemed quite easy to get along. I even took a week break thinking there is nothing to it. After these last few day's I started noticing the comedown after doing a line which did not happen the first two weeks. Then three day's ago I got the sweats after not doing it for a day. Took a line and I felt great again.
I am not craving the drug as in I NEED more, but I feel like I got a cold, but I know it would go away with another line.
This is also not the first time I have used coke, but I have not used it daily for more than 4 day's in a row before. and my previous use was over 2 years ago.
Thanks to all for the support. I am stopping it before it get's too out of hand. Things aint so bad yet but I don't want a habbit like my boss--7 grams within a week--. At least posting here about it put's it into better perspective for me.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: 0192837465]
#8882482 - 09/05/08 01:43 PM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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0192837465 said:
I did coke everyday for a week straight, some top notch white too.
I was doing about .1 a day. I never had any addictive feelings after that week. I even did some more the next week and did it on Monday Tuesday and Wednesday. Not addictive. I don't know what everyone says.
And I am snorting at least 95% pure stuff... Most people are using crappy cut shit.
this has been my experience too. most of it is psychological, like smoking cigarettes. in fact, i'd say cigarettes are more physically addicting than coke is.
really if you want to stop, is stop. it's really not much harder than that. anytime you get cravings don't give in and divert your attention to something else.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8882754 - 09/05/08 02:42 PM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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Replace coke with green tea or some other mild stimulant. It'll provide the necessary impetus and energy to wake up, get out, and do things--and yet won't provide a crash or the addiction that coke does.
Think of all the free time you'll have without the bolivian marching powder--use it to contemplate the meaning of everything or change things in your life for the better.
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 Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8882795 - 09/05/08 02:51 PM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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Whoa, your boss is quite the businessman! Assuming that you are paying him for the cocaine, he could be paying you with your own money, while he gets increased work productivity on account of the stimulant effects of the drug he is pushing.
Pretty smart, if not also a bit unethical. 
If I were you, I would find another job.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8882905 - 09/05/08 03:12 PM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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Anonymous said:
I gave it to my wife to hide already, so I don't have access to it until I get back to work where everybody does it. I am looking for a different job in the next few day's to get out of the situation.
If you can't control yourself, sounds like you already have a coke problem, no matter how much/little you use. Find that new job soon.
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~ R.W. Emerson, "Spiritual Laws"
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: geokills]
#8885845 - 09/06/08 09:27 AM (2 months, 28 days ago) |
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Well, we are not paying for the product. technically..
Every two weeks we get a bonus. We can choose either cash or blow. So even though he is an unethical dude when it boils down to it, he has left the decision to the employee.
I did find another job already, that is the good thing about having your welding ticket.
Whiskeyclone;
Yea, I realized that once I was wanting the drug just because, and the nose bleeds, I got a problem. But that just means I gotta stop now.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8885874 - 09/06/08 09:36 AM (2 months, 27 days ago) |
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However much it's going to suck quitting now, it's going to suck a lot more quitting in the future.
People told me that about cigarettes. It's been 7 years. I should have listened.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: S_2]
#8886358 - 09/06/08 11:10 AM (2 months, 27 days ago) |
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glad to see you found another job, if everyone around you is using cocaine at all times that'd be living in a tweekers world. zooma zoom zoom.
kudos to you my friend for being wise - to recognize a problem and take action.
When i have problems a find relief in nature. Go somewhere (if possible)that appears untouched by man. On a river bank alone, thats where i found myself and God. It was my worse and best day ever.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#8887956 - 09/06/08 06:32 PM (2 months, 27 days ago) |
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Someone VERY close to me was once advised 'don't get hooked, you'll lose your house, job, wife, car, kids, life' - this someone said 'don't worry buddy, i can control this' - He was VERY wrong, coke used on a daily basis will cost you dearly, pleeeease, my shroomery brother, stop now while you have a chance. And when you stop DONT look back, ever! - $35,000 was spent in 6 months on a daily binge and a comfortable life has been lost, it's not worth it. If you're using with someone else at work; a friend, help him too and the both of you should move to that new job.
GL!!!!!! 
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: hoodbran]
#8887966 - 09/06/08 06:34 PM (2 months, 27 days ago) |
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hoodbran said: $35,000 was spent in 6 months on a daily binge
Not to incite cocaine use, but that sounds like an awesome six months.
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Re: Starting to use cocaine daily... [Re: deCypher]
#8887978 - 09/06/08 06:38 PM (2 months, 27 days ago) |
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The Cypher said:
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hoodbran said: $35,000 was spent in 6 months on a daily binge
Not to incite cocaine use, but that sounds like an awesome six months.
It was  and that's the juxtaposition.
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