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 BigJonMud
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 Amanita is AWESOME!!!
#8563878 - 06/25/08 06:57 PM (5 months, 7 days ago) |
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Speed is of the essence.
Or at least, it was. You see, the last thing that I remember before in engaging in what I believe is amongst the 'true psychedelic potential' of amanita.. I had a curious little vision..
I had my 45min nap after some moderate nausea and extreme tiredness.. got up for a walk around (cos I slept through my whole last 15g trip) and decided I needed some more sleep. I thought to myself 'hey, I just dont reckon most ppl know how to trip properly.. i mean, do they know that the mushroom consiousness is in them..despite whatever chemical name it is given.. do they realised it is a god? an entity?
..and nearly as soon as I thought a few of these thoughts, I found an Amanita in my mind. There was a gnome sitting atop of it. I ipcked the mushroom, the gnome disappeared, and I 'walked through' a door in the Fly agaric. I realised that I had 20g of magical mushroom inside of me, and that I was the shaman in this story. That begins an epic unravelling of time and space. Or re-ravelling.
Although I was both sensible and delirous enough to be imagining the width and breadth of the entire universe in one mental image.. and to talk and explain the epxerience to my g.f.. I will give only the major insights I recieved, for I feel this was a clean and universal template that was being presented.. and was also nice and neat.
Its a deliriant, yeah? Well, after my peak I could not walk without falling over. Not only the visual sense was condensed and slowed (distorted).. but my mind was working so quickly that I understood this new energy to be taking its time in healing my body cells, my mind and my spirit.
I give huge thanks to my g.f who came to lie with me and make sure i was ok. As I began my semi-delirious ramble.. everything came into pure focus. Recentyl vauge concepts became conrete truth. In particular, I was explainign the immense visual that I was having. NOt like psilocye at all- so much CLEANER. And realer. It was my own mind on supercharge, rather than an alien mind infesting me.
I was talking about waves..and wavelengths. In fact, I was physically experincing the polar reality of the universe. Of all things. I could 'see' this polar reality, and many other 'truths' I was considering, as very basic shapes. No grand landscapes of convoluted morpholiges, simply brightligh coloured lego bricks that were my own brain as they were the whole world. There was such basic simplicity in the visions, while being overwhelmingly packed full of meaning an detail.
The whole time I was rambling, and things were becoming clearer and more sensible- there was also a part of me getting quicker, and quicker and quicker. I soon new this to be an aspect the wavelenght phenomena and evetually felt myself humming in tune with the many various realites that I was moving through. With my eyes closed, I couldnt help but feel that I was coming up to the peak.. I started at edges of the conceivable universe.. and slowly, getting quicker I was coming right into tthe centre. Into the centre of me. Into the centre of one dot. One tiny point of focus amidst all the absurdity that is.
I explained to my g.f that shit was gonna get real busy. That I didnt know what was coming, but that it was gonna be ok. I likened it to an implosion. I was the rise and fall of oceans. In the cellular, all pervading sense. As it was coming in.. and folding up.. and condensing down I waondered what would happen as my mind imploded. would here be another direction I would need to unfold out into?
It was endelss. Infinite. The grandest thing, was how easily I was able to concieve of infinity. Something Id previously never been able to do.
Thankyou Amanita.
It was around that stage that I started to wonder if my cellular vibration wasnt just about to hit hyperspace. That distant, speeding collapse.. not unlike the bigbang itself.. crushed down in on me, and then expanded into infinite microscopicness. The world within, is every bit as vast as the world outside. It seems totally viable that I was about to be physically displaced into a new universe.
Instead.. what followed was like this:
My mind was way too fast for my body. This has to be one of the effects that the bersekers capitalised on. HOWEVER, at this dosage I understood my body could not yet handle the vibration of my mind, and instead of experiencing the outer world with an inner hyperspeed, that is when shit got way Delirious!
I just had to get some music on. But I couldnt use the mouse, cos every one click I tried to make, endedup being an involutary 5-6 clicks instead. Walking to the bathroom, I fell over and hit my head on the doorframe very hard. For every 3 seconds I felt present, there was one second that I was somewhere else. Almost like 'blinking' in an out of this reailty, this common wavelength of sahred expereince. I fell ove rmany times on the way to to the toilet, and made myself quite the mess to clean in the morning. lol.
It was pure hell, to have the computer crash half way through Pink floyds ummagumma. The syneshteisa that I expereinced is beyond words. No drug to this day, has allowed me that level of vivid visualisation with music. Vivid, but of a different nature than psilocybe. The kinethesthetic/visual/auditory synesthesia was overwhleming but amazing.
I managed to chop myself a couple of cones, which I nearly dropped several times. Then I did. I packed myself a cone from the floor, scorning my g.f for being so retardedly uselss for me in that state.. and then blanked out twice during that one inhalation. Deliriant indeed.
Um yeah. It was f*ckin radical. To those who just get sick, or feel durnk or whatever.. geez, I dunno what to say. This was every bit as profound as (5dry grams of Psilocybe subaeruginosa+25grams fresh)
I found the Amanita entity to be much more loving, divine and older (than immortal?lol) than the psilocybe. Mush more generous and caring also. Thast was my 4th time. 5-10-15 and last night 20dry grams. They were found growing under oak near a lake. A very magical grove to begin with.
