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 OneMoreRobot3021
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 I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me
#8115362 - 03/07/08 08:43 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Now I don't know what the spirit is, or what it was. Really I think it was just the mushrooms themselves. Something took a hold of me. I wrote about it a little in the thread "2.7g tea brewing" in The Psychedelic Experience:
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OneMoreRobot3021 said:
Sweet fancy moses that was absolute insanity at its best. Wow. Goddamned magnificent. When I typed out that post, it was like the mighty hand of God had reared up before me, clenched into a hard stony fist. I knew if I smoked that he would pound me, pound me hard...I resisted. I did not smoke. And I feel like I was...richly rewarded. This has been the most amazing trip I've had in a long time. God. What weak words. I haven't been so continually in the moment for so long. Words do nothing to describe it because that's all it was was words. I thought about turning on the voice recorder on my computer but then I thought damnit forget about that...I was sitting in silence, 3 in the morning. And I just started making noises with my mouth. Any sort of noises. It came so easy. I've never been comfortable with my voice and talking, for as much as I do it, ha ha.
To tell you the truth, and I'm grinning coyly as I type this with the sun rising over Brooklyn over my left shoulder, this is a trip I've always dreamed of. I've always wanted to babble and I just did it. I probably babbled for about 3 hours straight...sometimes it was incoherent, sometimes not. I knew I couldn't record it as soon as it started because it felt too good and I didn't want to mess with it. That's why I didn't smoke either. Something was happening.
I just experienced a severe mindfucking of my reality courtesy of mushrooms vis a vis my self. I just blew my own mind - and the mushrooms at that point were part of my mind, so together we sort of blew each other up. I was chanting, singing, making all sorts of squiggly cantankerous noise and creating entire realities and then sweeping them away and peopling new ones. I would creep out of my room into the dark apartment and I would throw words in silence at my roommates doors while they slept. Words, words, I had so many words to give. I spilled them everywhere. Poured them into everything. I danced wildly in my room to music I was making out of words in the dark. I felt incredibly alive.
I still do. This is wonderful. I guess I ate them about 3 hours and 45 minutes ago or so...I can't believe all that just transpired.
You know, I thought about it at one point as I sat towards the end of all the madness, in the quiet of my kitchen observing the changing shades of blue in the dawning sky, that mushrooms can be so very humbling in teaching you what you need from the world and what you need to give the world. And it's amazing what an empty stomach and just two and three quarters grams of this stuff can do. With LSD, I feel I must climb higher. The same old dose becomes rote, ordinary...not that it's not enjoyable, oh it is...but it doesn't get me, well, something or other I'm still struggling to understand. But mushrooms can quite often give you the exact dose of hyperreality that you need, at the same good old low dose you got started with way back when. Toasty.
Now I just felt like expanding, for myself and for others to read, on what happened to me during that trip. Now you see before I started babbling or anything I was listening to the new Black Keys record, Attack and Release. I had put it on in headphones, with a very long cord, and in the privacy of my room I began dancing. Now I love dancing but often it's hard for me to get into the comfort zone dancing. But something happened here.
I felt as if I was dancing the way something else wanted to dance. Something that was in me. You hear of Christian revivalist meetings and celebrations, and the preachers getting "moved by the Spirit." Well I really, truly feel something of that kin happened to me. I was moved by the spirit. I began dancing in a way that I believe only mushrooms could have gotten me to dance. And I loved it. Loved loved loved it. I have never felt so comfortable in my own skin, so in tune with my own movements.
The more I danced the more the spirit went wld inside me. I could feel it in me, bouncing around in my chest and then creeping up into my lips and forcing me to grin. Didn't have to force me at all though, i was loving every minute of it. Finally the album ended and I just fell on my bd laughing. Laughing hysterically. That mushroom laugh...the giggle of insanity unchained.
I was laughing and laughing and suddenly an idea took hold of me. I thought of Tibetan Buddhist monks and I wanted to hum...so I put the covers over my head and started chanting the way they do, low vibrations...when I threw the covers off my head I was hallucinating, easily, ten times as much as I had been before I chanted. That was when the spirit found its way through my body into my voice.
Anyway. Just thinking about it, wanted to type about it more. I'm visiting my mom. She's cooking me eggs. So, uh, yeah, off to do that.
