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moon_glue
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: Feanor]
#7311155 - 08/19/07 03:39 PM (1 year, 18 days ago) |
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that was a great read, and well written.
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"It's cool dude" and then he said something that only Robin would say that made me laugh, I don't remember exactly what it was, but I felt this feeling of connection to him, like we are these two little trooper kids on a journey through life, that have been together since the beginning of time.
"I fuckin love you, man".
haha i love that part.
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xk3m_indica
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: Feanor]
#7312619 - 08/19/07 11:32 PM (1 year, 17 days ago) |
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I'm not so sure. It's hard to explain. I look back on it with a certain aspect of sadness because, mostly, it was a very traumatic experience.
I am somewhat saddened that my mind has a hard time dealing and enjoying psychedelics. I ingest these substances somewhat frequently, and I constantly come back to the same thing:
"this is not for you" but there is something in there that I keep goingback to find. There is something there that I feel I will find, something in my mind. I can't explain it that well, but I had a flash of insight on Saturday night when I was on some 2c-e.
I thought "I'm looking for that experience... where your perception is clear" then I thought - DERRR - it's called 'reality' at about a dose of life milligrams.
Well, fuck.
I'm not sure I should still be doing these substances. It's not like I'm taking them all the time, I do a different substance probbaly once a month maybe less. But there is something I am yet tofind, and I feel that once I hit the DMT breakthrough, I will have reached the end of my drug intake.
-------------------- Ego sum fructus mihi mente
Ego sum partem hoc universo
ergo
Ego sum universum experioraret semet
Ego sum universum argumentaret semet
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: xk3m_indica]
#8333028 - 04/27/08 01:34 AM (4 months, 7 days ago) |
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It's a bit late to reply now, but I only read this report last night. As I was reading it I couldn't help but feel a connection to you, it's as if I wrote this myself man. I have a friend just like Rob and some of the stuff you experienced is eerily similar to what I have experienced over the past few years. Great report, thanks for posting this.
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On the thin ice of modern life
Dragging behind you the silent reproach
Of a million tear-stained eyes
Don't be surprised when a crack in the ice
Appears under your feet.
You slip out of your depth and out of your mind
With your fear flowing out behind you
As you claw the thin ice.
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: lukey2411]
#8346489 - 04/30/08 04:31 PM (4 months, 4 days ago) |
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Cheers buddy. Thanks for the late reply.
I remembered what Robin said that night, he brought it up in conversation not too long ago.
As I was going to bed to try and sleep, I asked him what he was doing he said
"I dunno, maybe have another beer, smoke a cone, dunno... smoke a ciggie maybe and die a little bit more inside"
I fucking love that kid.
-------------------- Ego sum fructus mihi mente
Ego sum partem hoc universo
ergo
Ego sum universum experioraret semet
Ego sum universum argumentaret semet
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RIP Albert Hofmann
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: xk3m_indica]
#8403313 - 05/14/08 11:13 PM (3 months, 20 days ago) |
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I have a similar quote. Once I was discussing what I would take from my house if it was burning down; iPod and camera.
I asked him the same question to which he replied.
"I'd probably just stay." It was pretty intense, but such a good call. haha
-------------------- If you should go skating
On the thin ice of modern life
Dragging behind you the silent reproach
Of a million tear-stained eyes
Don't be surprised when a crack in the ice
Appears under your feet.
You slip out of your depth and out of your mind
With your fear flowing out behind you
As you claw the thin ice.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucas2411
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xk3m_indica
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: lukey2411]
#8418500 - 05/18/08 10:49 PM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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where abouts in melb are you?
-------------------- Ego sum fructus mihi mente
Ego sum partem hoc universo
ergo
Ego sum universum experioraret semet
Ego sum universum argumentaret semet
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: i2cv76
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RIP Albert Hofmann
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: xk3m_indica]
#8418787 - 05/19/08 12:15 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Eastern suburbs. Ringwood.
Still in Tassie?
-------------------- If you should go skating
On the thin ice of modern life
Dragging behind you the silent reproach
Of a million tear-stained eyes
Don't be surprised when a crack in the ice
Appears under your feet.
You slip out of your depth and out of your mind
With your fear flowing out behind you
As you claw the thin ice.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucas2411
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: lukey2411]
#8419076 - 05/19/08 02:36 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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somewhere around that area.