Yeah, I hope ppl read this and throw out all those bullshit reports and decide to find out for themselves.
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 Shnezbit
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: BigJonMud]
#8564409 - 06/25/08 09:16 PM (5 months, 7 days ago) |
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I broke through on Amanita also. I can relate to this report.
I remember thinking at the time it was like the lyrics to Helter Skelter.
I would feel on top of the world one moment then really low the next, over and over again.
I thought I unraveled the answer to everything and that the universe was ending right then and there.
It was intense, started out fun then it got really weird, disorienting and confusing for me.
It sounds like you had a great time though.
Edited by Shnezbit (06/25/08 09:17 PM)
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BigJonMud
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: Shnezbit]
#8565598 - 06/26/08 06:27 AM (5 months, 7 days ago) |
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Thanks.
I didn't realise I had 'broken through'. Just figured I was getting the 'good stuff'.
It definitely occured to me how whack it would be, had I recycled the stuff.
Undeniably, in my mind Amanita has a whole lot to offer.
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: BigJonMud]
#8568165 - 06/26/08 06:34 PM (5 months, 6 days ago) |
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As far as 'Broken Through' goes, I guess I just meant that its easy to underestimate the amount one needs to have a full trip, and people often complain of mild or no affects.
At the time I took it I didn't even know the difference between cubensis and amanita. I ended up eating 3/4 ounce of amanita, I was suprised at the amount. I hear tea is the way to go though.
It sounds like Amanita is calling you for more investigation 
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eve69
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: Shnezbit]
#8568521 - 06/26/08 08:03 PM (5 months, 6 days ago) |
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Until this report I hadn't heard much that was good to make me want to assay tham, but now, I just may, if offered, or whatever....
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: eve69]
#8568657 - 06/26/08 08:28 PM (5 months, 6 days ago) |
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hmm.
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BigJonMud
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: eve69]
#8573452 - 06/28/08 04:23 AM (5 months, 5 days ago) |
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Quote:
eve69 said:
Until this report I hadn't heard much that was good to make me want to assay tham, but now, I just may, if offered, or whatever....
My intentions exactly.
Many days later, I still feel an intimate and very real connection to what I have learnt. Far beyond the seeming forgetfulness of a significatn psilocybe trip.
Has anyone read, or know of a good extraction tek for Amanita?
I'd really like to try a .5g sometime in the near future.. Iv cooked it up a couple of times, but since the 'queasy' I can't bring myself to drink it again:(
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: BigJonMud]
#8601568 - 07/06/08 05:35 PM (4 months, 27 days ago) |
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Why did I have such a shitty experience? I picked mine in late November near Seattle. I had always read about the Fly Agaric all my life and had long felt such an affinity and yearning to trip on them one day! After all the reading I had done on the mushroom throughout my life.....I felt like I had made friends with it long before I ever even found the mushroom itself to take! Then finally when I did, back in 2005.....it was not fun. What a let down. They say either Heaven or HELL can be found in the Amanita muscaria.
Why the hell did I get I get the hell end of it??
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BigJonMud
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Good question, perhaps.
Perhaps not.
It doesnt matter how humbly I approach psilocybe, they can still try to hurt me.
With Amanita, I sent it only love and that seems to be what I keep getting back. I hope that i'd learnt from a bunch of bad trips
2 other main things in my mind:
-what and where they grow from. I dont like the idea of eating them from pines.
-How thoroughly they are oven dried, and reconsituted before drinking. An extra 1/2hour in the oven, can make all teh difference to taste and gag reflex.
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: BigJonMud]
#8603033 - 07/07/08 02:59 AM (4 months, 27 days ago) |
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Cool to hear muscaria having positive effects for others. I had a consciousness expanding effect, kind of like my consciousness was flowing in an uplifting way, kind of like you might expect monks to chant, and I have a visionary dream of standing in a dirty river which was purified by my presence there.
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BigJonMud
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: burgatory]
#8624246 - 07/12/08 02:22 AM (4 months, 22 days ago) |
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Thats pretty rad.
What dose?
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weiliiiiiii
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: BigJonMud]
#8627357 - 07/12/08 10:26 PM (4 months, 21 days ago) |
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jesus is an amanita muscaria shroom
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: weiliiiiiii]
#8639821 - 07/15/08 08:44 PM (4 months, 18 days ago) |
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^^Uhhhh old news to me.
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BigJonMud
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: RedRainDrop]
#8878635 - 09/04/08 06:51 PM (2 months, 29 days ago) |
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It took me 20g to have what was a fairly full on experience with Amanita.
I suspect 15g could do it, if in a meditative state
Iv since been using 1-2 tsp in a 8-10hour slow cooked stew, and its enough to have a greta laugh, see blue tinges on everything, warm up the body.. get limber enough to have great stretching sessions, etc, etc.
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Re: Amanita is AWESOME!!! [Re: BigJonMud]
#8878662 - 09/04/08 06:55 PM (2 months, 29 days ago) |
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Glad to hear you had a good trip. I love Amanitas myself.
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