So ever since my salvia trip I've been trying to interpret every little bit of detail she has given me. I've come to another theory, which is NEVER definate and an open mind should always be kept open and skeptical unless experience proves it true.
It is said and believed that we has several "selfs" or bodies that each exist and permeate through each other and each being in existence in different vibrational ratings. In each level of vibration, the enviroment also changes and is set to that vibration. You can understand this by looking around you right now. Notice how everything is so dense that it carries the properties of mass and you can't pass through your hand through any of it because it's so dense. You also exist in the laws of time, in which is linear, and space, you can't instantly get from point A to point B.
Now think of the mind: Does it hold any kind of designated form? Can we even perceive it's existence? If it doesn't follow the rules of the objective world, therefore it must not be a part of that world. But we know it is there because we experience it constantly, therefore proving its existence. If you also may consider, since I don't want to spend time trying to prove something I already believe in, all the herbal, prayer, and other spiritual ways of healing as proof for an energy body, astral, that more closely resembles a physical body because it is closer to that vibration.
Back to where I started. During my salvia trip, in the beginning, I lost total control of my physical body, yet it was still moving and I was conscious. Shortly after, my consciousness of physical means literally blurred out of existence, but I hadn't blacked out because I was still aware and conscious, still enabling to think and interact with the enviroment I was in (no I didn't see fairies). I was in this dimension where I had lost any ego and signs of personality, where I was everything, yet nothing. However while in this state, according to my sitter watching me so I didn't get hurt, I stood up from my bed and walked around the room, and observed the pictures on the wall and such. He even said I picked up my chemistry book and grabbed something else, then moved to the other side of the room and set them down. Then he said I tried to open the door and leave but he stopped me. I even communicated with him in understandable English. This is weird because I wasn't blacked out, but existing in a different dimension altogether.
MY THEORY: I believe we subconsciously exist in all dimensions at once, letting the subconscious keep all the basic needs for survival and protection (isn't this what it does for the body even without this theory? Makes you think huh?) while you have one kind of focused consciousness, or "mind", that can interact with a specific dimension. It is possible to interact with 2 at the same time, but it requires a great deal of hightening awareness and thought control to pull off without only being able to interact halfassedly. So while I was in a different place, I believe that my subconscious completely took over my physical body. I think the reason why my body just didn't lay down and sleep was because my body was still alive, therefore still tying me to that reality. And moving around and interacting with dense objects around you is the way to exist in the material world. I mean, you can't move a glass with your mind, you physically have to move it with your hand. If you just sleep or go into a coma, you'll just die and since your subconscious is controlling the body, it doesn't want that to happen.
People and comas though, that's a tough one to think about. It's usually caused by something traumatic to the brain, so some kind of hinderence from the physical body keeping the self from entering the body is my guess. At least for now.
This also brings up the subject of death too. If we are meant to exist in this plane, why do we die? It's because this plane is effected by time, in whereas the higher planes there is no such thing as time and space (you can recall any memory, visualize any place....well depending on how good your awareness is). In those higher up planes there is no death, because time because it is infinite. You exist infinitely...just not physically because it has its own set of rules.
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