I was trying to break the experience down the the essential elements that make up all psychedelic envisionings. You most certainly do not need mind alterants to elevate your conscience, you need only to remember what made that experience what it was, after you removed all of the set and setting aspects. There is some mystical thread that connects every psychedelic trip to each other, just like the neurotransmitters that we use to preceive reality now, seratonin is almost DMT, which humans also produce in small amnts.
Acknowledge that you are nothing before you go in, accept all of the fasciast horrors of "ego" that make you feel the way you do and let them pass paying almost no mind. You can think a thought and even enguage it, but that definately doesn't mean that you have to entertain it which I believe to be the bane of your transcention ck10n3. Just let it go, like seeing an ugly person walk by, they've offended your eyes and now they are gone so that you might get back to the real matter at hand. When you were just born, you didn't know what the fuck a lighter was, that it was an implement for fire and not just a rattle. Try to give up your self before you delve and you may find that the loss of losing your self is not so great. I hate this place anyway, but since I"m here I should live.
As of late, to practice my ability to be "outside" I have taken on the practice of entertaining the most horrible thoughts that I can construe. I have killed people and made canvases of their corpse, I've shot up my school, and tortured people for days all to prove the point that if I can kill the conscience of a plant, critter, or insect, then what exempts humanity? After watching the Devils Rejects, I apparently learned a lot about human interaction and the awesome power of disassociation. It seemed that the characters in the movie didn't see their victims as living people, as evidence of their disbelief when they found out momma was dead. It was like she and they were all above what we are doing so that they might have their objective in mind that they will accomplish. Humanity was treated like an object and as if it had no power, which they abused, but when it came to being a family they seemed to be closer than most American families, that's for damn sure!
I don't like Salvia that much either, it's too powerful! I took one hit of leaf this one time and went out.... When I opened my eyes I couldn't move and had almost smashed my face on the cast iron weight at the foot of my bed, I was sitting in my Pc chair. I was just naming Salvia as an example between the extreme realities of "sobriety" and the psychedelic. The best way to achieve the pre ego loss is just to acknowledge that leaving your body is ok, just relax so that you don't get up and wander around your room in a phantasy world. You should comatos (meditate) yourself into the place so as to not cause damage by way of chill. Your conscience should not be in your body anymore and accordingly the body should not move while the mind visits places that are of the utmost importance to yourself. (I like philosiphy because of the major differences that will take place in the difference between your self and yourself in trying to convey your thoughts)
As a quick summery here are the basic ideas that I have elaborated on already; To ease the transition to the psychedelic it is you who should work on eliminating your metaprograming beforehand, Psychedelic are a tool and don't take you to a specific place more than we are here through the preception of other neurotransmitters that we produce, there's more but it makes me feel like I'm saying that you are all stupid for needing an epilogue. Sorry
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It's kinda like the "rooms" made from drawing a star, where you are in the middle and have access to all of the other rooms simultaniously. Ya know?
Also, I guess that I feel it apropriate to note that all statements of mine are either hypathetical, invalid, or otherwise legal.
The resistance to side changes, fixation in one place without the ability to change it, precievably.
YOu will never see a psychedelic experience greater than yourself (keep in mind that this is still relative, and that your best, however sad it may be, is still THE best!)
I don't just want to see these fascets of my mind, I want(have) to experience them.
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