-------------------- Ego sum fructus mihi mente
Ego sum partem hoc universo
ergo
Ego sum universum experioraret semet
Ego sum universum argumentaret semet
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: i2cv76
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RIP Albert Hofmann
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: xk3m_indica]
#8419230 - 05/19/08 06:15 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Tassie or Ringwood?
-------------------- If you should go skating
On the thin ice of modern life
Dragging behind you the silent reproach
Of a million tear-stained eyes
Don't be surprised when a crack in the ice
Appears under your feet.
You slip out of your depth and out of your mind
With your fear flowing out behind you
As you claw the thin ice.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucas2411
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xk3m_indica
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: lukey2411]
#8419246 - 05/19/08 06:28 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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somewhere soouth of the equator
-------------------- Ego sum fructus mihi mente
Ego sum partem hoc universo
ergo
Ego sum universum experioraret semet
Ego sum universum argumentaret semet
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RIP Albert Hofmann
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: xk3m_indica]
#8419253 - 05/19/08 06:33 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Oh, I know the place!
-------------------- If you should go skating
On the thin ice of modern life
Dragging behind you the silent reproach
Of a million tear-stained eyes
Don't be surprised when a crack in the ice
Appears under your feet.
You slip out of your depth and out of your mind
With your fear flowing out behind you
As you claw the thin ice.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucas2411
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xk3m_indica
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: lukey2411]
#8419304 - 05/19/08 07:06 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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yeh it's that little place just south of the northern hemisphere! you can't miss it! turn left at the big continent thingy
-------------------- Ego sum fructus mihi mente
Ego sum partem hoc universo
ergo
Ego sum universum experioraret semet
Ego sum universum argumentaret semet
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RIP Albert Hofmann
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: xk3m_indica]
#8419305 - 05/19/08 07:08 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Yeah, just past the old milk bar right?
-------------------- If you should go skating
On the thin ice of modern life
Dragging behind you the silent reproach
Of a million tear-stained eyes
Don't be surprised when a crack in the ice
Appears under your feet.
You slip out of your depth and out of your mind
With your fear flowing out behind you
As you claw the thin ice.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucas2411
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the_notorious
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: lukey2411]
#8419309 - 05/19/08 07:09 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Ringwood hey. You in my hood.
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"Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window, psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behavior and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong, and government and society spend a lot of money educating you into being a loyal worker, consumer, debt payer and citizen." - Terence McKenna
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: the_notorious]
#8419314 - 05/19/08 07:11 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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This is MY hood fool. Ringwood East to be exact.
-------------------- If you should go skating
On the thin ice of modern life
Dragging behind you the silent reproach
Of a million tear-stained eyes
Don't be surprised when a crack in the ice
Appears under your feet.
You slip out of your depth and out of your mind
With your fear flowing out behind you
As you claw the thin ice.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucas2411
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the_notorious
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: lukey2411]
#8419316 - 05/19/08 07:13 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Yeah im on the fringes of da north homie. Shrooms are abundant around here, get into it.
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xk3m_indica
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: the_notorious]
#8419320 - 05/19/08 07:17 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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why don't you two get a room?
-------------------- Ego sum fructus mihi mente
Ego sum partem hoc universo
ergo
Ego sum universum experioraret semet
Ego sum universum argumentaret semet
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RIP Albert Hofmann
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lukey2411



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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: the_notorious]
#8419321 - 05/19/08 07:17 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Notorious, I'll PM you.
-------------------- If you should go skating
On the thin ice of modern life
Dragging behind you the silent reproach
Of a million tear-stained eyes
Don't be surprised when a crack in the ice
Appears under your feet.
You slip out of your depth and out of your mind
With your fear flowing out behind you
As you claw the thin ice.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucas2411
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xk3m_indica
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: lukey2411]
#8419325 - 05/19/08 07:21 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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haha
-------------------- Ego sum fructus mihi mente
Ego sum partem hoc universo
ergo
Ego sum universum experioraret semet
Ego sum universum argumentaret semet
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: i2cv76
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RIP Albert Hofmann
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the_notorious
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Re: A fortnight of shrooming - a deeply traumatic experience [Re: xk3m_indica]
#8419330 - 05/19/08 07:24 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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You are from Tasmania, you are jealous you can't be friends with us.
Poor little xk3m.
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"Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window, psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behavior and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong, and government and society spend a lot of money educating you into being a loyal worker, consumer, debt payer and citizen." - Terence McKenna
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