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Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake.
-Erik Davis
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coda
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
#8115390 - 03/07/08 08:52 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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sounds interesting, my last mushroom trip left me wondering if still really enjoy what mushrooms offer. I'm putting off my next trip until spring break, hopefully the weather warms up more. Im taking my girl with me, she's never had a true mushroom experience, and im hoping she can see what they have to offer. She's never had much luck with psychedelics but im hoping this time she can finally see what she's been missing.
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To get really high is to forget yourself. And to forget yourself is to see everything else. And to see everything else is to become an understanding molecule in evolution, a conscious tool of the universe. And I think every human being should be a conscious tool of the universe. . . .
-JG
 
Don't fuck with the laughing jesus.
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
#8115394 - 03/07/08 08:55 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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i got that about a week ago after a dance class, started making very clear over tones with my voice and playing 
i know the feeling man and i warmly advise you to go to a few Contact Improvisation classes or jams! you have no idea how much better this feeling can get, even sober!
thanks for sharing 
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
#8115396 - 03/07/08 08:55 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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I know what you're talking about with the dancing thing. One time at a rave a bunch of friends and I were all tripping on mushrooms, a group of less than 10 close friends...and we were all on our separate paths that night. At one point, however, we all ended up in front of the same DJ and we all started dancing. I'm usually not a very good dancer, but that night I was just spot on. Everybody else was spot on. We all had our own unique dancing styles but everybody was hitting every little piece of the music PERFECTLY.
I imagine we made that DJ's night (don't know his name, or even recall the type of music at this point, years later). I've never seen such harmony with music that wasn't rehearsed, and I'm quite convinced that the mushrooms brought as all together on that one.
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For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: circularvortex]
#8115414 - 03/07/08 09:01 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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I imagine we made that DJ's night (don't know his name, or even recall the type of music at this point, years later).
speaking as a dj myself you definitely did. If there's one thing we enjoy watching it's moving a crowd, hell it's one of the main reasons i play out. Nothing like getting up in front of 700-1000 people and getting them to hit the floor in almost perfect unison. At one of my past events i played energy 52 and right after the first true build, right when the big beat finally drops, the whole floor just exploded. From the booth you could feel the floor just shaking. I never experienced anything like that before and "orgasmic" is probably the only word i can think of to describe that feeling. I basked in the after glow of that night for weeks afterward, it's too bad i didn't record it because it was probably the best live set i ever mixed.
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To get really high is to forget yourself. And to forget yourself is to see everything else. And to see everything else is to become an understanding molecule in evolution, a conscious tool of the universe. And I think every human being should be a conscious tool of the universe. . . .
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Don't fuck with the laughing jesus.
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
#8115418 - 03/07/08 09:02 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Reading this post made me happy haha...
I'm glad you had such a good experience!
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
#8115450 - 03/07/08 09:11 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Your post made me think of this song.
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OneMoreRobot3021
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: adrug]
#8115454 - 03/07/08 09:12 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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I got super excited for Rothbury while dancing to Black Keys...!
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Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake.
-Erik Davis
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
#8116150 - 03/07/08 12:57 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Your post makes me wish I could trip again.
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: coda]
#8116224 - 03/07/08 01:23 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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coda said:
sounds interesting, my last mushroom trip left me wondering if still really enjoy what mushrooms offer.
Same here for me, my last mushroom trip was torture to some extent, while my LSD trips are always insightful.
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
#8116232 - 03/07/08 01:26 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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omg really?
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coda
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: impgl]
#8116237 - 03/07/08 01:29 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Same here for me, my last mushroom trip was torture to some extent, while my LSD trips are always insightful.
Funny, im the same way, i much prefer LSD to mushrooms. If it were more readily available i probably wouldn't use mushrooms at all.
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To get really high is to forget yourself. And to forget yourself is to see everything else. And to see everything else is to become an understanding molecule in evolution, a conscious tool of the universe. And I think every human being should be a conscious tool of the universe. . . .
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Don't fuck with the laughing jesus.
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Re: I ate some psilocybin mushrooms and the Spirit moved me [Re: Penguarky Tunguin]
#8116292 - 03/07/08 01:41 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Penguarky Tunguin said:
Your post makes me wish I could trip again.
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