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 Acidic_Sloth
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 Re: 1940-2003: In Memoriam MOM [Re: zeta]
#1699090 - 07/09/03 08:21 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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it was very touching ... i almost cried, but i caught myself beforehand.
WS, my prayers are going out to you. you mother will always be there guiding you thru your life. take care, my friend, and best of luck.
love,
a_s
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 Wiccan_Seeker
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 Re: 1940-2003: In Memoriam MOM [Re: Acidic_Sloth]
#1704928 - 07/11/03 02:15 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yesterday my mom was cremated.
My brother and I said our last goodbyes and closed the coffin. I can't describe the horror of having to lose someone as dear to you as our mother was to us, but time waits for no-one.
Over 50 people, family and friends, were gathered for the ceremony. My brother, me and my uncle (her brother)each spoke our prepared speeches, the ceremony ended with her music of choice (Beethoven's 5th paino concerto, part 2)and we all said our goodbyes. Afterwards we all gatered for a simple meal, a tradition where I live.
What can I say? Somehow the ceremony proved to turn another page of grief and helped us find peace with her demise. Much grief lies ahead and she will be missed for all our lives, but my brother and I feel we did what we could and that if she would be there to witness, she'd be proud of us. I feel drained and need some rest, but much needs be arranged also. Next week our father takes us out sailing, in a way re-uniting our broken home for a short while.
We grew closer through this ordeal, the three of us.
My mother has returned to dust and her Spirit and Body have moved completely to the other side.
May she rest in peace and forever wander the path we all travel.
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Wiccan_Seeker
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I want to thank you all for all your loving care and support through all of this. It is good to know you care, even though we just know eachother by words, nicks and pics only.
Despite all the bitching going on, the Shroomery truely is a fine community.
Thank you all for your care and support, especially since a cop-out was a mere tap on the backspace-button away.
Thank you and bless your hearts.
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boO
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Condolences, it was only now that i was able to read your story in full detail.
Your mom is in a better place if you believe so...my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family
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Ped
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Friend.
Certainly her death has also been her fortunate rebirth into a life of new experience, wonder and learning.
May your own pain be lessened and brief.
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Snobrdr311
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 Re: 1940-2003: In Memoriam MOM [Re: Ped]
#1707836 - 07/12/03 02:24 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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I am terribly sorry for your loss. Words can not describe how hard this must be for you. I lost my grandfather and best friend on December 29th 2002, it was my first experience with death and losing anyone I was even remotly close to.
I never shed tears, but after reading your first post I did. I visualized myself in your shoes, losing my mother, going through the same things you just went through. It must be horrible. I'm sorry. Keep your head up, times heals.
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Wiccan_Seeker
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Quote:
WARNING!
The last post in this topic is more than 30 days old! (exactly 1819 days)
Please only post a reply if it is truly relevant!!
Today it is exactly 5 years ago that she died.
You don't ever get completely over something like this, you integrate it in your life and move on.
5 years..
One thing is certain for me, and that is that her time had come. Her life could have gone one way, and that is far worse than it already was. Her death put an end to her suffering that went on for years.
How she died was a nightmare. That she died, put an end to her suffering before it got way way worse.
I believe it was for the best.
That dream, that nightmare I told about in the first post, it was her saying her goodbyes to me from her delirium. I later found out my brother experienced a similar transpersonal event, in the plane towards home.
5 years...
Rest in peace.
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Penguarky Tunguin
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What a crazy story. Sounds like you're doing alright though...?
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Wiccan_Seeker
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In the first 3 years I was pretty far from allright in many ways. For one, I ate absolute crap and tons of it, and gained 90 lbs. I stuffed myself so full of crap foods I gained what was left of her entire bodyweight in those years. Life had no meaning, and the pain was so strong back then. I didn't want to die, which is a good thing.
You never get over something like this, you integrate it in your life and move on.
I'm OK now, life is meaningful and enjoyable once more, and I've lost 30 of those lbs already.
I'm doing alright now, most definitely.
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Penguarky Tunguin
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For further information, consult your pineal gland.
Did you know America ranks the lowest in education but the highest in drug use? It's nice to be number one, but we can fix that. All we need to do is start the war on education.
These days, if a dog’s not getting fisted I can’t even get a boner.
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 justin_thyme
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Re: 1940-2003: In Memoriam MOM [Re: zeta]
#8594736 - 07/04/08 12:33 PM (3 months, 5 days ago) |
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Sorry to hear about that Wiccan. She's in a better place now. Good luck bro.
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Ferris
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Just yesterday I was brought to tears over the death of someone I hardly knew. Reading this touching post brought me close to that feeling again. I'm not one to cry, and I hadn't realized this was bumped for the aniversary. I'm glad that she lives on in your memory.
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